West Side Story was almost here and Blaine was stuck in his third hour of practice for the day.

Artie stopped Rachel and Blaine mid-song.

He wanted Blaine and Rachel to have sex with their significant others to help their performance.

Blaine thought that was moronic. His performance wouldn't be affected just because he had sex with his boyfriend. Just like killing someone wouldn't affect his performance if he was playing someone in Sweeney Todd.

He wondered if he should regardless. Kurt might not have said anything, but he could tell how much restraint Kurt was using trying to stay where they agreed all those months ago.


Kurt sighed frustratingly.

Blaine smiled as he danced along to his Roxy music record, "What's wrong?"

"Sometimes I just have the urge to rip off all your clothes," Kurt sighed ashamedly.

"That's why they invented masturbastion," Blaine teased as he continued dancing, a little goofier than before.

"I'm serious," Kurt huffed.

Blaine sighed sympathetically.

"You know what would be a tall order?" Blaine asked coming over and kissing him lightly. "Tearing off all your clothes."

"Because of the layers?" Kurt smiled.

"Because of the layers." Blaine rubbed their noses together. "And if you're ready, you just have to tell me."


Blaine took off before Glee with Kurt's support to give the Warblers tickets to see West Side Story.

He walked through the halls a bit nostalgically, remembering all his first times with Kurt. Their first kiss, the staircase they met on. The lunch room where he accidently sprayed milk through his nose laughing at a joke Kurt made.

He found the Warblers mid-song and slipped right into place, helping them finish.

"You came back!"

"Are you back for good?"

"No, I just came to deliver tickets. I'm the lead in West Side Story," Blaine explained as he gave everyone a ticket who was interested and somehow he ended up talking to the New kid.

He didn't like him. He made him seriously uncomfortable. Blaine wanted to run out of the building when he called him "sex on a stick". And the assumptions he made about Blaine were disturbing to him.

Blaine tried to make it perfectly clear that he had a boyfriend that he loved.

"You'll meet me at the Lima Bean tomorrow," Sebastian said, clearly an order.

Blaine wanted to say no, but the power behind the words drew him in and he agreed.

A sense of shame filled his entire being as he left. He shouldn't have let the other boy do that.


Blaine didn't know why he showed up. But he made sure Kurt knew he was there.

Sebastian continued his bid to try to win Blaine over and it continued to make him incredibly uncomfortable. Sebastian even suggested he cheat on Kurt!

His amazing, perfect Dom who loved him very much and he loved like he was the sun and Blaine was the moon.

As he was explaining why he wouldn't cheat on Kurt, suddenly Kurt was there.

That was actually a fantasy he had: Kurt dropping from the sky whenever he needed him.

Kurt sat down and started making his ownership quite clear, even speaking for him.

Blaine felt a thrill of delight by the hard grip Kurt had on his arm, the fake cheerfulness that Kurt was putting off. He felt so wanted.

When Sebastian mentioned Scandals, he wasn't sure what to think; the things they could do there. He could call Kurt his Dom, maybe even crawl at his feet. Kurt could tie him up. They could freely kiss whenever they wanted.

But they couldn't do that. They wouldn't. As much as the dream of doing those things was appealing. He didn't want some of his first times to be at a rundown gay bar five miles from where he was gay bashed.

To his surprise, Kurt had agreed. But he knew he still wasn't going to get any of his firsts there. Kurt wouldn't allow it, because he'd know that it wasn't the place to do it. He'd have to wait till he turned eighteen like Kurt promised.


When they got to the bar all Blaine wanted to do was dance with Kurt all night and ignore Sebastian. But Sebastian was waiting for them at the door.

Kurt's hold on Blaine grew tighter and Blaine's body reacted to it. He wasn't sure if he should stop Kurt or give him a reason to hold him tighter.

Blaine chided himself. If Kurt could handle himself, so should Blaine.

Sebastian handed Blaine a beer and Blaine looked to Kurt to confirm he was allowed to drink it.

Kurt nodded, so Blaine took a sip. Not as gross as the last time he drank.

"Oh I like this song."

"Go dance, baby. It's okay," Kurt allowed.

Blaine was absolutely thrilled. Kurt had never freely called him baby in front of people before. Kurt's actions were… hot.

He had a mandatory freak out about his sexuality, but then remembered that just because his body was reacting to various stimuli, it had nothing do with whether he was sexual attracted to people or had a desire to act on them.

Blaine continued dancing until he realized that he'd been joined. He turned around hoping it was Kurt to hold him a little too tight. But was disappointed to find it was Sebastian.

"It's okay, the prude's gone. You and I can have a little fun," Sebastian suggested.

Blaine backed away looking for Kurt, but Sebastian followed.

He finally found Kurt at the bar where he was talking to Karofsky of all people. When Blaine saw him looking, he wiggled, trying to get his attention.

Thankfully, Kurt finally joined them. And he spent his time blocking Sebastian from dancing with him. Blaine was so grateful he wanted to give his Dom something. By the end of the night he decided exactly what that was.


They left Scandals as Blaine stumbled, not sure how one beer took him out of the sober walking business. He told Kurt that with a giggle.

"Come on, baby. Let's just get you to the car," Kurt said fondly.

"I want to make art and help people, Kurt," Blaine informed him.

"You could help make fires with your breath."

When they reached his car Blaine pulled Kurt into the car with him. "We should do it. Let's just do it," Blaine suggested.

"Blaine you are drunk. I am not going to take advantage of you."

"But the feelings, Kurt," Blaine said, like it explained everything.

"It's okay, Blaine. Why don't you take a nap while I drive you home?" Kurt closed the back door of Blaine's car.

"But you're so amazing and it was hot."

"It was pretty hot in there," Kurt misunderstood.

"I want cuddles," Blaine concluded yawning. "Hard cuddles."

"Is your mom home tonight, baby?"

"No. She got a shoo in Cally-for-na," Blaine mumbled, starting to fall asleep.

Kurt changed course and went to his own house. His Dad would be happy to give Blaine a place to stay, since his mom was gone.


After a brief argument with his dad, he agreed to let Blaine sleep in his bed since he was already asleep anyway.

Kurt went out and gently carried Blaine out of the car and up to his bedroom. When he laid Blaine down, Blaine woke up.

"Yay, Kurt cuddles!" Blaine exclaimed, wiggling with his arms outstretched, hoping Kurt would place himself in them.

"Shh, you're supposed to be asleep," Kurt whispered.

"Oh, shh," Blaine pretended to zip his lips.

"Do you need help changing?" Kurt asked.

"I'll try," Blaine said happily as Kurt handed him a pair of his pajamas.

Kurt just rolled his eyes at Blaine when he underdressed unashamed. He may not have had sex with his boyfriend, but they'd certainly seen each other change in Gym.

"Can I have hard cuddles now?" Blaine pleaded as he climbed under the covers.

"What is that, Blaine?"

"Too tight cuddles," Blaine explained. "It's hot. Makes me hard."

Kurt raised his eyebrow in shock. He was going to have to have a talk with Blaine in the morning.

Kurt climbed under the covers and motioned for Blaine to climb into them as well.

"Yay!" Blaine exclaimed quietly.

"Tell me when you don't like it anymore?" Kurt said, wondering when Blaine realized he could feel that way from being held to tight.

He could feel Blaine getting hard, the tighter he held him. He stopped suddenly. This could be a first time for Blaine, having the ability to grow hard, when it wasn't just his body running through hormones. And a first for them.

Blaine whimpered when Kurt stopped.

"No, baby. Not while you're drunk," Kurt concluded. "Go to sleep."

He kissed Blaine's closed eyes, and closed his as well. His hold on Blaine loosened, but he never let go.


Blaine woke up in a splitting headache, cursing himself for drinking.

He felt someone holding onto him and he hoped it was Kurt, and he hadn't end up crawling into Finn's bed or something. Because Kurt would have definitely taken him back to his own house if he was drunk enough to have such an awful headache.

Blaine turned over and sighed. Definitely his beautiful boyfriend sleeping away.

Blaine started littering little kisses all over Kurt's face ending at his lips as Kurt responded.

"Mmm, morning baby," Kurt mumbling as he opened his eyes.

"Morning," Blaine yawned. "My head really hurts."

"That's what alcohol gets you," Kurt commented, kissing Blaine's nose.

"We… didn't do anything last night did we?" Blaine asked concernedly. "I seem to remember deciding to follow Artie's advice."

"We didn't do that," Kurt assured him, surprised by the news. "You did however almost get completely hard."

Blaine blushed deep red. "I did?"

"Not completely. I thought it could be a first," Kurt said.

"It wasn't exactly the first time. It almost happens when we make out sometimes," Blaine admitted. "What happened?"

"Well according to drunk Blaine, you get hard when I hold you tightly."

Blaine let his head drop. "Oh."

"It was a bit of a surprise," Kurt said curiously.

"I just really like your possessive side," Blaine smiled. "You making sure people know I'm yours."

"My kinky asexual boyfriend," Kurt smiled shaking his head in amusement. "Does this mean you're not asexual?"

"No. It's still just body responses," Blaine told him.

"So you still enjoy it if we had sex?" Kurt asked hesitantly.

"I think so," Blaine said unsure. "Asexual doesn't mean no sex drive at all."


The day of the first show came quicker than Blaine expected. He'd wrapped himself up in nailing his part, while also running Kurt's campaign, and time got away from him.

Kurt was polling with 80% of the vote with Rachel trailing behind with 15%. There was a unconscious hockey player with 5% but they weren't concerned about that.

Kurt's numbers shot up when they released a much more toned down version of Brittany's grab bag. He'd taken the glitter and unicorn stickers and replaced them with Hummel 4 President buttons and condoms with the same slogan on them, because Brittany insisted that the boys at this school never had any.

Brittany had also started giving away huge pixy sticks, telling people it was part of Kurt's magical powers.

He knew he shouldn't be letting Brittany tell people those things, but Kurt hadn't objected yet. And it didn't hurt to let Brittany bring in the votes that Kurt as a person wouldn't usually get given he was in Glee and gay.


It was almost time to start the show and Blaine was incredibly nervous. He sat backstage staring at himself in one of the mirrors.

Kurt came up behind Blaine seeing this. "You're going to be amazing. And once we get to intermission, Officer Kripke is going to make out with Tony because he is looking really handsome right now."

"My footwork is still a little spotty," Blaine complained. "I wish I had a few more days before I have to do it live."

"You really are nervous aren't you, baby? No cheeky comment about Tony?" Kurt realized.

"There's so many people out there I could disappoint," Blaine sighed.

"Who's in the audience, Blaine?" Kurt asked soothingly.

"The Warblers," Blaine reminded him.

"And they've seen you perform dozens of times," Kurt reasoned with him.

"I invited my brother," Blaine confessed. "I don't think he came. And my mom's in Florida for the rest of the week."

"So you have a week to perfect anything you're worried about," Kurt reassured. "And my dad is busy campaigning, but he promised to see the show next week too."


A/N: Lets just make this clear because I'm unsure if it's absolutely clear.

An asexual is someone who does not experience sexual attraction. This does not necessarily mean that they do not experience sexual arousal, or romantic or aesthetic attraction. You can even be an asexual and masturbate or have sexual encounters if that's something you decide to do. Also Sex Drive does not equal Sexual attraction.

Also if you believe you are asexual (or demisexual like Kurt) has communities if you feel like being part of it. Also it'll help with figuring out if you are and give you resources.