Larissa's POV
"dad" i couldn't believe he was here, part of me wanted to give him the biggest bear hug, tell him how much i missed him and whats been happening but the other part wanted to hit him on his face, he left me and my mum when i was 9 with his other fiancee,
"Larissa, my sweetheart" he said trying to pull me into a hug but i pushed him off,
"what do you want" i said with a cold, stern voice but with the eyes of a baby who found a lost toy,
"honey, i have searched for you everywhere"
"you can't look for what isn't lost"
"you're wrong, i lost you and your mother, am sorry, i know it took me years to realize that"
"whoa, nice speech day, why don't you campaign for 'Biggest Asshole Dad' am sure you will win" i said trying to shut the door in his face like Nik did to me but he didn't let me,
"listen, Lariss-"
"no you listen, you left me and my mum, you came home with your blinging black lady, packed your things and left us in that house worse than a refugee center, Mum missed you and so did i, she turned her pain in rage, she drank, smoked, she even hit me on multiple accords you drove her into destruction and you were fucking never there and your sister Aunt Kristen wasn't the best example, you have a grand daughter and mum's dead by the way" he had a glint of happiness in his eyes at the mention of grand daughter but everything was replaced by sorrow when he had mum was dead, he broke down in the porch crying, i was so tired of this messed up life, i walked pass him and called Bonnie,
"hey Bon" i said cleaning my tears,
"hey, Rissa, whats up with the crying?" she said,
"i'm just tired of living, Bonnie, i mean the father of my child is planning on killing my cousin and damn i like his brother plus my lost and found dad showed up at my door, i'm God damn fucking angry" i said hoping she wouldn't judge me because that was the last thing i needed right now,
"calm down Rissa, its okay, meet me at the grill"
"k, thanks"
"no worries" she said hanging up.
I met Bonnie she dressed a little more outing than me wearing a long drown dress/shirt and a pencil trousers and high heels, this dressing didn't really look like her but she looked beautiful, i wore a bum short, with a loose blouse, and flats with my hair in a messy ponytail,
"hey Bon-Bon" i said sitting down opposite her,
"hey, i hope ya able to cope"
"nope"
"its okay, Rissa, everything happens for a reason, okay just be glad ya not dead, yesterday is history and tomorrow is mystery so just fight to get through today"
"thanks" i said feeling better,
"hey, i know this isn't the right time to tell you but Klaus did the ritual last night"
"WHAT THE HELL?" i shouted not minding the crazy looks people gave me,
"calm down, Rissa, she's fine, Elijah helped and she's alive"
"why didn't you tell me, i mean c'mon why didn't she come home" i said with a little visibly tears in my eyes,
"Klaus thinks she's dead so we didn't want to have her going out plus Damon spilled the beans about your Original Romance, so the Originals have their eyes on you so its best that she isn't with you" she's right,
"fine but i should have been told and where is she?"
"she's with Caroline" when did Caroline's house become the second Gilbert house?,
"so whats the plan, since his curse is broken does that mean we get our normal sunshine lives back?" i asked,
"nope, he knows Elena's blood is what he needs for making his hybrids"
"so we are never gonna get our normal lives back?"
"nope" we spent time talking about our broken family untill she mentioned the Mikealson ball, everyone got an invitation except me which wasn't a surprise. Bonnie took me shopping for a ball that i wasn't invited to, Damon called and told us his plan which involved me attending the ball so we went home after Bonnie bought a blue handless gown and i bought a yellow traditional ball gown,
"bye Bon" i said waving her goodbye as she drove away, i sighed imagining how my life came to this, i opened the doors to the house and the sight i saw was the most hurtfull thing i had ever seen in my life, my dad hanged himself on the celling fan, i was already crying when i saw a letter on the table,
'Dear Rissa,
I know i wasn't the best father in the world, that is if i was ever a father to you, i spent my whole life looking for you and your mother hoping for forgiveness and acceptance, i couldn't just bear the fact thats she's dead, i know its wrong for me to leave you alone again so am sorry and i hope you find in your heart and forgive me, i love you.
Dad.'
I didn't know what to do, today was already bad, i picked up my keys and drove to a downtown bar not minding my tear soaked shirt as i drowned my sorrows in acohol and listening to "we don't eat" by James Vincent(A/N: the song is amazing, it was featured in an episode when Rebekah was crying after she found out Klaus killed their mommy) not wanting to be disturbed but today isn't my lucky day,
"didn't expect to find you here" i heard Nik say behind me,
"leave-me-alone" i said sniffing in,
"well i know this place is for the heartbroken not the heartbreakers"
"just let it go"
"i won't because it hurt and you won't understand because you don't feel" that was it,
"DON'T YOU DARE TALK TO ME LIKE THAT, I DO FEEL COMPARED TO THE HEARTLESS BASTARD HYBRID THAT EVERYONE HATES, EVEN YOUR FATHER CHASED YOU DOWN FOR YEARS" i saw i was getting to him when i saw the tears in his eyes but i didn't care,
"EVEN YOUR OWN MOTHER TRIED TO KILL YOU, YOUR STEP SIBLINGS HATE YOU, I RATHER BE THE GIRL WHO BROKE THE HEART OF SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T HAVE A HEART THAN BE THE REJECTED BASTARD HEATLESS CHILD" i said, now tears where streaming down his face.
Klaus's POV
I couldn't believe Larissa was saying this words to me, the thing that hurt most was that they were true, i had no one and i was always gonna be the rejected bastard but i never expected to here it from her, i didn't want her to see me completely break down so i zoomed off to under the wickery bridge, i sat down by the side of the lake, as i cried for the first time in years, i felt a presence behind me,
"go away" i said but the person sat beside me and i noticed it was Rebekah as she wrapped her hands around me as i cried on her shoulder,
"its okay" she said running her fingers down my hair,
"no its not, am gonna be alone for the rest of my life, am better off dead, Rebekah"
"you have me, Nik and i'll always be here for you, do you remember here was where you always came anytime Mikeal had hit you or insulted you" she said looking into the moon,
"i do, sister, and you would always come here to calm me down and be here there for me" i said remembering my past, those days were so better,
"yes, Nik, i was always for you and you will never be alone because i will always be here for you"
"i don't know how my life will be without you, Rebekah"
"i know, am wonderful" she said in a singy song voice which made me laugh,
"if you're hurting about Larissa, suck up, be a man and show her what she's missing" she said which made me laugh harder,
"Always and Forever" she said standing up and holding out her hand,
"Always and Foever" i said holding her out stretched hand.
Song: We don't eat by James Vincent
Echo by Jason Walker.
A/N: so what do you think, am a big fan of Claire and Joseph so i decided to do a Klaus and Rebekah brother and sister moment, i hoped you liked it. Wish me luck in my upcoming exams and don't forgot to review.
xoxo VampireJacinta.