Everything up til now I couldn't explain. It has been a long time. I am starting to understand that maybe there are things I do not get to know right now. I hear and see things that my brain can't process. There is this weird blue light next door that blinks except when I look directly at it. I wish I knew why this is happening. I dreamt about the 11th doctor and it felt so real. It's like when I dream I wake up in another version of my life but I'm his companion. That's a nice dream but I can't leave this behind. I love my kids too much for that. It is amazing how much crazier this seems when I write this down.
I am still seeing things in the corner of my eye. I have also seen statues move. When will this stop?
I think the horrible monstrous woman who moved in next door might be a real monster in a nasty looking human suit. Every time I see her I just keep looking for a zipper or something. Her husband used to be nice until he married her. I think she ate the original and replaced him with a mean copy that does whatever she wants.
There's a knock at the door. I'll be right back. Miss me? No, probably not because there wasn't a gap in my writing. It was nothing. Oh wow, it's really late like almost 4 a.m. here. I remember starting this at around 3:30 a.m. Great, now I have no idea where this was going. So I feel confused about my surroundings constantly. I don't know what is real or imagined.
This is definitely a lot weirder, my nasty neighbor keeps inviting these young women over and then the blue light is back. I am considering calling the police but knowing them they'd find nothing anyways. None of those women have left that place in 3 days. I almost want to go find out what is happening but I am afraid. I might peek through the fence later if the blue light comes back.
As far as I can see there are no people outside on my street tonight. That's not strange but the silence is. Normally there are a few cars and some animal sounds in the distance but not tonight. I heard the Tardis again but still can't find it.