Chapter 2

ONCE AGAIN! I DON'T OWN ANYTHING AND ALL THE RIGHTS GO TO THE PEOPLE WHO MADE THIS STORY AND AUTHORS! ALL MY IMAGINATION! CONTAINS SOME SPOILERS

Author Notes: Thanks for El0ndon and psych0 f0x for leaving reviews and all the others who favorite and followed this story! ^_^ Honestly, I was really unsure of actually writing since I'm not very good at writing. I honestly thought that no one would actually read this story, but you guys did and a HUGE THANKS to you guys! You guys ROCK!~3. Thank you so much and enjoy this next chapter! (Honestly, I'm not sure where this story's going to go, since I'm thinking as I go along. I have a general idea for the direction though... heh.)

As Rin slept during the lecture, he had nightmares of his "friends" yelling and screaming at him with the same eyes filled with fear and anger. The memories of his father's death and all the times he beat up the kids in his neighborhood, adults calling him a demon. Rin jolted awake, no one noticing him which he was glad for. He started breathing irregularly, due to the emotional shock he received from the nightmares.

"Dammit, why does this need to happen right now?"

Rin silently cursed to himself, waiting for the medication to kick in. Just in time as the medication started working, cram school ended and Rin sat in his seat not wanting to attract attention for rushing out of the classroom. Just like any other day, the Kyoto group talked about the Blue Night at their temple and how bad it was, intentionally talking loudly for him to listen and suffer. Suffer, from the guilt that it was his fault since he's a demon, the Son of Satan. Multiple times now, he wanted to scream out in anger and sadness of how he really feels and how it isn't his fault. The others obviously knew that they were doing it to make him feel bad, reminding of his lineage and that he was the Son of Satan. And just like always, Rin sat there with his mask covering his real feelings and replacing it with his regular happy, childish behavior, laughing it off.

"Well, then I'm off you guys!"

The Kyoto group looked at him with disgust and anger, as the others looked at him with fear. Internally this scarred him emotionally greatly, he felt that he should be used to this since everyday it was like this, but it always got to him. He pushed the sadness behind his mask and walked out to the dorms. Rin got to his room, to be tackled by his familiar, Kuro the Cat Sidthe.

"Rin! Rin! Let's play!"

"Kuro! You surprised me!"

"Let's play! You haven't played with me in ages!"

"Sorry, Kuro. I haven't paid a lot of attention to you, but not today."

"Awww..."

"Sorry, next time kay?"

"Okay..."

The sad Cat Sidthe jumped onto his bed and curled into a ball, and Rin climbed out of his window to the roof. He always felt better, a little bit lighter when he laid down on the roof staring at the sky. As he laid on the roof, looking at the red splattered sky, he lost himself in thoughts.

"Maybe, I should just stop trying. They're not going to be friends with a demon like me."

Rin's mask was cracking, he was tired of trying, tired of living. He felt like his life was so insignificant, like he was prolonging his life when he's already dead. Slowly, Rin sat up and walked to the edge of the rooftop and stood there looking down at the ground, turned around and leaned back and fell. Black covered his thoughts and vision, and Rin thought he was dead only to find himself regaining consciousness in a hospital.

"Dammit, I didn't die."

Rin looked around and wondered how he got to the hospital, and tried to stand. During his attempt, the world turned and he had a splitting headache. He heard thee door open as he fell back onto the hospital bed, and a doctor stepped in.

"Hi, my name is Eric and I'm the one who found you and brought you here to the hospital. If you were just left there, you could've died from blood loss and the impact to your head was pretty severe. I suppose you fell from the roof of that building you were in front of, right?"

"I wouldn't have died you know."

"Yes you would've. Any human would die from a drop from a building in that height."

"Well, I'm not a human. I'm a demon."

"Well then, can you tell me why or how you fell of the roof of the building?"

Dr. Eric seemed unfazed at the fact that he was a demon and though he would never tell anyone, Rin told him the reason anyways.

"I didn't fall off, I jumped off myself."

"Well, I won't ask you what caused you to jump off yourself since it's your personal problems."

He was glad that the doctor didn't ask any further of the reasons for his suicidal attempt. Dr. Eric simply gave him his business card for when he's in an emergency, implying that if he tried attempting to take his life to call him for treatment. Rin reluctantly took the card, in respect for Dr. Eric not asking him any more questions.

"Well, since you're pretty much healed, you can go home. Oh, by the way, the vision in your left eyes seems to be gone. I think there's nothing we can do for your left eye."

"It's fine. Well, at least there's something my demon healing can't heal. Thanks."

Rin got up and managed to find his way back to his dorm room, Yukio nowhere in sight. Instead of sleeping, he stepped into his secret room and worked on thee painting that he was working on. It was a painting of all the cram students, Yukio, and Kuro; only himself not in the picture. Working till the morning, Rin finished the painting, a beautiful picture of smiles and happiness. He felt tears fall silently down his cheeks, as he looked at the painting. He got up and locked the door, heading to his room to get ready for classes, he stopped and looked at himself in the mirror. Rin saw a ravern haired boy, pale skin, black circles, horrible bags under his eyes, thin, and bandages covering him. Removing each bandage, most of his wounds were healed and he moved to the bandage on his left eye, carefully removing it. He stared into the mirror, looking carefully at his eye, seeing that the once electric blue orb looked shattered like glass. Rin stepped into his room carefully, not wanting to wake his familiar and changed into his uniform quickly, as he headed to the classroom; way early for class to even begin. He hadn't bothered to try and hide the fact that his left eye was gone.

Well, this is it for this chapter. Sorry if this isn't constructed very well, I kinda had trouble trying to think of how the scenes will connect into a story. I really don't know how this story's going to end up really. Hope you guys enjoy this chapter, and I'll try to update more quickly this time since I know people are actually reading this story. Thanks for the support! ^_^

Rin: You almost killed me!

Writer: Well, it was a good scene I mean technically you didn't die. You attempted the die.

Rin: I could've died though!

Writer: Well you didn't, your demon healing saved you.

Rin: I hate you.

Writer: Look forward to the next chapter, and you'll hate me more.

Rin: ... I can't believe this...

Writer: Hey, don't blame me, blame my brain and my imagination. All I'm doing is writing what my imagination imagines. (LOL)