A-
Kanda quickly rounded on the smaller Allen giving a tiny yelp stepping backwards as Jhonny attempted to work out Neah's cryptic words.
"Moyashi your eyes...?"
"In the past they never did too much minor head aches however now... Sand cats normal ones are nocturnal, the sunlight on its own burns but I've learnt to adapt to be able to actually be able to see Uncle Neah kept saying when I first learnt I could shift on my own that I get glasses before the strain gets too much, that added to the past issues of going blind due to the mass amount of 'people' ghosts humans innocence akuma taking up my field of vision naturally." Allen admitted head bowed Jhonny instantly sitting Allen down to run a few eye exams before looking over at Kanda.
"He does need glasses and sun glasses just to be extra safe unless were going to switch to a nocturnal schedule." Jhonny spoke clearly writing the results down so he could use the ark later to go to a random town and get the right glasses for the pale teen watching as the said teen carefully rubbed his eyes.
"tell me." Kanda stated Allen looking at his boyfriend curiously tilting his head not understanding what his lover meant. "About Sand Cats Dumb-ass."
"Like what? Bakanda?"
"habitat, diets, everything, You hinted earlier that you knew about the cat. So Spill it." Kanda stated.
"Yes... I share its memories, After we merged... almost two months in until then it was terrible. I could feel its fear its pain it took a long time before we merged... it felt like syncing with my innocences when we finally did. I have its memories form 'its' true life as I'm certain it has mine poor thing. Sand cats generally live in the areas around and in the sahara desert the one I share my life with now I due to Cross I recognised the city it lived on the border of as Tangier on of the Larger cities in Morocco."
"like in Cold war spy novels?" Jhonny spoke excitedly Allen nodding.
"Sand cats due to living in the desert learnt to be nocturnal thus during day light hours they burrow under the sand to rest, at night they roam up to about 5km to find food, they can eat vegetables but with that sort of meal being rare they are more carnivore."
"such as?"
"well remember that joke black at the order with Lavi about rabbits? Cause that's no joke the one I am fused with loved to eat Hares which are a type of bunny... they eat not just for food but to drink as well and will eat just about anything such as gerbils, sand voles, hares, spiders, reptiles, birds, insects being some but are also known to be really good at killing snakes... learnt that part out first hand that was fun..." Allen spoke cringing at the memory.
"you never did like spiders or snakes..."
"yeah bout a month before you found me I had a nasty encounter with an Adder... I'm their screaming in mental terror as the cat instincts take over beat it to a pulp then slowly devour it thing woke up mid way threw eating it before the cat instincts decided to stop torturing it and that was enough playing with its food... it was carving it open eating the hunks torn from it then going back for more... Uncle Neah thought it was the funniest thing in existence." Allen shivered Kanda cracking a smile at the idea knowing the younger adults reactions to snakes in the past true Allen would take a snake over a spider however he still would freak out adorably.
"what about aging a breeding?" Jhonny spoke trying to take Allen's mind off his minor phobia, minor only due to Allen having been diagnosed by the head nurse when he first arrived to suffer from Cleithrophobia (the fear of being trapped or locked into an enclosed space often confused with Claustrophobia ((close but not the same)). Not including the current mass of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and god knew what else the 20yr old was now suffering from.)
"she's fairly young considering the mortality rates fairly high in the wild they can be lucky to be alive at 9 year old we merged at when she was still classified a kitten at the age of 7 years but still old enough to be living on her own seeing their solitary creatures asides Mating."
"She? Moyashi?"
"The sand cats a female its only when I'm in cat form if that matters everything else seems to me normal... I kinda just push it to the side physically appearance wises theirs no real difference. But Jhonny to answer your question bearing for sand cats doesn't start till their Nine years old and it depends on the climate like in the desert mating season starts in January and won't stop until April, about 59 to 63 days from what I got from her memories although they are solitary creatures they use their hearing to make sure they mate with the same male every time its like singing the one who's song matches their own is the fabled one and then each mating season they seek out the same man mating for life but other then the four months of pure sex the male then goes back to his life and when her kittens are old enough the mom goes back to her own..."
"the memories?"
"My sand cat was the second youngest her and the 'runt' in their large litter of eight their mom kept with her longer just to be on the safe side thus she got to meet her father one of the little fun facts from her memories is I can literally speak to cats. Her dad told her mom that she was overly protective and her mom whacked him for it the dad laughed played with her and the runt for a bit before the moon rose and he and her mom well you can guess, luckily they sent the kids to practice hunting... " Allen shook his head.
"and then?" Jhonny pressed on as Kanda fought the urge to smirk at his poor moyashi.
"the next morning the dad basically gave her and her brother the dreaded birds and bees speech and with the embarrassing tale of how he met her mom and the importance of practising ones purr to lure in the right male seeing that males are bigger they tend to go for who ever has the damsel in distress captive princess like purr. Like in all movie's you get the girl locked up singing about true love and their princes happens to hear runs over to continue her song mid sentence and shows off how he's been feeling almost the same pent up feeling and lookie here aren't you just the cutest thing... the traditional Disney effect. After the first mating season the idea is you sing 'your' song and they guy will return unless he died then it will be the first all over again if two guys show up the younger will just walk away according to her mom. Like your get normal human couples going overly sweet due to 'their' song playing the whole We have a song."
"yep." Kanda nodded recalling their own reaction to realising they actually did have a song... Angel With A Shotgun by The Cab and they also both liked the song Satellite by Rise Against.
"That's really sweet." Jhonny smiled.
"not really... as I said mating for sand cats start when they are nine technically sand cat wise physically I'm mate able and I decided foolishly to read up on the subject at a library, when cats ANY cat mates the male has barbs on their anatomy its the act so when exiting the female causing these spikes to slash up her insides that allows for her to ovulate enough to get pregnant... four months of sex and each ending with her insides being literally ripped to shreds." Allen cringed.
"ok not so sweet... damn how do you to intend on dealing."
"I'm planing to rip the eyes out of the first male that comes near me bury myself in a hole and not come out till breeding seasons well and true over was the first plan." Allen admitted bluntly with a tiny Black Allen smile.
"I'll call Reever to start working on something Moyashi, I trust him not to fuck up a potion like Koumi like hell am I allowing anything but myself near you when that happens Got it." Kanda spoke yanking HIS Allen closer the said man flushing brightly half squirming to get away blushing harder when his stomach growled.
"ok Allen you lay down, while I go get food and glasses." Jhonny spoke standing up trusting Kanda to keep Allen from pushing himself while also occupied off food for the time being Allen mentally reciting a door for Jhonny to use while also making it a short simple nursery rhyme so the scientist could return on his own without leaving the ark door open.
"Kanda off, please I thought you wanted to see the obstacle course and training areas?" Allen pleaded still squirming weakly.
"Not while your eyes need protection we can look at them tonight, until then you are laying down and resting, Honestly Moyashi running the risk of going blind are you an absolute idiot..."
"I'm not Bakanda! Until I ran into You, Lena and Lavi I was running on pure instinct. Which meant living as a sand cat in full, sleeping during the day, hunting akuma and food at night along with searching and travelling at night do you know how hard it was not to run on Total instinct! Sand cats normally wont go any more then 5kms from their burrow yet I was changing every night for TWO months and in that time I collected a full mass of 28 fragments out of the 34 I have now in comparison to the 109 total, That's while trying to Run away from yokai and avoid too much detection from both side! There was no Time to worry about any long term injuries when it took my much to long to heal the ones I already had before Road found away to 'Free' Me as she calls it! She did this by tripping that MONSTER so I fell out of his arms into the river they where crossing the speed causing the leash he had tied to me to snap as I fought against being chocked!"
Kanda flinched hard …. Allen like himself didn't know how to swim ad that to cats irrational fear of water and the fact that sand cats had no reason to know how to deal with large masses of water even more so after nearly being hung to death due to hanging from the lead suffocating …. his moyashi had no chance and that was roads best attempt the only one that had worked. Fuck he had no right to tell his moyashi off it it got damaging his uncle would have eventually won the battle of getting glasses however at the time and even know their was too many other things to worry about, seeing Allen was travelling alone and as a cat most of the time their was no need to drag clothing or supplies of any shape or form with him the glasses would only work in human form where he stood out far to well in a crowd as a sand cat he could bland a touch better even more so if he put effort into playing an cute little kitten.
"Sorry... I didn't mean it like that Arren, I was just fretting over you I forget at times how much damage can be done when separated I never expected any of those bastard's to cross so many lines most monsters have some limit that they draw the line at..." Kanda whispered gently one hand grasping Allen's gently.
"Sorry... too Don't say I'm not allowed to Yuu. I shouldn't yell at you I haven't told you scarp about those hells I fear I'd shatter before being able to finish I shouldn't yell because you lack the information I have... Tyki from what I could see never used to be as the way he is now... I sliced him open at the ark with the clown crown sword of exorcism it was its first time use. I attempted to attack the Noah in him and free the human. Jasdevi said it would have worked how ever right now they are still more human then actual Noah's to stop innocence from being able to purify them, the earl basically controls some form of switch part of their human selves is aware but mainly the earl treats them like puppets keeping them on defence and threatening any love ones or family anything that they wish to protect."
"your attack filled the switch permanently turning Tyki's Noah on to attack mode and its shoved the more human side deeper..." Kanda worked out seeing how his sweet big hearted moyashi separated Tyki from the monster that had spent years harming him in all manners.
Allen nodded cuddling Kanda close before shifting down to cat size lightly pointing the way to his child hood bed room Kanda looking around at the small room the bed on it side all the pillows and cushions blankets and a pair of bean bags yanked together forming a mini nest.
"couldn't sleep on the bed huh moyashi."
"too soft... until here I was used to laying on rags and hay if I could get to it or on the ground with one or two naps in trees, then with cross it was the floor or those horrid beds in the cheapest run down hotels master could find why did you think I often got caught napping in your Spartan bed? It was too soft in my room and I could only get comfortable if I was really sick or in a too tired to go up to the head nurse due to my injuries the only good thing about mine was one it was big and two they gave me a ton of warm blankets." Allen purred truthfully.
Kanda nodding fixing the bed quickly before going over to the book shelves seeing how the more inappropriate for a young child ones had been moved to the very tippy top of the book shelf working out that before this had been Allen room it had been the houses library the bed their main for if the boys only true father figure got tired but simply HAD TO finish the book or at least the rest of the chapter.
((AN- Like the majority of those reading this late at night and myself included Tee Hee this section was written at 11:21 PM ))
Laying down to meditate on the bed letting His kitten rest gently petting his ears enjoying the warm purring that proved Allen's sleepy enjoyment, occasional looking around the room at the small treasure trove of things Allen had kept in the tiny room shacking his head at the neatness. It was something he had originally amused to have come from cross the almost beaten compulsion to clean up the smallest mess from making sure all drinks had a coaters to scrubbing hallways (both floor and walls) due to it having a mark or dust (god knew how many times Allen took an armies worth of cleaning products to Koumi's office and won if only until the mad man returned to the place to 'Work'). Yet this showed that Allen had always been a touch of a neat freak living with Cross only had made it worse.
Their where school books on reading, writing, basic maths and science lines up all opened to the same page with several sheets of paper Allen had been working on, the childish hand writing deliberately neat looking as if the boy had spent days perfecting the best hand writing font. further indicated by two small trash cans filled will balled up paper. Carefully pined up pictures of the language seen in the Arks codex the strange floating sheet of music that only Allen truly knew how to play hanging to the walls the translation of each word and symbol laid out Alphabetically, the shelf hand lines of wooden carvings and glass figurines that weren't 'perfect' in Allen's eyes but the boy held on to them rather then removing them examples being a wood carving of what appeared to be a swan that had a crack in her wing and a glass cat that was missing a leg and the tail being rather short (Kanda mentally deciding the cat may have been a Japanese bobtail.)
the draws where closed but one or two ribbons poked out of the two draw the Japanese man instantly recall one of the few times he HAD rummaged threw Allen's draws, Ribbons on the two the underwear in the second neatly folded white shirts in the third and pants neatly ironed down into the bottom. Small shoes seated next to the door way along with half a dozen toys the plush one having been hiding in the cocoon on the floor the only spot of mess in the small child's room where the rest of Allen's toys- a xylophone, a toy piano, a recorder and pan-flutes, a small north American drum, building blocks, a foam sword, an operation board game.
Each place seemingly randomly but completely Allen around the room. The record and flute on the desk with the open books the piano and xylophone on the window seat where he could look out the window and enjoy the warm light while playing, the drum by the door so if the door opened the Wooden drum would fall and make a sound to alert the small boy. The blocks carefully stacked to form a house with a garden showing off Allen's wish for a Home, the sword by the bed for protection should he need it. The game in its box on top of the lowest pile of books.
Painting hung around the room almost all of them of his adopted father with the rest of land scapes and animals, so many beautifully works of art but they all to him paled in comparison to the small figurer resting on him. It had always irked him about how his little love could find beauty in everything but himself. It had been deeply ingrained into Allen at a young age that he was ugly, a freak and un loveable and it was a constant battle {one he had yet to win} to make the boy see what everyone else did when they looked at him, it hurt that nothing worked yet at the same time that Allen would flush a bright pastel pink at the mere mention of him being easy on the eyes he could calmly with out batting an eye say the same and more to other (something Kanda really blamed Cross for) it was calming to look down and look at the small kitten sized teen purring half asleep on his chest shifting ever now and then to along the long warm fingers pet a particular nice spot like the bridge of his nose and under his chin almost completely asleep.
Deciding to test it slowly humming before singing out loud watching Allen snuggle closer. "Help Me, Help You They wont Be There. Help Me Help You, They Wont See... Cause it Hurts when you need me and I can break your fall. It Hurts when you cant see and It hurts... and It Hurts when your lonely and I'm standing right beside you there and it hurt when you told me that you tried this own your own. Hope you never hurt, Hope you never cry, Hope you never lose your way tonight, Hope you never crumble, Hope you never fall, hope you never throw it..."
"I didn't know you could Sing Kanda. Sorry for distributing you foods fully cooked; I can bring it in for later when Allen wakes up. I'm going to read over the blue prints Neah mentioned see how much the order didn't know about." Jhonny whispered from the door ways barely twitching at the death glare the older gave him Allen half stirring over the lack of movement in the soothing figure's that where fighting away his nightmarish memories until the said appendages returned to the soothing movements in the pale fur.
Waiting for the food to arrive and Jhonny to leave completely before even debating about singing again nibbling on some of the less sweet stuff deciding to wait to actually eat to enjoy dinner with Allen listening carefully before noticing the boy had fallen back on an old habbit when he felt safe enough... it had been interesting and almost impossible to notice but the smaller often if he was relaxed and felt safe enough would sing out what ever problems on his mind (such as a week after their first kiss the boy whisper singing out the lyrics to 'I wont say I'm in love' from Hercules the Disney movie with a cartoon pegasus and Hera not only liking the boy but the so called actual mother- Kanda scoffing at the idea after all if he was going to make the effort to watch a show based on the legend of a demi god who actually murdered his loving wife and all five of his children before being told by his god king father to do pointless shit then he was going to watch the tv series that had Kevin Sorbo that way he could also watch Lucy Lawless as Xena Warrior Princess with Lenalee and still look like a guy.)
"I've been cursed...I've been Crossed... I've beaten by the ones who get me off, I've been cut, I've been opened up, I;I've been shattered by the ones I thought I loved... You've left me here on the side walk waiting for the rain wash away, you keep coming back to the scene of the crime But the dead cant speak and there's nothing left to say anyway all you left behind was a chalk out line...
and the rain falls down, Let it fall to the ground, and the birds don't sing no they don't make a sound. So I look to the sky... tell me why tell me why do they all get to live but I have to die? So they marched me down to the centre of town with their pitchforks high in the air. I was chained and bound with a blind fold around so the judge wouldn't catch my stare and the angels sing let it shine let it shine dry the tear drops from my eyes and the bells will ring when they climb they will climb because the Dead cant testify...
love lighting the final hour she'll light an new day, the young witch crying louder as she's tied up to her eyes, penitence for your crime penitence and your life, If My Love Was Just A Curse The I Have Only Tears To Shed we will do what we must let it all turn to dust, Let It Light Let It Burn You Will Only Do What's Right, I Cant Believe These Fools I See You Fed Them Dirty Lies, penitence for your crime penitence and your life, Seeing Flames Rising Higher As The Sun Begins To Die Tie Me Down To A Cross I Look Longing At The Sky penitence for your crime penitence and your life If I Pray Who Will Hear I Am Drowning In Their Tears, devotion dust real soon If My Love Was Just A Curse The I Have Only Tears To Shed Let It Light Let It Burn Let It Choke Out All Your Spite! no God could help her find her way! Like A Flame Burning Bloody Red And Tearing At The Sky Take These Tears Tell There Story And Don't Forget To Cry …...'
Kanda stopped listening watching Allen crying subtly thrashing in his sleep like he was bound to tight to fight back but was still trying to free himself weakly the older knowing fully well how Allen never reacted well then forcible woken from an night mare and if physical reassurance was no longer helping then he'd have to resort to fighting fire with fire... it had worked in the past when Allen was singing in his sleep, the Japanese man starting mentally praying to help even if it was just enough to wake Allen or even to mush his beloved into a more restful slumber before what ever soft nightmare he was living became worse.
"You don't see what your protect a beauty calm and clear, it floods the sky and blurs the darkness like a chandelier. All the light that you project access by lakes of sea, shatter surface so imperfect like a doll that you believe. I Will Bring a mirror so sliver and so exact so precises and so pristine a perfect plane of glass, I Will Set the Mirror up to face the blacked sky you will see your beauty every moment that you rise …...
At Last I have realised that finally I have found a new love, He is the one who is fast asleep in the sky up above, I can see in your heart the love that beats within you, Even if we are trapped in the dark abyss you enchant my heart, You Horror can not be erased it will not break apart see threw our fare well on that day it burnt from inside, the deeper that our growing love becomes the more I want it, I want you too Know that my thunderous heart even if its irrational the swirls of flashing light are bringing back my hopes too Filled with the memories of a poisoned tattoo, the chaos of the future will show my tattoo. When We Are Together Until it is time to part the shape of my lips leave a dark painful tattoo You Can Keep Holding Me In The Night…...
Moon Pride I will come the wind that is under your wings, Now as the tears wash away your sadness and in our eyes passion burns like fire and with a force strong as lightning No mater where we are even if darkness comes were never really alone I'm always with you now Here in the Moonlight even when you've lost your way we will always stand and fight on our own...
Why do My words always lose their meaning what I feel what I say there's such a rift between them, I never know what I should do But I don't mind if your with me then every things alright but if your with me then Every things Alright..." Kanda finished seeing the livery eyes opening one hand instantly going to brush the warm tears out of Allen's eyes.
"was is doing that..." Allen mewed quietly.
"I was fighting fire with fire, what do you think Moyashi... I'm glad my words helped you out of what every you where suffering threw to bad I bet you don't recall a word I sung." Kanda bantered lightly knowing it was a sure fire way to both wake the poor thing and also get his mind off the pain of the nightmares and the embarrassment of singing in his sleep.
"my names Allen, Yuu and I do recal the last bit about your words and how there's a rift between your actions and words defiantly true there, Bakanda. that is unless you live to use the full range of reverse psychology and hope that you get results with others like you do with me."
"che."
"do you want to know?"
"first lets fucking eat then only if your ready."
"i dont know where to start..." Allen weakly admitted ears drooping slightly as Kanda moved them closer to the massive piles off food... "Why are their so many bunnies? And why are they made of Chocolate?"
"Its Easter You baka... resurrection of some Vatican god child ripping off a pagan goddess who took the form of a rabbit to renew the land usher in some kind of happy go lucky time zone …. wait how is it you don't know a holiday that's about hoarding and devouring mass amounts of chocolate for no good reason?" Kanda spoke putting the Soba down in shock horror.
"remind me to kill shishou... Ah its got caramel in it oh god so goood!~~~" Allen purred after biting into one of the smaller eggs Kanda rolling his eyes at the display as Allen shifted back to human form in order to open the stupid foil wrapper's.
The pair eating in near silence the near being Allen's purrs every so often while making the mental note to never miss an 'Easter' ever again.
"why not start from where we got spilt up? When Lenalee and the rest got told you died?"
"sure... During the trip threw your memories with Road and having Mugen and Yami no Tora huddled at our feet refusing to aid in your fighting I noticed something I noticed you had shut off mentally it was about the time that you started blaming my very existence that I finally noticed it wasn't just you... everyone in the room was being bound in some form the scientists pinned to the walls, the Noah using their powers watching on, you and Alma fighting. You where fighting but both of your deliberately missed their marks and that was the hand to hand combat part of your fighting it was while that was going on I tried to snap you out of it..."
"you let me stab you..." Kanda spoke sickened.
"no, I didn't let 'you' stab me... I learnt the earls Noah ability that day, complete shadow manipulation. I'm not sure if anyone else noticed but then with all the chaos I doubt anyone but me once looked at the ground... everyone's shadows looked like shadow puppets in Indonesia lines connected them to the earl and in the case of you and Alma both of your shadows where writing on the ground like in peter pan they weren't copying your physical moves but more the true moves you where fighting the earl. Its why he kept trying to rile Alma up the more negative emotions the stronger the shadows darkened and more lines link them to his... I moved to let mugen stab me for that reason."
"what?!"
"Words weren't working on their own and I know you'd never hurt me threaten it hell yes pull threw maybe in an alternate reality just like a doubted anyone would believe I'd let you stab me, plus by then the earl had already stated that if I mentally perished and let uncle Neah walk over to him then he'd stop the attack that would be utterly pointless if I died seeing Neah's isn't being reborn threw me like in normal cases he's more haunting me then going all parasite if I perish he dies too."
"you where counting on the mass shock even from the Noah's to let everyone break free... Clever in a martyr suicidal kind of way."
"It hurt like a bitch so I wanted to test if their was any hold over me at the same time, you see when ever yours and Alma's innocence did actually hit the shadows lightened thus I wanted to make sure that I too wasn't being yanked around. The earl gasped and you snapped awake so did everyone else and chaos began I opened the door and got you and Alma out. Road attempted to round up the Noah's and get them out while the earl realised their was still people in the room he could control."
"the third exorcists... its not Alma's blood its..."
"pure akuma mixed with Alma's blood to stabilise it. I lost sight of link he was pleading with one of them, His boyfriend. His shadow was fighting so hard but he couldn't break free I raced over half to shield him and half to try a theory but got stabbed first. Good new I later of learnt that theory is true when fighting a person who the earls controlling don't go after them or the earl. Instead activate your innocence and stab it in your opponents shadow that frees them, I got whipped so hard for using the ark and getting the out after freeing them..."
"whipped!"
"never mind... I got stabbed by Touska in the same place you stabbed me seeing both of your were fighting and nighter of your innocence wanted to obey, unfortunately the inspector placed all the blame of the third exorcist on to Alma and on to me for freeing you two rather then killing Alma or letting you kill Alma rather than the proximity to the earl. I hit the ground passed out woke up in the cell back at the branch."
Kanda gave a growl as Allen chomped into another hunk of chocolate.
"I was then informed that I died in battle lucky me, very few people knew those being Hev who could still feel my innocence, link, the inspector and jerry... Link sneaked down and asked for actual food but it had to stay hush hush or the inspector would kill Jerrys whole family. The first month before they made the place almost sound proof I could hear Lavi and kept trying to get everyone's attention when ever I heard someone I knew walk down the hall way then the bastard installed a sound system that distorted everyone's voices to the point it sounded like they where glad I was dead that I deserved to suffer more before death, heck in some cases they played back mock fights we had thinking they where real and also Choa zii ranting."
The growl darkened as Allen brushed the majority off.
"after that they started running tests, from what they decided to taunt me with they were going to attempt to force the Noah genes to the suffer and monitor the change slowly blood tests, open surgery to see how my organs where moving, bone marrow test everything down without anaesthetic. Levier thought that pain was the key to force the genes... at that point the whole hearing and seeing him only because worse and I honestly felt like I was losing my mind, aside from where link managed to sneak actual food in they didn't feed me."
"All-..." Kanda broke off briefly pulling the tortured boy into his arm wrapping his own around Allen's waist so Allen could continue devouring the Easter goodies.
"the continued the tests weekly until the end but just into the second year something changed drastically they where already testing to see how different poisons reacted to the tiny noah-fication I was going threw but they also began to mess with the clown crown..."
"they upped your sync..."
"no Kanda they didn't try to increase my sync, they tried to lower my sync enough to be able to remove the innocence from my body. Kokoro got so mad that it and the clown crown activated I could hear the screams and her rage I think they all thought I noahifed right then and there if it was for the innocence and Neah working together there was so much pain... a few months later a person dressed as a cardinal arrived."
"Cardinal like a priest?"
"yeah link got up basically doing his version of a wtf until the figure slammed his face into the ground burnt his eyes and kicked him like a rag doll across the floor."
"what the..."
"Apocryphys.. kokoro explained it as a sentient innocence that was meant to protect the heart but due the the earl torturing its host is practically a sentient fallen out to destroy the heart its host and any close to it, Road came fought it off and told me to run while she gave Link treatment... I didn't. I knew if I ran then id never be able to return that id spend years trying to run and id get no where I stayed their wounded attempting to help Link heal, link was awake by the time the guards arrived Link told them everything before hitting me."
"he hit you..." the low growl echoed causing him to shiver into the warm chest behind him.
"he heard road telling me to run that it would come back and that the order not only wouldn't but couldn't protect me, she actually slapped me for saying I was staying telling me I had lost my mind to stay with those who seem to live to abuse me, Link agreed with her that I should have taken the confusion to run and never look back. I got integrated for hours..."
"why?"
"That's what they wanted to know, I could have gotten out I could have been free I could go off the grid and classified a heretic kill on sight but I stayed. Because I could hear my friends and comrades and I wanted to fight by their side, I didn't want to risk letting everyone down."
"so they drugged you up until you accidentally mentioning that part of the reason was to attempt fighting in my footsteps correct."
"yeah... that night was when they 'transferred me' chained and bound with a blindfolded, walked to the centre of town and tied me to what felt like a lamp post beat me till I couldn't fight or stand till the only thing holding me up where the chains... it wasn't till sunlight started to pour in that the Noah's arrived I recall someone whacking something heavy and metallic into the back of my head as someone un did the chains before someone picked me up."
"shh I know you fought hard but you cant win them all moyashi you did good..." Kanda attempted feeling Allen's body almost vibrate in the need to cry.
"I think I bit someone and snarling kicking what was too close before I passed out, you saw what I woke up to I didn't wake up until I felt Tyki carving into me which then I ranted and was 'partially put out of my misery'... the worst thing was the earl stated he pitied me because I had his 'beloved Neah' hiding behind me like a coward... I hate fucking pity." Allen hissed eyes dilating into cat like slits his hair standing on end.
"Arren Relax... Breath okay?" Kanda spoke calmly turning Allen in his lap looking his love in the eyes barely reacting to the cat features that where blending into his human form.
"But I am calm? Why are you suggesting other wise?"
"Moyashi your eyes are half glowing and reflecting with cat like slits for irises and your hair is standing on end all puffed up and utterly adorable." Kanda smiled warming running a hand threw the snowy locks Allen shivering in pure pleasure.
"ii was worried about thiss... Kanda sstopp fooor a ssecond..." Allen gasped panting at the warm hand pulled away "It's something that's slowly happening more and more due to the shifting back and forth soon I'll be a true in between, meaning even in human form my cat eyes ears tail will be more Neko the human."
"its ok I think its cute." Kanda soothed lightly kissing Allen's lips the younger purring leaning up closer deepening the kiss moaning warmly as his beloved slowly took over control being careful to keep Allen's mind in the present rather then in the nightmarish past.
"Yuu~~~ ddont worry …. focusing on your scent~" Allen purred wanting Kanda to be himself humming as his back collided with the floor hard warm hands gently striping him.
"how about we use the holiday to our advantage~" Kanda smirked Allen nodding blushing hard at the thoughts that quickly ravaged his mind. "You sure?"
"Yes, I swear Yuu I will be fine so long as its you heck if anything the whole being overly sweet is scarring me I know your trying to hold back on fear of harming me however its weird I mean it Yuu, I know your not normally this gentle and I enjoy just how deviously sneaky you can be and I love that it makes things fun, Now hurry up please..." Allen half whimpered.
Kanda nodded yanking at Allen's shirt the smaller sighing as his lovers lips and teeth met his skin nipping and teasing the flesh enjoying Allen's sounds, slowly working the younger adult up till Allen was writhing on the edge in need before reaching over into the pile pulling out one of the small bags of Easter eggs.
"have you ever heard of Nantaimori?"
"food play? As in me laying still as you eat off me?" Allen spoke think it over before smiling Watching carefully as the small hunks of chocolate was warmed and place on in slowly being eaten off him trying to remain still and quiet.
"so quiet all of a sudden hey Moyashi?~"
" for memory Nantaimori or the more known as the female version Nyotaimori your not supposed to talk to the models, eat with utensils 8 out of 10 times amount other rules your breaking quiet a lot of them..." Allen whispered trying not to shiver.
"it would be no fun to stick to the true way its meant to be done. I want to hear you~" Kanda smirked trailing his lips down following a line a of melted chocolate downward watching Allen almost screaming in pleasure at the warm trail was licked away by the warm lips.
The Japanese's teen calmly moving unearthing more chocolate half covering his lover the dark chocolates that he could tolerate watching how the Allen's body temp warmed the chocolate sending long trails dripping all over the pale flesh the said male moaning at the sensation shaking hard as some over the more erogenous zones coming close to mindless pleading as he started teasing the less perverted locations first letting the chocolate fully melt around the pale flesh, the desperate sinful cries echoing in the childhood bedroom.
"Yuu, sssstop tteasing Ahhh~!"
"why? Mo Ya Shi~" Kanda smirked gently moving over nibbling the pale foreskin Allen's eyes rolling backwards in need clamping his legs together struggling fighting for control, his lover taking pity on him moving away inorder to tease the poor boys legs. "Keep them together Tenshi."
Allen whimpered nodding tensing further not trusting himself to ask only watching, biting his lip as his lover carefully began to pour out a can of coke taking slow sips from the 'cup' he hand made from his lovers body giving a low pitched squeak due to how the fizzy drink pricked the his hyper sensitive skin keeping himself impossibly still wanting to fully please his (semi sadistic) loving boyfriend letting him enjoy. Kanda finishing before taking the melted chocolates he hand been warming up licking the coka a cola completely removing all traces before pouring in the mix of chocolate smiling at how they slowly mixed together leaving Allen in tears.
"Shhh no need to cry I'm here ok Tenshi, go on cum for my but keep your legs together I want to drink your up with the chocolates."
"Yess Mmm~" came the soft reply the neko somehow managing to obey trembling in the aftershocks as Kanda continued to drinking the mixture parting the pale legs when he was done licking downwards fingering the boys hole taking advantage of Allen's mind still being in post orgasmic bliss therefore decreasing the chance of pain the quick preparing could do to his beloved pushing in quickly watching Allen moan in pleasure scooping him up till they could kiss taking his time licking the soft and bruised lip until Allen's mind was back in the game before starting to move.
"Happy Easter Tenshi Arren."
Allen moaned weakly rolling over feeling a hand attempting to wake him, Kanda's worried eyes looking between him and death-glaring the door way. His hazy mind causing him to turn enough to look up before slamming his head into the ground, his mind instantly working out what had happened after he passed out from the mind blowing sex (literally it felt like his mind had been overloaded) activating the clown crown part of the rosary that the heart had formed in-order to help cover his and Kanda's naked forms despite how late in the game that was before answer.
"Hey, Shishou..."
(( sorry for the late post ive been working on it all last night and today hope you enjoyed the latest lemon and a bit more on what the inspector did to Allen to make him fear the order now then Songs used and or mentioned in this chapter are – Angel With A Shotgun by The Cab, Satellite by Rise Against, Hurt by Thousand Foot Krutch, I Wont Say I'm In Love from Hercules, Chalk Outline by Three Days Grace, The Dead Can't Testify by Billy Talent, Witch Hunt by Vocaloid's (English dub), You Are The Moon by Hush Sound, Moon Revenge from Sailor Moon Original, Moon Pride from Sailor Moon Crystal, Everything's Alright by Laura Shigihara (its in an RPG game called "To The Moon", if your a Markiplier fan you've probably seen it.) This chapter was an on the spot one with no real planning other then its Easter and other fan-fic's that I myself am reading tossed in a special and I wanted to as well but I wanted mine to be fully integrated into a major plot point like the rest of my lemon in this you will always have a smexy moment with Huge plot points I probably with never have a chapter just for sex and sex alone I have a three some one shot set for St valentines for that... any way hope you all enjoyed this chap and also the Clift Hanger sorry I personally Loath to be continued curse those words but unfortunately they are sometimes a really good to build extra I apologise.))