Chapter 2

Awareness

Hello my lovelies again, Thank you very much for your reviews, this is only the beginning, I will improve blah blah blah, I feel that my writing is childish in comparison to all that great work out there, considering that they take this more seriously than I do, I had to edit this chapter a tiny bit, because it was awful. AND ALSO, CRIMINAL MINDS (THE KOREAN VERSION THAT JUS CAME OUT) IS LIT.

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A loud knock on my door startled me.

''Emily is Hotch!'' I stayed there transfixed at the door, just standing there without knowing what to do anymore, almost in a trance.

''I'm here'' I snapped out of it. Opening the door, there he was, with the most concerning looking eyes I've ever seen, never seen him this worked up, he just gave me a strong embrace, he never has, I just let him, I could hear Hotch reassuring himself I was okay, and that nothing would happen to me now that he was here, I was confused by how much affection he was given me that I felt the need to reassure him that I was there with him.

''Hotch, I'm here…I don't…'' There was JJ at the door with tears pooling in her eyes now, she came forward, Hotch released the hold he had on me, JJ replaced his actions with a strong embrace.

''Emily you're alive, we never thought, we were looking for you''I just stood there holding her, feeling confused, no more than 15 minutes after the whole team was there, Derek looked miserable, they all looked tired, Garcia was smiling and Crying at the same time so hard stating that she was so happy I was there, it broke my heart, but I couldn't cry back I was so confused, I was in shock.

''I'm not going anywhere guys, I don't have any recollection of what happened. I just don't know, I want to know, what happened?'' They all looked at each other, their concerned faces said it all, no one bared to tell me.''Please…'' I almost begged.

''it's better is only one of us tell her' 'Said JJ.

'All of you know, apparently the only one who doesn't know what happened is me!, you can tell me'', Again they all looked concerned.

''GUYS!''

''Emily…''

''What?, Did I faint somewhere? Did I… Was I in a car crash?!, I started to guess since they wouldn't tell me, it was nagging at me, the thought of what had Happened. They we unresponsive didn't react, so I kept going to where I really didn't wanted to.

''I have bruises everywhere, was I robbed? She swallowed…was I abducted?..''A different silence could be heard I knew the answer now. I just went pale, realization, there is too much more to it, I felt like I was going to faint, Derek probably knew I was going to, he just guided me to sit down on my once comfortable couch, it now felt like I was sitting on a rock due to the tension I was feeling.

''that would be most likely'' Reid said.

''Most likely?''I was confused, they didn't know what had happened either.

''Emily, what is the las thing you remember?'' Morgan asked sitting next to me, still holding me like I was going to disappear from his hands like dust.

''I. Don't know, Wouldn't it be possible that I just slept for three days?, Reid, what is the profile?''

''we came to you apartment Wednesday when you didn't show up to work, your apartment was broken into, there was forced entry signs on your door, Cameras outside were tapped into, whoever did this has knowledge about computers or knows someone who does, cameras were out for almost an hour, no security alert, according to your neighbors there wasn't anything strange, no noise, no movement that they were aware of during that hour, we had a lead on a few vehicles that were around the area that the cameras were tapped into and right after, there were about 30 vehicles passing by, we had narrowed down to 13, 10 of them we identified, none of them leading us to your location, the other 3 we couldn't identified or follow through traffic, not even a license plate, we investigated everyone in this building with the possibility of one of them being the perpetrator, no evidence, our only lead right now is you, we need to take you to the hospital Emily, you don't remember anything, you may have a concussion…''

Swallowing all of the information, ''I'm okay, I don't feel dizzy, I don't really need the hospital.''

''Emily is not that we would want to take you to one, is that you need to be taken into one, you have bruises all over, your pupils are dilated, a side effect for drugs, your face is red probably from dehydration, we need evidence and so do you, we know you want answers as well, the UNSUB could have possible left evidence, you have no recollection of what happen, what if the UNSUB..(JJ couldn't really finish that sentence, Emily looked so lost, and she is probably freaking out) JJ thought.

I just couldn't manage to look at anyone on the team right now, I was in shock, I just didn't want to go to the hospital, Hell!, I wanted to remember so bad, was I was raped or has someone taken organs out of my body, the reason, the motive of my disappearance, it was killing me, not knowing, I just stood there thinking about my not so unlimited options, it was either going to the hospital and for them to work on me with a possible explanation, or just stay here and never find out what had happened, I really didn't want to choose either of those options, I just wanted to turn back in time and forget this has had happened, I didn't realize I was quite for that long after JJ talked…

''Emily?'' JJ'S soft voice was almost whispering to me. ''Come on Emily, I'll take a few things to bring to the hospital, COME ON BITCH WAKE UP, WAKE UP'' at this I just flinched so hard, and I felt a punch in my stomach, this wasn't JJ talking to me, where was I? Everything was dark for a few seconds, and then I came back to my senses, did I just have a flashback?, I could also hear that damn giggling again in my head, it was almost a whisper now, it didn't sound real, it now sounds like a background noise, not lifelike, doll like, coming from TV, but everything was dark, I couldn't see anything.

' ''Did you remember something?, Hotch asked concerned about my sudden behavior.

''Yes, I… don't know, it just that there is… is just black, I heard a man shouting. I'm just going crazy…''

''That's good we may try to do a cognitive after the doctor has checked on you, okay?'' Hotch's voice was so soft, it was almost like they were treating me like a child, I just nodded, let them take care of me, I felt like I was suffocating, I was just glad that they were there with me.

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