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SAFETY

I couldn't believe how exhausted I was when I sat down at one of Rossi's guest bedroom bed, the team decided to leave me alone for the time being, it was just so much information, I didn't know how to react, I still felt like losing all of my shit in front of everybody, but I just don't know.''God, what did I do to deserve this?'' I did many things, but I wouldn't wish this on anyone, not even our more bizarre cases were this Bizarre, someone has been taking advantage of me for the last few months, MONTHS for God's sake. I was trying to detach myself from the situation, I haven't had sex with anyone ever since I got back from the death, what happened that made him change his mind and just take me to wherever the hell he took me, I then realized I had to stand up, I had to provide all of this information to my team,'' just detach yourself from this, this a case, think like this is a case.'' I stood up, I wasn't even in that room for long, I knew the team was there sitting flabbergasted, trying to solve this out, figure this out, but they have no information, and they are the only ones that I trust to and I could confide into with this information, I don't want anyone else in, they were other forces that were looking for me, apparently I made in into the news, Since I disappeared into thin air, if they only knew, what I am going to tell them, the only family and friends I have is the team, I don't have to explain anything to anybody, I was in deep thought while walking down the stairs to the main living room where the team would be sitting, it was late at night, I guess they were as exhausted as I was, I could see a few of them had left, JJ left probably because of her kids, didn't see Penelope there either, and Morgan had probably left with her, Leaving Rossi, Hotch and Reid in the living room, Spencer was concentrated in some files, and the other two old friends were looking at Reid, with a vacant look, wow Hotch looked really tired, he never stops working, I made my way downstairs already, my pace was too slow, I was thinking in slow motion I guess.

''Aaron'' I called his name, warning him I was there.

''Emily, is everything ok?'' He jumped into protective mode, Rossi too, Reid had seen me from where he was sitting at.

''Are you ok Princess?'' Derek made me flinched and I gasped, everyone noticed, Derek feeling guilty in a second, I thought he wasn't there, all of the sudden I felt enclosed, surrounded by all of this males, I looked behind me and there was Garcia on her computer, seems like Derek and her were looking at footage, JJ hadn't left either, she was on the phone outside in the patio in what seemed a very heated conversation.

''Yes, I'm fine, I just wanted to help you, I remember a little bit more, feeling up for a cognitive, I may remember more about this son of a bitch'' at that moment, my stomach churned, my immediate thought was that my unborn child was defending his father somehow. I didn't want to think about it too much.

''Okay, let's go a place a little bit more private'' He place his hand on the small of my back, I could feel his so gentle touch, and it made me feel small, vulnerable, he took me to Rossi's office. I took a sit on this long sofa, Hotch held my two hand in his big ones, giving reassurance, and I still felt vulnerable but secure. I choose him because he would be the more calm, but now I was seeing how affected he was by the situation.

''Relax'' I did ''Let's go back to Tuesday night, when you were getting home''

Tuesday night 3 days ago…

I remember being so content with our last case, is not every day that we get to see families being reunited, they had lost their children, they thought of them to be dead, abductions that had been going on for years, no links between the victims, they just happened in the same city, around the same time every year, at the beginning of school year, it was like the UNSUB was enrolling them in school, because they were all abducted their first day of school, toddlers were taken from their playtime outside in daylight, witnesses were other toddlers that could even talk and teachers that weren't paying much attention, at the end it was pretty much first assumption, UNSUBS beliefs were to educate children from a young age how to be pure forever, and to not fall in anything that doesn't stand by God's rules, clearly the culprit was delusional, like kidnapping was okay on his world, twisted and Ironic world, the oldest kid was around 7 they were a total of 12 kids, they were all taken care of, they were never touched, they were hidden into the dessert in a small compound, and they are behaved like little soldiers, pretty much all of them remembered their parents, they wouldn't be affected long term, some parents had separated or fell into depression, it was hard I guess, but they would come out of it as well. I remember going up the elevator with that content feeling, looking for a goodnight sleep, I changed into my bed clothes, didn't even bother to shower, I was ready for a goodnight sleep, I remember checking every door and every window ever since Doyle I've been in high alert, they were some friends of his that may have noticed my resuscitation, they were far away in a Jail or hidden. Everything seemed to be very secured, thinking back to the present this man must have had a key, or just shrunk into an ant to intrude my privacy, I went to sleep, next thing I remember is being in my car, in the backseat, I woke up to classic music, its was Ave Maria from Bach, he was smoking with the windows rolled down, brown eyes through the mirror, I could barely open my eyes, I felt sleepy, so I did, Next thing I remember is being on a room, it was a nice room, those you see in the movies from past eras, with a touch of modern, it was his master bedroom I guess and he liked to live like a king, so he must be wealthy, I was dressed in the sheer material, and strained to the bed with shackles, I really felt like I was in an old movie, I kept fading out into sleep several times…sometimes I would wake up and feel him above me…

…..

''you're doing great Emily, we can stop at any time'' Hotch tried to encourage Prentiss she was getting at the hard part, he could see her getting breathless.

''Okay.'' I replied. I had to tell him everything.

He has gotten his way a few times that I was aware of when I was being held, never once he let out of the strains, except for a few of this encounters where I was completely immobile, he would smell my neck most of the time, addressed me by my name, he sometimes would want me to wake up, but I couldn't, I couldn't feel anything, I just knew what he was doing, he said things like we're going to be so happy, with our new beginning, he all planed, things like he has been waiting all of this time to have me every night by his side. Watching me sleep, like he already has for the last few months, he said the first time he saw me, I gave him a smile, that I seemed troubled and tired, I needed sleep back then he said.

''Did he tell you where he met you?'' Hotch interrupted

''No, but he said, he then started to watch me after, said when he saw me asleep on Morgan's shoulder he felt jealous, he wanted to kill him and you, because he should be the only one protecting me, I rarely did that, I don't even remember falling asleep on his Shoulder.''

''That happened a few months ago, we went out to a bar, after drinking, not only you but Penelope, felt asleep right there at the table and Morgan was holding you both, he must have been there is the restaurant, you don't remember anyone familiar from him?''

''There is something I can't quite place, I think I've seen him before, but I don't know where, his eyes are strange shade of brown almost as if he was using contact lenses, but I still don't know who he is, or how I met him.''

''That's a good start, I think we can leave this here, you can rest, we will look into it tomorrow.''

''deal, I'm going to bed then'' I didn't want to sleep, I would probably stay awake for the next few years, and would never let my guard down again.

''Emily, you're safe, we know it will be hard for you to sleep, but Morgan will be right there outside your door, ready to bark in, we have police officers outside the perimeter, you can sleep, understand?''

''Yes sir!''(I said trying to sound funny) uhmm, thank you, really'' I felt like crying, I gave him a hug and let go of him.

''Bye Emily, I'll be back tomorrow'' He went to kiss me on the forehead and I let him. He didn't think I was disgusting after months of being used like a ragdoll, or an old used sex toy by this sick pervert.

Later at night a knock startled me, I was trying to sleep to no avail. ''Come in'' Rossi came in.

''Hey kiddo, how are you holding up?''

''Do you really have to ask? … I feel like I'm living someone else's life, being hones Rossi, I have dissociated from this situation.

''Thank you for letting us in, and not pushing us away'' Rossi would never know how much of a father figure he was to me.

''I know what this is about, this is about the baby, what am I going to do?''

''yes''I could see in his eyes he would do anything.

''I want you to go with me to an abortion clinic tomorrow.'' I said it, I kept thinking about it all day, I wasn't going to let this son of a bitch get what he wanted.

''Are you sure?''

''No, I don't want to think about it, I just want him out of my body.''

''You know it's not the child's fault.''

''Don't talk about it like it's there already, I just can't have this baby.'' I looked at him, I almost glared at him, I was looking at my reflection through his eyes, feeling hatred towards myself.

''I'll be there with you.'' Rossi then gave me a fatherly hug and left me with my thoughts, I didn't want to change my mind, and tomorrow I would start regaining the old me.

END OF CHAPTER 4

Chapter 5 will be updated soon. I don't want to torture you for long with what will happen next chapter.