(Lucy's Point of View Outskirts of Town)
Walking out the door as it disappears I chant to myself over and over again: Don't be selfish, don't be selfish, but I can't help but wonder if it's ok to be a little bit selfish right now. I want to cry. I feel as though I want to break down. Why do I feel so hollow, so alone? Breathing in deeply I clear my thoughts and then think to myself: This has happened before so you know what to do from here. Well not exactly the same thing, but I know this feeling already. I decide this still isn't the time to think these thoughts though. I'm not alone. I should have never of even let that cross my mind. I have Happy after all and all the stars watching over me. Happy's words have always been my pillar of strength for so long too. Looking over I see Happy floating over our heads and I reach up getting his attention and he smiles gently to me and floats down for me to hold him. I notice the others who are walking next to me remain quiet but smile gently at me as well. I appreciate their support and their silence. I know they want to talk to me, but they're so kind to wait until I'm ready. Coming across a familiar bridge I hop up on the side ledge and start walking on the edge while Happy is still in my arms smiling big. I hear the familiar warnings from the boat men paddling down the river and I in turn raise my hand and say cheerfully, "Thanks guys. I'll be ok." They wave back and continue on with a big smile. Continuing on like this for a while I see my house coming up so I jump back down off the ledge. I let Happy go and say as kindly as I can, "I'll see you guys in a bit at the guild. I want to do some things and freshen up at my house. I won't be long I promise." I watch them try to school their faces but I still see the hurt flash in their eyes and know that they're in pain because of me. "Please guys. Don't be sad. I just want a moment alone is all." Pleading with them to understand it's not personal towards, them. I just need a moment is all.
"Be strong Lucy. We'll be here for you when you're ready. See you soon ok?" Erza says softly cutting anything off that the others are about to say. She then grabs both Gray and Natsu by the backs of their shirts and proceeds to drag them towards the guild with Happy flying over them with his head down.
"Thanks you guys." I yell out to them with a wave and seeing them wave in return they continued to be dragged unwillingly away by Erza. I giggle at them knowing that they'll be ok, so I turn proceeding into my house. Opening and closing the door I hear the slight echo and silence once again throughout my home. I instantly walk over to my desk noticing my album and case of letters where I store the letters I write to my mom. Stopping and observing my familiar desk and appreciating the moment alone I see a flash in front of me and another smaller album is now laying next to my box of letters. Gently I run my hand across the cover and I see in gold letters across the soft brown leather binding, "Your celestial family, Look to the stars." Attached is a small note from the celestial spirit king writing, "You weren't very fond of pictures over time, but we have more than plenty to remind us and wanted to share with you all of our very fond memories of you. Keep that beautiful smile and know that we are always watching over you." Smiling at the album fondly I decide I can return the favor to them. I won't lose them. Are bonds will never break, so regardless of my memories and experiences that they had to absorb somehow I will appreciate everything they have done for me. I can write letters to them still and send pictures back, showing them I'm still living for them here.
Pulling out a new crisp piece of paper and one of my better quality pens I sit and write a short letter to them. I let them know I have arrived safely and will look outside every night to watch the stars. I tell them I am coming up with new goals and I will find as many of their keys as possible, but I'm still a Fairy Tail mage and I can fight for myself as well. Just because my magic may be limited, doesn't mean I can't continue to grow and get stronger to defend myself and loved ones. Finally, I tell them I'll write to them again soon and that I will continue to tell them my adventures I will be having for them. Placing my pen down with watery eyes, I fold the piece of paper carefully and place it in a light pink envelope and seal it with my signature wax seal. Standing up I brace myself holding Plues key because I know my magic is extremely low right now. Calling out gently though I continue pushing myself to finish the chant, "Open gate of the canis minor,… Nikola." I pant a little seeing the little flash. I then immediately hand him the letter and apologize to him with, "Sorry, I can't hold the gate right now. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Thank you Plue." Closing the gate I drop to my knees and breath hard. However, I'll take the pain. I needed to assure them that I will continue on for them and they need to as well. Looking over at the now darkening sky, I notice that the stars aren't out tonight. I frown sadly, but I see one small star come out and sparkle. Whispering in the air, "Plue…." I know he's going to get the letter to them all. They may not come out tonight, but just like me they need time. Regaining my breath and strength I push myself back up and decide it's time for me to go to Fairy Tail. Knowing that I get to see my other family I know they will help me stand and carry on.
(Fairy Tail No one's point of view)
The guild had been unusually quiet over the past three months. They knew that Team Natsu would be walking through the doors soon from their training, but some were holding their breath for their arrival. With the uproars over the last month from the older members trying to find out what was going on it left a tense atmosphere that lingered in the air and affected everyone. All stayed awaiting their return, but none dared to test the waters of making them feel any better. They knew the only way to make things right and to make everyone happy again was the return of their celestial mage. Unfortunately they held their breath to long seeing that only three of Team Natsu decided to walk through the doors without her. They slowly proceeded to walk in, however were stopped by none other than the actions of Mirajane as she came around the bar counter studying their features carefully. She was then followed, by Cana and Gajeel with Wendy close behind making sure there was no escape from them answering why their beloved celestial mage was not with them.
They predicted this would happen though and prepared, for the upcoming actions. Not wanting to cause further pain to them they braced themselves for impact. They said they would hurt them tenfold if anything happened to Lucy, and they had accepted that willingly. Mira then speaks out to them cautiously, "I believe you are missing someone… Where is Lucy?" Mira's voice was clear and crisp as it rang out with concern across the guild silencing everyone to hear their response.
"Mira please wait. She's at home right now. She said she wanted some time to herself. We only respected her wishes and she said she would meet us here soon." Natsu says quietly trying to calm her down.
"What do you mean she wants time to herself? Did something happen? I told you that you needed to take care of her before you left. What did you do?!" Mira says threateningly taking a step forward from her prior stance. Her demon take over was close to coming out and she wasn't fond of that idea.
"Mira please let her explain when she gets here. We don't want to be the ones to explain this all. We didn't mean for this all to happen." Gray whispers, but preparing for Gajeels anger that was beginning to show.
"Enough. She will be here soon. We need to be strong for her. All of you will understand soon enough what is going on, but we must wait." Erza says directly, but only realizing her mistake she quickly transforms her armor, to take the oncoming blast from Cana. Deflecting it so it wouldn't hit anyone, she continues but quieter, "I'm sorry, but I'm only speaking the truth." She continued standing ready though just in case Cana responds with another attack. Cana only glared in response to her though her mood darkening considerably, but not speaking knowing that they would get answers one way or another.
"We knew something would happen. No one would accept and go off training with people the day after finally talking to them outside the guild. Now tell us what's going on." Gajeel demands. He didn't like the stress that they were causing in the guild, and the person who he called bunny girl not being there confirmed his suspicions. She unknowingly brightened his day in a way and without her presence he has become rather angry with the members in front of him for not answering their questions.
Unfortunately words aren't coming and these members that are seeking answers will get them if they have to bring it to a fight. Quickly rushing them the guild spaces out knowing that they have to resolve this their own way. Mira instantly attacks Natsu relentlessly only he doesn't fight back. Only blocks where he can. He wants to feel the pain. He wants to suffer until he can fully accept everything that has happened, and if Mira can give him that pain he will accept because he knows Lucy never will. Gray is much the same. He takes the defense but all of them only last for so long and are eventually cornered and practically pinned to a wall refusing to fight back in any way. Surprisingly though the three members are immediately released one after another from either being braced against the wall by iron, or death grips to the throat when Lucy arrives unknowingly out of nowhere and uses her whip to wrap around each person to get their attention and gently tosses them back to the other side of the room where they observe that Lucy has now arrived. How she did it they weren't sure, but the last person was tugged away from Natsu and pulled towards her was Mira into a gentle hug. Lucy now surrounds her with as much warmth as she can, but is breathing heavily. She knew Mira always worried about her the most, but it wasn't her team mates fault. It was hers and hers alone and she accepted that. She didn't want them to blame her team for something they didn't do or no about. Realizing that it was Lucy hugging her finally she stops fighting her and lets her transformation go and slowly wraps her arms around Lucy's delicate frame and starts to cry whispering, "Lucy are you ok? What happened? I'm so glad you're back."
All members startled at the scene before them started rushing towards her only to be pushed back by Erza, Gray, and Natsu who only grunt in response to the baffle expressions. They were breathing hard and bleeding in some cases, but they knew Lucy needed some space and wouldn't allow her to be suffocated. They could see the physical pain she was in. Wendy speaks up after seeing her in her state and panicked, but spoke in a deadly tone, "Let me through Natsu, I need to heal Lucy." He steps slightly aside for her, but still doesn't move to allow other people forward. He notices that Mira has now calmed down with Lucy back as well as people in her line of sigh.t Most let out that breath they were holding for so long, but other are grimacing and want answers. He then listens intently on what Lucy says next. Only the Master and Team Natsu fully know what has happened, but to be honest... She really isn't lying.
"Hello everyone," She smiles brightly making everyone smile again in return. "It's really great to be back, but there's no need for attacking my team. After all we just got back from training… I umm.. Do have a little bit of bad news though." She hesitates a bit feeling nervous. She doesn't want to receive the oncoming feelings she knows they'll try to poor on her, but she continues anyways. "I got in an accident. I didn't mean to. I.." stuttering out again, "panicked training with them… I lost control of my magic." Looking down she feels hurt saying all this but continues. "When I woke up I learned that my magic has been sealed and removed with only natural magic remaining. I can still use my keys although not as much as I used to, but I've also learned that I lost some of my memory. All I remembered was that I was supposed to be getting ready for the S-Class exams, but they told me I already was one. I know this changes a lot, but that doesn't mean I'm not a Fairy Tail wizard though. I promise they took care of me and they did as much as they could for me." Sounding like she's more trying to convince herself then everyone else they continue to stare at her and try to grasp the situation. Changing her attitude though for her guild mate's sake after seeing their reaction she continues confidently, "I can still fight and defend the one's I love, I just have to be strong in a different way now. Could… Could you all help me for a while though?" She then looks at Mira and says quietly but with a shaky voice, "I believe you know how I feel best Mira. Please… help me." Finally letting a tear escape her watery eyes that she's been trying to hold Mira embraces her this time as if catching her from falling any further into her frustrations. Many members gasp a little finally fully grasping her small confession, and start to feel bad for her since they know she won't do it for herself. Others look down or away, not wanting to look at what has happened or accepts it. Mira simply stays quiet holding her again.
"I do understand Lucy and we will take it one step at a time. For now let Wendy heal you and get some rest. We will see you tomorrow or when you're ready to come back around. Ok?" Mira says kindly beginning to walk her back over to the guild doors. "Natsu, Erza, and Gray… Happy will go home with Lucy. You can meet up with her later. I know you'll want to wish her good night, but we need you all healthy as well. Besides, I have a cake waiting for you Erza." She turns to them kindly and smirks over at Erza whose mouth waters a little at the announcement of cake. Wendy walks over to Lucy before she leaves completely and says, "I'll be over in a moment to heal you. It won't be long ok?" She says softly but smiles fondly at her.
"Thank you Wendy." She smiles lovingly at her, but continues to turn one last time back to the guild. "Smile everyone. I don't want pity, or sorrow, and don't be disappointed. We are Fairy Tail and we stand by each other no matter what. I will still fight. I have some decent combat skills, and I can certainly use weapons, so it's not like the whole world has ended. I just have to start looking at other aspects of my life, so be happy that instead of the worst case scenario of me hurting others because of my magic or dying, that I'm still living and breathing and will now continue to live life to the fullest with many adventures to come." She says proudly causing everyone to begin to smile and nod, or cheer approvingly that their family was once again whole. Glancing at Natsu she gives him a small wink and in return he blushes a little and laughs at her forcing both Erza and Gray to laugh too at her being so silly.
Makarov walks through the crowd towards her smiling a sad knowing smile and says, "Our shining star has returned. Rest well my child and I will speak with you tomorrow." He watches closely as she turns though and notices the small drop in her smile, but leaves her be since no one else noticed as she disappears in the distance with Happy trying to comfort her. He knows that the night is nowhere near over for him though. He knows he needs to break more news to the guild that will further their unhappiness even in this joyous moment, but he hopes that with her, they will all stand together and become stronger with her bright light shining for them. Looking out at the sky he notices there aren't any stars out tonight. Nothing but pitch black can be seen for miles and widening his eyes he realizes that this was much more severe then she let on earlier. Something else must had happened or been decided. His wide eyes however and startled expression quickly caught the attention of others and with their curiosity looked to see what he was looking at. It takes them a moment but they begin to notice too that there isn't a star out in sight. Walking out of the guild they all turn in circles searching for something, anything, a sign and then they finally see it. One tiny star.. As if finally being acknowledged and realized though a second star flashes bright red across the sky for a moment as if warning them and then quickly fading back out so no one can see it.
Upon seeing that though Team Natsu knew what it meant. They knew it was Draco roaring out in pain, frustration and anger trying to force them to stand up and be by her side because he can't. For days to come they knew they wouldn't see his star shine again, but that only made them more determined to reunite the dragon with his princess. Especially Natsu. Yes odd, because Natsu always thought of himself as one before, but he secretly always thought he could qualify as Lucy's prince charming. That's why he always rescued her and watched over her and tried to be by her side. He knew she didn't need that, but still. Draco on the other hand was her fierce dragon who protected her from the world and herself and made sure that she kept that smile on her face. Yes he may have fell in love with her, but being a dragon the most important thing to him is her to be protected and all he would be able to do was make sure that if he couldn't protect her physically, someone was in his place and knowing that… Natsu gladly accepted.
The silent trance everyone was in breaks though with a quiet voice from Romeo, "What's happened to the sky? Where did all the stars go?"
Team Natsu answers this though cutting the master off before he can say something, "They are mourning the loss of someone very dear to them. We all know who that is, but they will be back. Give them time to accept what has happened to one of their precious family members." They finish quietly. Slowly everyone turns and looks at them with wide eyes. Some want to ask, but the look on the master's face forces them to stop. They walk back inside, but some leave noticing that it's pretty late and know they need to be ready for whatever tomorrow will bring. With some farewells from the newer members older members continue to filter back to their usual seats awaiting the conversation to come.
(No one's point of view Guild main hall)
Wendy walks over to Team Natsu and asks quietly getting their attention, "Do you need anything healed? If not I would like to hurry to Lucy now." She smiles a small smile trying to silently apologize for her behavior earlier, and they all just nod at her and say, "No we're good Wendy. Take care of Lucy for now and we'll see you tomorrow." She simply smiles at them knowing they have accepted her apology and runs off towards the doors to go to Lucy's house with Charle close behind her. The master seeing her leave takes count of everyone now at the guild. Seeing that those closest to Lucy are the only one's present he places his hand in the air and locks down the main guild hall to include a sound barrier with a fairy tail seal. He then continues with a soft voice, "First Master your guidance is needed." Appearing next to him for all the members to see she easily sits next to him and waits for all the information.
Mira coming out of the kitchen places down two plates of food and a slice of cake for Erza as well as pulling a first aid kit from below the counter. Setting it over on the other side of the counter she lets them see that it's there for their use. Mira walks over to a bar stool close to the master waiting patiently for the answers she so desperately wanted. Master seeing that Mira is done moving around and the others have all silently gathered he begins with, "Lucy's very special to all of us, but she hid a part of her life and kept a very important secret from this world that we should have never unveiled. It is good in a way with recent reporting's the way they were, but still... The life that she built with all of her spirits was only the tip of the ice berg for what she was doing and was capable of. It wasn't wrong, and I can only explain a little with Team Natsu explaining the rest, but she didn't want to hurt anyone. She really did try to keep us and them happy, but things three months ago that were brought to my attention brought danger to her, our guild, this world and the celestial world. However, with this knowledge I must tell you that members of past dark alliances have been gathering again. They've slowly been gathering and possessing celestial mages for their power to contact and utilize the spirit world. It is not fully understood the intentions, but they had started to take an interest in Lucy. At the time she had easily defeated them however all things come to an end and Lucy was close to being caught. No, none of us knew and the spirits all took care of her, but well you can guess what happened. After speaking with a specific very important individual after her training session we had determined that to maintain the balance some things needed to change. Unfortunately Lucy always being one step ahead of us though had already had everything in place." Master finishes quietly looking over at Team Natsu to continue.
Natsu starts slowly but looks away from everyone, loud enough for them to hear, but also for them to know not to interrupt him. "She said if everything was going to be changed and taken away from her, she was going to do it on her terms. The training accident really did happen. The Spirit King was testing her emotions in a way, while she asked questions about how they were going to proceed with handling the situation. She began to panic though and her emotions ran wild causing her magic to become unstable. Two of her spirits came to absorb the knowledge and experiences she gained to use the magic which in turn forced her mind to go backwards in time by crux for almost four years and the spirit king sealed and removed her unstable magic from her completely. This has placed her in her current conditions. It was decided prior though that Lucy for the most part would disappear from the magical world. Her S-Class has been revoked, and the only members that know this story will be us. She gave up her love, a life she built away from us as well as a world she won't be a part of or be capable of fully communicating with and it was all for us and for me." finishing Natsu looks over at the Master and says a bit bitterly, "Even though you all are just being foolish in a way. Worried about the magic council learning about this, and dark mages. Not like we've never handled anything like that before."
"It's not foolish Natsu it's precautions. She agreed about that. She took all of this into her own hands. I was intending on protecting her and hiding her, but that wasn't the life she wanted! I told you all you would be mad and I accepted that, but you have to realize this is for what's best. The three months you've been gone, the reports have been coming in more frequently. No there aren't many celestial mages in the world, but their magic is rare and their power is unrivaled in ways. The amount she contained and her ability to freely interact with more spirits then what she was even contracted with should not be allowed. You saw what the Spirit King was capable of. Imagine someone seeking to use his power through Lucy, or the council seeking possesion of her to request assistance from their realm because of her close ties. Look at the bigger picture. The spirit king and I both realized the balance between our worlds was off and agreed that Lucy's magic needed to be sealed in a way. However, I believe you aren't telling me something are you Natsu." The master glares at him dangerously while standing up.
"Master you need to sit down, because regardless it doesn't make a difference. While Lucy was unconscious we spoke with Loki and the Spirit King. He explained the same thing you just did, but he also believed that her other aspects of life were to not include them at all. Yes one can come out to help her train when she can, but they will no longer be capable of battling along side her protecting her the way they used to. They have stored her magic in their realm for no one to potentially use in any way they deem inappropriate. They physically removed her celestial magic." Natsu tries to stress to him.
Gray continues for him though seeing him beginning to get more frustrated, "If she uses her keys its on natural magic but its painful for her. Imagine ripping off that kind of bandaid for her and her family. The only thing she has been left with though is that when they deem the time is right, both Natsu here and her will join that family once again."
"You don't mean Natsu.. How much did you give up?" The master says sternly looking back at him.
"I gave up enough to always be with her. Compared to hers though, it was only a sliver and hasn't affected my abilities at all." Natsu answers looking down at his hands. Saying quietly with a tear running down his face he continues for them barely to hear though, "She fell in love with someone else over that time she believed she was alone though. I may truly have her heart like they both agreed, but a big piece will always belong to another, and because of us she had to give him up too. This whole façade she puts on.. everything all because of my stupid dense confusion!" Slamming his hands on the bar he grabs his head in his hands trying to put enough pressure to force himself to wake up from this pain and guilt he felt. Everyone remains quiet looking at him still trying to figure out how to grasp all the information. Something startles them out of their thoughts though.
"You idiot!" Someone the others don't know yells as a flash lights up besides Natsu and immediately punches him in the back of the head hard forcing his head to hit the counter top. Raising it though he looks back knowing the voice already and growls out, "How are you here and what do you want Draco?"
"If I knew you would behave this way I wouldn't have willingly left her in your hands. Are you so weak and vulnerable not to fight for your love for her!" Draco roars. "I told you both nothing will keep me from her regardless of our worlds and right now she's alone with the cat who was the only one she remained open to. If you don't get your ass straightened out right now Natsu I will take her back with me now." finishing in a deadly tone. "We both agreed you were what was best for her, now suck it up or give it up. Which is it?"
"I won't allow you to take her from me Draco, but I'm not the one who deserves her. I don't want to take what she built away from her. I'm selfish but not that selfish!" Natsu yells back getting angry.
"Bastard. Do you love her or not? Lucy's my best friend that's it. Always will be. There's no jealousy for you, there's nothing more. I will not put Lucy into confusion or a stupid love triangle. She will never have to worry about choosing between us because I'm simply another Gray, so get over yourself and stop complicating things again." Draco seethes. "She doesn't deserve for you to be confused about your feelings for her again."
Gray interrupts Natsu from speaking and Mira begins to walk over as well, "He's right Natsu. There's no confusion this time. Do you want her or not?"
"I love her and nothing will change that. I'm not confused, I just..." Natsu trails off.
"Just what Natsu? Hate that you have to think for once about someone else besides yourself. I don't have time for this and neither does she. Have I gotten so far under your skin because I was there when you weren't that you think you aren't good enough for her? Well news flash. I've heard all the little escapades you all went on because she talked about you like you were a God. You gave her everything she could have ever wanted where I only helped her build a piece of what she wanted since I couldn't give her anything. I told you it didn't matter if we fell in love over time it was always agreed that you would be who she would end with if the choice ever arose... Accept it like the man you're supposed to be and give her the love she deserves!" Lunging forward he grabs him by the collar and slams him on the ground saying one last thing, "If I have to come back here one more time to talk to you because of your stupidity and insecurity you won't have the opportunity to blink before she disappears before your eyes and she will be mine from that point forward." Hitting him in the jaw once and standing up with a look of disgust for his attitude he disappears in a flash of light.
Standing up Natsu rubs his jaw and tilts his bar stool back upright. Sitting down again he snaps to the master and everyone else, "What else do you want to know... That was Draco. That's it. Anything?" He knew he needed someone to knock him around and get him thinking straight, but letting Draco do it made him angry. He never thought he would say it, but he did anyways for only himself to hear, "Stupid dragon."
A little bewildered at the turn of events that unfolded all the members look to each other wondering what just happened. Only Gray and Erza shake their head with a sad smile on their face, but none dared to bring that topic up any further. Mira then asks the master trying to refocus the group, "You've given a lot of information... So this was all planned by Lucy. Her magic being sealed, and her memory loss. Do you really intend on trying to hide her and if so how? Are you going to have her with someone at all times too for protection in case these mages come looking for her regardless of her now limited magic capacity? I won't lie she still is more than capable of fighting. Her hand to hand combat skills and her whip are unrivaled. Even before the S-Class exam she had practiced and studied extremely hard."
"Team Natsu I believe will take care of and watch over her. I also believe Happy won't be leaving her side for a long time. We need to wait and see what she decides to do and how she continues to react though. For now we need you all to know that there is a threat and we're still researching it. When we find answers, maybe we can work something out with her other family." Master finishes softly looking over at their first master to see if there is anything she wants to add. She simply nods her head no and then looks over to Natsu.
Saying cheekily, "I know you want to ask one more thing Natsu..."
Natsu scowls at her, but then continues anyways, "Master we've actually decided to take on a small project as well. If any of the rewards for the missions posted with keys come across your desk could you pass them our way, or request from the person who takes it to collect the key for Lucy. It's the only way to give her pieces of her family back. We personally will find Draco, but any assistance will be appreciated. Even if you know of any celestial mages we would like Lucy to know that her family is well taken care of."
"Of course Natsu. I'm sure people would willingly search and help you with this quest as well, but we don't want to draw mass attention searching for these celestial keys. Do it at magic shops and what not, but try not to approach to many people about this. Ok?" The master continues softly.
"Why wouldn't you or her, just tell us all this from the beginning, being family aren't we supposed to do this all together?" Gajeel says grudgingly. Levy nods her head in agreement next to him and Cana still just looks down at her barrel contemplating everything. Lisanna has her arms crossed across her chest with a frown on her face and in a corner Laxus can be seen looking at one hand thinking to himself that this is just plain awful. He's experienced losing his family once before, but was blessed to gain it back. The feeling of emptiness and loss is a hard one to forget and the look is clear across his face. Silence remains across them all till there's a light tap on the door with someone leaning one hand on the glass trying to peak in and a flying cat above her head trying to do the same. Snapping out of their thoughts the master says quickly, "It's not a matter of trust, it's a matter of what was wanted at the time. She really didn't want to cause stress or unhappiness to anyone."
Without further room for explanation he quickly drops the barrier Lucy was leaning in on and causes her to almost face plant on the floor but is quickly caught by Happy's tail just in time. Bringing her upright she pulls him down into her arms and says cheerfully, "Great catch Happy. Thanks!" Looking back over to everyone she spots Mira and says bashfully, "Um Mira.. Do you think I could get something to eat. I didn't realize I haven't really gone grocery shopping in a while, and I figured you guys were still here because it's such a gorgeous night out, and I'm really hungry. I haven't eaten in a really long time..." Rambling on and giving her the best puppy dog look she finally says, "I'll pay whatever you want, but please feed me and Happy." This only causes everyone to break out in laughter.
As always Lucy has brought joy to the once stressed group and all appreciate her more by the passing moment. Mira says cutely, "Shouldn't you be in bed Lucy. It's past your bed time. Or were you just waiting for a special little dragon slayer to come tuck you in."
Blushing bright red and shaking her head and hands in front of her she says, "No no no.. That's not it. I really am actually hungry!" Looking at Natsu for help since he normally goes crazy at the word food she only turns brighter red because he smirks and stands up beginning to walk towards her. Panicking a little she looks to everyone else who only grin at their interaction and she quickly steps back while says, "Please!" Jumping up when he gets a little closer, Happy plays a long and picks her up with his tail just out of Natsu's on coming reach, but unlucky for her Happy smirks and drops her in Natsu's waiting arms. This only makes her mad though and she starts yelling "Stupid Cat!"
Natsu laughs at her angry expression holding her back from squirming and attacking him in his arms enjoying the feel of her there. Once she settles a bit without any luck of escaping she crosses her arms and pouts saying, "I'm still hungry though." He turns around and walks her back to the bar counter to her favorite stool knowing that Mira will bring her out something in a moment. Setting her down he decides to tease her more. "Feisty this late at night aren't you. Aren't young ladies supposed to go to bed early to get their beauty sleep?"
"And what would you know of young ladies Natsu? Then again you would know nothing of women so I guess its young girls you may know about." Lucy smirks back at his silent challenge. Regardless of how much time will pass he will never surpass her quick tongue or skills in being a smart ass.
"She got you on that one flame brain. Not like you would know anything about women either." Gray smirks playing on Lucy's side.
"Say that again Ice Princess I dare you. It took you forever to figure out how much of a woman Juvia was and she was always right behind you." Natsu retorts.
"Ouch. You've gotten better at this haven't you Natsu." Lucy laughs at them both. However she didn't expect them to team up on her.
"And what would you know of men Lucy? Hmm." Gray smiles widely towards her causing her to blush again.
"Physically or mentally Gray, because you're especially lacking in both areas... By the way.. Your clothes." Smirking at her small victory she only stops when she sees the look on Natsu's face. Gray scurrying off to go get his clothes cursing how it possibly happened again.
"Still don't know of men though do you Lucy?" Natsu taunts still seeing that her face goes neutral.
"More than you would probably guess Natsu. I actually have a brain and I mean considering I have to see naked Gray pretty often." Lucy trails off letting him pout at her witty comeback. She knew she won. Erza laughs at Natsu patting him on the back saying, "You tried Natsu, but you won't win." Looking away watching Mira enter the room with a steaming plate of food she quickly thanks her and begins to eat. Once she's done she stands up and says to everyone slightly interrupting the last few conversations going on, "It's been a pleasure, but I really need to sleep. Ready to go Happy. I'm tired." Erza hearing this responds to her before she can completely leave.
"Can we walk you home Lucy?" Erza says making her pause.
"You really don't have to. I'm sure you guys are tired from everything too. Just like me, well only because of what's been going on but anyways. You all should go home and take a nice warm bath and relax. At least that's what I'm dreaming about." Lucy says giddily.
"We want to though. Would you allow us to accompany you?" Gray interrupts.
Lucy sighs and knows it's no use. Smiling to them she says, "Anything you guys want. Of course you can come."
Walking towards her home for the evening she looks forward to get a good sleep but most of all some time to herself. She thinks to herself when the last time she actually slept in was and says out loud, "I wonder… I think this is the first time I will ever have not trained in the morning since I left the team. Sleeping in is going to be really weird." laughing a bit at herself no one else says anything.
Happy on the other hand gets a great idea and smirks at Natsu who in turn looks at him confused, "Just think about it Lucy. The first time you get to sleep in and you get to wake up and make me fish! Of course seeing my smiling face is always a perfect morning wakeup call too." Natsu catching on to what Happy is getting at sneaks into the conversation with, "Breakfast at Lucy's is always the best." Grinning at Happy who knows they've caught her.
"Who said anything about waking up to your face cat, and no… Breakfast at Lucy's is not the best! I know what you are trying to do. Don't think you're going to team up and sneak in and eat my nonexistent food..." Lucy threatens with a fist in the air towards them both. Erza and Gray smile a real smile and laughs at them, thinking that this is the first time they've laughed like this in five years. They continue to Lucy's with the little banter back and forth between them all happily chuckling here or there. Upon arriving Lucy waves them all off to go home and walks into her silent home. Finally being completely alone though, she loses her smile completely.
(No one's point of View prior to falling asleep with Lucy)
Walking in she realizes she's not tired at all. Her schedule was always, even without some of her memories, to train during this time. She would go to her training area and enjoy the company of the spirits that would come to see her. Looking at herself now she couldn't even summon one for long now. They told her that she could still summon them, but she didn't understand why it felt as though she was missing more then what they told her. Deciding to stay up and sit on her couch and knowing that she's finally alone like she wanted she pulls the photo album over to her, to see what she really actually is missing. Looking at her first page she smiles fondly at them glad she's back with her team. It was weird though in a way. Being alone even for a while she became accustomed to doing her own routine. Turning the next page, she begins to shake a bit. All of those bonds she created that she can no longer be with until she doesn't know when. Turning the page again she continues to enjoy her lost memories. Finishing she moves on to her newly acquired album. Sobbing a little she only tries to smile knowing that this is all the time she will allow herself to finally cry. Flipping from page to page she gently caresses random pictures wishing she would have paid more attention in some or smiled in others. Coming to the end she sees a small note card written to her saying from Loki and Draco. Gently removing it out of it's place she sees a photo of the three with her in the middle and each kissing her cheek making her blush. Underneath it wrote, "We always knew how to make you smile and blush!" Softly she sets down the photo and tries to relax and stop crying. Unknown to her, her team mates are listening either through her closed door, or watching through her window. Observing her actions and being here if they feel as though she really needs them, but making sure not to draw her attention.
Finally she decides that she has another plan of business she needs to take care of. Knowing herself she has something else she wants to look at. According to her lacrima she completed all her goals. The only way for her to verify is to go back and look at her old note to herself she wrote the day her team separated. Standing up she wipes her face and walks over to her desk and pulls out her desk drawer. Carefully picking it up she lays it down on her desks. As if it were a checklist she cross references what she said from her lacrima in her mind. Looking back at when she wrote this it started out as a pros and cons to what she should do and how she should do it. Then it slowly turned into goals that way she wouldn't always look at the negative. Her spirits were always trying to get her to be more positive with her life. Finishing the list she realizes she really has met all her goals, so she smiles for a second again, but only frowns immediately after. All these emotions of happy to frustrated, she was beginning to get irritated with herself. Deciding she can't sit still any longer she decides that she needed to change into something more comfy to do a small work out. There's a training area with equipment and enchanted opponents just outside of the guild, and no one should still be there at this time she decides this is the best way she can figure out how to get rid of some of her frustration.
While changing and cleaning herself up she decides that for the next week or so she would be alone to settle her things and make some changes. She wouldn't change her schedule, but moving sounded nice. She had to figure out new goals. She had to make sure she didn't get depressed, but she didn't want to be around people much anymore. She wanted to be left alone to deal with things. Her guild would be a little hurt knowing this is how she was going to handle it, but avoiding them for a while sounded like the best option to her. Walking out the door she looks at the time to see it's only three in the morning. The sky still being black she sighs to herself. She saw the bright flash earlier, and realized it was Draco. She called out to him when she saw it and hoped he heard her say smile for me, but knew it wasn't possible. She had played with Happy for a while and took a small nap with him until she became hungry. Noticing that she's arrived at the field she starts to stretch a bit. She doesn't notice that eyes are watching her from a distance with a sad look. Mumbling between each other they only watch and wait in case she needs someone once again. Running around the track she redirects towards the trees and begins to scale them quickly trying to scale from tree to tree. Noticing it's a little more difficult because of the lack of magic she has she tries to focus her natural reserves to relax her muscles and go with the flow. Hoping down from the last tree she pauses to catch her breath. Letting her anger get to herself though she feels her magic boil in her. Pushing it out into the environment she slams her already taped up fist into the tree causing it to slightly crack. Seeing that it cracked, she does it again and then stops herself recomposing her emotions to not try and break it completely. Turning around and walking away she decides to work on her hand to hand combat with some of the magically enchanted tools and dummies in the field. Surrounding herself she remembers she can no longer see her friends she drops her head and sniffs for a moment. Getting angry again though she looks up with fierce determination and begins her onslaught pouring every ounce of anger and frustration she has at herself for everything she has caused into the tools now advancing on her. Pulling at the environment she forms her key then transforms it into a short sword she's familiar with and uses her whip in the other.
Slamming some into the ground with more force than necessary with her whip and others destroying completely she doesn't let up. Beginning to go on a minor rampage she drops her whip and pushes more energy into the environment with her other hand and forms it into another key molding it into a short sword. Feeling as though she's caught in a cage she lashes out at the objects in front of her pinning more to the ground and reforming more to take on the ones from behind her. Jumping up high into the air and looking down one last time she throws her weapons down at her final opponents obliterating them completely. Unfortunately her rampage wasn't over. With all the weapons dissolving back into the environment and the enchanted opponents beginning to rebuild themselves they proceed to follow her as she decides to take this back to the wooded area. Speeding off and getting the advantage with whip in hand she scales the trees again never once noticing that the sun has risen and that there were many eyes watching her with sad faces.
(No one's point of view outside of the guilds training area)
"So how long has she been here?" Master walks quietly with Mirajane to Natsu and Happy who are watching the battle between Lucy and the enchanted objects.
"Her old schedule used to start at midnight. I'm guessing she couldn't sleep and after crying and organizing her thoughts she ended up here. We followed her, but she never even acknowledged or realized we were around. Gray and Erza are close by too just in case. We arrived at three and I'm guessing it's almost eight." Natsu says quietly and hoping that Lucy with stop soon.
"Well even without her keys, she still is definitely a fighter. She never used any of this during the exams." Master lets out a small chuckle. "Then again, she hid a lot of things then too. I'm happy to know she will still be able to protect herself this well."
Mira however looks down at the master and says a bit angry, "This isn't something to laugh at master. She's clearly hurting and angry with herself. If she finds out she has an audience soon she won't be happy."
Slowly more people began arriving though and noticed that someone was training in the wooded area and decided to come and watch. Between loud crashes and random flashes they noticed it was Lucy that was making her way battling the opponents back to the open field. Becoming quiet they only observed not trying to distract her from her rage.
While watching Erza observes her battle tactics, and notices that she's still not going to let up anytime soon. She may stop for a bit and catch her breath here and there, but every time she gets angry again. Seeing that she's now proceeding out of the wooded area still pushing her opponents back she decides to enter the fold so she can release her anger and be done with this tantrum. Throwing her sword towards Lucy she signals her team, that it's their turn to step in.
Lucy seeing the oncoming sword dodges and quickly wipes her whip to the side flinging her enchanted opponents to the side and releasing their spell so that she can take whoever has dared interrupt her moment alone. Dodging again an ice lance she speaks up, "If you're going to randomly attack, make it worth my time!" Crouching down and speeding forward again, she ducks under Natsu's iron fist surprising him and elbowing him in the back forcing him to slam into the ground face forward. She doesn't stop there though. She pulls her whip and lashes it out catching Gray in the middle of casting his spell and throwing him at Erza, but she's still charging her because she knows she'll duck left and draw her sword. Swiping her sword she pushes her hand aside and head butts her forcing her to step back catching Erza by surprise with her actions. Lucy stopping the battle and dropping her summoned sword to absorb into the environment continues with a dark tone, "Don't interrupt my training unless you ask to join. I don't appreciate it." Turning and walking away she doesn't even acknowledge all the eyes that are now watching her leave.
Watching her leave Natsu sits up and rubs the back of his head lightly. Gray walks over and helps him up and Erza walks forward watching Lucy leave. No one knows what to say, but Natsu interrupts the silence. "Guys, if this is what she was capable of without the use of her spirits battling beside her before the S-Class exam, what have we been doing all this time?"
"She's pushing away again. She's trying to be alone. Master may have said to leave her be and observe her, but I don't know if that's the best plan of action." Erza says quietly.
"Maybe she thinks that if she trains with others she would just be replacing her family who used to help her. That would make me angry and frustrated not to mention guilty too." Happy says quietly.
"You have a point Happy. Knowing her she's keeping all the pain to herself, and she's tired of hurting others." Gray responds reasonably. "That doesn't change the fact that we are a team and she will need to train with us at some point though. I guess we'll be taking on a similar schedule to her from now on to at least observe right?" He asks Erza. He sees the master approaching looks over to notice the crowd that is now dispersing back to the guild.
"Yes you all should modify your schedule to hers until she adjusts. Thank you for getting her to stop too. I'm sure she doesn't want all this attention, but not being able to use her old training ground she will have to settle for this area. I'll be sure to store more obstacles for her to choose from. Don't plan any missions for a while. The S-Class exams are coming up shortly and I'm sure she can whip you guys into shape by then." Master interrupts their conversation.
"We told you not to bother. What's the point of making S-Class, when a true S-Class mage even without her natural magic can't retain her rank?" Natsu says angrily. He's already had this discussion and doesn't want to revisit this topic. He wants to move on.
"Natsu just because her life has changed, I'm sure she doesn't want you guys to give up your goals. If you do how do you think that will make her feel? Train with her. Let her have a feeling of pride knowing that she could have trained you to become an S-Class mage in her place." Master replies gently.
Natsu and Gray look at each other for a moment then Gray looks at the Master and says, "Until you can convince Lucy to train us, or allow us to train with her again our answer remains no." Erza nodding her head in approval dismisses the master and turns and walks with Gray and Natsu back to their respective places to get a small nap for their change of schedule to match Lucy's.
Mira walking back over to the master gently speaks, "Master you can't push her or them right now. To much change to fast is going to cause more damage than good. Can't you understand that everything needs to slow down for a bit?"
"I'm trying to find options for her Mira. Help her find goals and still help others. I know she wouldn't want them to give that up, and I don't want to guilt her into it, but I know she would feel happy if they received S-Class because of training under her." Master retorts.
"Knowing her position master she more than likely won't be coming to the guild for a while though. I did the same thing she did except for the training part. She may come in today, but everything will be fake and for everyone else. They'll see her smile for them, but inside she will be ripping herself apart thinking she failed everyone." Mira continues trying to stress to him.
"She will come back to us in time Mira. For now make sure that the training area is recovered and stocked. I have a feeling she will be spending a lot of time there and there's going to be a lot of damage for us to repair." Master dismisses her spoken thoughts making the conversation end. Walking away he walks to the guild silencing them when he walks in. "Don't bother her when she comes everyone. Allow her to talk and do what she wants at her own pace for now." Not expanding on his explanation or receiving any responses he continues to his office and closes the door behind him.
Watching the master walk off from dismissing her, Mira looks back over the training grounds silently. Slowly she walks around and takes in her surroundings. This was all too familiar to her. The feeling of hopelessness and despair. Losing loved ones. Losing your magic you hold so dearly to you… She sees it all. Destruction in every direction, ripped away turf, smashed trees and broken boulders all was representing her feelings. Every swipe of her sword and splatter of her blood only with a deep indent from her heel from where she stood back up probably lunging out at the offending object that dared hit her. She remembers when she did the same. Rampaging until there was nothing left. Only difference was no one interfered with her. Mira began to think it wasn't such a good idea to interfere with her recovery. Lucy needed to accept this in her own time, but it seems others just won't listen. Deciding she'll wait because in the end her and Laxus both had the best idea of how she felt. She knew Lucy would come to her in the end and when she does, she will be waiting with open arms. With a quick chant of a spell the surroundings start to recover, and all of the enchanted objects return to their original places. Upon completion she quickly proceeds back to the bar of Fairy Tail to serve her awaiting customers.