(Cliff Above Magnolia around Noon no one's point of view)
This was only the second time going to this cliff, but Lucy really appreciated the peace and tranquility it brought to her. Standing and looking out over everything she set her bag down and decided if things could look this gorgeous and peaceful she really needed to find a place this far away. Silence…. No one around to interrupt or be hurt by her. One single person all alone… Smiling a little she pulls her magazine out of her bag she brought with her and looked at the house she wanted. She really hoped that she could find a similar peace when she purchased it. Being still early in the day she would have plenty of time to get the paperwork done, but she still couldn't help but think maybe it wasn't the right choice for sure. Thinking that she remembered she would never be truly free to explore options further away though. She couldn't leave the area. The growing threat of dark mages trying to gain access to any spirit to use as a gateway to the spirit world, and remaining out of the Magic Council's eye was a priority, but at the same time without celestial magic she was in less danger. With her spirits safely locked away from her she has effectively been designated as a safe keeper of keys. Then again knowing her spirits if she was in danger they would pop out and try to protect her regardless of the agreement. This was why Master made her stay close to the guild, and she knew they were all trying to protect her, but she really just wanted to be left alone. This was her burden to bare. No one else's. She meant what she said earlier though and said really didn't want to hurt anyone anymore. Being alone was the best option and with that resolve Lucy picked up the magazine again and opened to the house she had selected admiring it. She had picked up some more magazines of houses farther away and hated herself for it, but knew that it would never be an option. Setting down her magazine she picks one up for houses in Bosco.
She continued to admire the houses in the other magazines far away from Magnolia sitting down thinking of what it would be like to live in them. The adventures she could have if she was there. The new experiences and possibilities… Looking up now and then she would admire the sky above her. Having enough with looking she begins thinking of her morning with a slight frown. Memories of the prior day with Natsu and Gray flood her mind and she whispers out, "Dreams really are beautiful things if you have them." Laying back she puts an arm over her face and sniffles a bit. Continuing to talk to herself though she says bitterly, "Only monsters would take people's dreams away and hurt people. Yet that's all that I've ever done." Remaining quiet for a bit she whispers out, "All I ever try to do is make the best decisions possible to benefit all of them, but I only hurt people." Sitting up she crosses her legs and covers her face with her hands and begins to pull at her hair trying to make herself stop thinking then yells in frustration. "I'm such a monster!" Beginning to shake a little with frustration she instantly feels warm arms surround her rooting her in place so she can't escape her oncoming emotions. She won't be able to run like she wants to and this was only forcing her to accept her feelings and experience emotions she doesn't want. Fighting to be released and becoming desperate she claws at his arms trying to push them away, but he only tightens his grip. Then finally she realizes it's no use. He won't let her go and finally accepting that she gives up and begins to sob harder while continuing to hold her head screaming out in despair.
Finally finding Lucy after taking care of a few things this morning Natsu observed and listened to everything Lucy had said and her actions on the cliff at a distance. He could see clearly that Loki was right. She needed time to grieve all the changes that have happened to her. Finding out about the restrictions she was now under, it forced her to not be capable of doing this on her own so it was understandable for her to lash out the way she did. Being a bird in a cage wasn't comfortable for anyone, and knowing Lucy and her past this had to be unbearable. Then to add on the daily spectacle of her life never having a moment of peace to herself she would never be able to fully release her emotions. Lucy only did that in privacy because she didn't want to cause everyone the pain of having to worry about her. Watching her now…. It all made sense finally. He knew how stubborn she was and her pride wouldn't allow her to show people that side of her, but if she wasn't given the choice and people were going to be seeing her emotions run so freely she had wanted it on her terms. That's why she said to ask prior if they were to train with her. She couldn't control them if she was interrupted randomly while trying to release her stress like this morning… she would lose control completely showing the side of her she worked so hard to hide from everyone… She has really been strong for too long protecting everyone alone he thought to himself again. Making sure that no pain ever reached any of us other than a smile.
He was snapped out of his thoughts though by her saying, "I'm such a monster!" Realizing it's time for him to step in like Happy had said earlier he began to walk forward. He had waited for the right moment where he knew she was about to break, but he would hold her together when she did... Happy was already sitting by her even though she didn't realize it, but it was time for her to have someone to lean on that was strong enough to support her. No she wasn't weak by any means, but you could only be so strong for so long alone and she couldn't do this all alone anymore. Moving forward quicker he wraps his arms around her sitting with her, and slowly rocks her back and forth. She fights back for a bit, but finally stops and accepts that he won't let her go.
Pulling her into his lap he listens to her continued sobs while patting her back letting her handle this how she needs to. He looks over and notices the spread of magazines from near and far away places. Finding the one he was looking at yesterday he picks it up flipping it to the page with the house she wanted was and moves it into her hands. "Come on Lucy. Let's go get you settled in your new home. Happy and I already picked up the keys for you and put the deposit down until you could go finish the papers. We can be alone there for a while until you're settled in." Natsu says quietly to comfort her. Not responding she remains in his lap sniffling. Seeing her trying not to sob again he hears her whisper, "I'm just so tired Happy and Natsu. So, so… tired… Why is life just so hard?" Hearing her say that stops his heart and squeezes it a little but he responds, "Life isn't meant for people to walk for so long alone trying to be strong for everyone else. You've been strong for all of us for a long time, but you don't have to make any more decisions on our behalf. Lets just take our time together now. Ok? You can rest now." Softly stroking her hair again he then turns her face towards him and says, "We'll dream together and make new goals together ok? We'll all take care of each other for now. Just the three of us. Only when you're ready though will we go back to the guild. For now you can take things at your own pace."
He watches her face go from uncertainty trying to process the information, but slowly she nods her head then smiles and reaches over for Happy to hop into her arms. Hugging him close she doesn't say anything. Just gently pats his head and he in turn gives her his silent support. Releasing Happy she moves from Natsu's lap and starts picking up her things and placing them back into her bag. Once she's finished she stands up and faces them both and says with a bright smile, "Thank you both so much for understanding." She knew that they were just to kind to ever hold a grudge towards her regardless of whatever she would do to them, but this only made her feel bad. Letting her smile falter a bit she tries to recover, but Natsu interrupts her, "You aren't a monster or a terrible person Lucy. Everyone is allowed to feel emotions. You can't feel guilty because of that. People must be responsible for themselves and how they feel and trying to carry that type of burden for everyone else to never feel unhappy or pain… that's just unrealistic. Especially trying to do it alone." Finishing quietly while taking her hand. "Lucy you're a strong, independent, kind, and a beautiful girl who has always considered others before herself. You aren't causing anyone pain for having feelings or doing things that make yourself happy." When he finishes she only pouts a bit. She knows he's trying to make her feel better, but that didn't change how she thought. Whispering with her eyes beginning to water again, "Still hurts though. To be the cause of everyone's pain... So much pain.."
Jerking her hand a little to try and get her attention she looks up to him. Natsu being stern was something he didn't do very often unless facing an enemy, but Lucy needed to understand that she isn't the source of pain for people. She is the spark of hope and joy everyone loves so much and he would do everything in his power to make her see this. "Lucy just like you told us yesterday, dreams are a beautiful thing and you've done nothing but make everyone reach for those dreams no matter what. We all reach for the stars and you've even gone so far as to surpass the stars by touching the hearts of all your spirits. Everything you're going through right now isn't causing them pain. You're protecting them. Yes this is a heavy burden to bare, but no… you aren't causing them pain. The only thing that is causing them any sort of possible pain though is seeing you blame yourself. They watch over you every day and are more than likely here now, but seeing you cry and blaming yourself instead of living the adventures in their place like you said you would… Building walls around yourself like an impenetrable shield for no one to reach you. No, I won't let you continue down that path." Turning towards happy and reaching into his green backpack he pulled out the set of new key for her home and faced Lucy again. Taking her hand and opening it slowly he drops the keys into her hand and close his hand around hers. "Together I'll make sure you will stand strong and continue to go on and fulfill everything your heart desires. Then when the time is right you will see your other family again, but for now continue to be the hope and joy that everyone sees you to be and try enjoying life with us." Letting her hand go he smiles at her and continues, "There will be times you will fall or feel bad, but when those times come Happy and I will be there to catch you so don't worry. We'll always be by your side cheering you on. I promise."
Watching Lucy sniff once more and turn her frown back into a blinding smile was something he would never forget. He noticed the life come back in her eyes and hearing her laugh ring out he knew he got through to her. She then says, "You sure have changed over the years Natsu. Thank you." Pouting a little for her amusement he watches her turn and walk back towards the cliff. He notices the mischievous aura around her and when she peaks over her shoulder smirking he knows she's up to something. She says cockily while jumping in the air, "Keep up if you can Natsu." Being shocked for a moment he immediately runs forward scared and screams, "Happy catch her now!" Getting to the edge he sees that she's smoothly falling down the cliff with a smile of exhilaration on her face and then reaching out pulling at her environment she quickly molds her sword slamming it into the cliff slowing her fall while Happy is flying down trying to catch up with her. Realizing she knew he would send Happy, he smirks and yells out, "That was a cheap trick! Happy come back and help me out!" She responds with a light laugh but then starts scaling the trees as fast as she can towards her new home. Seeing that Happy pauses confused then laughs in realization looking up to him and yells, "Jump Natsu! I'll catch you." Nodding his head Natsu jumps and Happy races to catch him and then the chase truly began.
Racing through the trees was exhilarating to her. Feeling the wind and swipe of branches across her skin made her feel so alive she couldn't help but smile. Jumping down on the occasional broken log and running down paths towards her new home made her realize that this was exactly what she wanted and needed. Sensing an oncoming amount of heat from behind she jumps towards the side but then counters back up into the branches dodging his flame and yells out, "You have to do better than that to slow me down Natsu!" Laughing a real laugh she hadn't felt these past couple days she continues forward pulling out some of her own tricks. Reaching with her hands she forms smaller daggers and throws them back after sensing his movements and hears him stumble and yell, "Ouch that hurt Lucy! I'll get you back for that." Continuing she sees a bend with a small stream and knows she's getting close but she'll have to jump at the end of this path if she wanted to keep her distance ahead. Pushing forward towards the final tree she reaches for her whip and flicks her wrist catching a branch from across the stream and pulls herself. Like a slingshot she goes flying forward to land on the respective branch she had attached her whip too. Moving forward she sees that she has finally arrived at the edge of her little meadow with the pond in the distance closer to the house. Slowing down she drops to the path letting Natsu catch up since he's just getting across the stream with Happy. Taunting him she yells out, "Told you Natsu it would take more than that to slow me down." Laughing she hears his retort of, "You cheated Lucy. Of course you would beat me with the head start I gave you." Unfortunately his coordination wasn't very good running out of the trees and ended up tripping over a log that had fallen knocking her over and making her hit her head on a sharp rock she was standing near. Feeling a sharp prick insert a little behind her ear, her eyes start closing before she can say anything to Natsu.
Looking down to see Lucy's eyes closed underneath him he starts to smell a lot of blood. Panicking a little he jumps up immediately and leans down saying, "Hey Lucy sorry I didn't see that log, are you ok?" Not seeing a response from her he hears Happy say, "Natsu her head landed on that rock she was standing next to!" Looking behind her he sees that there's a sharp edge under her head with blood starting to trickle down. Immediately cradling her head he gasps as he picks her up and yells to Happy, "Get Wendy and Mira now Happy! This is serious. There's a piece that broke off when I picked her up trying to cradle her head. She needs help." Knowing that Happy will get them he races towards the house not very far away and jumping up the stairs on the porch he forces the door open saying, "Shit she'll be pissed about her door. Then again we'll probably be doing more fixing up since the whole place is broken down." Searching for a spot he realizes there's nothing there so he immediately takes her towards the kitchen area laying her down gently on the tile. Noticing there aren't any supplies he searches through her bag she had around her for anything he can to clean around and possibly stop the wound from bleeding anymore. Finding some napkins he tries, but her hair gets tangled with the sticky liquid making it difficult. Looking at her this way hurt a little because he didn't mean for it to happen, but he would take care of her regardless. Brushing her hair to the side so less blood would mix his eyes start to water. Hearing panting in the distance he realizes Happy has finally returned.
(No one's point of view Kitchen)
Wendy was focused after hearing she was needed for Lucy and rushing through the door she immediately pulled out her sterilizing kit and shifted Lucy's head to the side to see how bad the wound was. Her being knocked out still made her worried, but the location of the wound made her determine that nothing was to serious outside of it being a pretty deep gash. Pulling a needle out and injecting her arm she speaks, "This will keep Lucy knocked out for a while. This way I can make sure her wound is healed prior to waking up." Quickly examining the area further she sees the rock but with her hair being sticky and in the way of cleaning she wouldn't be able to remove it yet. While continuing to exam the wound she tells Mira, "Mira in my kit is a water bottle and a bowl with a cloth. We need to get her hair out of the way before I can remove the rocks." After receiving the wet cloth from Charle she continues to try and clean the area but notices that both Natsu and Happy don't know what to do and standing there distressed wasn't going to help the situation. Deciding that if Lucy doesn't wake up soon she'll probably need some things Natsu should probably go to her apartment and bring them here. "Natsu and Happy go to Lucy's apartment and get some of her things so that when she wakes up she'll be more comfortable. Don't worry, we'll take care of her until you get back." Watching them scurry off she turns to Mira and Charle and says, "The wound is deep, but nothing to serious. She just may have a headache for the next few days." Looking down at Lucy's peaceful face she can't help but smile gently and say, "I really do admire her so much Mira. She brings so much hope to us all. I dream of being like her someday." Finishing cleaning the area she now takes her tweezers and gently removes the rocks and drops them back into the bowl of dirty water. Chanting carefully, "Troia" the wound closes slowly preventing any more blood loss. Finally finished she sets everything to the side and looks around. Noticing that the place is really run down she wonders out loud, "Where are we Mira? Why is Lucy out here do you think?"
Mira now looking at Wendy breaking out of her thoughts says, "I don't really know Wendy. We're still in Magnolia, but we'll have to wait for Natsu for any answers." Smiling at Wendy she sees her nod and both go back to their thoughts.
(Walk back to Lucy's house no one's point of view a couple hours later)
Natsu had finally got everything he thought they would need for the evening since he knew Lucy wouldn't be very comfortable in her new house with none of her essentials. Her travel bag had already been packed and laying on her bed, so that wasn't hard, but he wanted to get her something special too. For her first night being in the house he was sure she wanted to remember it. Well he guessed it wouldn't be hard to remember considering he knocked her out the first day she sees it, but hey. He's trying! He had already picked up a bunch of food since he knew Mira and Wendy were staying with her until he got back, and Happy was carrying her photo albums and box of letters, so she would still be able to maintain her strict routine she created for herself. Last stop was his house to get their sleeping bags. Surprisingly his house really wasn't that far from Lucy's. They could have been neighbors in a sense all things considered since she owned a decent sized portion of the forest area surrounding her house and it almost was bordering his. Thinking about it that way he thought of ways to protect her better being so far away from the guild. He could talk to Freed, Levy and Master and set up an enchanted barrier surrounding her property that way she wouldn't have to still have someone around her all the time. It was also large enough she could treat it similar to her training area, but he doubted she would want to do that.
Remembering about the area between his and Lucy's house he had seen it has been for sale for a while now…Putting a mischievous smile on his face he thought out loud to Happy, "Hey Happy… You know that area next to us that's for sale. What would you say if we purchased it?"
Happy not catching on at all looks at Natsu confused at what he may mean, "Why would you want to buy that area. It's just more forest. Isn't our back yard big enough?"
Natsu smiles widely then says, "You know that forest borders Lucy's new property don't you… She hadn't realized it I don't think but she purchased a fair bit of land. She also hasn't realized yet that we're practically neighbors…" He then thinks to himself, "Happy would surely make fun of me if he figured out the real reason's behind me wanting to purchase it." Blushing a bit from that thought he gets caught by Happy.
Happy looking over at Natsu wondering what the big deal was notices him blushing and smirks to himself. So that's it. Yea Lucy lived closer, but if they were neighbors…"You Liiiike Her." He roll his tongue at him.
Natsu yells back, "Of course I do Happy. Dam cat. I just thought that maybe we could do something for her too. Every time she trains or does anything she's always under the scope by everyone and that would suffocate anyone. What if we talked to her about converting that little bit of land into a mini training area for her. We could talk to the Master and see if it would be ok and we could even see if we could get Freed and Levy to set up a barrier around our properties giving her more freedom to be out and about." He finishes looking at his house now that it's in view. Peaking over at Happy he sees him smile softly.
"I think she would really appreciate that. She needs a break from life and in turn with helping her you could ask her to help you train for S-Class. I'm sure the master will be bringing her to the trials to keep a close eye on her when we all leave in few months. I also know that you've finally decided to try and make it even though you haven't told her yet. Both you and Gray have your spirits back thanks to her." Happy then turns a little serious and says, "You're really going to stay by her this time right? I mean she is just so important and she really does make everything better in Fairy Tail. I don't know, but I just know she can't handle much more changes to her life. If.. If you left for some reason Natsu I just don't know what would happen to her. " He trails off while floating in the house behind Natsu.
Natsu with a frown on his face stops and turns towards Happy. He sets down some of the bags he's carrying so he can cross his arms across his chest. He doesn't say anything he just stares at him waiting to see if there was anything else on Happy's mind. To be honest he didn't like what Happy was implying. He knew he had messed up his friendship with Lucy a long time ago, but they always remained friends in the guild. Yes recent events have made them closer, but Happy knew he wanted to be closer with Lucy for a long time now. Unfortunately though for him Lucy had already pushed everyone away from her outside of the guild never giving anyone the opportunity to get close to her. They had tried. All of them had, but there was always something preventing anyone from catching up to her so he had to settle with the similar routine Juvia had with Gray before their relationship. He was nowhere near capable of seeing her outside of the guild though unless on the way into Fairy Tail or immediately leaving. Now knowing where she disappeared to it was no wonder he couldn't find her. Seeing that Happy wasn't going to continue he responds, "Happy you've known for a long time now about my feelings for her. I have no intentions of forcing myself into her life and I'm thankful for the opportunity to be her friend again, but I have absolutely no intention of ever leaving her regardless of what may come in the future. I told Draco I would be someone worthy of her and until that day comes I will work dam hard to become that person. I only hope that someday she'll feel the same for me. Is there anything else on your mind though Happy?" Stairing at him again he only nods his head no and looks down. I ask one last time but softer, "Happy I know you're worried about her, but she's Lucy. She's weird, fun, crazy, and she's what makes us family. We'll always be together just the three of us. Ok?" Seeing him smile now looking back up he replies, "Aye Sir!" then zooms off to his little room to get his own things he wants. He knew Happy always looked out for her, and worried for her, but he really hoped that Happy understood that things were different now.
Seeing the extra sleeping bag they keep in the corner Natsu goes and throws it with his and then grabs a bag and packs some pajamas and towels. He may not have time for a shower now, but that didn't mean he couldn't get one over at Lucy's. She would make him anyways if he was staying so better to be prepared. Deciding he had everything he yells out, "Happy hurry up." Seeing Happy float in he sees him carrying a now sloppily wrapped up present and a fish with a bow on it. Curious Natsu asks, "What's the present?"
Happy smiling a soft smile at the present looks up and says, "It's a house warming gift. I think she really might like it. It's from a long time ago. Remember when she had us all take pictures together? Some as Team Natsu and then some just the three of us because we were all partners first? Well, I know you've kept it for a long time but I wanted to give it to her. I know it's one of your favorites, but do you mind?" Happy asks quietly. He was uncertain if he would part with one of his more prized possessions. He remembered when Natsu first realized his feelings for Lucy. Coming home that night he had a big smile on his face like a weight was lifted off his shoulders. He looked as though he was free from every care in the world. He and Lisanna had been broken up for a while at that point and Natsu started acting like himself again, but that evening when that picture fell out of one of his boxes he bumped into his facial expression changed. It was as if something clicked into place, but morphed into an unbearable pain. He had slowly reached down and gently ran his fingertips over the photo then finally dropping to his knees he had started to cry without realizing. Seeing a stray tear land on it, he had quickly wiped the offending tear away making sure it hadn't damaged the picture and ever so carefully he placed the picture on his nightstand and sat on his bed staring at it. There in the picture was Lucy holding Happy in a hug smiling softly while looking at Natsu who in turn was staring at the camera with his normal happy grin. That picture showed clearly how much Lucy worshiped and looked up to Natsu, but never fully realized it until she was completely out of his reach. That night was the night he no longer said that Lucy looked weird in that picture. He only said one word before breaking down completely. "Beautiful." Still waiting for his answer though Happy looks up to see the sad smile return to Natsu's face.
Natsu remembering the picture Happy was giving to Lucy felt the sudden urge to say no but couldn't bring himself to do so. He thought that parting with the picture was like losing Lucy. He had relied on that picture to get him through many nights where he had missed his old partner. He remembered the night well that he found it too. He had always called her weirdo or teased her and she would always yell at him, but that evening after a carefree day at the guild filled with laughter and fun he felt rather lost arriving at home. Not thinking anything of it though he accidentally bumped into something in the corner of his room and noticed something float down to the ground. Upon second look he realized it was a picture of just the three of them. Looking closer though and seeing Lucy staring at him with a look of pure adoration it was like all the puzzle pieces finally clicked together in his mind and that she was what was missing, but at second realization he remembered he had already lost her. All he could choke out was the one simple word that described her as a whole. "Beautiful." The following day he had gone immediately to the store to find a suitable picture frame as well as deciding to try and talk to Lucy again, but Lucy was nowhere to be found. He had arrived at the guild rather early for him, but noticed that she was nowhere to be seen. Asking around didn't help since no one knew where she took off to and going to her apartment she had locked it down completely preventing anyone to enter which was surprising to him. He remembered how easy it was to get in her home, but didn't think much of it. That was the first of many nights he would realize he would only ever be able to come home and say good night to his picture frame instead of who he really wished for though. Reaching out he gently runs a hand over the present and says with watery eyes, "I think it would be a great house warming gift. I'm going to miss it though."
Turning not giving him the opportunity to respond Natsu picks up his bag and places it on his back along with the sleeping bags, then carries the groceries and Lucy's travel case and proceeds out of their house running towards Lucy's new home. Happy smiles thankful Natsu will part with the picture, but hopes that Lucy won't mind. Packing it away carefully he jumps in the air and fly's off after Natsu as fast as he can. Catching up he picks him up and races the rest of the way to Lucy's house.
(No one's point of view Lucy's house)
Arriving at Lucy's door Mira opens it and says, "She hasn't woken up yet since I know you're going to ask, but we tried to keep her as comfortable as possible. Wendy said she should be waking up shortly. We cleaned the kitchen for her since there was a little bit of cleaning supplies left under the sink though. It's not much, but we figured you guys would be bringing food and stuff."
Natsu hands Mira Lucy's case and groceries so he can set down the sleeping bags and what not he brought with him. Following Mira after setting his them in the living room she asks him interrupting his thoughts, "So what is this place? Why are you guys out here? It's pretty run down, but the view is nice out of the kitchen."
Natsu responds, "This is Lucy's new house she bought. She said after calculating her finances she wanted to purchase a home and that this is what she wanted. To be honest I agree it's rundown but she's excited to build it into the home she wants so hopefully she'll let me help her too. It has potential I mean four bedrooms, a decent sized living room, the kitchen has an island with a wide window overlooking the pond like you said… And I haven't looked around yet, but the magazine said there was an office so I'm sure she'll be putting her desk and all kind of books in there. Looking at the bigger picture it's perfect. I know Happy's excited." Natsu chuckles but continues when he sees the look of confusion cross their face, "Lucy told him he gets his own room after she picks hers. I'm a little jealous I don't get one though." Natsu pouts a little. Hearing a chuckle come from behind him he spins around to see Lucy standing behind him.
Lucy laughing says, "Natsu why would you want a room of your own? You used to find your way into my bed at any cost before what makes you think you won't just claim my room again anyways?" Crossing her arms across her chest she waits for his answer cutely.
Natsu pouting a little says defensively, "Your bed was comfy. Of course anyone would find their way into your bed. Not that I would be happy if anyone else did or does especially now." Looking away he sees Happy float up to her with the gift but decides he doesn't really want to be here when she opens it. Parting with it was hard enough and watching it go to the girl he so desperately wanted to keep close to him was like putting salt in his wounds. Making a quick exit he yells out, "I'm going to go look around Lucy. I'll be back in a bit." Unfortunately she sees his face prior to leaving and grabs his hand right before reaching for the gift Happy is about to give her. Hearing her say, "What's wrong Natsu. This is from both of you, so wait a sec ok?" He tries to keep a smile, but simply says, "I would rather not be here for this Lucy. Sorry. I'll be back in a bit though. No worries." With his hand being released he exited the kitchen not looking back.
Mira looks at the scene in front of her and is a little confused, but doesn't interfere. The gift is clearly something important to Natsu, but doesn't know what it is. Lucy however simply smiles and says to Happy low enough so that Natsu won't here, "Hey Happy. Do you mind if we open it later with Natsu. We'll do it over dessert and have a sleep over. What do you think?" Seeing Happy catch on he replies with a big smile, "Aye!" Knowing that things will be fine for them she smiles and says, "I'm glad you're feeling better Lucy. Natsu told us you bought this place. Congratulations." Noticing that Wendy is walking over to Lucy she chimes in with, "Hey Lucy I healed you the best I could, but you may have a little headache for the next couple days. No scars thankfully not that it would have been noticeable, but you scared Natsu pretty bad. Take it easy on him when he gets back."
Lucy smiles gently down at Wendy while holding Happy in her arms and replies, "Thank you both so much for coming out and helping heal me. I'm a little accident prone." She laughs but continues, "I'll be nice to Natsu as long as he doesn't destroy anything in my new house. It may not look like much, but it will in time. I'm sure Happy and Natsu both will help me too and when it's done we can have a little party here with just the girls." Smiling widely she sets Happy down and walks around the kitchen. Saying out loud, "This is really pretty. To be honest this is my first time seeing the house too. We were just arriving in the clearing when Natsu knocked me over. Clumsy dragon." She grumbles and pouts a little causing everyone to laugh.
Mira and Wendy decide Lucy probably wants to wonder around instead of entertain them so they say quickly, "Hey Lucy, could you invite us over again soon? We want to help too and if you need anything at all we're all here to help. We're going to take off though if that's ok. It's starting to get late."
"Of course you guys. I'll invite you over soon, but I'm not really sure when. I'll send Happy to get you guys. Be safe getting home. We're a ways away from town." Lucy smiles gently at them appreciating that they're giving her some space. She really did want to explore, but didn't want to be rude. Hearing them say, "That'll be great. Talk to you soon!" she watches as they leave. Happy floating over says, "Come on lets make dinner while Natsu explores. Then he can show us around like a tour guide showing you your new home!" She never could resist Happy so she picks up the groceries and all the utensils Natsu brought over for her to cook and sets them on the counter silently thanking that Mira had cleaned the kitchen. She quickly starts peeling and cutting all the vegetables while starting a pot of stew for them. Once everything was slowly simmering Natsu had walked back in with a big smile on his face. Lucy had already stashed Happy's gift out of view from Natsu, so he wouldn't look sad again. She wanted to know in all honesty what the gift was, but seeing Natsu's face drop broke her heart. She didn't like that look on anyone, but he was special to her. Seeing the supplies for cookies in one of the bags she's emptying she's a bit surprised. Looking up she asks, "Did you have a craving for cookies Natsu? You also bought a bunch of my favorite snacks. What's the deal and how much do I owe you for all the food?"
Natsu arriving back in the kitchen to the smell of something delicious smiles really big, but doesn't interrupt Lucy. He sees Happy walking next to her cleaning up the peelings and what not and putting them in the garbage, but can't help but love how they all looked like a little family. Snapping him out of his thoughts when she asks, "Did you have a craving for cookies Natsu? You also bought a bunch of my favorite snacks. What's the deal and how much do I owe you for all the food?" Laughing at her he replies, "Silly Lucy. One, those are you favorite cookies, two, this is your first night in your first brand new home, and three, I wanted to make it special for you to remember so you don't owe me anything. Besides I'm eating too you know." Seeing her face soften and her eyes glaze over it reminded him of the picture. He loved her so much, so in return he smiled at her with just as much adoration as she has ever showed him. Seeing her blush a little and start to try to make the cookies he remembers the conversation earlier with Happy about the land in between their houses. Deciding now is just as good as any he says, "You know Lucy the land right between yours and your neighbors is for sale don't you?" Hearing a quick no from her while she's trying to get something from out of the bags he continues but with a mischievous smirk, "You also know who that neighbor is right?" Catching her attention she looks up and narrows her eyes but says slowly, "No I don't Natsu. Is there something I'm missing?" Natsu's smirk grows a little more than says, "Hear me out before you blow a fuse. This is kind of another gift me and Happy want to give you but only if you're ok with it of course. I don't know if you realized it when you purchased this place, but me and Happy are right down the way from here. So I am technically your new neighbor." Seeing her reaction was absolutely priceless when she rubs her hands down her face then stomps her feet twice and pouts when he holds up his hand to stop her from yelling. Continuing on he says, "Me and Happy talked about it on the way back here, but what if we made it into a training area for you. Between our two properties there will be more than enough room and the natural resources in the area is similar to what the guild has. Unfortunately with you living so far out of town now I think the master will want to put up a rune barrier and enchantments around the properties for your protection, but this will give you more freedom in a way too. You won't have to have someone around you all the time, and you won't have to train near people in the guild anymore. What do you think though? I'm sure Levy and Freed wouldn't mind. We just want to make your life a little easier and give you the privacy you're seeking for a while." Looking down he lowers his voice and says, "We just want you to be comfortable and happy with us."
Feeling a hand touch his face he looks at her with an uncertain smile and listens carefully to what she has to say. "You both don't need to do so much for me. Especially when I can't do much for you in return. I'm kind of poring everything I have into this house… You've already done and given me enough for many lifetimes though and I'll always be happy with you guys. I love you both so don't worry ok? Only do these types of things if you really want to. Never because of me or any situation I may be in. Ok?" This however wasn't a good answer to him. Replying a little frustrated and hurt he gently grabs her hand, "Lucy why do you have to think of it that way? We don't want anything in return other than to see you smile and be with us. You're special to us Lucy and we wouldn't ask if we didn't want to and we know how you're feeling right now. So let me ask you again in a different way. Can we do this for you and know that if you say no that still means yes to us." Seeing her eyes water and smiling softly she just nods her head in return not saying anything but clearly accepting their offer.
Sighing happily he pulls her into a tight hug and big smile saying. "Thank you Lucy." Looking at his wrist where his gift she gave him is he can't help but love her so much more. He knows she loves him too even if she doesn't really say it directly to him, and every moment he had with her he never wanted to end. Pulling away she turns back to the stove quickly turning it off but throwing her cookies in the oven. Sitting down at the island he waited patiently for his bowl and sees that she's almost done fixing them. Carrying over the dishes he quickly starts to dig in with Happy.
Now that they were done with dinner and the cookies were cooling Natsu was told by Happy that he was going to play tour guide which made him jump up with his fist in the air only to quickly grab Lucy's hand and drag her off into the house with a small squeak of surprise. Noticing how late it is he sees Lucy debating whether to continue with the tour or take a nap since it's almost her normal time to get up, but she appears as though she doesn't want to disappoint Natsu. Natsu seeing this asks, "We could always do this tomorrow if you want to go to bed Lucy." Smiling sadly at him she replies, "Actually could we just hang out in the living room for a bit. I wanted to ask you a question about the gift you and Happy gave me. Besides it'll be nice just relaxing for a bit eating cookies." Hearing that she wants to talk about the gift makes him a little sad, but he loved spending time with her so smiling at her and saying softly, "Of course Lucy. The sleeping bags are already in there for us. I'll meet you in there. Go ahead and get the cookies." Seeing her face light up she runs off back to the kitchen while he makes his way towards the living room. Grabbing his bag he pulls out a pair of shorts and walks back to the bathroom and changes into a pair of black pajama shorts but doesn't bother throwing a shirt on since he usually sleeps without one. Not paying much attention he walks back and starts putting his things away, but when he notices Lucy's bright red face and trying to look anywhere but at him he smirks. Cockily he walks over to Lucy acting a little dense and says, "Are you ok Lucy? You're all red, are you sick?" He continues to watch her squirm, but smirks a little and stands back up straight and crosses his arms over his chest. Seeing the stubbornness return to her face her eyes flash dangerously and she says, "No! I'm perfectly fine Natsu." Stomping her foot on his as she walks by he screeches, "Ouch that hurt." He turns around to get even, but she's already disappeared with her case to the bathroom. Walking back over to the sleeping bags he sits against the wall and grabs a cookie waiting for her to come out. Then as he's asking Happy, "Where's the gift?" he sees her walk out in her silk pajamas and can't help but blush a hundred shades of red. Fire engine red short shorts and a button up white longsleeved shirt that had the sleeves rolled up with knee high socks was her pajamas of choice, but Natsu couldn't help but have a dirty thought run through his mind. Seeing her slip into her sleeping bag up to her waste he proceeded to do the same to cover his now firming member.
Happy seeing the exchange between them decided the sooner this was over he could go sleep in another room or at his house. Dropping the gift in Lucy's hands he flew over and sat on Natsu forcing him to stay there. Watching her carefully open the gift she looked down fondly at the frame. Looking at the two of them she says, "The best family I could have ever asked for. Thank you both so much."
Natsu didn't exactly want to do this exchange with Lucy, but hearing her say that made a world of difference. He noticed Happy went over and hugged her tightly then said, "I'm going to go back to my house for the night. I'll see you guys later on in the morning. I'm sure you both will be up for training or something soon." Seeing her nod her head and say ok Happy. He flew off. Silently Natsu thanked him. He's wanted to be alone with Lucy for a while, but never was given the opportunity. With everything that was going on and everyone that wanted to be there for her that only left him so much time to actually talk to her. However he didn't realize he was crying while looking away from her until her hand found his and she squeezed it. Hearing her softly say, "What's wrong Natsu? I noticed earlier you were uncomfortable with this picture, so Happy said I could open it with you. Tell me." He however didn't want to tell her. Instead he simply pulled her into his arms and cuddled her continuing to cry. Whispering, "I had missed you for so long.. so long Lucy.. Please… Don't leave me behind." Breaking a little but barely audible he whispers again, "That picture was all I had for so long…" Gripping her tighter like she may disappear he simply felt her arms wrap around him in return and gently rub his back and run her fingers through his hair saying, "Shhhh it's ok Natsu. I'm here now and I won't be leaving. You don't have anything to worry about." This wasn't enough though. He needed the reassurance that he wouldn't lose her to anything. From herself or otherwise he needed her. Looking up at her he says, "Promise me Lucy. Promise me you won't leave. You're a celestial mage and you said you could never break your promise… Please." Startling her a little she stares at him for a moment before saying, "Natsu that's a hard promise to keep. Not impossible, but I don't know if you could put up with me for that long. Besides everyone has to leave at some point. You know this." Frustrated with this response though he says, "I'm not going to ever get tired of you or leave you just promise me. Lucy I need you please just promise me this once." Lucy doesn't fully understand why Natsu is behaving like this but to comfort him she looks down a little saying quietly, "Ok Natsu. I promise. I'll never leave you. Just know that if I ever did it wouldn't be by choice. We're a family after all."
Hearing her say those words though immediately relaxed him and was like music to his ears. Reaching his hand up he gently caresses her cheek admiring her and appreciating her in every way. Sitting back up he puts her in his lap and holds her while she places the plate of cookies on her lap. Handing him a cookie she says, "Don't get crumbs in my hair or down the back of my shirt!" Laughing he says, "Yea, yea, yea I hear you." Finishing his cookie he wraps his arms around her middle and pulls her back tight against his chest. Dropping his head to the crook of her neck he can't help but nuzzle her. Hearing her laugh and flinch in response he realizes she's ticklish right there so before she can move he pins her arms down against her sides after letting going and rewrapping his arms around her and nuzzles her relentlessly making her laugh uncontrollably trying to squirm and get away. Unfortunately Natsu hadn't fully thought this action through prior though and realized her squirming was causing him to harden and fast. Thanking himself that he kept the sleeping bag between them he stops and finally rests his chin on her shoulder, and says, "Lucy, you know you asked for answers yesterday and I didn't give you any, but you secretly knew already didn't you?" Seeing her nod while calming down from laughing he continues, "I know what I want in life Lucy, but do you think you could ever love me as more than a friend?" It wasn't the first question he wanted to answer, but he had to know her answer. This was the only way he would know how to answer anymore of her questions.
When Lucy heard him ask if she could ever love him more than a friend she just snorted in response. With her arms still pinned she pushes her head forward with a smirk and slams her head back into his forehead forcing him to release her. Laughing again seeing him rub his forehead she says, "You pink haired idiot. I already do and you know that. You think I would let just anyone pin me on their lap, or let see me cry?" Chuckling while crawling off his lap and reaching for another cookie she feels him grab her ankle and tug making her face plant a little. Turning her head and looking over her shoulder with narrowed eyes she sees him smirk at her and she only pouts making him laugh seeing his facial expression change to a thoughtful expression though she opens her mouth to ask a question but he hold up a finger to silence her. Waiting patiently for him to gather his thoughts she sits back up.
Feeling a slight pulse in his head from getting head-butted was not pleasant, but knowing that she for sure loves him he's glad that she lightened the mood. Seeing her crawling away he couldn't help but try to get even. Quickly grabbing her ankle and giving a slight tug it was priceless seeing her face plant. Knowing she would want to retaliate he smirks, but then he remembered what master said about training. Holding his finger up to her so she doesn't interrupt his thoughts he brings it to his chin and tries to think how to ask. Finally after debating between how she may feel about it he just spits it out since thinking wasn't his thing. "Will you train me Lucy? I mean you're really advanced in both weapons, battle strategies, as well as hand to hand combat, and no you may not use your celestial magic anymore, but you understand magic and could help me with mine and how to utilize it better. The S-Class exams are coming up like you said, and well…" Trying to give her the best puppy eyes he can he waits for his answer. Watching her face though he wonders what she's thinking since she only sits back up and stays quiet looking down. Asking quietly, "What's wrong Lucy?" Listening to her answer though wasn't what he expected from her.
Training Natsu? What nonsense is he talking about now? First asking her if she loves him now training him… Sheesh talk about a whirlwind of emotions coming from him. Then again this was Natsu. Sitting up and looking down she asks, "Natsu why do you think I'm anywhere near capable or qualified in training you? You've always been in a league of your own and you've only ever just needed to focus on what's in front of you. There's honestly nothing to teach from someone like me." Looking up a little hurt at him she continues, "All the battle strategies I used to know, everything I was taught I don't remember and on top of that I don't have any magic. Bending my natural magic to combine with the environment is my only defense, and that isn't something I'm even super familiar with. Besides. You guys have always been stronger than me. You only had some distractions along the way preventing you from attaining your goal. You'll make it this year no problem." Crawling over to her sleeping bag she ignores the hurt expression on his face. Now pulling the sleeping bag up over her she leans against the back wall next to Natsu, but looks out the window. Whispering, "I still have so much to relearn and accomplish training. Relearning so many ways to approach battle now being alone without my spirits by my side… Besides the little girl was right. I am weak. Catching up with you all has always been one of my goals secretly and I was almost there, but now more than ever I see that dream slipping further and further away." Seeing a star come out in the sky twinkling in her direction she sees all of them fade away again. She wanted them to come back out though. She needed to see the stars again. She couldn't handle the deep feelings of not even enjoying the stars site in the sky anymore. Standing up she walks towards the door leading her outside while Natsu doesn't interrupt her.
He only watches debating what to say knowing this is hard for her, but knows that everything will come around in time. Going to the window to watch her out in the yard he sees her reach up towards the sky that has no stars. She reaches down back to her side and pulls out Plues key and sees her call out to him. Seeing her summon he remembers how strong she would stand, but with her sharp intake he knows the pull is hard on her now. Listening carefully to what she says he watches as she leans down to Plue and whispers, "Please tell them to bring the stars back out for me. I need their comfort. I miss them Plue. At least for tonight." Plue nodding his head and hugging her back immediately disappears. Slowly she stands back up and looks to the sky to see if they'll come out, and surprisingly they comply in their own special way. Streaks slowly fly across the sky fading in the distance only to return to their respective places in the sky. Seeing all of them he notices there still is one area missing. With a bright red flash in the sky that slowly fades out he knows Draco was trying to send her a warm smile. Looking back to Lucy he sees her trying to hold it together with a smile, but one lone tear escapes. She doesn't wipe it away though. Deciding it's time to hold her together while she breaks Natsu walks outside behind her and slowly takes her hand in his and squeezes. Ever so softly he says, "They're beautiful and they all love you so much Lucy." Looking up he sees that the stars slowly start to fade away again causing him to hear her start to sniffle a bit more, but with a smile on her face.
Once the stars have completely faded out of site besides Plue's star she remains their standing not looking to move. Natsu pulling her hand a little she looks over at him and listens, "Lucy you have never been weak and regardless of magic you're a skilled fighter with a strong heart. You protect everyone dear to you and you hold a very special place in everyone's heart. Even watching the stars tonight should prove that to you. How you don't realize you've surpassed us in every way yet I'll never know, but I know myself and Gray would be beyond honored if you would train us. Use it as practice if you must for working on your battle strategies, but realize you were never ever weak in any way and if we have ever made you feel that way we all sincerely apologize. The little girl yesterday like you said doesn't understand yet what really is important in battle, but we both know in time she'll learn. She honestly never meant to hurt you." Giving her a small smile continues, "My magic is destructive by nature, and I know I let my emotions and instincts rule my actions a lot of times in battle, but if someone could teach me or guide me a bit more I think I could be more perceptive and cause less destruction as well as use it in ways I never imagined. With your understanding, strength, and patience… The possibilities would be endless. Gray feels the same way I do even if his ego or pride won't let him say it, but would you please train us. If not him at least me." She looks as though she's contemplating whether or not she should, but finally with a sigh and slight smile she says, "If that is what you truly wish for then ok. I would never deny the wishes of my family. You do realize you only have about an hour of sleep left though right? And since you spoke on Gray's behalf you're going to have to be sure he's there at the training area as well at 1230. Until we get all of the paperwork and enchantments in place we won't have our own personal training grounds so we'll have to settle with using the guilds arena. Know this though. With the S-Class exams as close as they are you guys will have to listen carefully and work hard with me. Even though the hours will be long I promise. I will make sure you make S-Class. If not this year for sure next year. Ok Natsu?" She finishes with a wipe to her eyes. Natsu smiles big after hearing her and pulls into a hug whispering, "Thanks Lucy! I need to go change since I won't be getting any sleep tonight. Then again I'm getting used to these weird hours, but anyways I'll meet you in the training area. I need to run and get Happy, Gray and Erza." Giving her a small kiss on the cheek he turns and runs away back into the house to grab his things. He doesn't miss hearing behind him the sharp intake of breath and her yelling, "Hey what was that!" forcing him to laugh and continue to blush from his actions.