Just wanted to apologize to everyone for the long wait! I am still concerned about which direction I should really go and I feel as though some will be really aggravated that there is a lot of dialogue and not much movement, but I'm still processing the plot and the enemy involved as well as how to actually put it on paper. This really is my worst chapter, but again… please bear with me while I navigate this. If the reviews are too terrible on this one I'll rewrite it. Pointers are always welcome too…
No one's point of view
Walking out hand in hand you could tell that Lucy was struggling with all the conflicting emotions running through her. She hadn't rested properly most people thought regardless of the irregular schedule she liked to keep and as confident as she was with everyone they could all tell time was about to run out for her patience. Seeing Lucy slip her hand from Natsu's after exiting the infirmary they watch as he looks back at her trying to encourage her forward, but see the frown appear as things are about to turn worse for him. Everyone hearing her say, "Natsu you said some things earlier… I need a little bit of time to myself today. Master will fill you in later, but for now I want to go and speak with him alone."
Watching him from behind the bar about to argue Mira frowns already aggravated with the day's events and says loudly to distract him, "I'll have a milk shake ready for you in a bit Lucy. Come see me after please." Smiling gently at getting the girls attention while she walks, as well as affectively distracting Natsu's attention since he turns to look at her annoyed for interrupting him. Lucy walks past him silently and starts up the stairs without any further argument, but not before placing both hands out and slowly releasing her energy and pulling at it leaving a solid sealed magical barrier. Looking over she smiles the smile everyone loves. Pure and honest her voice rings out calming everyone instantly but leaving no room for argument, "It won't be long Mira. Make sure you give my team the specialty too. We're going to have a mini post celebration of the reunited Team Natsu." With that said everyone yells their cheers to her while Natsu only watches after her regretting his actions from earlier. Happy flying out the door after talking with Wendy turns towards Natsu and lands on his head simply patting him trying to keep him calm. That wasn't going to stop him though.
Seeing his face become annoyed and him strut forward towards the stairs to interrupt the meeting he walks face first into the seal she placed not allowing him to proceed. Immediately words start floating through the air interrupting him from yelling out and causing everyone to laugh around him. Blushing brightly as he read the big bold letters in front of him there were three sentences. One for Natsu to be personally humiliated which he in turn was becoming increasingly shy, "Natsu I forgot to mention earlier, but your boxers… caught on fire…" Seeing him look down he noticed that his disheveled appearance in deed showed that he was practically naked and his boxers were in fact on fire. Throwing his arms down to cover himself immediately with his scrapped up clothes he quickly moves over to a less noticeable spot next to the wall so he can continue reading the floating message.
The second sentence for the guilds amusement of Team Natsu saying, "Well, Team Natsu has a blue cat, two stripping idiots apparently, and a beautiful cake loving strong mage. Could this guild and life get any better!" Laughing and seeing Gray smirk and strut over to smack Natsu on the back to cheer him, the guild continues to read the next line which makes them all glow with happiness. "No matter where we all are I will always be looking your way Fairy Tail!" Finishing reading the small banter from Lucy they all stand up with a little extra energy deciding that they in fact want to celebrate since things have been so difficult lately. Natsu and Gray starting their typical head butting contest separate immediately cluthing their heads remembering how sore they were from training that morning. Walking back to the bar where Mira has simple drinks waiting for the two and a small smile they hear her say, "Lucy will be fine. Even with everything she's decided both her and the master just need a bit of faith from us. You'll learn soon enough what she's deciding." Both looking at her they realize she knows something they don't, but are comforted that things will finally start falling into place. She then continues with, "Just know that her last statement you should really take to heart. She's done so much for all of us and master. Things will be picking up around here with you guys for a while." Both a little confused Erza shakes her head at them and smiles saying, "No worries. The fun will begin soon for all of us." Waiting patiently for their dear blond celestial partner to include them in her new plans, they begin their different ways around the guild to clean themselves up as much as they can and get comfortable since they have yet to go home.
Master's Point of View Office
Hearing Lucy lightly knock on the door and push the door gently open I hears an immediate cheer roar through the guild and I can't help but smile brightly at her in the midst of everything that just happened. Remembering back to speaking with Mira and Erza I can't help but be a bit relieved that things are going to be going much smoother then we had anticipated. Lucy was extremely thorough prior to everything that has happened to her and knowing that she wants to separate herself from everyone makes me sad, but now that the council is going to be more involved with Fairy Tail we can rely more heavily on her knowledge while keeping her safe. Saying lightly, "I'm glad you've calmed down a bit. How are you feeling?" Watching her sigh out I think back to what Mira had told Natsu earlier on and agree completely that she's tired. Deciding to help a little while listening, I walk over to my mini fridge and pull out a small magically enhanced energy drink to restore a little bit of her lost energy.
Hearing, "A bit tired master. I noticed before training this morning while getting ready that I've been slacking on some things… Have you received something from me by any chance?"
Turning and seeing her gentle smile I hold out the drink and respond with, "Yes I have just a bit ago actually, but we'll get to that. Here, I think you'll feel a bit better after drinking this." Watching her gulp down the drink quietly and closing her eyes listening in appreciation I continue, "I received a small lacrima from you. I've already shared it with Mira at your request, but I pulled Erza in at the same time since you are in the same team. I know you were trying to find a new goal with your house, but I think you'll be a bit relieved from this." Her head nodding in response remaining silent she looks over in the direction of the lacrima turning on.
"Hi again. I swear this is still so awkward like leaving little memories everywhere. Which is exactly what I've done over the last few years. Anyways, sorry in advance for this, but you'll probably receive these occasionally in response to occurrences to the guild or guild members. This only means that they are beginning to test us a bit further, and you have now witnessed a small bit of what I've been trying to silently deal with. Don't get mad…I wasn't wanting to disappoint you all if I couldn't finish this once and for all by myself, but with you receiving this I guess I couldn't do it. This also means that in response to other situations that the guilds may come across, you or the guild involved will receive a lacrima message and information on what to do or how to handle the situation.
Anyways, I'm sure I myself haven't adjusted yet to all of the changes and is struggling with how to proceed. Please master be patient with me. I'm definitely not the first master Mavis, but I can tell you strategically I have done a lot of research and every things been done in the best interest of the guild. I have already attached documents to this lacrima only for myself and yourself and both of us only know the spell to be capable of seeing it. I don't necessarily know exactly how everyone is handling this, but whatever I decide from here will cause some serious entertainment for the magical world. Prepare yourselves and live life to the fullest. I may not have as much magic as I used to, but know that this event is about to ripple and affect more than just Fairy Tail."
Seeing the projection bow slightly and smile she says lastly, "Mira. I know you heard all of this and you've talked with me for a long time and have known more than anyone else about my insecurities, but also know that I have always handled everything myself. Please don't worry but… Don't leave my side from now on either. Listen carefully to everything around you and watch out for me because you and Happy mean everything to me regardless of what has happened. If you have questions all you need to do is ask me and I will always answer you, master, or Happy. Anyone else that is currently watching this stay strong and know that the enemy is unpredictable and their magic is just as dangerous because of this. They are very patient, but right now I'm predicting that the seals, and spells that I have placed around Fiore and Magnolia have started to release and are proceeding appropriately to start pressuring them out and forcing their hand. Lucy continue your research after this and talk with the Master alone for a bit. Sort yourself out because life is worth it. Every lacrima will further guide you as well and inform you of more information about the enemy. You know what you need to do…"
Seeing the lacrima wave at Lucy one last time and turn off, I look back over to see Lucy with her hand on her temple rubbing them slowly. The frustration and dark aura surrounding her makes me gulp, but I know it's because she just wants these things to be a bit easier. Letting her be a bit longer to think about what just was said I look around and decide to cast my sound barrier. Saying quietly to gain her attention, "Lucy, I'm understanding what you were dealing with, but I really wish you would have told us more information sooner. I won't be able to hold the guild back much longer before they start getting irritated with you."
Seeing her glare and respond with, "How can I tell you anything sooner now when I don't know everything... Be fair to me now master since I'm not currently who I was before." Letting her get her frustration out I wait because I know she's going to continue. Watching her breath in and out she says, "I clearly had my reasons and from what I understand by talking with the guild, anything further then goofing around was all I could handle. I had started to gather my tactical journals earlier today as well as my past diaries so I can see if I can understand more before we can strategize further against the upcoming events, but was rudely interrupted." Seeing her dark expression change to a thoughtful one she continues with, "I need to disappear from the magical world and I believe that these seals are a nice enough present to leave the hard work to the legal guilds. I can do the research and strategy from behind the scenes, but I can't neglect Gray and Natsu from their training. As much as I want to set up my house and grow in a different direction I don't want to leave this project undone. I believe the magic counsel will work with us more clearly from now on since we have initiated this so any documentation they send please just pass it to me and I can continue my strategizing."
My eyes widening I stare at her in response. I didn't expect her to bounce back so quickly with a plan. Interrupting her before she can continue I say, "Wait Lucy you're getting way ahead of me on this. What type of seals and spells? I thought we would go over this stuff together first then proceed once I had a better understanding. I'm sure you working with the first master can expedite this process too... How are you able to come up with these ideas so quickly?" Waiting for me to slow down a second she responds, "Master we are going to work together on this, and I'm pretty sure once I've gone back over my data that I collected both of us will proceed accordingly. I also believe I have an idea how this all started, but will need my diaries for that confirmation. Anyways I came across a nifty object in my trunk I use for training and I want you to hear me out. Ok?" I watch her patiently huffing a little while crossing my arms patiently, and see her pull out a magic pen and starts writing down her key points strategy in the air for me to further understand.
"Removing me from magical exposure makes the idea that I'm no longer of importance, but also makes me an easy target. Redirecting their focus directly to chasing me makes it less likely for issues to all of you. As a result the legal guilds can work silently behind the scenes. This should be goal number one. I know more the most that my temper is hard to control and if you hurt my family I hurt them back tenfold, but disappearing will prove this pointless."
Nodding my head I urge her to continue. I don't like this, but I'll hear her out like I said I would.
"Before you start thinking negative thoughts catch." Lucy throws a small object she pulled from her pocket towards me. Catching I turn it over and see what looks like a small pebble. Not fully understanding I watch as she walks across the room and hear her say, "I have a few of these, but I only intend on giving them to specific people. Push some magic into it and call my name." Following her directions I say curiously, "Lucy." I watch as she is enveloped in gold and transports to my side immediately. A little bewildered by the sudden space invasion I step back and ask, "What is this thing and how is this possible? Why would you want this and why do I need this?" Frowning at her I wait patiently for a response.
"Master this provides two things. The ability for me to come in and out of Fairy Tail without being tracked and this can also act as a warning or signal. I have one just like that implanted under my Fairy Tail mark so no one would notice as well. It was useful between me and my spirits to notify me and not signal anyone. If you have something for me signal me but don't say my name. Just push magic into it. If you do that it will only warm up my hand a little and glow slightly. If you need me presence say my name with some magic. Once you are finished with me just say Return Lucy and I will return to wherever I was." I nod thinking to myself that this is really a beneficial item. I get what she's saying, but I have to ask the all-important question, "Where are you going though?" Her response leaves much to be desired though.
"That brings me to the next main point sir. I won't break a promise and as a result I am still obligated to get Gray and Natsu in shape for the S-Class exams. Life won't change much for everyone here and to be completely honest I want to disappear. I love Fairy Tail, but I can't make everyone happy when they all pity me in one way or another. I'll still be around, just not as easily accessible. On another note though, if I strategize appropriately more jobs are indirectly going to be placed in legal guilds getting rid of the peons and pushing the important enemies into uncomfortable positions. They will make a mistake somewhere and when they do that will probably be the final show. It's like chess in a way.
The guild is my home away from home and if you think someone needs guidance or my help you are more than welcome to ask me anything master, but I need space for now.. Please. I don't want to be demanding, but like I said earlier. I'm really tired. I want this over so I can go and build my home like I thought I could. I don't have much magic, but I'm working on building up my endurance so I can try to learn another new magic or at least some spells. Though with some of the research this far it doesn't look promising. Anyways, this brings me to my last point." Lucy pauses breathing a little while moving around her board in air waiting for the Master to tell her to proceed.
To be honest I wish I could interrupt her and think as fast as she has. I just learned this about an hour ago and here she is talking as if this is everyday life... Sighing I nod my head for her to proceed knowing I won't get anywhere thinking like this.
"Master I intend on giving a stone to Mira and Happy. They in turn would be capable of calling me if absolutely necessary, but I don't intend on telling them how to use it immediately. I can't allow Team Natsu this because I would never disappear completely and it would only cause problems since Natsu would immediately call me every five seconds. Levy and Wendy can come to you and request me whenever and I'll make a point to see them, but they need to understand that they can't do it very often. As to where I'm going I was hoping you would allow the first master to teach me a few things around Tenrou Island. Only Fairy Tail is capable of going there once she places her sphere around the island which makes the island invisible and the enemy unaware of my location. It's unfortunate that it also seals time so I won't really be capable of aging, but this will give me the space necessary to research in peace as well as the time needed without other distractions to train not only myself but Gray and Natsu. They don't need to know about the aging or the spear. They just need to come occasionally and the spear will not affect them much. My stone makes me capable of freely coming to and from the guild because of an enchantment so I can move freely if I hold onto one of them too so transportation won't be an issue. Would you allow me to take Team Natsu though for a while to Tenrou for training? They still have time and they really do need it. This morning they were pretty sloppy and they're still thinking too much about current events to train properly."
Seeing that she's beginning to ramble I finally interrupt her by holding up my hand getting her to stop talking so I can think right. Looking at the first master going through her calculations for a bit I see her finally smile so I sigh in defeat. Shaking my head I respond, "Come see me tomorrow Lucy for further actions to start this process. I need to talk with the First Master and arrange some things. We can discuss this further with the listed individuals tomorrow, but tonight we can also go through your notes together. Gather all of your data, your most precious possessions, and a suitcase and make sure Mira stays with you. Bring all of it to this office by tonight. Those brats need some rest if they're going with you so call them up here for now so we can give them a minor heads up so they relax. One last thing. We will also hold a small meeting before we initiate this plan with all of the older members, so that they fully understand and can stay calm. They don't need to know all the details, but they need to hear that you will be ok and that you will still be supporting us. You're our star Lucy. We are all very influenced by you considering you're everything a Fairy Tail mage is supposed to represent..."
Smiling gently I say one last thing which she in turn smiles sorrowfully at, "We're always looking your way Lucy. We'll miss you dearly during your time of absence, but just remember I'll more than likely be sending some specific brats you encountered earlier to you for future guidance very soon." Hearing her chuckle a little I watch as she opens the doors but says quietly, "Of course and thank you Master. I would do anything for family. I'll visit randomly through the years until this is all completed and I'll never be completely invisible sir. Just slightly out of reach and one step ahead is all. Don't worry so much." With that I watch as she calls out with a wave of her hand from the open door, "Mira and Team Natsu could you all come here please."
Looking over to the First Master I say quietly with a small smirk, "You've got your work cut out for you Mavis. Be sure you watch over her. Things are about to get entertaining."
No One's point of view (Masters Office)
Startled out of their conversation they see the seal released from Lucy waving her hand in front of her and sudden colors are flying everywhere making everyone laugh again in surprise. Looking up they then hear, "Mira and Team Natsu could you all come here please." All of them a little surprised walk up the stairs to feel a pressure from behind them where it seems she's replaced the seal she had put up earlier. Natsu now fully clothed glares at Lucy goofily saying, "Not cool Lucy. You should have told me sooner my outfit was shredded and I was on fire. I am so not a stripper."
Hearing her giggle and respond with, "Says the guy with only a vest that you have failed to button again. These are clear signs of a potential stripper in the making."
Mira gently pushes Natsu through the door interrupting his comeback with, "You won't win Natsu. You should give up while you're ahead." Chuckling to herself she grabs Lucy's hand and pulls her next to her and into the office. Erza and Gray are close behind her smiling at Lucy's relaxed expression, but close the door as they enter. With Master sitting on his desk, Lucy to the side of the door with Mira next to her, Erza and Gray stand to the other side of the door while Natsu and Happy sit in the chairs. Once all are comfortable the Master looks at Lucy but then sighs seeing that she's just smiling softly at him as she has already erased all of her notes from before, so nothing can be seen. Starting was always hard and Makarov looked as though he wasn't going to enjoy this very much knowing his children's personalities.
"Erza you already have an idea from our conversation earlier, but some things have changed. I'll be using your talents for a while so don't be down at the outcome of todays and tomorrow's meetings. You all will be taking a week to regroup yourselves and recover so that you can then proceed with whatever strategy Lucy and I come up with tonight. Mira, you and Happy will alternate over the next week on getting Lucy set up. Natsu and Gray... Don't fight this. Especially the fact you're being kept in the dark for a little while until your training is complete. We need you trained and focused for the near future. Once the S-Class exams are over that's when we all will be busy. This morning's visitor hasn't been forgotten, but we have the general idea of what is going on and will know more by the end of the evening." Turning his head back towards Lucy he sees her eyes watering interrupting his summary of his earlier discussion and asks, "What's wrong Lucy? Did I forget something?" Looking the direction she's looking over by the first master he finally sees that The Spirit King has appeared silently not to distract him. Gulping he remains silent listening to the pending conversation knowing things aren't going to be as smooth as he would have liked.
Lucy's Point of View
Listening to the master explain quickly a summarized version of our discussion to my team I can't help but feel a bit dizzy at all the changes. One moment I'm looking forward to fixing up my home and my life, the next here I am strategizing. Tuning out for a second I look over at the soft light forming and seeing both the First Master and the Spirit King. I inwardly hold my breath and let my eyes water. Not realizing that the Master has just asked me a question I continue to remain silent for a little bit but release my breath and finally say ignoring him completely, "Good afternoon Spirit King. I have a feeling you're here after hearing my conversation earlier with Natsu and Happy…" Hearing a small gasp from Natsu and Happy I don't look their way, but remain looking towards him waiting for his response.
"Yes Lucy. I was listening in when I heard the mention of plans and keys earlier and your idea is a very good one considering current events in your world. I have already created the other set for your keeping." Inhaling sharply and shakily I can't help but feel my chest and heart tighten. He continues, "Lucy we do have a small present though for your assurance and comfort. Draco's master broke his contract recently and willingly gave up Draco. We in the spirit world have retracted his key and have safely kept him for you. You can see that you are now the proud holder of his key and a replica key has already been placed on this new key ring. I was also listening to your conversation earlier with the master and believe that Plue will be able to stay by your side occasionally at your future location to better easily relay messages to us for you. It's not much, but we hope that this will help ease your transition from us. We know we haven't been fair, but this is necessary…"
Seeing him reach out with the replica keys, I feel the tear drip from my chin as I realize I'm clutching my keys tightly. I don't know when I let go of Mira's hand, but I know I don't want to really part with my keys. My friends… Family… Looking pleadingly at him I whisper, "I know it's for the best, but I won't be able to feel their presence anymore without them…" I know I had considered it earlier, but it's just so hard to part with them. Silently looking over at her friends she realizes she's not alone and feels even guiltier for them having to see this. Quickly panicking and saying, "Please could you give us a moment you guys. I'm sorry, but please… I need to be alone with them." Watching them frown I see Gray stand slowly and respond with, "I don't know what you and Natsu talked about earlier, but we aren't leaving Lucy. We are here for you. I know this will be hard, but don't make us leave. Let us bare some of the pain with you." Sniffling I reluctantly nod in consent knowing I'm on a time crunch and see that he smiles gently in encouragement. Looking over at the Spirit King I say appreciatively, "Thank you. I'm so glad Draco will be safe from the growing threat. May I make a real contract with him prior to handing my keys over?" It's a long shot, but I have a feeling he may just grant my wish.
Seeing a big smile on his face I feel encouraged and in a soft flash I see my one and only best friend and spirit that means everything to me. Whispering out loud, "Draco." Standing quickly I rush over only to stop in front of him since he holds up a hand making me stop and look a little confused at him. Watching him smile in amusement and now noticing that Loke has appeared beside him as well I feel as though everything in my world is right again. This is Draco. Kind, stong, arrogant and always patient with me. Appreciating this small amount of time I try to absorb everything this moment will offer me being that it will be the last for a very long time. Waiting patiently I see Draco reach out his hand painfully slow and gently pulls mine to his that was originally clenched into a soft fist. Flattening the palm of my hand he places his key in the middle while slowly closing my fist and wrapping his hand around mine. Feeling his warmth and the words simply flowing from my mouth to complete the contract I whisper with a smile, "Will you make a contract with me?" Watching his eyes water he simply nods in response feeling the same pains as me, but not interrupting me so then I continue with, "What days are you available?" Pulling my hand gently and forcing me to step forward only to be embraced and told, "Whenever you want. I'm always here for you… I've missed you so much Lucy." Feeling the gentle kiss to the top of my head I sigh happily wishing that there could be so many more moments like this.
Wrapping my arms around him I feel like the other half to myself has finally come together. Looking over and seeing Loke smile at me I reach out a hand and hold his fingers as well. Sobbing a little I choke out, "I really miss and love you guys so much. Please take care ok? I'll send more pictures soon, but please… Please bring your stars back out more often. It's far too lonely not seeing you all anymore." I would beg if I had to. I really needed to see them if I wouldn't be able to feel them through my keys anymore. "Promise me. Please. I'm a celestial mage and I will never break a promise, but come back for me to see you…" Stepping out of Draco's embrace I see the pained expression on his face and him saying reluctantly, "Ok Lucy. We'll come out only for you though. So please. Stay safe. Finish everything quickly so we can be by your side again. Promise us…" Smiling brightly I nod my head in time with his while the tears continue to poor down my face. Saying quickly in response, "I promise." Hooking his new key on my key ring I reach out for Loke to hug. The quick interaction isn't what I want, but it's my only chance.
Looking back at the Spirit King I quickly see his outstretched hand with the new key ring and instantly feel the burning sensation coming from my keys. I hold in the small gasp and feel the burn on my hands but clutch them tighter hugging each one and looking at them all one last time. Slowly I hold out my hand to him and drop them in his hand only to see them disappear in a soft light. Looking back over I see both Draco and Loke reach out and grab a hand, but then smile softly and glow lightly as well as disappear with a slight squeeze to my hand. The pain in my chest increases when I no longer feel the warmth, but I know that in a few moments it will only increase. Wiping my face frustrated I look back towards the Spirit King and see that he's hurting just as much, but I say softly interrupting anything he may say to comfort me in return, "It's ok Stache face. I know this is for the best." Seeing that big pained smile on his face he steps forward to hug me and says, "We'll see you again soon Lucy. Don't take too long with everything." Dropping the keys in my hand he glows softly and disappears.
Clutching the replica keys to my chest I gasp loudly while dropping to the floor with an ear splitting scream that I know is heard throughout the guild. Feeling the pain burst from the contracted keys being torn from me and taken back to the spirit world I know that they feel just as hurt and are showing it in their own way. Knowing that the cause was when the Spirit King disappeared I begin to feel the anger again swirling around me. Everything all the time all because of me! Why!? Why on earth do these things have to happen? I swear happiness is only a luxury to me at this point… Catching my breath slowly and feeling my trembling body start to slow down I shake my head back and forth clearing my head and finally I look over to see those familiar looks of pity on my family's faces and this only fuels my anger again. Reigning in my feelings I put a forced smile on my face and breath in and out clearing my head a bit.
Standing back up when I see Natsu about to stand trying to say something as well and walk over to me I hold out my hand stopping him and say, "Don't Natsu. I didn't know they were keeping such close tabs on all of my conversations. It's no one's fault but my own for coming up with the idea. This has nothing to do with you at all…" Watching the hurt look on his face nearly toppled me again, but I continue anyways, "Please I need you all smiling. I have my best friends and family by my side. Even Draco now. Your support is appreciated, but this gift today... I really appreciated it." Walking quietly back over to Mira I grasp her hand for the small amount of support I need, but am immediately knocked to the ground again by Happy flying into my chest when I wasn't paying attention. This in turn pulled Mira causing a big group pile. Chuckling softly I hear Happy sniffle, "I'm so sorry Lucy. I promise I'm not leaving your side though! We're all here. No one's going to take us away from you!" Relaxing a bit I gently rub his head with my free hand while pleading with Mira silently to pull me up since she is laughing and standing up now.
Finally right side up after much struggle with the sobbing Happy I look around the room and say encouragingly, "Everything is fine you guys. Don't worry. However master if you don't mind I'll be stealing Mira and Happy for a while. I have some things I need to get done before the evening…" Receiving a nod from the master I give a reassuring hug to all of them, but of course hugging Natsu a little bit longer to settle him down as well as help his insecurities a little. Carrying Happy out the door with Mira following close behind my last thought before completely closing the door behind Mira was that this was going to be a really long night.
Natsu's Point of View (Master's Office)
I feel the tears dripping off my chin as I watch the door close behind Lucy and continue to hate myself more and more. I know she was trying to help me a little with that hug, but I can't help but blame myself more. Looking down at my hands and clenching them I can't think clearly. Over and over again I see Lucy in my mind and I feel her disappointment and anger every time. Holding the bracelet I molded I poor every ounce of love and pain into it hoping that she feels that no matter what I'm so sorry for everything and that she means everything to me. Interrupted from my thoughts I feel a quick smack to the back from Gray so I look up and hear him say, "Come on Natsu. It'll be ok. We still have questions for master don't we…" I know he's trying to get my head back to where it should be, but I can't help but hurt even more after that. Looking back to the master I ask, "I get the picture that Lucy's life just became more interesting again and she's calling the shots…" Seeing the master nod I get frustrated and say angrily, "Explain to me why it has to be her master. We wanted to work on her home! Why can't she live in peace…" Feeling the need to release the pent up frustrations on her behalf since I know she never will, I stand and start pacing back and forth trying to keep myself somewhat calm. Continuing my rant I can't help but say, "Why is it always her? Dam it. One thing after another I keep making her cry over and over again." Running into something from not paying attention I feel myself fall to the ground and look up a little shocked when I feel a cold hand on my head covered in ice to distract me from myself.
"I understand your frustrations but you are going in circles Natsu. Clearly after the conversation she and the master had there is a way to get Lucy back her spirits or her family. Look at the positive. The Spirit King mentioned to hurry, or not take too long. That means it's possible." Seeing Gray turn his head to the master he continues, "Am I right Master. Is that the direction all of the events to come are going?"
Not missing the hopeful look on Gray's face I turn towards the master too praying that this is really the case. I didn't really look at this perspective from everything that was going on. Waiting with held breath I hear him say, "Not for a long time, but I'm not sure. It sounded like that to me too, but then again they may know something I don't. Now let me fill you guys in a little more on what we are planning. Nothing is solid so don't freak out immediately. Natsu and Gray you will be training with Lucy nonstop until the S-Class exam. According to her you guys were a little distracted with your thoughts, and you guys are sloppy as well as wasting unnecessary energy with your moves and magic. She won't break that promise, but she will also be working on other projects at the same time. Don't worry too much about Lucy because this is what she wants and it keeps her mind active. Doesn't want to leave a project unfinished that she's already started. Erza you have more of a choice. I would prefer you stay here and occasionally go to the training sessions, but again it's completely up to you. We have other tasks for you while they are training since you are going to be her eye's and ears here. Therefore for the next week you guys get your vacation to get your things in line. She has left to make preparations for her departure."
Overall this isn't sitting well with me. At the word departure I instantly try to interrupt, but am forced to remain silent for his further explanation. "Natsu you aren't leaving her side. Don't worry. She's just leaving before you so you can get some necessary things in order. I'll be discussing more with her later tonight and I expect you'll more than likely talk her into allowing you in on her strategy session with me. Now moving on to her home. I haven't mentioned it to her, but I was wondering if she would allow Fairy Tail to try and clean or build it up for her return in the future. Maybe we could talk her into letting Wendy or Levy move there for the time being… Keep an eye on her place…"
Shaking my head instantly no I reply, "Happy and I will fix it up for her return. It's only a few months, but I'm sure we can take care of it in between training sessions. I'm sure she'll still want to continue working there when she's done here." Looking at the masters facial expression I see that I'm missing something. Slowly saying, "Master we're only going to be training till the S-Class exams. We're coming back and she'll be with us… Why does it look like you're saying good bye permanently or that she's going to be gone for years. Not months…" Waiting patiently I look from Gray to Erza confused then back again and he responds with, "Natsu… There's plans and strategies in motion right now… She's requested this. You will always be with her unless she says otherwise, but more than likely she won't be coming back to her home for a long time…"
Hearing Erza suck in a breath quickly she replies interrupting me, "Master what are you talking about. Where is Lucy planning on going? Where she goes we go. We decided that when everything started happening." Shaking my head furiously agreeing with Erza and looking back to the master he responds with a sad smile, "I know Erza, but this time she doesn't want to put your lives on hold. We can't uproot all of Fairy Tail for this. Natsu will naturally stay with Lucy. Gray you have Juvia to consider, and Erza you can't leave Jellal behind. This time circumstances are still not on Lucy's side." Watching him wave his hand I see the three points that Lucy wrote up earlier and start feeling the frustrations again on her behalf.
First Goal: "Removing me from magical exposure makes the idea that I'm no longer of importance, but also makes me an easy target. Redirecting their focus directly to chasing me makes it less likely for issues to all of you. As a result the legal guilds can work silently behind the scenes."
Second Goal: "I won't break a promise and as a result I am still obligated to get Gray and Natsu in shape for the S-Class exams. If I strategize appropriately more jobs are indirectly going to be placed in legal guilds getting rid of the peons and pushing the important enemies into uncomfortable positions. They will make a mistake somewhere and when they do that will probably be the final show. It's like chess in a way."
Last Goal: "As to where I'm going I was hoping you would allow the first master to teach me a few things around Tenrou Island. Only Fairy Tail is capable of going there once she places her sphere around the island which makes the island invisible and the enemy unaware of my location. It's unfortunate that it also seals time so I won't really be capable of aging, but this will give me the space necessary to research in peace as well as the time needed without other distractions to train not only myself but Gray and Natsu."
Standing up outraged and yelling, "Tenrou Island! You can't have agreed to this master. Seriously! What about Fairy Tail? What about her home!?" The anger I feel at this… I can't believe she came up with this. Looking at everyone's frustrated faces I continue with another concern. "How the hell are we supposed to come and go from Fairy Tail if we're stuck on that island. Won't they just track us there? How long does she intend on staying there? There's no way the enemy won't find it since it's happened once before. It's the first place they would look…" Waiting impatiently for a response the master says with a look that could kill, "She has a practical way of getting to and from the island Natsu. She wants to remain out of their reach and keep them searching for her instead of looking for another means to complete their plan and coming after us. It's like chess as it states right there… All you need to do is see me if you are here and she is there. She has provided us with everything this far. Trust and believe in her. We are all learning along the way and she's being more open and working with both me and the first master more freely now. She's also mentioned trying to learn another magic while she's there with you both for training so maybe you can help her too. Just keep her safe. We all need her, but for now and over the next week please rest up. We will have a meeting tomorrow with all of the older members to explain some of the strategy as well as the future of where Fairy Tail is headed."
This however was not the answer I was looking for. She is always going to be just out of reach to me. Even earlier when Draco and Loke appeared. The look of pure happiness on her face was because of them. Never have I experienced that with her except for the first day I brought her to Fairy Tail. Dam it! Sitting back down and pulling my hair a little all I see is her face. Please Lucy for the love of all that is life… Crying isn't the answer, but that's all I can do right now. Whispering, "Master I can't keep going in circles like this. She doesn't even want to be with me and the way everything is going I'll never share a life with her. Being by her side isn't what I want. I want her by my side! I want to build a life with her here. Please tell me that this isn't happening. We were finally working on her home. We were finally working on training together. Tell me there's some other way to keep her here in Magnolia… In Fairy Tail." Hiccupping a little I feel ashamed, but if begging is what I have to do I'll do it. I don't want to make her uproot her life like this. Looking up with a tired face I see them glaring at me. I know they have every right, but I can't help it. "Come on please. I don't want a repeat of what happened five years ago, but she's running away again. Shutting everyone out and doing everything on our behalf. How am I supposed to react? I love her, but this isn't working. She will never refuse us our safety and she will always think of everyone but herself. However why do I feel left so far out of the picture that I'll never be able to stand by her side…" Unfortunately with my senses all out of whack I never noticed that Happy had opened the door and entered during my rant.
"Natsu I warned you and I asked ahead of time before you got involved with Lucy. Let me more thoroughly interrogate you now as I see you are having a mental break down. Do you or don't you love Lucy, and what are you willing to do and go through to be with her? You said you would never leave her side. If it means giving everything up including Fairy Tail for a short time then so be it. YOU PROMISED ME! Now let me further explain why and how she will always be with us. As in me and you Natsu. The three of us agreed that we are a family or did you forget so easily…" Happy says darkly. Seeing him push some of his magic and say. "Lucy!" I bright flash appears and Lucy is by his side quickly dropping into a low battle stance only to stand back up slowly confused. Seeing her smile softly towards Happy she says, "Happy what's wrong? I felt the distress when you summoned me and I told you only in emergencies to call for me. I'm really busy… What happened?"
When her eyes searched the room and finally fall on me I feel a ton of emotions and everything swirling out of my control. Keeping my mouth shut Happy responds, "Natsu here doesn't fully grasp everything and is having a meltdown. Please comfort him and explain in a manner that he can understand without losing his mind…" With a knowing look on her face towards Happy she turns towards me and I hold my breath while she walks towards me stopping and crouching down in front of me she says lightly, "Come on Natsu. Let's go home for a bit. Everything will make sense when I explain it to you a bit better. There's no reason for you to worry." Sniffling I reach slowly and run my fingers gently down her face to cup her cheek where she leans lightly into my hand to comfort me and relax me a bit. Loud enough for the others she says, "I'm going to take Natsu for a little while you guys. I'll be back tonight for our meeting master as well as our mini party we're setting up for Team Natsu. Is that ok?" Hearing everyone gently agreeing with her she pulls my hand from her face and in a soft light flowing from her we're both transported to her home directly in between the sleeping bags we had set up the evening prior.