Chapter 11: Pain Loves Game

"Mimi Elizabeth Montenegro!" Mimi's mother yelled with fury.

"Yes mother?" Mimi asked in an innocent tone.

Once outside Mimi's mother really let her have it. "HOW DARE YOU EMBARRESS ME AND YOUR FAMILY LIKE THAT YOUNG LADY! I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO ASHAMED TO HAVE YOU AS A DAUGHTER. YOU DISHONORED OUR FAMILY!"

"Mother shut up. I was just being myself and so were my friends and our cousins. Uncle Richard said we could anyway." Mimi defended herself and her friends.

"Mimi don't you think that those friends of yours are just using you to gain something for their cause?" Mrs. Montenegro asked lowering her voice.

"Mother if there is one thing I have learned its this.

The heart may freeze or it can burn

The pain will ease if I can learn

There is no future

There is no past

I live this moment as my last

There's only us

There's only this

Forget regret

Or life is yours to miss

No other road

No other way

No day but today"

"Mimi stop singing." Mrs. Montenegro ordered.

"There's only yes

Only tonight

We must let go

To know what's right

No other course

No other way

No day but today" Mimi sang with tears now in her eyes.

Everyone of Mimi's friends and cousins now outside began to sing with her.

"I can't control

My destiny

I trust my soul

My only goal is just

To be

There's only now

There's only here

Give in to love

Or live in fear

No other path

No other way

No day but today..."

"Mimi…"

Mimi began to walk back towards the house to Roger when she turned around and said, "Oh mother by the way…" She walked back up to her mother. "I have AIDS."

With that Mrs. Montenegro said, "YOU SLUT! YOU WHORE! YOU JUNKY!" And with that she grabbed Mimi by the shoulders and shoved her down the hill that they were standing on.

"MIMI!" Everyone yelled. Roger being the fastest got to her first.

"Mimi talk to me?" Roger begged.

"Mmm." Mimi began to stir. "Who are you?"