Hey! I had just read a bagginshield fanfic where Bilbo was a vampire; and that got me thinking. Warning: this will have blood, gore, and yaoi. don't like, don't read! Those who do, welcome. I own nothing! This is just my otp. I hope you enjoy.

Bilbo's P.O.V.

I had no idea what I was thinking when I ran after 13 dwarves. Just something to pass the time, I guess. All I know is that Thorin does NOT like me. None of them do. I know that they talk about me being weak and that I can't defend myself; they don't know how good my hearing is. Thorin doesn't join in, but I know in my heart that he thinks the same thing.

"Master Baggins, please keep up!"

"Yes! sorry, Thorin!" I get my pony to move a little, but it's still skittish. 'It's been years...but I still have that scent...will it ever go away?' I place my hand over where my heart is. But it won't make a sound. It hasn't...for...so...long...

"Bilbo? Is something wrong?"

"Oh!" I jump when I noticed Bofur had stopped next to me. I put on my best reassuring smile (I can charm as many people with that smile to do as I pleased.) "Yes, Bofur, I'm fine. Just thinking." I explained quickly. I just couldn't have anyone leaning my secret. Most defintly these dwarves.

After several hours more, we finally set camp. I feel my throat burn fiercely, reminding me of what sort of creature I had been turned into, the monster I was...

"Bilbo, do you want any?" Balin asked me, holding a bowl of soup.

"Ah, no, thank you. I'm...not hungry..." I stated lamely. Kili and Fili looked at me with concern in their eyes.

"But, Bilbo...you have to eat something!" Kili said with concern in his voice.

"I'm fine. Really!" I said reassuringly. In truth, I was so thirsty I could drink from a whole army. I needed to feed, and soon. Before I did something that I might regret.

"Bilbo, come on. Just eat something." Fili tried.

"I said that I was fine!" I growled, jumping up. Without a backwards glance, I stormed out of the camp site. I just had to get out of there before my thirst got the better of me...before I hurt one of them...

Trudging through the woods until I could no longer smell the scent of the dwarves, I finally gave into my instincts. The instincts to hunt. The instincts to kill. I noticed the scent of wolf only five miles away. It was old, with a leg that was dragging. Perfect. That would be easy prey for me as it has been many years since I hunted.

Running through the trees to my prey, I wondered why I would ever want this to end. It wasn't until I killed the wolf and drank it's blood that I realized that I wanted to just vanish from this world. To join my mother and father, along with my friends and those who are long gone. Yes, I wanted to die, and to remain dead. Not as this creature that deceives and cheats to get what it wanted. I didn't want to be...a vampire.

-Hey, let me know what you guys think. I would love to hear what you have to say.

Since I am full of shit at giving summaries in the beginning, I'll give one now:

Bilbo has a secret: he's a vampire! one of the first to ever walk on middle Earth. he doesn't want his new found friends to find out, for fear that they would reject him; especially Thorin, whom Bilbo can't keep thinking about. But what would happen when one of Bilbo's 'Brothers' comes by with a summons from their 'Mother'? Can Bilbo keep his friends safe from a house full of vampires; or would they need saving from him?

I do hope you guys like this first chapter, would will look forward to the rest. I should say, this is Bagginshield, so there will be yaoi in later chapters. May turn to rated M in later chapters for reasons that only I flipping know! okay, I'm not that cold-hearted. Love you guys! See you soon!