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I hope you guys enjoy this chapter. Hard language is involved, but Kayla will finally let us know what happened back in Germany.

Chapter 11

When Kayla finally arrived at her hotel room, she felt so relieved. Today she really made a fool out of herself. Again. She was ashamed for what had happened. Ashamed that she cried. There was no need to do it in public. She just wanted to forget it all.

"Hone, I'm home." Kayla said to her boyfriend of 3 years, Nicolas.

She went into their living room only to find him sitting at the couch with a beer in his hand.

"Oh, Kayla. You still know where you live. I'm surprised. Where the fuck have you been?"

Kayla put her gym back on the floor next to her.

"I met up with Sarah and we went to the gym. I told you about it."

"Oh, you told me about it?" he said while he took a sip from his beer.

"And what did I told you about going to the gym?"

Kayla hesitated. She knew he had a problem with her going to the gym, but she didn't know he was serious. Especially since he works out at the gym as well.

"I asked you a question."

"I-I um."

"Stop fucking stuttering when I'm talking to you. How old are you? Like 6 or something. Fucking talk to me like a normal person." he yelled.

"You said you don't want me to go." she said.

Nicolas grinned.

"Good girl. And why?"

"Because there are men?"

He nodded.

"I said fucking no to this whole gym thing. Only bitches go there wearing those tight leggings and tight tops. I know how men are. I don't want them to look at you with sex in their eyes calling you names. Next time this Sarah wants to convince you to go there you're staying home. Understand?"

"But I really enjoy-" Nicolas stood up from the couch and looked at her with crazy eyes.

"You disagree with me?"

Kayla immediately took a step back and almost fell over her gym back.

"N-No! But I-"

"The fuck Kayla!You're doing it again!"

She was now with her back against the wall. He squeezed her cheeks.

"I'm dead serious. Don't ever go there again!"

Kayla couldn't say a word which only made him more angry.

"I said don't ever fucking go there again!"

Kayla started crying. She knew he had a temper problem but this time he went too far.

"I fucking hate it when you're crying! For fucks sake stop it!"

But she couldn't, she was too scared to be able to stop crying. She never saw him that way ever before. He was still pinning her against the wall when he slapped her right in the face. She immediately stopped crying. He was now out of control and pulled her by her long hazel hair.

"Why don't you fucking listen to me?" she fell on the floor and he even kicked her in the stomach.

"This is all your fault, you know that? You deserve all of this. You make me do this to you. You know how nice I am!" he yelled at her.

He stopped kicking her and looked at her laying on the floor curled up.

"You know how much I love you, right?" she just nodded while she was holding her stomach.

"I want to show you how much I love you, baby. Get up."

She barely could stand on her feet.

"Get up!" he said louder.

She didn't know how she made it on her feet but she was now standing in front of him.

"Good girl. Now come with me, I want to show you how much I love you and need you." he took her bridal style and went into their bedroom.

"No, Nicolas. Please." she almost said in in a whisper but loud enough for him to hear.

"Shut the fuck up. This can't be true. You really know how to ruin my mood."

When they arrived at the bedroom he almost threw her on the bed.

"Get undressed now."

Kayla was still crying. How could he do that? The men she fell in love with.

"I said get fucking undressed now or do you want me to show you some more respect?"

She hook her head quickly no and started to undress herself while Nicolas was doing the same, not looking away from her.

She just wanted it to be over when he climbed on top of her. She closed her eyes and hope it wouldn't hurt that much.

After Nicolas got what he was craving for he cuddled up behind her.

"I'm sorry you made me do this to you, babe. But sometimes you're a little stubborn and this is driving me insane. You know that, right?"

She just nodded.

"I love you. Do you forgive me?" he said while kissing her neck.

She nodded again, too afraid to disagree with him, causing him to explode again.

"I knew you would forgive me." with that he got up and looked around in the bedroom.

"Do me a favor and clean this mess up."

He left her alone in their bed. In this bed she shared her first time with him. This bed used to be so uncomfortable and now it just feels like she is laying on 1000 needles.

She cleaned up the room like she was told and took a hot shower, trying to wash away her shame.

Kayla couldn't believe she stayed with him for so long. Too long. How could she ever let anyone use her?

One day she woke up and had enough of this. She was finally fed up and decided to leave him. Too afraid to tell him, so she packed her stuff and ran away. All of a sudden.

She went to her parents and told them it was over between them, smart enough not tell them what really happened between him and her, knowing that both her mom and dad would completely freak out and wouldn't let her leave Germany. It's not that she hated her home country, she just wanted to be far away from him. As far as he could.

She felt safe in the United states. She changed her phone number and only told her parents that she had to go to USA but not in which state she was currently living. Because she wasn't even sure what she wanted to do in this country. She just felt that she had to go there.

Being on the road helped her feeling more safe. But she never thought it was that hard to forget what happened.

Kayla took a hot shower and got into her comfy clothes. Jogging pants and a big hoodie. She barely wore any clothes that fits her, she liked to hide her body in them. Nicolas never liked it, when she was wearing tight clothes. Sometimes you can't change habits.

She was watching some TV until she fell asleep on the couch.

Wow. So what do you guys think about this chapter and Kaylas story? Let me know!