Chapter 8 This Is Love

Shay POV

"Get up!Get up! Get up!" I could hear my alarm going off telling me that the shift was over and then it just turned off. The sirens stopped and the screeching voice just stopped. I groaned as I shifted into something it was warm and staring at me. I could feel his gaze and I knew that he had calmed down but not by much. "Its weird to stare at people while they are sleeping in fact it is super creepy you know that right." I heard Kelly chuckle as I turned over so that I could look him even though all my muscle screamed for me to stay in place but I had to see his face. I slowly opened my eyes to be met by his critical blue eyes. "Your eyes are so...amazing" I hid my face as I felt it heat up as Kelly busted out into laughter like last night never happened he seemed more at ease than before as well. Maybe he was over scratch that he can hold onto a grudge for years and never have a problem with it. "Nothing is more beautiful than you when you smile." I snickered as I felt grin form on my face and I pulled my face out of his soft blankets and up at him. His tan skin seemed wrinkled in a way not like old people wrinkles more like there was something that was eating at him all night and he didn't get any sleep kind of wrinkles you know. "What's wrong?" I looked at him and frown lines formed in his forehead and his blue eyes started to become clouded over like there wasn't something wrong with him. "Nothing to worry about, hey come on we can go get some breakfast what do you say." I grinned wide as my heart beat sped up at the idea of getting out of the bed. "Would you mind if we waited for the rest of them to clear out first. After last night I don't think that I can face any of them right now." I looked at Kelly my voice sounding so small and not like me. I guess I didn't want to admit that i was worried about what the others thought about the two of us even though I know that I shouldn't care.

"What are you kidding me I can't believe you." He sound outraged as he sat up abruptly shooting through the air and tuning his neck to look at me. But when he saw the look on my face and panic building up in me as he began to laugh. "Leslie I'm just kidding, you can have whatever you want, after the night that we had, I will go along with what you say for now." I growled at him and I hit his shoulder and sighed. "Don't do that again you're not funny you hear me." I heard him laugh as he hover over me placing kissing on me his lips soft and slowly as he placed a kiss on my neck and then licked it warming the patch of skin. Before he moved up to my collar bone.I felt something in my stirring as I started to heat up form his touch. Like he is electric or pure energy waking up my tired limbs. My legs move wrapping around his waist and bucking deep into his groin, as he let out a low growl. I laughed at him as he frown and nipped my neck playfully before there was a nock on the door. "There all gone you can come out now." I knew that voice is was Dawson I grinned wide and jump out of the bed causing Kelly to let out a whimper as I did so. "Get over it I want pancakes and waffles let's go." He groaned and got out of the bed slowly while I opened the door wide to show Gabby she had already changed out of her uniform and I sighed. "Kells I'm going to go get changed I'll wait for you by the car." He just grunted, he didn't even bother looking up from his boots. Poor guy maybe I will make it up to him tomorrow.. I heard Dawson laughing at Kelly as I turned to her. Her brown eyes clouded over with sleep and something else was that anger that I saw in her eyes. Giving them a certain glow that I hadn't ever seen before.

I bumped her shoulder playfully to get her attention but it didn't work she was staring blankly ahead as we made it to the locker room. I could hear the dripping forest in the showers and the sound of the lockers still ringing from, how hard the guys must have been hitting them. "Babes whats wrong, you have been off." I slowly slid off the soft fabric of my shirt revealing my black lace bra that I put on to mess with Kelly,but we didn't get the chance to had sex last night. Just the thought of his strong hand wrapping around my thin wasie as he touch lightly at my pants. Just thinking about it was getting me wet so I stopped thinking about it adult play. "Huh" I turned back to look at Gabby for a moment as she began to twirl her hair while looking at the door. "It's just that the whole walk, you didn't say a thing not since you were laughing at Kelly and you have this angry light in your eyes it's kinda getting me worried what's wrong." I look at Gabby for a minute before my line of sight was blocked by my blue fabric of my shirt. I felt it slipping over my skin as Gabby growled under her breath and looked at me. "What they did Shay I couldn't believe that?Why did they feel so entitled to your personal information just so that they could haze the two of you some more." I snapped my head up to looked at Gabby this sadness or anger expression was at the corners of her mouth as her eyebrows twitched as she started to frown but at the last minute form to a sad smile instead. "I get them wanting to know its a big deal to them in some fucked of wahy. But the way that they acted upon it by saying that Kelly had died in that fire just to see how you would react was fucked up even for them." I nodded along with her reasoning she had and made a good point and I agreed with her. But still there was no point in letting it ruin our day right. "Hey what they did was fucked up and I will be the last person to forgive them but we need to do out duty and enjoy our lives without them pissing us off right?" I pulled up my jeans letting the tough yet soft blue fabric envelope me. I shivered as the cold metal button hit my waist i didn't even notice how cold I was till right now. I reach my hand absently into my locker to grab my jacket and Gabby chuckled under her breath before it turn into a full blown laugh as I started to grasp air. "Shay you didn't bring a jacket or a sweater I guess you will have to ask your man to keep you warm."

We were both laughing as I threw my bag over my shoulder and started to walk out of the fire house. I was instantly hit with the ice cold air, I loved chicago but it could be a little bit warmer you know. I sighed heavily when I looked at Dawson. "I and Kelly are getting some breakfast you should come we could all use the time to get a level head right." I bumped her shoulder and this small smile spread across my face hoping that it would help me get a better chance of getting her to say yes. "Alright babes just for you." She laughed and I laughed with her but it died in my throat as I noticed that Otis and Cruz were trying to talk to Kelly but he wasn't having it. His postures stiffened and he looked explosive, he looked like he would jump on the both of them at any moment. Kelly lived for conflict he had no problem kicking their asses but that would cause problems seeing as how he had already promised that I was going to get alone with them already. "No it's a nonissue my life with Shay outside of this firehouse was none of your business. If we decided not to tell you guys there was a good what do the two of you do, I don't care that why you did it and I don't care about you using me to get to Shay just to find out. I mind that you caused her pain and that only make me want to beat the living shit out of you even more. The only reason I'm not is that I love that girl and that job other than that I would have ended you both there." He was glaring at them and Otis tried to sluk close and try to talk to Kelly once more. "So what you are saying is that if we get Shy to forgive us then we are good." I looked at Dawson and he smiles wide at Otis questioning tone. Kelly scoffed hard at him and he went to walk to the car and Cruz stopped him. "Hey, can you at least answer that question. I looked at Kelly he was fuming and you could literally see it, his breath was forming into smoke as he looks at them. "Yeah, it's a start to getting me to cool down." They both smile wide and nodded their heads before running off. If they thought that's my forgiveness could be bought then they had another thing coming. "Hey!" I hear Gabby calling to Kelly as his head snapped up and this frown formed on his face.

I slowly shift and looked at my then at the cafe with Gabby at my right talking about exactly to Kell about Casey asking him if he had ever mention her or if he was still with Hailey. I chuckled under my breath as I made it to the hostess desk. Standing there was a bubbly redhead hair blue eyes scanned over me and then Gaby than Kelly. Her eyes lingering a little too long as she started from his head and slowly raked her eyes over his strong legs, then his waist before making her way up to is washboard abs that were harder than steel or at least that's what they felt like to me. "Right so do you need to look at my boyfriend like a piece of meat for your personal consumption or is that just a new place they are enacting. " I glare at her as I placed a hand on my hip, my voice half snarl,half growl and this posesive angry suddenly took over me. It caused both Gabby and Kelly to laugh but the girls face turn bright red matching her hideous hair, as she walked toward the table meekly. "You waitress will be right with you." Her voice was meek as she looked at her feet before running back for to the hostess table. "Damn Shay" I snapped my head up to look at Gabby who was still laughing as Kelly wrapped his arm around my shoulder kissing my right temple while sighing so that his warm breath hit my skin. "I'm like blondes don't worry." I turned to look at him anger coming off of me as he puts out this huge smile reliving his bright teeth shining like diamonds. "You're lucky you're cute." He laughed at me before turning to look at Gabby who was sticking her finger in her mouth making gagging sounds. "So gross it's like being the third wheel on one of my brother dates." He laughed at her as he head the grossed out tone that Dawson was using. "What ever when you finally get Casey on your radar we can double date how about that."

Gabbs face turn bright red as he said that and she started to sturred as the waitress and took our orders. This time is she didn't look Kelly up and down and that made me feel better that was for sure. Through the morning it was peaceful that was until I look out the window and into the parking lot. Mouch, Casey and Herman here and were about to walk in. "Kells bells" He whined as I called him that causing Gabby to laugh. "I'm sorry what was that nickname,do tell more about this." I turn to look at Gibbs and this would be the perfect distraction, Kelly wouldn't even noticed. "Well you see two years ago was Christmas we are both pretty hammered and I started to rhyme thing together and I was trying to find something that could rhyme with kelly beside smelly. That was when I took the Y out and you get Kell then I just add a S to it and I got Kells. Then from there in my drunk mind I was laying on the floor with Kelly who was playing with these stupid silver bells that I go for the christmas tree which is were I got the idea of Kells Bells. He hoped that since I was drunk that I would drop it or forget it when the liquor wore off but it was so cute that I had to keep it." Gabby started to out right laugh and snort as I looked at Kelly he had this agitated yet amused look on his face as he turned to look at me kissing me on the lips before his mouth hovered over my ear. "Your going to pay for this later tonight." He laugh darker as I felt a shiver run up my spin as he turned back to look at Dawson and this growls escape his lips. Gabby stopped laughing idemdtaily as she thought that it was directed at her and that he wanted her to stop . But slowly she noticed that his gaze was drawn to something else, I don't need to look up from Kelly's face to know what he was looking at. His jaw was locked and angry. I lifted my hand and placed it on his shoulder squezzing lightly. "Don't! You hear me you're not making a scene here suck it up till we get home then you can vent."

He snarled under is breath and went back to looking out of the window while Gabby sighed heavily "There coming over here you guys." Kelly raised his head and stared at the waiter that slowly made her way over her . "Check please." I glared at him and her then at my plate I wasn't finished and I was starving. "I don't think so." I snarled at him before turning to look at the waitress "He is just kidding could I have an Irish coffee for him heavy on the whisky please." She nodded her head confused but did as I asked as I glared at him "I didn't finish eating calm down now." I looked at him and he sighed heavily and rested his head on my shoulder. "Fine babe" He closed his eyes only and it was good that he did because the guys just made it over to us. Each one of their blue gaze full of regrets and sadness. Hermann most of all I guess he felt the most responsible since he was the one that blew the lid off of it. "So I just want to say that I'm sorry that I opened my big mouth. I should have thought before I acted but it was just such a big shock to see the two of you kissing that I didn't know what to do." I felt Kelly stir as the watires brought over his coffee. "Here you go sir its is hot." But Kelly didn't say anything he just grunted in agreement and looked at the guys. "It's fine alright just lets us eat in peace and we can call it even for now. I'm not pissed at you guys and either are you right Shay?" I looked at him rubbing his back, trying to keep him calm before looking at the guys. "Yeah our problem is with the wonder twins the three of you aren't to blame." They each nodded their heads as they t walked away and I let a huge sigh of relief.. "God man are such a pain in the did I go hetero again?" I laugh and so did Gabby before we tore into our food hopefully the guys been more understanding as the next couple of days roll in.