"Bellamy, wake up" a voice rang outs Ugh. "Bellamy, get your ass up. I have shit to do and I'm not leaving you here alone" Octavia's voice said again.

"What time is it?" he asked groggily sitting up. God my head hurts. What happened last night? I was on my way to the group and

"Clarke" I uttered.

"Clarke? Oh yeah, you need to apologize for last night. What the hell is wrong with you? Do you always have to be the jerk that you are? You're lucky that you're my brother otherwise I wouldn't put up with your arrogant ass. Now get up and change. I'm dropping you over there while I go get Lincoln" she demanded, heading down the hall to her bedroom.

Apologize? What the hell did I do? I wondered getting up to clean myself up. While washing my faces I remembered.

By the time he clocked out, the club was in full swing and crowded. Music was louder than earlier and more drunk people had been on the dance floor. He approached the group taking in the gang.

Jasper had his arm around Maya while talking to Monty about their moonshine. Raven and Wick were arguing in the corner of the booth, not that that was unusual, and Miller and Clarke were engaged in a deep conversation that he couldn't quite make out, but was sure it was serious because Miller had that expression on his face that told him it was serious. He than noticed his sister and Lincoln however were nowhere in sight. Before he could question where they were, Miller pulled Bellamy aside.

"Bro, what the hell were you thinking? Do you know how serious this is" he bluntly asked, clearly pissed.

"What are you talking about Miller?"

"I'm talking about you sleeping with Clarke." Bellamy's breath hitches and his confused face turned into a shock one.

"I'm not sleeping with Clarke. She deserves better than that and you know I don't do relationships." he replied nonchalantly. He felt bad for lying to his best friend, but he wasn't going to admit what was going on. It was supposed to stay between the two of them.

"I'm not an idiot Bellamy. She didn't need to tell me to figure it out. I drove by her apartment the other day to check up on her and imagine how surprised I was to find your car there. No that wasn't the surprising part. Using the key she gave me for emergencies, I went into the apartment, knocked on her bedroom door and when there was no answer, I cracked it open only to find both of you in bed with the lack of clothing"

Feeling guilty, Bellamy admitted they had slept together, but that he wasn't the one who initiated it.

"Clarke did.?" Miller asked shocked. Bellamy nodded and replied "2 months ago"

Sighing, Miller said "You and I both know that this won't end very well Bellamy. I don't know if you see it, but you're going to hurt her. You need to end this before it goes any further" and with that he walked away back to the group.

Exasperated, he made his way back as well noticing that his sister and Lincoln were there. Upon his return the group did their usual thing, took shots and headed out to the dance floor leaving him and Clarke alone.

"Clarke" he said turning to her.

She looked at him with no emotion or at least she tried to, but he could see right through it. She was mad.

"What's wrong? What'd I do?" he asked, but he didn't get an answer. Instead he got the cold shoulder and silence. Not knowing what else to do, he stood in front of her and turned her head to face him.

"Princess" he whispered. "Come on, tell me. I don't like this" Taking her hand in his, bringing it to his face.

"Stop Bellamy" she glared before snatching her hand back. "You think I'm just a 'hook up'? If you want to give me that title than why do you keep coming to me to get off.?!" she practically yelled, but nobody around heard because the music was too loud.

Not knowing what she was talking about, he was about to reply when Octavia ran over and pulled Clarke into the crowd unaware that the two were having a serious conversation. Taking Jasper's bottle of moonshine off the table, he started to down the bottle until it was empty.

Spotting Clarke again, who was now dancing with her eyes closed moving in a way that he would've taken her right there, he made his way over. She must've felt his gaze because she opened her eyes and met his eyes until he was in front of her.

Not wanting to argue, she just continued to dance while his hands found their way to her hips. After a couple songs, he noticed that was grinding herself on him while holding him in place with her arm around him. Feeling himself get aroused from the contact, he leaned down in the crook of her back and placed a kiss on the spot behind her ear causing her to jump a little at the sudden contact.

He was about to place another kiss when she pulled herself away from him. "I can't do this Bellamy" she told him with her eyes low. She began to walk away from him when she was pulled back against him.

"Do what? We're not doing anything wrong. We're just having some fun" he whispered in her ear. The smell of liquor on his breath. She tried to pull herself away when his grip on her tightened.

Annoyed by her action, he slurred "I want you Princess and I know you want me" before crashing his lips to hers.

She was stunned and before she could help herself, she raised her hand and slapped him hard enough to cause him to stumble, catching him offguard at the contact.

"You pompous asshole!" she shrieked with tears forming in her eyes leaving him standing there while grabbing Octavia's hand who managed to see the whole thing. She looked at him disappointed before following Clarke.

He managed to sober up the minute her hand landed on his cheek along with her walking away. He ran after her finally comprehending what happened not realizing that it was too late. Opening up hid phone to call her, he stopped. Knowing her, she wasn't going to pick up so he went to send her a text. Rereading what he sent her last, he knew what was wrong.

Not wanting to feel like the idiot he was, he went back into the bar and tried his best to get drunk enough to forget about what had happened.

Coming back to reality, Bellamy followed Octavia into the car not saying a word. He presumed she was pissed at him for last night and it was proven right when she pulled him from his thoughts after pulling in front of Clarke's apartment complex.

"She's hurting Bell and the worst part is that it's because of you. You've always taken care of me and you've been taking care of Clarke ever since she came into our lives. I know everything. She told me what's going on between you two and you need to fix it. I'm not going to lose my best friend" she said unlocking the doors indicating that she was done talking to him.

Before closing the door behind him, he looked at his sister seeing that she had also been hurt by his actions. "I'm sorry O" he stated turning to head up.

Popcorn, futons, blankets, movies...Clarke mentally check in her head. Today it was her turn to host the groups weekly get together. She thought after last night, they'd cancel, but they'd gone out instead of stayed in.

Today they were going to barbecue and spend time at the pool before movie night. Lucky for her, she wasn't showing yet, so she could still wear her bathing suit. She still couldn't believe that she was pregnant. Well she believed it, she just didn't believe it was Bellamy's.

She didn't know what to do about him. The group had made a pact that no matter what, everybody is to attend the get together. No excuses. So she couldn't avoid him even if she tried.

Recalling last nights events, she sighed and looked down at her wrists. Small bruises had formed, but you'd have to really look to notice. She was pale, but still. He was never rough with her in any way and if she was being honest, she didn't want it to happen again.

Hearing a loud crash, she looked over to where she'd left Jasper and Monty only to find them wrestling like little kids making her laugh. She joined Raven and Maya on the couch rooting for either boys. Jasper managed to put Monty in a head lock and couldn't get himself out. Monty looked over at Clarke with a jokingly cry for help. She knew exactly what it meant and tagged Monty so she can replace him.

Letting him out of his grip, faking a shock expression on the betrayal from her, Jasper looked at Clarke.

"Just because you're like my sister, doesn't mean I'll let you win"

"Oh Jasper, you always underestimate me" I smirked before he launched himself towards me, aiming to go straight to pinning me down. Classic Jasper she thought before moving to the side just in time before he could get her down. Grabbing his wrist, she positioned it pressed behind him before bending his knees and getting him on the ground before settling her weight on top of him.

"So what was it about letting me win?" She smiled triumphantly getting up to high five the girls and Monty.

"I am forever in your debt" Monty kneeled, praising her. Laughing at him with Raven, she gave him a curtsy. Maya however couldn't stop laughing. Her boyfriend had gotten his ass kicked in a matter of minutes. Of course she's earned a glare from Jasper, but soon made him feel better either a kiss.

Clarke excused herself to go change so they could head down to the pool. In less than 5 minutes, they were in the elevator with everything. Right when the doors opened, the older Blake came in sight. The gang greeted him continuing to make their way to the pool. Clarke was still standing there not knowing what to do.

A couple minutes had passed and he still didn't say anything so she moved to walk past him when he moved in front of her. She took this as a chance to see what he looked like. His dark curls were still a mess, but in a way that fit him. His eyes looked tired and his stupid freckles were still in every spot that she'd memorized. He still didn't say anything so she did.

"What is it, Bellamy?" She asked impatiently. His eyes switched between anywhere else and her eyes, but she gave him a look that he ended up holding her gaze.

"I'm sorry for last night. For forcing a kiss on you and for the text I last sent you. I wasn't paying attention to what I texted, but still that's no excuse. I'm just sorry" he pleaded.

She did what she knew best and opened her arms for a hug. He knew she hadn't forgiven him yet, otherwise she would've told him it was okay. This was her way of saying that she would. So he kissed the top of her head and pulled her towards the pool missing the smile she had on her face the entire way.

Almost an hour later, Octavia had returned with Lincoln by her side. Wick joined them some time after.

The group eventually split into girls and guys unknowingly. The guys were grilling the food talking about sports while the girls were doing the exact opposite. Gossip.

"Do you know how far along you are?" Octavia asked, pulling Clarke away from the other girls.

She shook her head. "I haven't gotten the chance the chance to see a doctor. My mom's been working at the hospital a lot lately and I would rather that she not be there when I find out"

She didn't allow her mom to be in her life much lately. Abby was a different person these days. If her words weren't professional as used in the hospital then it was cold as ice.

Nodding her head in understanding Octavia asked another question. "I just want to make sure. It's Bellamy's right.?"

"Yes, it's his. You know everything O. You know how I feel about him. You know he doesn't want more. I feel like I'm going to be alone with this" Clarke sobbed into the girls shoulder quietly, trying not to let the others see her like this.

Octavia rubbed her back and hummed to her quietly til see calmed down. "You've got me. I won't let you go through this alone. Even though I hope that my brother would take on this responsibility. If he doesn't, I'll be there" she assured.

Before the rest of the group could see the emotional exchange, Clarke sat up subtly wiping her eyes, asking if anyone wanted to take a dip. Standing near the edge of the pool was probably the worst place the girls could be standing right now before Jasper, Monty, Lincoln and Wick had tackled he girls in, starting a water war. Noticing that Bellamy wasn't in the water, Clarke looked over at the grill with him already looking at her. His eyes filled with concern, as if he knew that she was crying. Not wanting to think about it, she averted her gaze when Monty managed to get her on his shoulders yelling "CHICKEN FIGHT!"

"You're going down bitches.!" yelled Octavia settling onto Lincoln's shoulders. Starting the whole fight

Maya and Jasper were out immediately since Raven caught Maya offguard and she feel. Instead of wallowing at the quick loss though, they went straight for the food that was ready to eat.

Octavia held onto Clarke's hands trying to get her to lean on the side. Clarke was about to pull Octavia forward so she could lose her balance when Montys grip on her released causing her to lose her balance instead, falling into the water.

"Monty I almost had her" she looked over at Monty to catch him staring at something over her shoulder. Turning around, she saw that Miller was sitting with Maya, Jasper, and Bellamy.

"Sorry? Hehe I guess I got a little distracted" he nervously said. It wasn't a secret that Monty had feelings for Miller. At least not to her.

"It's okay, go ahead and go over. I'll catch up" Clarke gave him a smile before going under the water and swimming towards the deep end.

Miller didn't know that Monty had a thing for him and Monty didn't know Miller had a thing for him. How could they not? she thought to herself before surfacing above the water. Deciding she needed a break from the water, she was about to get out on the side that she swam to when

"Hey, you need some help there?"

Clarke looked up, finding that all too familiar grin in front of her.

"Finn, hey. Yes please" she said holding out her hand. Once she was out, she noticed he hadn't let go of her hand. Instead of pulling her hand back she asked "What are you doing here? Stalking is a crime you know" she joked

"Ah the classic assumption" he put his free hand over his heart pretending to be hurt.

"How hurtful that you think of me that way my dear. I've been looking for you all over" he said clearly going along with the joke.

Giving him a curtsy "I am so sorry my dear for putting the worry on you. I thought I'd have a getaway, but it seems I can't get away" causing Clarke to laugh at her cleverness and making Finn laugh too.

"I like that"

"Like what?" Confused by his statement

"A girl that can make me laugh with her dorkiness"

"I am not a dork" she retorted.

"I said your dorkiness. Your actions, but not you as a person my Dear" he said lifting her hand to kiss it. Blushing, she pulled her hand away and told him "I will accept your compliment. I think hehe"

"This is my complex by the way. Letting you know that I'm not stalking a beautiful woman like yourself. I stop by every now and than to make sure everything's okay"

"Wow, that's impressive" Clarke replied not knowing what else to say from the unexpected information.

"Not that impressive, but I'll let you go. It seems that your friends haven't taken their eyes off of us since I helped you out" he gestured behind her.

He was right. They were looking before they noticed that she saw them and turned away.

"I still have your card. I'll text you" she leaned up and gave him a kiss on the cheek before heading back off to the group.

"Are you seeing him?!" exclaimed Octavia and Raven.

"No you guys know I just met him yesterday. So what movies are we watching tonight?" She asked making it clear that she wanted to change the subject. Noticing that they hadn't left her any grilled hotdogs, she opened the package to cook one and went to put it on the grill. From the corner of her eye, she saw that Bellamy had gotten up.

"You need help there Princess?"

"I got it" she relied, placing the hot dog on the grill.

"Are we okay? You haven't spoken to me since our run in in the lobby"

Sighing "Yes, we're okay. It's just a lot going on in my head right now"

"Like what?"

"Bell, I think we should stop sleeping together" I finally admitted

"Yeah, I know. Miller thinks I'm going to hurt you if we keep doing this, but I don't want to do that" he looked down at her

You ready are she tried to say with her eyes, but held it back to herself

When the hotdog was finished, she nodded at him to go back to the group and she'd follow. The rest of the day went smoothly. Sometime during the third movie, everybody had gone home and for now everything was okay. Kind of.

Even though Clarke held a big secret from Bellamy, she wanted to hold onto the days where they were just best friends before they slept together. Just a little longer before everything blew up.