A/N: Okay at first I would like to thank all the reviewers. Thank you and enjoy your story. I AM LOOKING FOR A BETA. MERRY CHRISTMAS JUST FOUR MORE DAYS. So the song brought to you by me today is: Unfaithful by Rihianna.
Emmett: Hello out there can you hear me it's an S.O.S let me be me.
Rosalie: Emmett what are you doing?
Emmett: What does it look like I am doing?
Rosalie: Well we are in the middle of the mall and all eyes are on you.
Emmett: Whatever major loser. (Doing WEML from Camp Rock)
Rosalie: Did you just WEML me?
Emmett: Yea
Rosalie: (Rose bitch slaps Emmet)
Emmett: Owww (rubbing his cheek) that hurts
Rosalie: I know next time watch you or else it is going to hurt like a bitch.
Emmett: Yes babe
Disclaimer: *sobs* I don't own Twilight and *sobs* all the characters, but I do own Yasmin and Tony *doing happy dance*
**Bella's POV**
Previously on A Fresh Start With Kids?
The phone ringed a couple of times before she picked up "Hello"
"Hey mom it's me Bella"
"Ohh how wonderful to hear you so how are you liking Forks, and don't forget to visit with my precious grandchildren."
"Ok mom I will." I told my mom about everything that happened so far.
"So I was wondering if the kids can…"
**Bella's POV**
"So I was wondering if the kids can move in with you for only a couple months. I just need to get things situated here." I said in one breath. There was silence on the other line. I just waited until she spoke up again.
"Bella I don't know it's really kind of stupid sending them here to live with me because you don't want them being around Edward you have to face it he is their father."
"Mom just can they stay there please pretty please." I put on my best puppy dog face even though she cannot see it.
"Umm I don't know… I guess they can stay but it is up to their decision if they want to stay or come here. This affects their life as much as it affects yours think about it first and gets everyone's opinion and call me back, but otherwise I will gladly let them stay here."
"Fine mom I'll think about it."
"That's my baby you can't be making decision like that. I got to go now bye love you bunches and don't forget to call me."
"Bye, love you to bunches." I hanged up the phone and went to bed.
**Next Morning**
I woke up to two little people jumping up on my bed. I was so tried but I had to force myself out of bed and talk to these two little munchkins about staying with my mom for a little while. I got out of bed and went downstairs to the kitchen to make breakfast. For breakfast we had chocolate chip pancakes with orange juice. I was debating on whether I should tell them now or later, so I decided to tell them later and I would let them see Edward and then I will tell them.
"So do you guys want to hang out with your Dad" I asked slowly. They both nodded their head. When I was done with breakfast I let the kids watch TV and I made a call.
"Hello" he answered sadly. I wonder what is bothering him.
"Hi Edward it's me Bella I just wanted to know if you want to take the kids out today and maybe we can talk later."
"Umm yeah that sounds fine to me." His tone of voice changed so he must be happy about it, but when I tell him what I am going to do, he is going to hate me.
"Okay you can pick them like right now if you are not busy or anything."
"Alright, I will be there in half an hour."
"Kay bye"
"Bye see you later." With that I hanged up and went to the living room to watch some TV. I got bored of what they were watching SpongeBob Square Pants. I just really despise that show; it is just so so so I can't even find a word to describe it. I didn't want them to watch it, so I changed it to Phineas and Ferb that was better and they really didn't mind.
Note to self: Block SpongeBob Square Pants. (Ok I really don't like SpongeBob sorry to all the people that do)
I got my IPod and just listened to some song.
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
Just then the doorbell rang and it was Edward, I told the kids bye and they left to go have fun and I went back to the song I was listening to.
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
That is what I feel like a murder because I am taken the kids away from him and it is going to kill all of them. None of them will be happy. Am I doing the right thing? Or are my kids going to hate me forever?
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah Yeah Yeah
When the song was over I took a short nap. I haven't been getting any sleep lately because of all the thinking I am doing now a days. My head is starting to hurt.
**Couple hours later**
Edward brought the kids back later and they were sleeping quietly. He helped me get them into their said that they had a fun time. Right here comes the hard part seeing them all happy I don't want to be the one to ruin their relationship together.
"Edward, this is going to be hard to say but I just have to say it."
"Okay" He said getting worried.
"You might hate me forever but I really don't care I am doing the best I can and with this going on" I pointed to him and I "I just cannot handle the stress, so I think that it will be best if I umm"
"Can you just spit it out" He said with angry in his voice. I nodded my head
"" I said in one breath. He just started at me in shock. It looks like he didn't hear me well so I repeated it again but slower.
"I said that I think it will be best if I send the kids to live with my mom" I was cut off, because he started yelling at me saying that I cannot do that.
"YOU CAN'T DO THAT BELLA"
"YES I CAN" I yelled back at him.
"NO YOU CAN'T"
"WHO SAYS?"
"ME!"
"NEWSFLASH YOU DON'T HAVE A SAY IN ANYTHING AFTER YOU LEFT." I yelled in his face.
"Wow I just got them back and you are taking them away from me."
"Maybe if you weren't such a coward and grow balls I wouldn't have to do this." I said calmly and a matter of fact.
He said three words that hurt me the most and three more that hurt me even more. "You're a BITCH and I HATE YOU." I lost it there and broke down in tears. I heard him leave and I went upstairs to my room and cry myself to sleep.
I was awoken by the sound of someone sitting on my bed. I looked at the clock and it was midnight. I saw Tony sitting on my bed and he asked me a question.
"Mommy are you making us live with Nana." I nodded my head and he started crying. "But I don't want to I want to stay with Daddy."
"I am sorry baby but you have to I made my decision."
"But I don't want to" he kept on whining to me.
"Look I am sorry but that is what is going to happen now go to bed." I said sternly.
Tony looked at me with his eyes full of tears and said three words that a mother will never want to hear "I HATE YOU" and he ran out of the room crying.
Wow. I thought to myself two people in my life that I loved just said words that broken my already broken heart even more. I am a bitch. I am ruining their happiness and everything I do someone hates me one way or another.
I went to bed with a lot on my mind.
All I want to do is make everyone happy and for them not to hate me. Tony hates me, and I know that Yasmin really doesn't care if she lives with my mom. She really hasn't had a father figure in her life and she can care less if he came into her now. I just want to make everyone happy and that is what i am going to try and do. Everyone will be happy except one person and that will be ME.
A/N: Okay so here was chapter ten and don't forget to review... So once again review and tell me what you think about it. What is going to happen next you want to know but onlyI know? (Evil laugh) The kids are getting shipped off to Renee OH NO. What is going to happen next? Will Bella change her mind? I don't know just review and find out.
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