A/N: I am so so so sorry that it has been late it has been like a month since I updated. I am just really been busy lately with school and other crap in my life. Okay at first I would like to thank all the reviewers. I hope I still have people reading my story; it means so much to me. Thank you and enjoy your story. So the song brought to you by me today is: Fallin' by: Alicia Keys.
Emmett: Justin Bieber is wacky, with his hair. I got better hair than him.
Alice: Justin Bieber is not wacky but SEXY, and you don't have his hair.
Bella: I know Alice you see him at the Grammys, he is like the sexiest person that I have seen.
Edward: I thought I was the sexiest person you ever seen babe.
Bella: yEa what ever.
Alice: OMG I just got tickets to JUSTIN SEXY BIEBER! Bella we have to go shopping ASAP.
Bella: OK let's go, bye guys
Emmett: I still say I am sexier than Justin Beaver.
Disclaimer: *sobs* I don't own Twilight and *sobs* all the characters, but I do own Yasmin and Tony *doing happy dance*
**Edward's POV**
Previously on A Fresh Start With Kids
"I like it when you smile Bella I miss that." I said seeing her smile. "Cause when you smile I smile" I said singing along with the song.
"You know that is really cheesy coming from you and I just heard on the radio. You cannot sing. Justin has a better chance with me than you do right now."
"Bella how can you say that about me the father of your children. Your first love and everything and you pick out a no good talented little boy that hasn't even hit puberty and will have that same annoying voice forever."
"No I think he is cute sexy and charming all the things that you're not."
"Come on don't be like that. You got to turn that frown upside down and be happy"
"Stop talking to me like a little kid okay. Let's go and watch TV until the pizza is done and we can eat."
"Okay my lady" I said walking into the living room. "What shall we watch my lady?"
"Anything is fine and stop calling me my lady okay it gets annoying." I settled on My Wife and Kids to watch.
I hope someday that will be me. I watched the show and checked on the pizza. Bella fell asleep on my shoulder. I want this moment to be forever.
I want to be a happy little family.
Soon enough I dozed off to my nice little family dream.
**Edward's POV**
I awoke from my wonderful slumber. I have not slept this good in a really long time. When I lay in Bella's arm I feel like I am on cloud nine, a wonderful cloud that floats away from all the trouble.
I got up from the couch and went to the kitchen to get something to eat. I went into my car and turned on the radio. The song that was playing was Fallin' by Alicia Keys. I was really not paying attention to the song until a part of the song got me thinking, about me and Bella.
I keep on fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you…
Do I really love Bella or not? That was the question that I was pondering before I went to bed.
**Bella's POV**
I woke up on the couch to find myself alone like always. He just has the nerve of getting up and leaving. Enough he is probably home he could have said goodbye or I will see you later, but no he just gets up and leaving eating my food again.
I swear he is a bottomless pit that keeps on eating and never gets fat at all, and when use girls have to in potions so we don't get fat at all. Man I wish I was like them. Since I was still tired I went back to bed, to catch some ZZZ's and if I don't fall asleep then I going to have to count sheep. I sleep much easier when Edward is here. He makes me feel calm and safe.
Since I tried everything to fall asleep, I turned on the radio and a song by Alicia Keys came up and it really got me thinking about me and Edward's relationship. I f I love him or not.
I keep on fallin'
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you…
That part just kept on playing in my head until i fell asleep, with may concerns about me and Edward.
I woke up the next morning to someone trying to open my eyelids. I turned and saw who it was.
"Hi, mommy" Yasmin yelled in my ear.
"Hey baby what are you doing up?"
"I was hunwgry"
"What you want to eat?"
"Chocowlate chwip pancawkes!"
"Okay, you don't have to yell"
"Sowwy mommy."
"It is okay baby." I looked at her and saw that she was crying. I pulled her into the bed with me. "Why are you crying baby, I told you it was okay."
"Umm…. Um… I wanted to know do I havwe a umm daddy um cuz um Tony um does and he says I havwe a daddy um but who is it."
"It's Tony's daddy. Tony's daddy is yours too."
"okway, can I havwe my panwcawkes now peaz"
"Sure thing, let's go." I hoped off my bed and made my way into the kitchen.
When I got into the kitchen I turned on the radio, to listen to some music. The song Beautiful People by Chris Brown was just finishing. The radio head came on.
"That was Chris Brown's new song check it out." Said Ramiro
"I swear he is so good" said Pebbles
"Now we have a requested song from a Beast to a Belle. The song is Keep on Fallin' in love by a Miss Alicia Keys"
I knew that the song is meant for me. When we were little I would always refer Edward to my Beast and I was his Belle. I just listened to the song last night and now he is dedicated to me.
Alicia Keys - Fallin
I keep on fallin
In and out of love
With you
Sometimes I love ya
Sometimes you make me blue
Sometimes I feel good
At times I feel used
Lovin you darlin
Makes me so confused
I keep on
Fallin
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you
Oh, oh , I never felt this way
How do you give me so much pleasure
And cause me so much pain
Just when I think
Ive taken more than would a fool
I start fallin back in love with you
I keep on
Fallin
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you
Oh baby
I, I, I, Im fallin
I, I, I, Im fallin
Fall
I keep on
Fallin
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you
Im fallin
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you
Im fallin
In and out of love with you
I never loved someone
The way that I love you
What?
I turned the radio after I listened to the song. Do I really love him? Of course I do. He was always my rock, when I needed a shoulder to cry on he was always there.
After I feed the kids breakfast and settled them down in the living room to watch TV.
I called Edward and was about to hang up on the third ring but he answered.
"Hello" he said all groggily. I stayed quiet.
"Bella is that you" I said a small "yes" The next thing I said was a shock.
"I still LOVE YOU Edward." I hanged up after that.
**Edward's POV**
I can not believe that Bella still loves me. I still love her to. I do not think that she is still going to forgive me easily.
All I can do now is pray and wait.
Dear God,
Please help me get my act together, and be there for Bella and my kids.
Amen
After I said my prayer I tried to find a way to be forgiven by Bella, and be part of Tony and Yasmin's lives. All I can do now is have hope. I soon fell asleep thinking of what my life can become of.
HOPE is what I need.
Hope
Hope….
A/N: Okay so here was chapter thirteen and don't forget to review... So once again review and tell me what you think about it. I just hope I still have reviewers now that will make my day, when you wonderful review my story. I don't care if it is a bad or good review anything is fine. I am so sorry that it is late. I beg for your forgiveness. Couple of weeks ago I have found out that I have a short time to live. To make my time pleasant it will mean a lot if you review.
So bye bye and don't forget to review or else.
Love you all,
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Did it now because I won't be able to update for a while.