A/N: So yeah I am back now. Sorry I have been gone long, but I had a case of writer's block. Also I had finals which I probably failed because I didn't study. Lastly I went to California for a funeral. So you can say I have been busy. Hope I still have readers. On with the story. Thank you and enjoy the story.
So the song brought to you by me today is: Famous By: Big Time Rush and Turn To You By: Justin Bieber.
Disclaimer:*sobs* I don't own Twilight and *sobs* all the characters, but I do own Yasmin and Tony*doing happy dance*
**Bella's POV**
Previously on A Fresh Start With Kids
Ohh how I miss the old days, nothing was wrong we were in our own little perfect bubble. But, every bubble has to be popped at some time and ours was just a little early then we taught. This time it's not going to be a bubble that can be popped at any time. It is going to be a rock a solid rock that can't break.
Later on the day we took a stroll around the park, and got some ice cream. The kids were starting to get sleepy so we decided it was time to go home. When we got home we put the kids down for their nap. Edward and I went downstairs to watch a movie, and cuddle together before the kids wake up.
"What movie do you want to watch?" I asked Edward after I got us some snacks to munch on during the movie.
"Well we watched Avatar last night, so how about we watch Takers; I hear that it is really a good movie."
"Okay." I said and Edward started to put the movie in. When he came back to the couch we snuggled up together and did a little bit of making out and cuddling. I started to fall asleep during the movie and I heard Edward say "One day Bella you will be mine."
Ohh how I would like to be his again, after that I feel into deep slumber.
**Bella's POV**
So today is Mother's Day and I have been restricted to stay in bed while Edward and the kids make me breakfast. The past few weeks have been amazing. Edward and I have gotten closer together. We have been spending time together as a family. The kids really enjoy having both of their parents around. I have never seen them excited before after Edward and I spilt up. It is nice to see them like this; it just makes me really happy.
I know it sounds cliché but I wanted my kids to have the life that I never had. My parents spilt up when I was little, so I was going from one home to another each year. I really hated it; they never got along, always fighting. I always wished that they would get back together, but now that I am older I understand that things were just not meant to be.
My mom Renee was so wonderful, that reminds me I have to call her and wish her Happy Mother's Day. She is just enjoying her life. When I was five she got remarried to a professional baseball player Phil Dwyer. Together they have eight year old Ryan and three year old Sophia.
My dad Charlie got remarried to Sue, a single mother of two. There was Leah; she was kind of the protective older sister, who didn't take any bullshit from anyone. Then there is Seth who is like the little brother that I never had. He is also a protective little brother. When they found out what Edward did to me I had to beg them to stop, so that they would not beat the crap out of him.
I want them to have the best in life not the worst. I don't want them having to go through the things I went through when I was little and now. They deserve the best things in life not the worst. They need to see the good things that life has to offer them, and not stray on the path that I did.
Before I got pregnant I wanted to be famous, be in the movies and win lots of awards. When I got pregnant I threw all my dreams out the window and wanted to give my baby the best that life has to offer to them. I also learned that having a baby can't stop you from fulfilling out your dream, only you can stop it. Once I graduate I am going to move to Los Angeles to fulfill my dream.
Edward and the kids were taking awfully a long time making breakfast. I was getting bored and hungry. I turned on the T.V. and it was on Big Time Rush, it is a pretty good show and I love their music. They were playing a song called Famous and I kind of relate to it.
Do you want to
Ride in a big limousine?
Tell me do you want to
Take a little bite of the fame machine?
If you wanna be discovered
And end up on the cover of every star-studded supermarket magazine
You can do it
Stick right to it.
It could happen tonight.
You wanna be famous. (famous)
You wanna be the one who's living the life.
You wanna be famous. (famous)
You wanna be the one who's taking a free ride.
Do you want to
Cut to the front of the line?
Baby, do you need to
See your name in lights just like the Hollywood sign?
Come on, we gotta work harder.
Fight the fight together.
Take you to the top.
We've got the winning team.
It's your moment.
You can own it.
It's the American dream.
All day.
All night.
The camera's on and it never lies.
You're under
The spotlight.
Twenty-four seven til the end of time.
Whoa, oh.
You wanna be famous.
Whoa, oh.
You wanna be famous.
You wanna be famous.
Your song is on the radio.
Hot rotation video.
Bright lights, fan mail.
Paparazzi on your tail.
Tour bus, private jet.
Thinking big ain't failed you yet.
Just one thing you can't forget.
Takes more than just wanting it.
Aim high, never rest.
Put your passion to the test.
Give your all, never less.
Famous means that you're the best.
The song really inspires me. All I have to do is try my best and be good at it. One it is going to be me on T.V., I am going to work my little ass to be famous. I am going to live my dream and no one and I repeat no one is going to stop me. So far I have conquered all the obstacles that life has thrown at me to make me reach my goal. All the obstacles that I went through have just made me stronger and more independent, I can't rely on everyone anymore, and I have my own life and two kids to take care of.
My friends and families can't fix my mistakes any more only I can. I don't think that having a baby at a young age is a mistake sure I was ready and not old enough to take care of a baby because my parents were taking care of me. Even though I couldn't get to hang out with my friends was sad, but I had to grow up not just for me but for my babies. So a baby is not a mistake it is a blessing, the only mistake is getting an abortion.
I remember the first time that I found out I was pregnant, I was scared shitless. I was still a kid and I couldn't raise a kid when I was still one. It was just seemed that karma was out to get me. So far my life was perfect nothing wrong with it at all and then karma strikes back. It is true that karma is a bitch. I was so blessed that my family didn't kick me out when I found out that I was pregnant. They supported every decision that I made. When teens find out that they are having a baby most families don't even help or support them. They just have to go at it alone. Looking back to the day that I found out I was pregnant to this moment made me realize that I have come a long way. I raised two beautiful children and I would give them the world in a heartbeat. I would die for them.
Right now I feel that everything is perfect and nobody can ruin it for me. I have a great husband two wonderful children, and a family that supports everything that I do. I am so blessed. I am going to continue on with my life and share the journey with my family. They helped me every step of the way. My parents made me who I am today, a great daughter, mother, sister, girlfriend, cousins and everything else. They helped on this journey.
I wonder what it is taking them so long to make breakfast, I would have gone down there by now but they told to stay in bed and enjoy myself. It is nice reflect on my life so far. Since I am bored out of my mind right now I am going to call my mom and Sue and wish them Happy Mother's Day.
I picked up my cellphone and dialed Sue's number. I waited three rings before she picked up.
"Hello" Sue said into the phone breathless.
"Hey, Sue it's me Bella."
"Hey sweetie, how are you doing?"
"I'm doing fine perfect in fact."
"Why so?"
"Because I have the man of my life two wonderful children and a great family"
"Awww thanks that means so much to me."
"You're welcome well I just wanted to call and say Happy Mother's Day."
"Why thank you and Happy Mother's Day to you too. So is Edward treating you right?"
"Thanks and yeah he has been amazing and helpful couldn't ask for anything more."
"So what are you doing?" Sue asked me.
"Well I am currently in bed waiting for Edward and the kids to bring me breakfast. They gave me strict rules to stay in bed."
"That must suck for you. All you can is that the kitchen is probably going to be a mess."
"Yeah, I know. It's worth it."
"Yeah when they make you the best breakfast that you can dream of."
"Ohh, I know. Edward is really a good cook, so am I, but I don't brag about it."
"Yes you do!" Sue yelled into the phone.
"Well I can't hide my talent"
"Ohh shut it."
"Yes, mam."
"You are a case."
"Me never."
"Such a little trouble maker."
"We are talking about me Bella, and she is such a little angel sent from above to make your life better."
"More like a little devil sent from hell." Sue murmured into the phone.
"Sue!" I yelled into the phone.
"Hey, I'm just speaking the truth"
"Truth my ass."
"Do I hear little Bella cussing."
"I'm not little no more and I don't cuss."
"Yes that's right you use foul language."
"Whatever Sue."
"LOL"
"DON'T EVER SAY THAT" I yelled in the phone.
"What, I thought it is how you kids talk nowadays.
"NO IT'S NOT." I screamed to her.
"Okay, don't get your panties in a bunch."
"Okay, 1.) We don't talk like that, we text like that, and 2.) I don't wear panties I wear lingerie and lastly but not least don't try to fit in our generation."
"Now why would I try to fit in your generation?" Sue asked.
"Because it is so cool and not boring like your generation." I replied to her.
"Alright I got to go. Charlie is taking me out for breakfast."
"Well have fun."
"I will, bye sweetie love you."
"Bye, love you too."
After Sue had ended the call, I called up my mother. I waited a couple rings before she picked up her phone.
"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!" I yelled into the phone.
"Aww thank you sweetie and Happy Mother's Day to you too." My mother said. It sounded like she was crying.
"Mom, why are you crying?" I asked curiously.
"Well I was listening to this amazing song that Justin Bieber wrote for his mother for Mother's Day."
"Really mom?"
"What it's so touching."
"Mhhmmmm" I murmured into the phone.
"Look it up dear, you will start bawling when you hear it."
"Whatever mom, what's the name of the song."
"It's Turn to You, are you looking it up." She asked while I was getting my laptop out and turning it on. Once I was on I went onto YouTube and searched for the song.
"Ok, I found it."
"Well, listen to it." My mom said excitedly.
"Alright here I go" I said clicking on the play button.
You worked two jobs
To keep a roof up over our heads
You chose life for me
No you never gave up
I admire you for the strength you instilled in me
You were so young
You were just my age when you had me
Mom, you were so brave
There was nothing that would stop or get in our way
And I know you will always be there for me
So when you're lost and you're tired
When you're broken in two
Let my love take you higher
Cause I still turn to you
I still turn to you
I still turn to you
It was '94
The year that everything started to change
From before, You had to be a woman
You were forced to change your ways
To change your ways
Then you found the Lord
You gave your life to Him
And you could not ignore
The love he had for you
And I wanted more of your heart
So when you're lost and you're tired
When you're broken in two
Let my love take you higher
Cause I still turn to you.
I don't know what I'd do if you left me
So please don't go away
Everything that you are is who I am
Who I am today.
So when you're lost and you're tired
When you're broken in two
Let my love take you higher
Cause I still turn to you
I still turn to you
I still turn to you
Cause I, I turn to you
"I can hear you sniffling dear, admit you like the song." My mom said as I was wiping the tears from my eyes.
"Ok, mom it's a good song."
"How come you never write any songs for me?"
"Really mom?"
"What, I'm just asking."
"Yeah whatever." I said rolling my eyes.
"Don't you dear roll your eyes at me dear."
"I wasn't mom."
"Pshhh, I can tell when you're lying."
"How?" I asked.
"Well 1.) I am your mother, 2.) I raised you and 3.) You were always a bad liar and 4.) I know everything."
"Yeah whatever."
"So how is everyone doing?"
"Ok, I'm just waiting for them to bring me breakfast."
"Mhhhhmmm, the old breakfast in bed. I think it is kind of cliché."
"Ok."
"You know what I just remembered."
"What? Mom"
"You never did anything for me on Mother's Day."
"That's holy bologna."
"What? No one says that." My mom said to me.
"Well I say it."
"I can tell but why?"
"It's simple; I'm trying to bring it back."
"Ohh Bella my dear messed up child, it will never come back."
"Grrrrrr."
"Do not and I repeat DO NOT ever in your life growl at me again. Understand?"
"Yes, mother."
"So what were we talking about?"
"You were saying how much you love me and that you will get me a car for my birthday." I said sweetly. I always do this and she falls for it. It's so funny.
"Nice try little girl."
"OK what is it with everyone calling me a little girl." I whined to her.
"Aww poor baby."
"MOOOOMMMMM, stop you know I don't like that."
"Sorry sweetie. So who else was calling you a little girl?"
"Well Sue called me a little girl and I did not like that."
"Look at you whining like little girls whine."
"Mom you are being so unfair."
"Stop being such a baby."
"But I'm your little girl."
"I thought you didn't like to be called a little girl."
"I really hate you right now."
"Today is Mother's Day; you can't hate the woman who gave birth to you."
"Maybe I can maybe I cannot."
"It was a rhetorical question." My mother said solemnly.
"To me it is a question."
"You are really starting to annoy the hell out of me." My mother said annoyed.
"That's why you gave birth to me."
"No it's not. I thought that I would have a nice little girl."
"Well you thought wrong." I told her smugly.
"No, honey you seem to have miscalculated."
"How so?"
"Well I have had someone fill up your spot."
"Who?"
"Sophia."
"Ughhh I cannot believe you mom, you replaced me."
"No, I did not replace you. I just make room."
"Yeah whatever."
Finally what seemed like forever Edward and the kids came up with my breakfast.
"I got to go mom, Edward and the kids just brought up my breakfast."
"Ok, happy mother's day, bye Love you"
"Love you to mom, bye." After I disconnected the call I looked at the wonderful breakfast that they made for me which consisted of…
A/N: Alright there you have it chapter eighteen. So you got to see a little background and see how Bella feels. It's not finished there will be a part two I just wanted to update because my internet is being wishy washy, and so is FanFiciton. Hoped you like it.
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