I walk up to her and grab a fist full of hair and force her to kneel in front of me before I bash her head into the tree near me, again and again till some one grabs her out of my grasp. I look up through my hair and I grin at the ones standing in front of me who stand between me and my prey.

Kill her, kill them all!

"Oh you all want to play to?" They charged and I took down the anbu of Kohona without breaking my laugh even for a second till I got to the last one to see it was Kakashi who took of his head band and the last thing I saw was his highest level sharigan.

Next time I awoke I was in my bed again and familiar red splotches covered my left arm and I sighed in tiredness before I rolled out of bed.

What did I do this time?

…

Madara?...Madara baka!

I stopped and looked in the mirror in shock and for once the only thing I saw was my own reflection. I felt relief wash over me at this nightmare being over and I have full control over myself.

two weeks later

"Hinata! Open up the door!"

I opened the door to see Shino standing there breathing heavily before he stands up and leans against the doorway.

"I just got back from a mission. Do you know how much trouble you're in? Beating the shit out of Sakura and handful of anbu while walking away without a scratch is not something a normal jounin can do!

"So I was supposed to let her win?"

"No, but why didn't you tell us about your abilities? I thought we were friends and teammates?"

Guilt flooded me and Madara words came through my head and for once I knew the answer.

"Everyone wanted me to be that person but I'm too tired too pretend to be her, this is who I am Shino and I'm finished trying to make everyone around me happy while I'm suffering instead."

"Tell me did you or any notice that I haven't been feeling well?"

"Since when?" I rolled my eyes and slammed the door in his face while I went to make myself some breakfast.

What a fucker huh?

I stood in horror as the voice rung out in my head shatter all happiness and relief I had had been feeling.

Where were you?

That Copy Nins parlor trick with the eyes made me subdued for a week or two but I'm back.

Before I knew what I was doing I was rushing out of my door trying to find the copy Nin and was successful at the training grounds.

When I walked up to the copy nin ignoring Sai, Naruto and Sakura they sent me disbelieving looks but it didn't matter to me.

What do you think you're doing?

"Hatake-san may I talk to you in private please?" He looks strangely at me before he nods and tells his team to not wait up while we walked deeper into the forest.

Hinata you baka girl, what are going to say hmm? Please use your sharigan cause I'm crazy and I hear voices?

I don't care as long as you're gone.

"Hatake-san can you use your Mangekyou on me please?"

"Hinata-chan what's the meaning of this? That jutsu is not meant-"

"I know, it's a long story and the chances of you believing me are little-"

"Try me."

Tick tock Hinata, how much longer? A week? A day? Minutes even? Are you slipping yet?

"I hear a voice inside of my head and he's taking control of me making do things I would never do. He's getting stronger everyday and for some reason when you used your eyes on me he left for awhile."

"A voice? Since when? Why don't you tell Tsunade-sama?"

"Since three months a go when on a mission that I got knocked unconscious and I woke up with it and Tsunade-sama checked me over when I complained about headache problems and found nothing so I doubt she'll be able to help me."

Kakashi grabbed my chin and I looked into his coma eyes and I felt everything quiet as Madara's yells of protest stopped and I was alone.

"Thank you, I don't how long it will last this time but as I long as I have control for now I'll worry about the rest later."

"Hinata-chan when you feel yourself slipping come find me and I'll repress him till then I'll do some research since I have a guess at what's happening."

Two months had passed while every time Kakashi repressed Madara he came back with a vengeance and quicker too.

Tick tock Hinata, the only thing you've done is delay the inevitable.

Shut up Madara!

What you can't find the Copy Nin? And so close the rookie nine lunch gathering to, so it seems I'll be joining you huh?

I just made up with everyone and I will not let you fuck it up again!

Why would you do something like that? You didn't do anything wrong but tell the truth so my dear little girl you shouldn't have to apologize to anyone!

Fuck off!

Nope I think its time your mask falls off for good don't you think?

I rub my temples trying to relieve the pain in my head as I make my why to the restaurant but Madara's laughter fills my head with a sharp pain and I collapse into an alley in pain.

Tears blur my vision as my hands twitch and my heart beats at fast pace till a presence brings me out of my pain before it stops. I get up of the ground as a sickening grin of anticipation spreads across my face.

"Oh the little girl wants to play? How about we play a game then where no one can see us?"

"Sounds like fun."

The sky turns red and the only people here are me and the man and Madara's fucking laughter echoing the world before the man screams in pain as I feed him to the wolves of my mind. When I regain myself I see the man was torn to pieces and his eyes are the only thing recognizable as they are open in fear staring at the first and last red sky he'd ever see.

I stumble back and turn out of the alley taking deep breaths trying to calm my racing heart before I double check I'm blood free before I enter the restaurant.

Don't they look happy to see you…not.

Fuck off Madara, you've had your fun.

Tick tock Hinata…What's to stop us from having fun with these fools?

Never!

"Ah gomen I'm late!" I slide into the both near Shikamaru because I figured he's the only person who isn't looking at me strangely.

"Ah no problem Hinata-chan!"

I sit down and watch everyone interact with each other while I try to ignore Madara's insistence on killing them till I cringe at a particular pain explodes in my head.

"Are you ok Hinata-chan?"

"Why the hell do you care?" I sit up and looking at everyone with half lid eyes before that insane grin crossed my face and another person joined us.

"Hinata-chan I've been looking for you." I turn my head to see Kakashi looking at me worried and when he looks at my face his face turns into panic.

"Ah really? I was sitting here listening to some chatter but I'm done here since I'm rather annoyed. I mean they invite me to mend bridges and they give me the cold shoulder like a bunch of fucking children. It's not my fault they can't handle the truth or that I was the one who got tired of pretending that they were so fucking prefect and letting them think that. Feh, I'm tired, I think I'll sleep."

I got up leaving them in shock as I followed Kakashi into the forest where another pain shot through my head.

"Hinata-chan what's wrong?"

'Run… Get the fuck away from me Kakashi now!

My body felt the burning sensation and I tried to fight it but I was losing so I summoned that power in my hand as I punched the ground.

"Hinata-chan!" I looked up and glared at him seeing him looking frightened at me before I closed my eyes again to focus.

I kept punching the ground till I had enough leverage to calm my insanity. I was left panting heavily staring at the black ground before I realized I was in a giant crater.

I got up and I winced as Madara's insane laughter rang through my head till I felt Kakashi pull my eyes to his and I see red.

I fall onto the ground in exhaustion as Kakashi crouches down before me making the hand signs where we land in my apartment.

"Hinata-chan it's never been this worse before has it?"

I flinch as my most recent slip up and the corpse I left behind but I nod my head at Kakashi, he doesn't know about my blood thirsty side yet and I'll keep it that way.

"Is it selfish for me to want to live one more day?

Yes.

Fuck.

That's not nice Hinata-chan, did you miss me for that last two minutes?

"He's back?"

"Hai."

"It means my eyes are obsolete and you have no choice but to find a more powerful way to combat it."

"It doesn't work like that Kakashi, it will turn out the same way and he'll come back stronger. "

"Hinata-chan…"

"It's time I put an end to my selfishness, I have a mission with naruto and Sakura in a couple of minutes."

"You plan on not coming back don't you?"

"Hai. Thank you for this time Kakashi."

"If it makes a difference you lasted longer then any one else would be able to."

'Thank you but it still changes nothing."

I transport out of his apartment to mine where I grab my things and transport to an awaiting Naruto and Sakura.

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