Kyo took me to the park instead. He wasn't in the mood for the Carnival anymore.
We both started to swing and joke about our friends at the bath house. It was pure innocent fun but... why did it feel so strange? So wrong?
I laughed as Kyo mentioned Lynn spending more and more time with this boy at the bath house. He hasn't been there long but he still caught her eye.
"Do you think we could ever be like that?" Kyo asked me softly taking my hand.
I smiled stiffly and hid my eyes. "I love you as much as I love Lynn but I don't know. I would never kiss Lynn. I don't know. I need to first let go of my past." I told him truthfully.
"What's so sad about your past?" He asked brushing back my hair.
"Um... let's not talk about it." I said swiftly wiping my eyes and smiling another fake smile.
I took one step to leave and instantly I disappeared.
I found myself in a room I'd never seen. With golden walls, silver sheets on the king sized bed, satin so soft it felt like egyption cotton, and paintings on the wall of cherry blossoms falling softly on a beautiful spring day.
"Hello?" I called slightly scared of who I might find.
Suddenly I was hugged from behind with someone's face burried in my hair.
I stood frozen to the spot as tears slowly filled my lids.
I stood their crying while this angel hugged me tightly.
"Haku?" I whisper hoarsly.
"Yes Chihiro?" He asked making my body burn.
"Thank you." I replied.
"Your welcome." instantly he carried me to the bed and hugged me as I slept for the first time with nothing to disturb me.
It felt nice.