BUT ITS BETTER TO SAY IT :3

Disclaimer: i do not own twilight, if i did bella would not have survived the first chapter . vampires would randomly strip for no reasons and there would be very little comprehensible plot... :)

chapter:4

whats gone on so far...(for those to lazy to read chappy 1+2!!)

Is set after eclipse, jacob comes back from where ever he ran

(is mentioned later in the story) in time for bella and edwrards wedding but then

his mind surprises him by instead of lusting after bella he is thinking of edward!!

WTH i hear you say... but then it gets so much worse, edward turns round and hears jacobs thoughts

and what does our faveourite werewolf of the moment do? of course...

he runs away. so after wedding edward is obviously kinda

freaked by this so he follows jacob then jacob ask him to kill him?!

OMG what is going to happen? .. :P for me to know etc.

Edwards POV

Kill him, jacob didn't know what he was saying to edward, how could edward kill someone he cared about?

hold on did i really care about jacob, hes always just been there trying to steal bella away from me,

although he thinks its only fair as i stole her from him first.

it was actually his train of thought that made him leave bella the first time,

bella would be better of with jacob the more natural route her life should have taken

and i truly believed it then. but i see what i have done to her life. I am poison,

i poisoned bella and now look at jake. Edward felt guilty

about the sight before him, jacob was lying on the floor twitching occasionally trying to keep him mind

under control but obviously failing as his thoughts turned again and again to edward. He heard

Jacobs thoughts turn suicidal again and edward lost his composure. He slammed jacob against a

tree and his voice low and threatening "don't you ever ever think of such a thing again and suddenly edward was kissing jacob.

Jacobs POV

And jacob kissed him back his hand grabbing edwards hair and pulling him closer his mind had no time for revulsion

at this moment in time edward was not a vampire he was the person jacob most desired and it may be his only chance to have him.

He shoved his body against edward with force that would have crushed any normal human and slid his hands in under jacob shirt

the cold against his extreme heat felt so good. edward

froze underneath jacob not withdrawing but still jacob pushed away angry that he was being played with.

"That was untill edward said "we are not alone in the woods"