Dude!! I HATE FINALS!!!! . Stupid collage finals…. I'm so sorry!! I know that you guys have been waiting on pins and needles to see what happens next….
Light: She tried really hard on this chapter, she even skipped out on studying just so she could work on this.
Yeah but that doesn't mean I'm 100% satisfied with it… I don't know it just doesn't seem to flow well…. T^T
L: It could be the fact that you were worrying about the finals you should have been studying and your mom catching you writing this….
Yeah… that could be a reason… * scratches back of head laughs nervously * anyways please excuse any grammar/spelling errors you see… I may be a brilliant writer (Light and L: * cough * NOT *cough *) I suck when it comes to that stuff… so if anyone wants to Beta this story for me please do! (And tell me how to submit it cause I have no idea how… ^_^;;) I'd be forever grateful
Oh and I want to give props to Rose-have-thorns911!! She/He gave me the idea for the title of my story, which is now 'Hidden Desires'!! Yay!! You rock girl/man! (sorry don't want to offend anyone!! O.o;;)
Warnings: Ok kiddies! I know you've been wanting it so here it is! A supper big, larger than life, "Don't read this at the office, around little kids, or anyone else for that matter' LEMON! ^_^
Light: Ha. I get to top in this chapter again. * smile *
L: Patience Light-kun… my turn will come…
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The rest of the day went by slowly, L refusing to work, deciding that he would rather just sit and eat cake. He didn't even bother to look at the screens as the men around him did everything in their power to catch the crazed killer that seemed to have a strange supernatural power. L could feel the stairs of the Task Force members bore into his back as he sulked in his chair like a child, feeling one stare in particular burn his back. "Light Yagami… I say I want to give up and he punches me with everything he's got…" he reached up and rubbed the bridge of his nose, grateful that the teen didn't break it. "Is he really not Kira?" He then glanced at the suspect, seeing Light look back at his computer screen quickly as if he wasn't looking at the ebony man. L frowned "No… it's still possible he passed the powers of Kira to someone else to make himself look innocent." He then folded his arms on his legs and placed his head on the arms and closed his eyes as if he was going to take a nap. "Then he has wet dreams about me…" he sighed, deciding that maybe a nap wouldn't be such a bad idea.
"Ryuzaki… Ryuzaki wake up." Light said as he shook the man awake. When that didn't work he pushed the man out of his chair, satisfied with the undignified squawk that came out of the detective's mouth.
"Wats smatter?!" he muttered/yelled sleepily as he looked around the room in confusion.
"Everyone left, and I want to go to bed. I'm tired from doing your work." Light said, emphasizing the word your, hoping to prove a point.
Now wide-awake, L gave a slight glare at the man above him. "And that matters to me why?" Just because he was wide-awake didn't mean he was at 100% thinking power. Light rolled his eyes and held up his wrist that had the handcuff on it. L's eyes opened a little as realization hit him. "Oh…"
He stood quickly dusting off the back of his pants as a slight blush of embarrassment found its way on his face, he must be loosing his touch if he couldn't remember something so simple. They then made their way to their room, nether man saying anything. Light glanced at L, still feeling anger going though his body as he thought about what he had said earlier that day. It was frustrating when the guy you liked wanted to convict you of a crime you didn't commit. But as he thought about it, maybe beating the crap out of him wasn't the best way of dealing with it. He could have found a better way of handing the situation, besides it didn't help him with trying to show L how much he liked him.
The two men slipped into the bed, backs facing each other, going into an uncomfortable silence. After a few minuets Light shifted slightly, "Ryuzaki? You still awake?"
The bed shifted "Yes." He simply said
Light bit his bottom lip, "I…. I want to apologize…"
"For what?"
"Well… even though I don't agree with your reasons I shouldn't have punched you like that… I'm sorry…"
Silence filled the room, causing Light to bite his bottom lip harder. He opened his mouth to say something when L spoke up, "I guess my behavior is a bit…. Childish…" he said softly. "Though I do understand why you punched me, I also don't understand at the same time."
"I don't understand." Light said, turning so that he was now facing L's back. "How can you understand and not understand at the same time?"
L sighed and also turned so he was facing Light, "I understand that you would punch me because I'm still accusing you of being Kira…." He blinked then took a small breath "But when you punched me it felt like you had something else behind the punch, something that I can't put my finger on."
Light blushed a little "Well maybe there is something…."
"And that would be?" L scooted a little closer, his breath ghosting across the teens face gently, causing Light to blush a little more.
"Well, I kinda care about you, ya know? I don't want to see you so upset just because I'm not Kira. I want you to be able to solve this case."
L blinked, "You care about me?"
Light nodded his head avoiding eye contact. He had done it! He had confessed his feelings, maybe not in a way that hinted that he had romantic feelings for him but still. He was then broken from his train of thought when he felt a hand on his chin. He looked up just in time for L to softly place his lips on his in a gentle kiss, causing the teen to open his eyes in surprise. He pulled back slightly, "Ryuzaki?!"
"Yes Light-kun?" L said softly, blinking at him.
"What are you… why are you… huh?" he stuttered.
"You care about me right?"
"Well yeah…" Light said blushing again
"Well I care about you. And when you care about someone you kiss them right?"
"Yeah well… wait, you care about me?"
"………Yes…." L muttered, reaching out to trace his finger on the clothed chest in front of him.
"Oh…." Light said
"Did you not like it?"
"No you just… caught me by surprise…"
"Ah…"
Silence filled the room again as the two men looked at each other, not knowing what to say to the other while L continued to trace his finger on Light's chest. Soon Light spoke up "Can… we… can we do it again?"
L smiled and leaned in close, kissing him softly on the lips again. Light sighed as he melted into the kiss, never had he ever felt a kiss as hesitant but soft as L's. He figured that this was the first time that L had ever kissed anyone so he deiced to give him a crash cores in the subject. He pressed a little, deepening the kiss as he snaked his hand around the insomniac's waist. L quickly pressed himself against the teen and wrapped his arms around his neck, tilting his head slightly. They stayed like this for a while till they had to break for air, a small line of spit connecting the two together. L glanced at it and blushed slightly, "That… that was kinda nice…." He stated.
Light hummed, "That was really nice." He corrected, and then leaned in and kissed him again this time with more vigor and passion. L moaned and arched his back slightly, his clothed erection rubbing up against the auburn teens. Light growled and lowered his hand that was around L's waist to his ass, grabbing it and giving it a firm squeeze. L moaned again and rocked his hips harder, wanting to feel more of the friction.
Soon Light flipped himself so he was sitting on top of L, a smirk on his face. He then leant down and started kissing and licking the insomniac's neck, enjoying mewls of pleasure his soon-to-be lover was making beneath him. "Ahh… Light-kun…." L sighed, reaching his hand up to run his hands though the auburn locks in front of him. "Mnnn… Ahhh… Light-kun…"
"Yes… what is it?" Light asked in-between kisses and small bites.
"Mmm… I … I want more…" he gasped out.
Light smirked against the pale skin as his hand reached down into the blue jeans beneath him and fished out the key from the front pocket and quickly unlocked the two from each other, then tossed the cuffs over the bed. He then leaned down and started lifting the white t-shirt slowly, to revile a line of fine black hair on his tight stomach that lead past the man's jeans. Light then leaned down and gave the faint trail a small lick, causing L's breath to hitch.
Not wanting to tease his lover too much he then lifted the shirt higher, reviling more pale skin, and two pink nipples. Quickly moving the shirt over his head, Light then leaned down and started kissing the area in-between the two pink nubs softly. He then started kissing to the left till he had his prize in his mouth, giving it a soft suck. "Ahhh…." L then arched off the bed as a sock of pleasure shot down his back and into his cock. "Oh God…. Light-kun…"
After teasing the first nipple into a nub he then moved on to the next, giving it the same treatment as the first one, rolling it with his tongue, biting it with his teeth, sucking on it softly, the works. He then rose and attacked L's mouth again, tasting the insomniac's sweet mouth for the second time that night. Light reached down and grabbed L's hips, rubbing his clothed erection against the man under him, growling a little. He then broke the kiss again and leaned down to L's ear, "You look so beautiful right now Ryuzaki… so fuckable…" he whispered as he gave another thrust.
L blushed and closed his eyes, "mmm… yes… talk dirty to me Light-kun…."
"God Ryuzaki… I just want to stick my cock in your ass; I want you screaming my name all night long. I want to mark you so that everyone knows that you belong to me… and…." He then slipped his tongue out and gave the ear a long lick. "…I want to fill you with my cum, so that you belong to me on both the inside and out…" Light then smirked as he listened to L's breath hitch at the lewdness of his statement. "Well Ryuzaki… is that dirty enough for you?"
"Oh Light-kun! Yes! Please! Mark me, make me yours!" L yelled. Light grinned and reached down and whipped off the ebony haired man's pants and boxers in one swift pull, ripping the loose fabric to shreds. He then reached down to undo his own clothing when L stopped him, "No… let me…" he then reached up and started undoing the teens shirt slowly, button by button, till his chest was completely exposed. L leaned up and started kissing the chest above him, nipping, licking, and placing small love bites all over.
Light moaned at the feeling of the hot mouth on his skin driving him insane. He then reached down and placed a hand on L's shoulder, stopping him. "Ryuzaki… I want you to get on your hands and knees…" he whispered huskily. L nodded his head and quickly moved on to his directed position. "Good… now I'll prepare you… don't want to hurt you on the first time…." He said, leaning down to give L a small kiss on his hip. "Do you have any kind of lubricant Ryu?"
"There's some… hand lotion in the table beside the bed…." L panted out as he glanced over his shoulder. He watched as Light reached into the first drawer and pulled out said object. He then proceed to spreading the lotion on his fingers slowly, listening to L's panting in front of him. He then reached down and slipped a finger into the pink hole, hearing L give a sharp intake of air. He tried to move away from the retreating digit but Light grabbed his hip and held him firm. "Mmm…. Light-kun… haaa… it feels weird…. I don't think I like it…"
"Just like in my dream…" Light thought as he slowly pumped the finger in and out, in and out. "It's ok love… I'll make it better… I promise," he whispered. He then slipped in a second finger, searching for something, something that would make L feel better. The teen found it when he brushed something that felt different.
"Ohh! Ah! Light-kun!" L screamed as back arched upwards, his eyes snapping open wide. "Do it again!" he breathed.
Light complied, stretching the opening, while rubbing L's prostate, making the ebony haired man in front of his moan and scream in pleasure. He finally decided that he was ready so he slipped his fingers out, gaining a moan of disapproval. "I'm going to give you something so much better…" he then squirted the lotion onto his aching cock, hissing at the coolness. After spreading it, he then positioned himself behind L, "Are you ready?" he asked. L nodded his head, closing his eyes as he readied himself. Light then slowly pushed himself in, pushing pass the tight ring of muscles. "Oh…. Ryu…" he moaned loudly. " You're so tight… so hot…"
"Ahhh… Light-kun…" L moaned. Soon Light had picked up a rhythm, moving in and out, changing his angle every few thrusts till… "OH! LIGHT-KUN!" L cried as his prostate was slammed. "Faster! Harder! Oh God don't stop!" Light complied, going harder and faster, causing L to lift off the bed at one point.
Light felt his end coming, so he reached down and grabbed L's cock and started pumping it, "Ryu…. I'm so close… what about…you?" he grunted as he leaned forward and whispered in L's ear.
"Yes… So close…" he panted out as he pressed his head against the headboard in front of him. "Please… I…"
Light then gave the dick in his hand a hard stroke, making L scream as he came all over the tan hand, headboard, sheets, and his chest. Light soon flowed suit, the inner walls clamping on his dick like a wonderful vice. He leaned forward and bit his hip, muffling his scream of ecstasy. The two then collapsed against each other, both trying to get their bearings. After a few moments Light lifted himself up and slowly pulled himself out, a slight pop flowing the action. He then rolled off of L, allowing the insomniac a chance to cuddle next to him. They laid there for a while, silent, both men deep in their own thoughts. Soon L broke the silence, "Light-kun…."
"Yeah?"
"… Ummm… I was wondering…. Do you… do you want to be with me?"
Light looked down at L, confusion on his face, "Huh? What do you mean?"
L squirmed under the gaze, "Well… we've just made love to each other…. And that's kinda a big steep for me… I mean I've never been in a relationship before and well…" he stopped for a moment, then took a deep breath. "I just don't want this to turn into a 'one night stand' I really care about you… and… well… just don't leave me ok?"
Light smiled, "Never… I could never leave you… I…. I love you…" he said softly, bending down to give L a light kiss.
L blushed and ducked his head into Light's chest, "I… I don't know how I feel… I mean I care about you… I just don't know if I…."
"Shhh… It's ok I understand. You're not use to these feelings. I'll wait for you, forever if I have to…" L happily sighed and laid his head onto Lights shoulder, feeling sleep slowly creep on him. Before sleep completely claimed him though Light asked him one more question. "I was a bit surprised that you let me be on top so willingly, I'd figure you'd want to be the seme…"
"Oh don't worry… I will be seme next time. I just got lost in the moment." L smirked. He then yawed loudly, "Goodnight Light-kun."
"Goodnight Ryuzaki…." Then the two fell into peaceful sleep.
Awww….. such a happy ending! Though I don't know… the ending felt week… what do you reviewers think?
L: I'm going to be feeling that in the morning…
Don't worry, you'll get your revenge soon enough…. *insert evil cackle here*
Light: Damn…. I don't like the looks of this….
Anyways read and review! Oh and check out my LeexGaara story, "You are not wearing that!" It's epic! ^_^ v