A new one! A bit inspired by…well, me and recent (five minutes ago) situations, lol. Not going to give away who it is until the last two lines, so please don't scroll down. Now, I would love it if you hear Pink's "U & Ur Hand" while reading this, because some lines of the song are in it (how couldn't they? "Listen up it's just not happening" I mean c'mon).

Anyways, my rambling is over, and after reading other fics I've realized something...I don't have a disclaimer! mock shock face

Disclaimer: now really...If I did own Zoey 101, Zoey would be more sarcastic and Dana would be having hot make out (denial later) sessions with Logan, oh yeah, and Nicole would have a different boy every week, because she's just that cool to me.

Warning: right, a bit of swearing here, sorry if you don't like it, but I'm just feeling like it right now.

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Knowing

She knew she shouldn't do it.

She knew it wasn't right.

She knew she would just get hurt.

She knew.

She just fucking knew.

And still she did it.

It was simple really, just do not log in.

That was all.

But still, when his name appeared on the corner, she glared, cursed the machine (because she couldn't bring herself not to) and appeared "Online".

A simple hello was all it took.

Suddenly the words "I'm not here for your entertainment" blasted through her ears and "Away" took the place where "Online" once stood. (Hello still lonely)

And she didn't know why she did it.

She didn't know why, and how, it still hurt.

She didn't know.

She didn't fucking know.

But Nicole Bristow did know one thing.

"I don't give a fuck"

She smirked as his desperate pleas flashed in her screen.

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Wow, that was…vindictive. Lol

Some might say that was more Dana than Nicole, but how can you really be sure? I mean, we don't really know that much about the lil ditz we love. Yes, she's boy-crazy and rambles a lot. But somehow, I can totally picture her being a real bitch when she wants to, especially with boys (can you?).

A bit of explanation (if you find it confusing), so it started a bit angsty but then turned vindictive, well the song kinda made her think that even if it still hurt, she just didn't give a fuck anymore (because that happens, yes, we, girls, are that weird, get over it), oh yeah and the guy (use your imagination on who) was the first to say "hello".

Really liking this one and hoping to hear from you,

Kath