A/N: Wow yeah thanks for the reviews, just wanted to say that messed up clearly E.J. is just suppose to me months old going towards his first year my bad sorry if I confused some of you guys, and thanks for telling me on that too. On the next chapter will this chapter he's gonna be more baby like, just saying for you wont be confused, again sorry confusing you guys and thanks for telling me on it.

2nd A/N: F.Y.I. I return to school on Monday so I'm not gonna be able to frequently update like I used to ok, but I will update though but not as frequently but I will.

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Blast from the Past, the Truth

Rosalie looked at E.J. for a moment she frowned he looked familiar the bronze hair those honey eyes of his, she looked back at Jake "Is he?" she said.

Jake looked at her with wide eyes then looked back down on E.J. who was playing with his stuffed wolf still, good thing he was still a baby he was so clueless everything was new to him, he was glad that his son wasn't him that he'll never be him. He looked back at Rosalie he let out a soft sigh "Um Quil can you look after E.J. for a moment?" he said. Quil came out of the kitchen with a smile on his face "Sure I love spending time with my nephew" he said, when he looked at Rosalie his smile vanished "Oh, I could do something if you want" he said, Jake smiled he shook his head no "No it's ok, were gonna go talk here's E.J." he said.

He handed E.J. to Quil, he looked down at his boy and ruffled his bronzed hair earning a laugh from him then he covered his face in Quil's chest. Jake smiled at him then at Quil "I'll be back" he said.

Rosalie fallowed Jake out the door the two continued to walk it was silence for a couple of moments until Jake decided to break it "You're alone nobody fallowed you here?" he said with a bit of worry in his voice. Rosalie shook her head no "any, nobody did the others will but Jasper are with Bella" she said the last part with hate. Jake stopped at this and looked at her confused "Ok she's your brothers girl I thought you would like her I mean all of you just throw me out like a piece of trash" he said not looking at her "Well but Jasper" he said then looked at her.

She was shocked at this Jasper, their Jasper knew about the kid and didn't tell them wait if he knew that means he's known about Jake and if he's known that means he's been there for him for them for the past year. "Jasper knows?" she said masking her hurt with anger, Jake nodded "Yeah he does and don't be angry with him I'm the one who made him promise to not tell anybody, plus he's been a better friend since some people we actually became best friends" he said with a smile.

She didn't want to show it but inside she happy for him that he at least had Jasper there all the way, she let out a sigh "You have to tell me Jake" she said, Jake let out a shaky sigh and nodded "I know" was all he said.

The two walked into a park it was the park where he would always take E.J. to play and they sold some good as hotdogs here too. The two sat on a wooden table Rosalie let Jake to collect his thoughts, she gave him his space.

He let out a shaky breath "I was crushed when he left me for her, he ended up breaking all the promises that he made" he said sadly.

Jake walked into the Diner where he was suppose to meet up with the guys Quil and Embry were of course later like usual so he took a table which was on the other side of the Diner and close to the window they had to see outside and see the people walk by. He was just 15 years old at the time. He looked around the Diner waiting for them and hoping that at least one of them will show up at least. He looked down at the table and picked up the fork and started to twirl it in his hands trying to waste time and not get bored. He frowned at this he had this weird feeling on him like he was being watched.

He looked up and came across a kid he looked about 17 years old or maybe a year older then him, he had bronze which looked good on him, he was staring at him with this look which made his go weak on the knees. He looked down when the guy smiled at him

In a couple of minutes Quil and Embry came into the Diner he smiled at them "Finally I was waiting for a long as time" he said, Quil smiled at him "Now Jake language" he said making the three of them laugh, Embry took a sit next to Jake he shook his head "Man that was funny I still can't believe that your mom busted out with that, I mean were teenagers of course were gonna talk dirty" he said.

Quil nodded "Yeah she's full of surprises, did you order already?" he said, Jake shook his head no "No I was waiting for you guys" he said. Embry nodded "Ok, well lets order" he said, Jake nodded taking the menu which was on the table, he looked up like he was gonna read the menu but in reality he wants to see if the bronze haired guy is still look at him. He looked up and he was he was still looking at him but this time he was glaring, he frowned at this he fallowed his gaze and found that Embry had his arm on the bench rest but it looked to people that his arm was on him "Wait is he jealous?" he said on his mind.

He looked down at his menu looking for something good to eat but was still confused "Why is he glaring at Embry were just friends, and why Am I caring? He could a psycho for all I know" he said.

He looked up again to see that he was smiling at that.

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The three friends found themselves at the local bookstore trying to find something good, they decided to break up like that they could find something. Jake walked by some shelves trying to find something to engrossed on the books he didn't see anybody walking his way so he bumped into him. If it wasn't for he guys fast reflexes he would've been on the ground by now, he looked up to see who was his savior and it was guy from the Diner, he was smiling down at him "Hey you ok?" he said. He shuddered his voice sounded like honey it was the most beautiful sound that he has ever heard. He nodded "Yeah I'm ok thanks um?" he said, the guys smiled "Oh sorry my name is Edward, Edward Cullen you?" he said. Jake smiled up at him "I'm Jacob Black, but please call me Jake" he said.

Edward unwrapped his arms from Jake giving him some space and not wanting to scare him off "Well its nice to meet you Jake" he said still smiling at him.

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He couldn't believe that he was here with this complete stranger whose name is Edward Cullen; he could be a serial killer for all he knows. He just ditched Embry and Quil at the bookstore to be here with this bronze haired god they were currently in a beautiful meadow, it was Edward's favorite place to come and think to have some space from his huge family. The two were sitting down right next to each other in the meadow it was very beautiful just like him "So what about your family?" said Jake, Edward smiled at "I have two brothers and two sisters" he said "So what about you Jake?" he said turning the tables around.

Jake nodded but smiled "I have two sisters Rachel and Rebecca I would've have a brother but he died when my mother was pregnant they both died a drunk driver ran into them" he said, he didn't know why but he trusted Edward.

Edward frowned at this "I'm so sorry Jake I didn't know" he said sadly, Jake smiled at him he shook his head "Don't worry your actually the first person I've told after it happened" he said.

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It's been a month after the meadow; they've been seeing each other for the past weeks getting to know each other.

They were currently up in his room, his family liked him but one person her name was Rosalie who called him a mutt which odd because he didn't eve own a dog. Then there was Alice who was very pixy and hyper she loved him from on sight the first thing that she told him was "Jake you and me are gonna be great friends" she said to him. That made him smile, Jasper was cool, Emmett was just a big teddy bear he hugged him there right on the spot. Carlisle was cool too and young too which was odd, his wife Esme was so sweet like a sun set.

Edward smiled at him he brushed a strand of his hair away "And what are you thinking about?" he said playfully, Jake smiled at him but it soon vanished. Edward frowned he sat up he looked at his partner in worry "What?" he said worriedly. Jake looked at him "I'm…I'm afraid" he said in a whisper, Edward heard it though "Why, love?" he said. Jake smiled sadly "I'm afraid of losing you" he said. Edward looked at him for a moment he pulled him into a kiss "You're not going to lose to me" he said.

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Two months later………..

Jake couldn't understand his father and Sam didn't want him to spend his time with Edward or his family, it was just too much he couldn't understand why they were acting like this towards the Cullens. Ever since his mothers death a part of him died with her but when he meet Edward its like the old him came back and now his father and Sam and others who kicked it with Sam wanted him to cut them lose.

He silently walked out of his room and walked down the stairs "Can't we just tell him?" he heard Sam say, "No we can't it's against the rules of the tribe" said his father. "But why? I don't like keeping things from him, that look that your son just gave us damn! Billy were gonna end up loosing him" Sam said there was pain in his voice. Jake carefully looked around the corner they didn't see him there, Billy shook his head "I'm sorry Sam, but you know that we can't tell him anything it's against the tribe, and we can't tell him because by the looks of it the wolf jean skipped him" he said sadly. Sam looked at him in shock "Wait, so your telling me that he wont phase into a wolf that the jean skipped him" "Quil and Embry are his best friends it'll kill him if they ignore him shut him out, they have the jean in them" he said.

Jake walked into the room scaring them both "What?" he crooked out, Sam and Billy both looked shocked and scared, Sam was the first one to act on it he started to walk slowly towards Jake "Jake hey what are you doing down here?" he said, Jake shook his head he brushed his hands away and walked away from him "So those stories are true?" he said. He looked down at his father "So you lied to me all these years? Were you ever going to tell me?" he said, Billy tried to get closer to him but Jake moved away "I can't believe this" he said then ran out of the house.

He ignored them both not wanting to see them, he thought about going over to Quil's or to Embry's but no that was a bad idea they'll call Sam. He had to get away he had to get away from them from here this place.

He ran into the woods knowing it was a bad idea knowing that Sam and the others will be in there but he needed to find him he needed to find Edward. He ran he ran more into the woods tripping over branches and getting hit, just like that it started to pour rain. Great just his luck, why did life have to against him so much? Why can't it be nice to him this just once why did it have to take everything good that was in his life?

He jumped when he heard a wolfs howl that's when he began to run faster he had to get away he didn't want Sam or the others to find him he had to get away it was just to much for him, it was just too much.

He tripped over and rock that was on the ground and fell hard that's when he broke down, letting the sobs go letting everything out he had to. He felt somebody kneel down next to him "Jake" said Edward. He started to cry even more, when Edward tried to comfort him he shook his off "Don't touch me!" he said, he moved again when Edward tried to comfort him again "I said don't just don't" he said again.

Edward was hurt by this "Why? What happened?" he said with worry in his voice, Jake let out a bitter laugh he looked up to see him "What? You don't know? I thought you would know since you and your family is vampires and all" he said bitterly. Edward's eyes widened "Who told you?" he said, Jake just shook his head "Nobody I put two and two together, I just learned that my father has been lying to me all this time Sam and everybody are wolfs from those damn stories" They all lied to me! To my face even my two friends Quil and Embry, but the thing that hurts the most is that you lied that you didn't have the courage to tell me" he said his voice breaking by saying each word.

Edward looked pained by this "I wanted to tell you but I couldn't because I wanted you to figure it out by yourself" he said, Jake shook his head "I am by myself I have nobody my mother is dead, my sisters' are god who no knows where, my two friends pretty much abandoned me and you too" he said. Edward grabbed him by the shoulders and made him look at him "I'm here you didn't loose me I'll always be here" he said, Edward pulled him in into a hug letting him cry some more. His ears perked when he heard the wolfs coming, he picked up Jake bridal style and then they were off. They were moving swiftly across the woods then just in seconds they were in his room.

He gently placed him on the couch that was in his large room, he exited his room looking for some towels and dry clothes for his lover not wanting him to catch a cold from the rain out there. When he came back with the towels and dry clothes Jake was still sitting on the couch staring off onto space, he closed the door behind him and walked towards Jake. Jake stayed quite for a couple of seconds "It gets better by the looks of it the wolf jean skipped me" he said, this causing Edward to stop dead in his tracks.

Edward looked at the teen with shock written all over his face "What?" he said, Jake looked at him his eyes blood shot from the crying "I'm not a wolf, it skipped me" he said again to his lover. Edward stood up and looked away, this angered Jake he stood up too "What? You don't want me now?" Were you only interested in me because I might turn into a wolf was it all a game to you?" he said. Edward looked at "What? No I love you Jake but this changes everything" he said, Jake looked taken aback by this "What? No it doesn't its still me they can't tell what to do anymore I'm not a wolf" he said. Edward shook his head "But you could get hurt easily you'll always be in danger" he said to the teen, Jake shook his head no "No I wont because I'll have you" he said.

Edward looked away from Jake, Jake looked hurt by this he made Edward look at him "Tell me right now, you tell me right in my face that it was all just a game that you don't want to see anymore that you never LOVED ME!" he said yelling the last part at him and not caring that if his family is hearing this right now. When Edward didn't speak he turned to walk away but Edward grabbed him and shoved him into his wall and covering his lips with his. Jake moaned into the kiss wrapping his arms his neck, Edward wrapped his arms around his waist picking the teen up and placing them both on his couch. The kiss turning very passionate, after a while he added a little tongue he smiled into the kiss when he heard Jake moan out of pleasure. He pulled away and looked at his lover "I love you" he said, after that just in one swift movement he pulled onto Jake's shirt dropping the shreds onto the floor then he did the same to his shirt dropping them next to Jake's.

He was back on top getting to excite they both fell off his ouch onto the wooden floor but that didn't stop them.

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After that, that wonderful experience when they made love the pack and his father started little by little to but out of our their life. Just when he thought that when he thought that it was gonna get better his life, it got worse. Edward started to distant his self he even left the Cullen house for about a month, when he tried to get some information they all shut him out, the most things that hurt was that Alice his best friend was distant to. But not everyone was like Jasper would still talk to him they would get out of Forks and go to Port Angeles to have some fun, he was the only Cullen that treated him like a friend still and he was great full. But one day made it al worse he heard from Jasper that Edward has been spending all his time with a human girl, a human girl named Bella Swan.

He knew her they were childhood friends, but no he couldn't believe it that his love of his life would cheat on him with her, so on day he decided to go over towards the Cullen house. Jasper invited him like usual he was the only one that would talk to him, Alice, Emmett, Rosalie and Edward wouldn't even say a hello to him. So he was up in Jasper's room until Jasper came in with a face that would kill "We have to go now!" he hissed, Jake frowned "What? Why?" he said confused. Jasper's eyes softened "Jake I love you like a brother and I don't want to see you get hurt" he said with pain laced in his voice, Jake frowned "What's going on?" he said not like being shut in the dark.

Jasper shook his head "It's just too much we have to go" he said opening his window, Jake frowned walking past him and opening the door his eyes widened on what he saw there she was Bella Swan. She was currently talking to Edward, and well Edward looked happy he was holding her hand, before Bella turned around he slammed the door shut "Lets go" he said to Jasper, he just nodded and picked him and flew out of his window.

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It's a months since he and Edward made love and its been another month since he saw him with Bella, but since that day he's been feeling sick lately he couldn't even eat anymore, if he ate he would barf it out the next minute. Everything bothered him the light the smell of everything.

One day he was walking around the house doing some chores that's when he fainted.

Billy, and Sam were of course worried sick about Jacob, he looked pale and he would bark out all his food out.

But one day Sam discovered something that shook everybody to the core, he looking at the ancient book about their tribe hoping to find something there and that's where he found it. An old legend about their people.

He who can't phase will have the power to bear children to the pack.

In some cases the bearer if he finds a mate then he'll bare him children and they'll have the most powerful males.

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It's been a week since he found out that he was pregnant with Edward's baby he just couldn't believe it that he was going to give birth, just that thought scared him shitless, but one thing made him feel better that Billy, Sam and the rest of the pack will help through this that they'll help him raise the baby when it comes.

He was scared when Jasper came over he thought that Sam was going to rip him apart but no Sam welcomed him with open arms, when Jasper was told about Jake's condition he was scared he thought that his only friends was going to leave him and tell Edward and that he going to come back and take the baby his baby. But no he did the exact opposite he happy that he was going to be an uncle, he too was going to help him out, then there that day Jasper Hale was the only vampire from the Cullen family to take step into La Push he was the only allowed in there.

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Rosalie looked at him with shock and with forgiveness "Wow Jake I didn't know please forgive me, I didn't want to stop talking to you or being your friends but Edward said that it was the best to stop talking to you that it wouldn't be fair to Bella" "Please forgive me I'm sorry that I hurt that we hurt you like that please" she pleaded.

Jake looked at her then nodded "I never blamed you Rosalie me being mad at you at all of you made me feel better, but hey don't worry I had Jasper there to help" he said smiling at her, "Damn it's a good thing she can't read minds good thing I couldn't tell her about the rest about when I was kidnapped and almost killed for my baby" he said in his mind.

Rosalie looked at him in awe she him into a hug "Thanks you Jake I wont fail you again" she said, Jake smiled but it faltered "Rosalie you have to promise me something" he said very serious. Rosalie frowned "What?" she said worriedly, Jake looked at her "You can't tell Edward about my son" he said. Rosalie nodded and held his unharmed arm "Don't worry I wont tell him" she said assuring him, Jake nodded then smiled "So you wanna see your nephew?" he said.

Rosalie nodded and jumped off the table "Of course" she said.

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There I hope you guys liked this chapter, it took me two days to write this up.