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CHAPTER 7: If I died inside would anyone realise?

"And to wrap up the news tonight a Mr. Edward Cullen has had an accident if he has any family or friends could they please come up to 's hospital to properly identify him and possibly his wife Mrs. Tanya Cullen was in the accident" my heart shot out of my chests and up into the sky "oh" I gasped Edward was hurt.

Screw the doctor's instructions I dived out of bed and into my car As I drove over to the hospital I kept on telling myself that my heart did that because I was so close to Alice and Jasper and I felt bad for them my mind was avoiding the truth.. Oh the truth was so painful because every time I even thought a little about it my heart would squeeze just a little harder.

When I got to the hospital Alice And Jasper where there as well filling in documents when I walked up to her Alice looked at me like I was crazy "Bella why are you here you could go into early labour again!" "Oh Alice I have to see him oh please let me see him I won't say anything stupid please please please" I begged she sighed and reminded me "just remember your children don't need a father" then she turned and looked at the doctor and he gestured with his arms "this way please miss" and I followed the doctor into room 301 the doctor left to give us some privacy "Bella" Edward croaked sounding happy but confused this confused me why on earth must he be happy to see me after all the money… oh well my mind screamed he's alive and alright! I shuffled over to his side and knelt down with my belly bulging over the side his arm rested against Tohmaz and Alhi and it felt nice like we were an actual family, his head lolled to the side and he said "may I?" gesturing with his hand to my stomach I blushed and mumbled sure he gently laid his hand against my stomach while they were kicking and laughed "it's Jacob's" he said not meaning it as a question, before I could even protest and tell him the whole story there was a cough and our heads looked over at the door and there was Tanya in a wheelchair with both her legs plastered up. Edward moaned and actually started crying when he saw what he had done to his wife she wheeled herself to his side and I realised that her stomach wasn't big anymore so did he "I didn't kill…" he asked she just shook her head and smiled "Edward honey we have a baby girl called Elizabeth" then she turned to me and said "Bella may me and Edward have a moment alone?" I couldn't say anything and just stood up and walked out of the room, when I got to the door Edward called out "Bella … can we… I mean can I…?" I pitied him after all he's done to me what does he want tea?? A coffee down the nearest cafe and talk out 'problems' out I just whispered "leave it be Edward" and walked out to Alice. All I can remember was me stumbling out blind with tears to find Alice and laughing because the déjà vu was huge it was the exact same thing that happened when he left and when I found out I was pregnant… Alice is always there for me. When I woke up I was at home and Alice was downstairs making me breakfast Charlie had already gone off to fish and when she came in she asked the obvious question "did you….did he..." she trailed off I just shook my head and answered "he thought they were Jacobs and I nearly told him but then Tanya wheeled herself in…" she sat down beside me and asked "Wheeled???" "Mm huh…. She broke both her legs and I heard giving birth does that to you …" "oh she finally gave birth did she?? I was talking to Edward before and it's not even his it's her ex's" I sighed thank-god for some reason I was SO relieved but for no reason well that's what I told myself at least.

Edwards P.O.V

The doctor stood at the end of my bed explaining what had happened "Mr. Cullen I believe you were quite intoxicated while at the wheel and very distressed well while you were out your wife went into labour and realizing you weren't there she had to drive herself which was the car you crashed into, you lost quite a bit of blood and your wife broke 2 legs luckily the baby wasn't harmed and right now I must attend your wife but I believe there is some family here to see you good-bye" I just nodded and after a little while Alice strode in and said "your lucky we were here already and if Bella comes here god help me I will strangle you Edward" just then I noticed the angle she was cradling her stomach I gestured towards her stomach "looks like there are congrats at hand here" she just blushed and nodded I sighed and while looking at the ceiling I said "Tanya's gone into labour" strangely Alice started yelling at me "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO BELLA???" she coughed and lowered her voice "I did the math and Tanya's too pregnant so just tell me the truth when you were with her did you cheat on Bella?" I was shocked I gazed in to her eyes and explained "no, when me and Tanya got together she was already 2 or 3 months pregnant it's not mine it's her ex boyfriend's and he doesn't know about it… well her I should I say, Tanya's all set on having a baby girl…." I trailed off "well Edward I have to go and remember if Bella comes I will strangle you!"

Half an hour later

The door opened and … Bella stepped through at first I was like crap Alice will kill me then I was confused she never wanted too see me again right?? And then I was so happy that she was here, she shuffled forward after I croaked out "Bella" and sat next to my bed her HUGE belly flopping on the bed I rested my arm next to it and gestured "May I?" she blushed and mumbled "sure" I gently laid my hand on her stomach and felt a kick and her wincing I laughed then I turned serious "it's Jacobs" I accused. Someone coughed and my head snapped up and I saw Tanya in a wheelchair I groaned and started crying HOW EMBARRASING!! She wheeled forward and clearly said "Edward honey we have a baby girl called Elizabeth" then she turned to Bella and sharply said "Bella may me and Edward have a moment alone?" oh gosh what does she wanna say now?? Bella just stood up and headed towards the door but before she walked out I said "Bella … can we… I mean can I…?" she glared at me and said "leave it be Edward" and walked out, I knew what that tone and look meant it meant yeah as if! I suddenly remembered Tanya's presence and turned to her all she said was "I thought you had gone back to her... And then it was all a blur from there… never do that to me again Edward promise me that and promise you'll never go back to her please" I just mumbled "scouts honour" and let the morphine take over.

Bella's point of view

Its September 13th my birthday ugh and exactly 1 week till my babies are due suddenly there was a ripping pain in my stomach which was all too familiar and then there was water everywhere Alice was over to celebrate my birthday so I yelled "ALICE THEIR COMING ALL SYSTEMS GO!!" she ran me to her car and I was breathing deeply.

When we got to the hospital I was fully dilated and was pushing and pushing HARD "ARGHHHHHH" crap I thought it hurts SO bad Alice was staring at me and was turning a light shade of green "uhm Bella I have to tell you something I'm pregnant…" "ARGHHHHH WHAAAT!?!?!?!?!?" and then suddenly the doctors yelled she's done and I blacked out.