Disclaimer: This fic is not intended to infringe copyright. Clannad is owned by Key Visual Arts. The only thing I own is the plot.
My Wish in the Light
When the three of us had finished eating dinner, Tomoya-kun went to our bedroom to rest for a while, while Ushio and I cleaned up after ourselves. She washed the dishes while I wiped the dining table, and when all was said and done, I prepared some tea for the three of us to drink.
"Papa, Mama and I are all done cleaning up now. Stay with us while Mama tells me about that night," called Ushio.
"Alright Ushio, I'm coming," called Tomoya-kun from our bedroom.
I remembered that when Ushio was ten years old, she confronted us with something that we were least expecting as parents.
"Papa, Mama, when will I get my own room?" asked
"Why do you ask, Ushio?" I asked. "Don't you like sleeping with me and Papa in our room?"
"Yeah Ushio, what's all this all of a sudden?" asked Tomoya-kun.
"Well, I'm already ten years old, so shouldn't I be getting my own room now?" she asked.
"Well, it's true that you aren't that small anymore. Is it because of Papa's snoring?" I asked.
"Hey Nagisa, who says that I snore?" said Tomoya-kun, one eyebrow raised.
"I do, Papa. Sometimes, it's so loud that I end up waking up," said Ushio.
"Oh," was all that Tomoya-kun said, and he chuckled.
Tomoya-kun entered our living room, and sat down on the floor, while I laid out our tea onto the small tea table that we owned. Ushio then came in from the kitchen, having finished tidying up after she washed the dishes.
"So, Mama, are you going to be the one who's going to tell me what happened?" she asked.
"I guess so, since Papa over there doesn't seem to want to talk about it," I said.
"I still don't know how you were able to mention what we did on that night to the old man and Sanae-san," Tomoya-kun muttered.
I giggled and said,
"Because even if I was embarrassed at the time, I was proud that it was you, Tomoya-kun. And as a result, we have our wonderful child, Ushio."
"Aww Mama, that's so cheesy!" Ushio quipped.
I moved closer to Tomoya-kun and kissed him lightly on the cheek. He blushed a bit, and Ushio pointedly looked away. I supposed anyone would be embarrassed when their own parents did that right in front of them. Except for me, I suppose, but hmm, that was just Dad randomly insulting Mom's bread and she'd start crying and Dad would shout how much he loved her and her bread.
"Mama, tell me about it already. I'm starting to get a little excited here," said Ushio.
"Only in this household would you find a daughter so eager to hear about her own parents talk about the first night they had sex," muttered Tomoya-kun loud enough so that only I could hear.
I instinctively giggled and said,
"Well Ushio, it goes like this…"
It had been a little over a month since the day that I had moved in with Tomoya-kun in his tiny apartment. A month had passed since the day that my name had changed from Nagisa Furukawa to Nagisa Okazaki. I was proud of it, of being Tomoya-kun's wife.
Right now, he's working hard to support the two of us, since I couldn't find a job as of yet. Nishina-san had told me that she would apply to work as a waitress at a family restaurant that would be opening nearby soon, and I decided to consult with Tomoya-kun first to see if that was all right with him.
Tonight seemed like any other night we had been spending ever since I moved in with him; just me and him alone. I always prepared the meals, like a good homemaker, and he appreciated that I was supporting him in everything that he did.
While we were eating dinner, I decided to ask him if it was all right with him for me to apply for that job.
"Tomoya-kun."
"What is it, Nagisa?" he replied.
"Back at the graduation, Nishina-san left me her contact number. A few days ago, she contacted me and said that she would go look for a job, because she still wants to study at the school of fine arts, and that she didn't want to be a burden on her parents. She said that she would apply at the family restaurant that would open for business next week, and she invited me to come apply with her. It's perfect, since I'm looking for a job too, and it would be nice working with Nishina-san, right?"
"With her?"
"Yup. As a waitress," I said.
"Hmm. Well, that isn't too bad. It's much better than working at a place full of strangers. But don't forget to let the old man and Sanae-san know, alright?" he said.
"I will," I said, and with that, dinner proceeded in calm silence.
We were that type of couple who would just be fine without any kind of conversation taking place between us. Just being with each other was good enough to make us both happy.
After dinner, I prepared the futons that we would be using, while Tomoya-kun sat on the floor, facing the beautiful night sky. When I was done, I sat down beside him and gazed at the stars.
"Tomoya-kun, the stars are beautiful, aren't they?" I asked.
"Yeah, they are. Just like you, Nagisa," he replied.
I blushed and said,
"Tomoya-kun, what are you thinking about right now?"
"I just remembered something that Miyazawa told us when we attended his brother Kazuto's funeral. A legend from the early days of this city that tells us that when a happy event occurs, or when people are blessed, a small orb of light appears around them. I think that such a light could be around us right now… I'm really blessed to be with you, Nagisa," he said.
"Me too, Tomoya-kun," I said as I leaned on his shoulder while we continued to look at the stars.
"Hey, if we can catch one of those orbs of light, we can have any wish granted, right? What would you ask for, Nagisa?"
"I don't need anything, since I'm with you, Tomoya-kun," I replied, feeling the heat creep up my face as I uttered those words.
"You've got to have something that you want," he said.
"Really, I don't need anything. Well, there is one thing I do want though," I said as I bowed my head, my cheeks burning up out of embarrassment.
"Really? What is it? If you say what it is, I'll get it for you," replied Tomoya-kun enthusiastically.
"A baby," I replied softly.
Tomoya-kun's breathing stopped for a moment, then it resumed as quickly as it stopped.
"Can I?" I asked timidly.
He looked at me intently, saying nothing. I was terrified that I offended him with my request.
"It's okay if you don't—" I began, but he cut me off.
"It's not that I don't want to, Nagisa. It's just that… It's our first time, isn't it?" he said softly.
"Y-yes, it is," I replied.
"Hmm… I think we should take this slowly, since it's our first time," said Tomoya-kun.
"T-that's fine with me," I stammered, my heart pounding lightly.
"Let's get settled into our futon then," he said.
We got up from our spot, closed the curtains until a very small gap remained, enough so that the faint traces of moonlight that entered our room was enough for us to still see each other, and settled into our futon.
I broke the silence and asked,
"So, how do we start this out?"
He didn't answer, instead, he snuggled closer to me under the blankets, and he gently took my face in his warm hands.
"I love you, Nagisa," he whispered.
"I love you too, Tomoya-kun," I replied, before our lips met.
It was a long and passionate kiss, and after a while, we broke apart.
"Maybe we should—" I started, but I was interrupted by his lips crushing against mine again.
This time, our tongues found each other, and they fought in a perverted wrestling match inside our mouths. I found myself enjoying this, and I somehow knew that he was enjoying this too. He was gently holding my face in his hands, when I felt one hand release its grip from my hair. His hand proceeded to start undoing the buttons of my pajamas, and this was while we were still passionately kissing.
Tomoya-kun was halfway through my buttons when I broke away from him.
"What's wrong Nagisa?" he whispered.
"Umm, shouldn't I be helping you too?" I asked.
"Oh this," he gestured to his t-shirt.
He sat up, took off his shirt, and threw it into a far corner of the room. He smirked and said,
"Taken care of."
He began to lie down again, this time both hands furiously working on my pajamas' buttons. After a while, they were all unbuttoned, and I slid out of my top. I was vaguely aware that I was only wearing my modest bra in front of Tomoya-kun, but now was not the time to be shy. He's my husband, and I shouldn't be shy in situations like these with him!
"Woah Nagisa, you look really cute when you're blushing like that," he commented.
"How can you see my face that well in the dark?" I asked.
"I can't. I just know that you're blushing," he replied casually.
"You know me too well, Tomoya-kun," I replied. "I'll help you take off your shorts, while you, ummm… Take care of the rest."
"Yes Ma'am," he said, while giving me a mock salute.
Without further ado, I sat up in bed, kissed him again, arms around his neck. After a while, I let go of him, and I began to take off his shorts. He, on the other hand, was already in my pajamas' pants, feeling around in random places that…
"Stop that Tomoya-kun, it tickles!" I exclaimed while breaking away from our kiss.
"Sorry about that Nagisa. Wait, let me get that for you," he said.
And in one swift movement, I was left with nothing but my modest bra and panties on. He had nothing but boxer shorts on by the time I finished with him. I felt around in his boxers, and mischievously said,
"Well, well, looks like someone's excited, eh Tomoya-kun?"
He looked down towards his crotch area and said,
"I guess so, Nagisa."
He kissed me everywhere, on my lips, my neck, my eyes, my hair, and even on my chest. He even kissed the exposed part of my breasts.
"Hey Tomoya-kun, that tickles!" I said.
"Sorry about that. Why don't we take it all off?" he asked.
I nodded and leaned in to kiss him again, while I stripped him of his boxers. He began to undo my bra, and when it was finally taken off, I looked down and he looked straight at me.
"Wow, it's really big," I said nervously.
"Yeah, they really are big," he said.
"They?" I said.
"It's?" he asked.
Then we realized we were talking about two different things. We laughed and Tomoya-kun said,
"We really were made for each other, don't you think?"
"I know so, Tomoya-kun,"I replied.
"Hey Nagisa, I'm going to try something alright?" he said, as he began to gently caress my left nipple.
The feeling that suddenly hit me was a mixed feeling of euphoria, happiness, and bodily pleasure. I don't remember feeling this good in my entire life. I couldn't control myself any longer when he started to caress my other nipple.
"T-Tomoya-kun… Oh… Tomoya-kun," I moaned.
"You really are cute when you're like that, Nagisa," he said. "Get a load of this," he said, as he let go of my breasts.
He swooped gently on me, and he started to gently nibble at my right nipple, while his hands were busy with my panties.
"Oh, Tomoya-kun, don't stop… Tomoya-kun… Tomoya-kun," I continued to moan.
"Don't worry, I won't," he replied softly.
I looked at his crotch and said,
"Oh look, it's grown bigger by a teeny bit. You really are excited, aren't you?"
"Yeah I am Nagisa. I want you right now," he purred.
And just like that, we were both totally naked. He kissed my breast and started to wrap his arms around me. He continued to kiss me everywhere, while I felt his pulse in his member, which was pressed flat against my stomach. I loosened up a bit, and I held it in my hands. It was so big that I needed to use both hands to hold it properly. Tomoya-kun let go of me when he felt my touch, and I gently stroked its head. His breathing got more strained; mine was already strained much earlier. I kept stroking it gently and said,
"Umm, what else am I supposed to do right here?"
"I don't think you'd want to eat any of that stuff…" he trailed off into silence.
He kissed me some more, hugged me some more, and I felt how excited he got when I stroked his member gently. He nibbled at my nipples again, and I started to call his name again and again.
"Tomoya-kun… Tomoya-kun… L-let's do it now, I t-think we're ready," I managed to say.
He nodded and I turned away from him in the bed. I was in a half-fetal position, when I felt him suddenly let go of me.
"Tomoya-kun, what's the matter?" I asked.
"I'm just making sure I don't miss my target," he said mischievously. "We wouldn't want that, right, Nagisa?"
And then I felt him hug me tightly again, and suddenly, I felt something very warm enter me through my rear end. He suddenly started to move back and forth, with increasing speed. Needless to say, we were both very close to our respective climaxes.
"Gaargh," I heard him mutter. "I'm completely inside you."
"T-Tomoya-kun… Tomoya-kun…"
It got faster and faster; his arms seemed to be locked in an iron grip around my body, his hands feeling my breasts, caressing them.
"Tomoya-kun… Tomoya… kun… Tomoya-kun," I panted, calling his name over and over again. "D-don't stop, it's great, I like it, I like you, Tomoya-kun…"
And then I finally came.
"TOMOYA-KUN!" I screamed.
"N-Nagisa, you're really warm," he choked out.
Evidently, Tomoya-kun came too. He slumped on top of me, and he slowly tried to extract himself from me. It took him a while, but he finally did it. He used the blanket to wipe his member and my behind, and he hugged me once more, gently caressing my breasts all the while.
"N-Nagisa, I love you," he muttered.
"I love you too," I replied. "Thank you, Tomoya-kun."
And the last thing I thought of before I drifted off to sleep was that I could not afford to forget to wash the futon and the blankets tomorrow.
"And so that's what happened, Ushio," I finished.
I looked at the two of them. Tomoya-kun was so red that he could rival the color of the ripest tomatoes in the shopping district. I myself was blushing profusely. I saw Ushio's face and the expression on her face told me most of her reaction to it all.
"Eew, Mama, that's really gross!" she exclaimed with a sour look on her face. "I think I have to puke for a bit."
She stood up and ran to the bathroom as fast as she could, nearly knocking over a few chairs and her teacup in the process.
"Ushio, please puke in the toilet! And don't forget to flush afterwards!" I called.
I turned to Tomoya-kun and said,
"Well, that was more embarrassing than I expected."
"You just told our daughter how we took each other's virginity. Of course she won't be disgusted," said Tomoya-kun sarcastically.
"Well Ushio did ask for it," I said.
At that moment, I heard retching from the bathroom.
"I think it was too much for her," I said.
"Umm Nagisa… You think?" exclaimed Tomoya-kun.
I just laughed at that.
Later that night, as we lay in bed, Tomoya-kun said,
"You know Nagisa, it has been quite a while since we last did that."
"Has it been that long Tomoya-kun?" I asked innocently.
"Of course it has been… It's been half a year since we last slept together like that. Would you… Like to do it tonight?" he coughed out.
"Hmm, let me think about that for a second… Sure, why not, Tomoya-kun?" I said as I leaned in to kiss him.
He reciprocated my actions, but immediately broke away.
"I have to take care of… Other things first," he said.
He stood up and left the room for a few minutes. When he arrived, I asked,
"Did you cover Ushio's ears with cotton balls?"
"Yup."
"Did you put pillows over her ears?"
"Yup."
"Did you close her door and lock our door?"
"Yup."
"Did you close the window nearest Mom and Dad's house?"
"Yup."
"Great. Now, come here you," I said in a naughty manner while beckoning him to come to me.
"Yes Ma'am," he said, complete with mock salute.
Fin.
Author's Notes: Well, that was harder than I originally thought. Writing lemon that involves a Yamato Nadeshiko type of girl proved to be a challenge. Thanks for reading; please review and point out where I need to improve!
