Chapter 3
Edward:
I knew how wrong it was to kiss Bella.
I knew how wrong it was to use her to get back at Lauren.
But I pushed that all away and suddenly I didn't care.
I became selfish.
I didn't care who got hurt in the process as long as the main person was Lauren.
I finally pulled back and looked at Bella.
Her eyes were wide with shock and she was breathing heavy.
"Why did you do that?" She whispered.
I shrugged "Just wanted to."
She looked like she was going to say something else but before she could Alice came up and put her arm around Bella's shoulder.
"Heyyyyyyy you twooooooo. I've been looking for youuuuuu. Where've ya been?" She slurred.
I rolled my eyes.
Alice was always getting drunk and right now she was completely wasted.
"Looking for you sister dear." I lied.
"Reallyyyy? Well I'm having a superrrrr time. How 'bout you Bellaaaaa?"
Bella laughed. "Fantastic time."
"Well that is just greatttttt! Anywho I better get goinggg. Beer's almost goneee."
And with that she stumbled towards the kitchen.
"Shouldn't we help her or something?" Bella asked.
"She's always getting drunk like that. She's fine."
Bella still looked worried.
"Come on."
I took her hand and lead her around a dark corner where surprisingly no one was.
I pushed her up against the wall and attacked my lips with hers, determined to rid my mind of everything and everyone especially Lauren.
Bella:
Edward kissed me again this time more fiercely. But I didn't mind.
His tongue brushed my bottom lip and I gasped in surprise as his tongue came into contact with mine.
His hand tangled in my hair, bring me closer.
And my hands wrapped around his neck, my fingers curling around his silky smooth hair.
"Edward?" A voice asked.
He immediately pulled back. And we both turned to see who had called his name.
Jasper.
Edward:
Fuck.
Why the hell could I never kiss someone for more than five seconds without being interrupted?!
"What do you want Jasper?" I asked annoyed.
"Can I talk to you for a sec?"
"I'll see you later."
Bella whispered to me and then she walked past Japer and around the corner.
Fuck, fuck, FUCK!
"What the fuck Jasper?!"
"I could say the same for you Edward."
I sighed and pinched the bridge of my nose.
"What do you need to talk about?"
"I first came to find you to ask if you had seen Alice but then I find you making out with Bella when you already have a girlfriend or did all that lust and tongue cloud your memory?"
"I don't have a girlfriend anymore." I said threw gritted teeth.
"Damn right since you're cheating on her! With Bella! Who my guess doesn't even know!"
"Get your facts straight Jasper. Lauren cheated on ME. I just saw her and Tyler in bed together in his room!"
Jasper was silent for a long moment processing what I had just said.
"So then you go and use Bella to take your 'anger' out on?" He finally asked.
This time I remained silent. And I could tell he wasn't going to let it go.
"Well?" He prompted.
"I don't know." I whispered.
"What was that?!"
"I said I DON"T KNOW!" I said angrily.
"Well you should! You're playing with fire Edward and you're going to get burned. Bad. You're going to hurt a girl who just moved here just to get back at Lauren?!"
"Why don't you leave me the fuck along and go find Alice." I snapped.
"Whatever Edward but don't think I'm going to stand here on the sidelines and watch you treat her like dirt!" And with that he too left.
Bella:
I tried to calm down my mind and my erratic heart.
I shook my head and set out to find Rosalie. Hopefully she was sober.
It took a while but I finally spotted her in the stream of the crowd.
"Rose!" I yelled. I didn't think she would hear me considering how loud the music was and of course she didn't.
I sighed and made my way through the crowd.
"Hey." I finally said, standing next to her.
"Hey. Have you seen Emmett?"
"Uh yeah a while ago.
He reeked of pot."
"REEKED OF WHAT?!" She yelled.
Shit. Not good.
"Um…"
"BELLA!"
"Pot." I said quietly.
"Damnit! I gotta go
find him. Will you please help me?"
"Sure."
It took us a while but finally we found him laughing with a group of guys who each had a girl sitting on their lap and that unfortunately included Emmett. Rose's eyes looked like they would pop out of her head and she looked like she was going to murder someone.
"Emmett!" She yelled marching over there.
Emmett's smile fell and his eyes grew big.
"R-rose…" He stammered.
"Don't even bother!" She said to him angrily and then she turned to the girl on his lap.
"Get off of him skank!"
"Make me bitch!" The girl yelled back.
And Rose did. She took a chunk full of her hair and pulled her off Emmett. The girl screamed and tears leaked from his eyes.
"If I ever catch you near him again you won't have that pretty face anymore. Understand?" She whispered violently.
The girl nodded and Rose took her hand out of the girl's hair and the girl immediately ran away.
She then turned her glare on Emmett who looked scared as hell.
"What the fuck Emmett?! You cheating on me with her?!"
"No, no, NO! Rose I'm sorry. Me and the guys were just having fun. I didn't even kiss her!"
"But you did pot?! And God knows if you did anymore you probably would have done more than kiss her!"
"NO! NEVER! Rose I'm sorry!" He reached out his hand for hers but she drew back.
"Don't touch me Emmett! You promised!" And with that she left crying.
I stood their shocked. Emmett was screwed.
One of the guys by him echoed my thoughts.
"What the fuck, man? Wow you're so screwed!"
"Shut the fuck up!" Emmett snapped. And then he ran off. My guess was to find Rosalie.
Well this party was just getting better and better.
I turned around to go look for Edward or Jasper so someone could take me home and I bumped right into Edward.
"Hey. I was looking for you."
He smiled down at me. "You were?"
"Yeah, I hate to ruin your fun but could you take me home?"
"Sure. Everything alright?"
"Yeah. Just ready to go. You can drop me off and come back I'm sorry I'm asking you anyways."
"No, no it's fine. I was ready to go too."
"Let me go find Emmett and tell him we're leaving."
"Uh I don't know if that's such a good idea."
He looked at me with a confuse expression. "Why not?"
"Well long story short he was doing pot and Rosalie freaked and they just got into a huge fight."
"Oh. Well let's go find Jasper then."
"Okay."
He took my hand in his and then we made our way through the crowd.
Edward:
Emmett was doing pot again? God, this whole family is messed up.
I sighed and finally spotted Jasper.
He was supporting a drunk Alice who looked like she would pass out any second now.
"We're both ready to go. So I'm taking Bella home."
I told him when we approached him.
"Yeah I'm taking Alice home too. Too much beer. She's going to hate her self tomorrow morning."
I laughed. "Yes she is."
"Have you seen Rose and Emmett?"
"Well according to Bella they got into a fight."
"Shit. What happened?"
"Apparently Emmett is doing pot. Again."
"Fuck he's screwed."
"Yup."
"Well can you take Alice to the car and I'll meet you there?"
"Okay." I reluctantly let go of Bella's hand and took Alice.
The three of us made our way to the door and outside.
And a couple of minutes later Jasper, Rose and Emmett came out of the house too.
No one spoke.
Rose ignored Emmett and he tried apologizing. Alice was on the verge of passing out. And Jasper would occasionally glare at me from the rear view mirror.
I sighed and looked at Bella who was staring out the window, deep in thought.
I took her hand in mine and she looked at me in surprise.
I smiled and she smiled back.
And I knew right then and there that I was going to hell for all the damage I was yet to cause.
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