Chapter 4
Bella:
I stared at the ceiling in my room thinking of the last two days.
Saturday and Sunday passed by in a blur.
Saturday I went to the Cullen's next door and yesterday they came over here.
But I still wasn't sure where me and Edward stood. Were we dating?
Or was he just bored and wanted to make out?
He had kissed me both Saturday and Sunday a few times but I was being a coward and hadn't asked him what we were yet.
I sighed and finally got out of bed; dreading my first day of school.
And set on never going to another party again. Ugh.
I took a shower, got dressed, combed my hair etc.
And then got breakfast. Charlie was already gone for work.
After I finished my breakfast I grabbed my back pack and jacket and headed out the door to the truck Charlie got me.
School was worse than I thought. Everyone stared.
I hate when people do that it creeps me out it makes me think that they're slowly planning out my death in they're minds when people stare at me so intently
A/N that is actually a fact for me I truly feel that way when people stare at me for a long time lol
I sighed and ignored they're stares and walked straight towards the doors.
Once inside I headed to the office and a red haired lady gave me the forms I needed and a map of the school.
I left the office and turned on a corner intently looking at my map and bumping right into someone.
"oh. Sorry!" I said looking at the person I bumped into which of course happened to be Edward.
He smiled. "Might want to glance up a few times you could get killed down these hallways."
I laughed. "Yeah I should. Well gotta go. See you later."
I tried walking around him but he grabbed me by the waist and gently pushed me up against the wall.
"What are you doing?" I hissed.
People who had been walking by stared at me and the position me and Edward were in. and then whispered to others around them.
Great first day of school and everyone probably thinks I'm some whore.
"Edward let go of me."
He smiled again. "No I don't think I will."
"People are staring!"
"So? Let them."
And then he brought his mouth to mine and every thought left me.
Finally we both came up for air.
And as I looked over his shoulder I could see some blond girl staring at us.
Hate, jealousy and hurt burning in her eyes as her eyes bored into mine.
Edward:
I had to admit Bella could kiss!
But then I noticed she was staring at something over my shoulder I turned around and followed her gaze. And their in all her glory was Lauren.
"Uh Bella could we finish this later? I got something to take care of."
She looked back at me and nodded. "Sure. See you later." And with that she walked off.
I took a deep breath and turned back around; Lauren was headed straight for me.
"What the hell Edward?!"
"What?" I asked innocently
"Don't give me that! You know very well what! How could you go around sleeping with her?!"
"What the hell? First off who said we were sleeping together? I was just kissing her. And second How could I? How could you sleep with Tyler?!"
"I'm sorry Edward! It was a mistake! We were both drunk! It didn't mean anything I swear!"
"Don't give me that shit! I've gotten drunk before at parties. Extremely drunk but I have never slept with anyone else or even kissed anyone!"
"Edward I'm
sorry!"
"Sorry doesn't change or fix what you did."
"I know but you can't be serious to be with her!"
"Why not?"
"Cause we both know you love me."
"Things change." I answered coldly. Did I love Lauren? I didn't know. Maybe. But I highly doubted it. But I wanted her. Badly.
"You don't mean that." She whispered, tears brimming her eyes.
"Just like you didn't mean to sleep with Tyler?"
"Ed-"
"Save it. I'm done hearing it."
And with that I walked off to class.
Bella:
I sat in my
first period class thinking of what just happened.
I should not have let Edward kiss me that way. My thoughts always seemed to cut off when he did that.
And who was that blond staring at me like she wanted to shoot me in the face?
An ex? A girlfriend?
I
sure hopped it wasn't a girlfriend cause if it was I would kill
Edward.
I refuse to be with a guy who's with someone else. It's just fucked up.
And that's when I finally made up my mind to ask where Edward and I stood.
Edward:
I was going to hell.
I was using Bella to get to Lauren.
But I wanted Lauren to suffer a little so I was messing with her emotions as well.
It was fucked up but once again I shook it off and didn't care.
When the bell rang dismissing from first period I grabbed my stuff and headed to second period.
And once again bumped right into Bella.
"Jesus sorry about that. I don't know why this keeps happening." I apologized.
"It's fine." She said quietly.
Something was wrong. I could tell by her face and tone.
"What's wrong Bella?"
"Nothing, no well I just wanted to um ask you something."
"Ok….go crazy."
"Well, I just want to know where we stand. Are we dating or is this casual-through people against the wall and make out with them type of-thing?"
I laughed. I wasn't looking forward to this part. I knew she would soon ask but still I didn't like lying but then again who cared? I was lying a lot anyways.
"No it's the first one."
"Oh. Ok…"
"Does that disappoint you?" I asked a smile spreading across my face.
"No. I just wasn't sure. Now I am. Thank you."
I laughed again. "No problem." And then I quickly pressed my lips to hers.
"So who was the blond?" She asked as we walked down to second period, my arm around her shoulders.
Fuck. "Just an ex."
"Thought so."
"Really? How did you know?" Fuck, fuck, fuck. Did Lauren talk to her?
If so I was screwed.
"I could tell by her face. She wanted to bite me head off."
I laughed, relieved. "Yes, mine too."
Bella laughed at that and then we both entered second period class together.
We sat next to each other in the back.
Unfortunately Lauren was in this class to.
She turned around and glared at us I just simply smiled.
She huffed and turned back around.
"She looks even madder than before. Didn't think that was possible." Bella mumbled.
I laughed. "Neither did me."
But that was a lie too. I knew after our talk Lauren would be even angrier than before. But that meant everything was working out fine.
Soon enough I would have her again.
A/N I planned on ending it here. But since I haven't updated in three days I decided not to
Bella:
The day moved by pretty quickly. People stared. Lauren glared.
And Edward and I made out several times.
But with the Cullens and the Hales here the day wasn't so bad.
Especially when I was with Edward.
I made good friends with a girl named Angela and some annoying guy, mike, kept staring at me and trying to ask me out.
It was extremely annoying. But other than that the day was fairly good.
After school Alice invited me to come over and so I did. After we did homework she dressed me up. Which I hated. But was forced against my will.
"Alice no! I'm not wearing a shirt that low cut!"
"Fine." She sighed.
"Then let's do your make up."
She smiled evilly and all I could think was: Mothafucker this day was never going to end.
Edward:
I watched TV as I patiently waited for Bella to come downstairs.
Jasper came over and sat next to me.
"Edward look you need to tell Bella what you're really doing."
"Jasper stay out of my business."
"You and I both know what you're doing is wrong!"
"I didn't ask for your opinion."
"I know and I don't care either. This is wrong. And I can't be the one to tell her. It would hurt her too much. You have to Edward."
The shrill ringing of the phone rang through the house.
"I got it!" Emmett called form the kitchen.
"Look, Jasper stay out of my life and what I do with it. And I mean it."
But before Jasper could say another word Emmett came into the room with an amused smile on his face.
"Edward there's a girl on the phone. And she does not sound happy."
Jasper gave me a knowing look and a sly smile.
"You're going to get burnt Edward. Completely roasted. You just watch. Karma's a bitch." And with that he left the room and headed upstairs.
I sighed and headed into the kitchen for the phone.
I took a deep breath and then finally said "Hello?" Already knowing who it would be.
But the voice caught me off guard and so did the scream.
Mothafucker this day was never going to end.
Sorry for the cliff hanger guys. I guess you'll just have to wait till tomorrow to find out who it is. Lol yes I'm evil. Thanks for the reviews! And sorry I haven't updated in a while. Keep reviewing it makes me happy and it helps chapters get up faster!
Random fact: I was surprisingly not listening to a song while writing this but I was watching Harry potter 3 which is on ABC right now. Love those movies!