----- Playing around with Yondaime's PoV in this chapter -----

I could feel his eyes on every inch of my half-naked body. He pretended not to look of course... If only I could sin... I am fully aware that I will got to Hell for even thinking that. He is my blood, my flesh, my mind. Poor boy. Naruto's way too preoccupied with trying to hide his feelings that he doesn't notice mine. Oh, my blood is boiling. He's a little version of me and arouses me so! Walking so cautiously in the house, jumping up whenever I call his name... My little poison...

Your cruel device

Your blood, like ice

One look could kill

My pain, your thrill

I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch)

I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop

I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)

I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison

You're poison running through my veins

You're poison, I don't want to break these chains

Your mouth, so hot

Your web, I'm caught

Your skin, so wet

Black lace on sweat

I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (And pins)

I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name

Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (Deep in)

I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison

You're poison running through my veins

You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains

Poison

One look could kill

My pain, your thrill

I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch)

I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop

I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)

I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison

You're poison running through my veins

You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains

Poison

I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch)

I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop

I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)

I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison, yeah

I don't want to break these chains

Poison, oh no

Runnin' deep inside my veins,

Burnin' deep inside my veins

It's poison

I don't wanna break these chains

Poison

He walks around half-naked too and makes my breathing hard. Of course, I am far better in hiding my feeling (being a strong shinobi and Hokage and all ;) I really wonder. He is so uncomfortable. Gets uneasy every time I touch him and even avoids me. The problem is that he's too aware if his feelings and is afraid. My problem is that I can't allow myself to give in. It will lead to certain doom (mine). I always feel lonely and bored when he's not around. Always going on missions. He's rather strong my little dobe. Learning something new every day.

I watched him glance at me ,with the corner of my eyes, as he passed. His team mates were outside and he was going to go on a mission. A little part of me dies every time he's on a mission. I know that he's groing up (way too fast) and in a few years (maybe less!) he won't need me anymore and I shall fall into decay. I know I'll die. He's the whole being of my life the sole purpouse of it all. Sometimes I feel very stupid. My little dream of uniting with him, body and soul, seems so untrue. I can never do that although I want it so bad...

He stepped in the sunlight and almost closed his eyes. Always hated the bright light. I could watch them, of course, listen to them, without any of them noticing my presense. Where has life lead me to? Stalking my own son.

"Hey... so where's the fire?" He asked and grinned as usual, like always when he's nervous and uneasy. Just like me.

Sasuke rolled his eyes. Teme, Naruto called him. Unfortunately there is something there. Sasuke wants Naruto. He ain't good in showing feeling, neither in hiding them so he chose to stay away from everyone. Jealousy burns inside me like a forest fire. I want him only for myself. Me and me alone. No one else shall have him. On the other hand... Sasuke is pretty good looking.... Oh, I am so shallow and confused...

The pink haired banshee, again a nickname from Naruto for Sakura, grunted. She's an easily annoyed teenage girl that posseses no special abilities...

"Kakashi-sensei didn't tell us. He said that you have to be there too."

Naruto grinned. 'Well of course. With me being the team leader and all."

Sasuke laughed. "You wish, dobe."

"Shut it, teme. Let's get going."

There was something about their voices when they said those words. A hidden messege? Such passion sounded in their voices... Have they been meeting in secret? Or it's only a secret to me?

The three head off for their meeting place with kakashi, leaving me only to wonder...