Sasuke's PoV
Is there really a way to describe a pain that can rip your soul into pieces? Pain so cruel, so intense and strong that you wish to die that second? It was such an unearthly feeling. Like it was not me watching him, like I was not there in that moment like it was not me. Broken, shattered and so terribly hurt I continued watching his ecstasy in the hands of another. Minutes dragged by me and it seemed like the world started being a colder and more hostile place then it was when Naruto was in my arms. And to think that he was lying to me all the time... That he was waiting to return to another! That I was just something to fill the time when he wasn't with him. That made me mad. Very mad and so deeply hurt! My agony continued about an hour as I listened to him moan so loud it's a miracle no one awoke and put a stop to this living hell. His exctasy was my pain... When they were finally done he slipped next to me and I pretended to be asleep of course. I could feel his eyes on me. Damn him...
Naruto's PoV
And what about that, eh? I had sex with my father and almost cum in the hands of my best friend. I wonder what kind of a person does that make me. A very whore-like one at the least. Why should I feel so tormented? Why should his touch haunt me so deeply? I did really betray Sasuke. With my own father! What a mess I got myself into. It's typical of me I'm afraid. It's always me and my messes. Me and my pain go hand in hand. Me and my exctasy go hand in hand with my pain I'm afraid. How I longed so much stronger for him. For his kisses. His touch! I could come only thinking of what we shared.
Sasuke's PoV
It was early morning when I rose (before everyone else) and decided have a walk and gather my thoughts. For a while I thought that I should kill him. And why not? It wouldn't be so hard to destroy him after what he did to me. I kicked a little pebble and the thought of actually taking his life made me squirm. How? Is it possible to kill you beloved? And how would I feel afterward? It wasn't punishment that I feared, I could escape easily. It was what would come afterwards, the dull, numbing pain... Then it flashed to me! I could get it back to him the exact same way. And I knew who with. Of course, it would mean some risks but the outcome was what I thought about. Mmm, I could almost feel it. Itachi.
Naruto's PoV
Mission. Mission. Mission. Focus. How can I focus on a mission?! After all the fucking and whatnot! And Sasuke. Gid damn something made me feel that he knew something. He knew. Or was I getting paranoid? My thoughts were such a mess!
"Naruto! For God's sake you dumbass! Try to actually keep up with us! We're not getting there soon at this rate. What is wrong with you today?!" Sakura growled at me, a few meters ahead.
"Shut up. Now. Or else." I snarled back at her, not less frustrated than she was. What the hell is everyone's problem, eh?! Sasuke. Sasuke was so far ahead I could not see him. He hadn't talked to me all morning, didn't have breakfast with me... left before me. He must know! What other explanation is there?
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Fortunately, it took only half a day to get to the hideout. The sun was setting when we finally arrived. We spread out and started looking for some sort of seals. We were told, by Kakashi and Gai, that there are five of them in different parts of the forest and should all be dispelled at once for the Big Gate to open. To localize each other we had walkie-talkies, some sort of radios I believe, and could talk to each other and say when to disspel. Me, Sakura and Sasuke head North. Sakura was cranky and not talking to me. Appearantly, so was Sasuke. I was the first to localise the seal and get in touch with Gai's team. Our convo was something like this:
"Gai-sensei, it's Naruto. We've found the seal and it doesn't look like someone is following us, which is rather strange..."
"You have? SO FAST! We also found it and just got in touch with the other teams. They are all in position and ready. AMAZING. Took you only ten minutes! Woah..."
"Would you stop blabbering? I'm ready to disspell it now."
"Righ! May the power of Youth be with all of you! (here he must have tuned in the other guys)Ready? One... Two.... GO!!!"
I dispelled it with a hand sign and some rumbling was heard from the direction of the Big Gate. Sasuke was first to race in that direction, me and Sakura followed.
"Okay, now remember we must not all go at once..." Sasuke head for the door so fast I almost screamed.
"Sasuke, wait! What are you doing?!"
Sasuke's PoV
I hoped that he wouldn't follow me just yet. Firstly, I had to find Itachi. Then, I do what I actually head there for. For my surpise, he was the one to approach me first. I felt his hands on my neck. "Sasuke. Long time no see. I knew you'd come." There was some tension in his voice. Maybe hidden desire?
"Shut up. You know what I'm here for." I turned and pinned him on the nearby wall. I saw him smirk in the dark.
"That so?" He asked and ran his fingers all over my neck. He cautiously came closer for what I wanted. What I would get back to Naruto with, what I was curious to try. Kiss. His lips crashed into mine and he slipped his tongue unto my mouth, quickly. It didn't look or feel as if he wan uncomfortable doing this or anything and I heard Naruto's growl and Itachi pulled me even closer to him. So he followed. He saw, and by the way the ground shook was already going Kyuubi.