(These last two paragraphs were inspired by Open your eyes by Snow Patrol please, please, please listen to it while reading.)
Edward:
These days that flew by have left a mark on all of us especially the trial against Tyler.
I honestly don't even like to think about it.
No one does considering the odds at some points didn't exactly favor for us. But in the end we won.
Rose and all of us got to see that bastard taken away and it was one of the best feelings in the world.
Time seems fast as it speeds away from us and looking back on all those weeks from the beginning, before Bella got here, before I used her, before everything it all seemed more simple then.
The days before drugs, alcohol, sex, and lies got in the mix seem like light years ago.
The days where I guess we were more innocent even though we still cursed.
Problems seemed not to be as big as they are now.
Looking back on those days makes me see us as totally different people.
And will we be next year and the year after that? Yeah we will.
The main question is: Will we still be friends? Will we be strangers? Faceless, nameless people with hearts of stone?
Will we be together in the end of each year? Will we change completely for better or worse?
Things change, people change, and people leave.
They lie, and stab you in the back & disappoint you.
They drop you like you weren't ever really important in the first place and hate you with as much love as you thought they used to have. They leave you and never look back.
But that's not everyone. And maybe that won't happen to us.
Maybe it will.
We will change and life will move on. It doesn't stop for anyone.
We might loose each other along the way of growing up.
We've had a lot of fun memories. Good and bad.
And so did this year and hopefully the next. Every second and every moment is supposed to count.
Because you never truly know when the world will stop.
When your heart will, when you leave everyone and everything behind.
Everyone wants to be remembered for who they were.
But what about for what they've done?
I'll remember Emmett for all those crazy parties and fun conversations, the person who made me feel like I wasn't alone in everything.
I'll remember Jasper for the person who always could give me the best advice, for the person I knew I could always count on.
I'll remember Alice for all those memories growing up together, and the happiness she so generously shared when I needed it the most.
I'll remember Rosalie for her dark sense of humor, and for her making me laugh when I felt like I might never laugh again.
And I'll remember Bella for making me realize just how special she truly was, for the person who gave me light when everything seemed so dark, for the girl I fell in love with and plan on being with till my time is up.
I'll remember it all.
Those were the moments that counted.
They are the people that will always leave a memory. No matter how much I change.
They will be remembered for all they were and more.
Because they were the people who didn't make me feel alone no matter how much I screwed things up.
They were the people who I know without a doubt will always be here for me.
There's a lot we still need to learn.
A lot we still need to go through, a lot to suffer for to truly understand it all.
But I hope we won't forget each other along the way.
Because honestly we have too much to lose if we do.
WOW. No one saw me actually ever putting the last chapter up huh?
Yeah, I am so sorry. No lie.
And I deserve a slap in the face for the huge wait I put on you guys.
This wasn't orginally how I planned this story to end which is part of the reason why it took so long to get up.
I re did this chapter about five times D:
So I took a break hoping that whatever way to end it would come to me.
And this did.
If you hate it then i'm sorry but this is the end.
Want a sequel? Tell me if you do in a review. But no promises on that happening.
And of course I want to thank all the people who read this story and reviewed it and stuck with me this whole time and checked back for updates you honestly have no idea how much that means to me. Every single person who reviewed were the people who inspired me to finish this story, so thanks again(: I hope you enjoyed the ending. And for the whole sqeule thing there most likely wont be one. I think this is the end road for them ;[ but I do have a sneak peek at my new story for you guys so check it out and also tell me what you think of it in your reviews ;]
AND PLEASE READ CHPATER ONE AND REVIEW IT!
P.S. don't forget to give some love to one of my best friends, Tiff, who helped with the idea of this story.
Now here is your sneak peak at my new story; thought and created 100% by me:
While reading this please listen to Intro by Eyes Set to Kill.
Thank you.
And Enjoy :D
INTRO
There's a rhythm to every movement.
A rhythm to every beat.
An explosion of bodies, and sounds, of hands reaching for something more.
Something more than just the ghost of the past.
But to hold on to something real.
There's the pressure of bodies slamming, dying and aching to get to the addiction they so rightfully deserve.
To find peace and solitude in this hell on earth.
To breathe again and feel alive.
This loud pounding, ear shattering noise we love so much is calling our names.
Taking our hands and leading us away from the darkness.
Taking us to the one place we can call home.
It's what makes the rhythm in our chest beat wild with a passion.
Fighting and pounding violently against chamber doors, screaming for peace.
It's what makes this rhythm, our heart; race.
Because when the heart races, this is what it's racing toward:
The here.
The now.
The future.
And ultimately the fast pounding noise we call our home.
What we call: music.
Hope you enjoyed your little preview of my new story.
And yes this is another ALL human fanfic for our lovely Edward & Bella.
Stay tuned for this new story.
It's going to have more of my style in it.
Combined with my dark poems as well.
So I'm warning you all right now that this fanfic will be a bit dark.
But it has the potential of something more than good.
And I hope you all will enjoy it.
So stay tuned & look for my new story: When the Heart Races.
Chapter one of When the Heart Races is up and expect to see chapter two up tonight or tomorrow.
And please read it and review. It needs some love! lol
-L33N$ZZZ (AKA VampiresAreSexy)
