It's been ten days. Ten days without seeing Miley's eyes. Ten days without hearing Miley's laugh. Ten days without touching Miley's soft skin. Ten days without inhaling Miley's scent. She's gone, forever. I was sitting on my couch, where you could find me for the last ten days. Luckily school was over so I could mope around all I wanted. Miley is staying at a friend's home. Where? I couldn't tell you.
Next to my couch was trash, everywhere, mostly from food. I was surprised on my 8th day of moping around when I stepped on the scale, I had only gained a pound. All that was left in my fridge was beer. I was too scared to touch it after my incident at the bar. I haven't left my apartment since the day I got Miley's letter. I occasionly answer the phone when Jake and Jackson call to make sure I'm still alive.
Being in this house was too painful. Everything reminded me of Miley. I can't even go in the bedroom, I refuse too. Instead I just lay here, on my couch. Most of the time wishing something would fall though my roof, like a meteorite or that dead tree outside my window, and kill me. I couldn't help but think about Miley, I love her. I still love her. I hated moping around like this but so many thoughts were constantly going through my mind.
What did I do to deserve this? I always treated Miley well. I treated her like she was everything to me, which she is. Maybe I should have said it more, maybe I should of said I loved her more. Or maybe it was the sex, I mean I always thought the sex was amazing. Maybe I wasn't good enough for Miley. It can't just be that, it has to be something else. We barely ever argued, I never yelled at her over foolish things.
Wait the letter. I rolled off my couch and searched underneath it. About 20 seconds later I found a small piece of crumbled up paper that I was meaning to throw out since I received it ten days ago. I scanned my eyes down Miley's letter until I came to a certain part. The truth is I'm in love with someone else. I read this line over a couple of more times until it finally sank into me. Miley simply loved someone else.
Maybe that's why she ignored me for so long, she couldn't bare the sight of me. That had to be it, she was having an affair with someone else, someone better than me. Of course there were many people who deserved to be with Miley more than I did. But it was hard to see Mileycheating on me, but she had been acting weird for the past month. If she was having an affair she was really good at hiding it. We were basically home at the same time, unless she went out shopping or hanging with some of her friends. One very important question was who could it be? Mileyand I mostly had the same friends, and I knew everyone she knew. I was always aware of who she went out with. I went through a list of people that Mileyand I knew. I couldn't really think of one person she was a little too friendly with.
Maybe I was missing something, maybe she didn't have an affair. She probably would feel too guilty. Maybe she just didn't act on it yet. She may have just loved someone else, but didn't cheat on me. I guess that made me feel a little better? I couldn't take it anymore I had to see Miley. I know it has only been ten days but I couldn't take it anymore, I had to know the truth.
I quickly ran over to the phone and dialed Miley's number. I heard a knock at the door, then a familiar ring tone coming from outside. Instantly I knew who it was and answered the door.
"Hi."Miley said softly. I just stared at her."Um Jackson said you went out of a town. I was suppose to meet him here." Great she didn't even want to see me.
I kept my gaze at her, not breaking eye contact.
"Maybe I should go? I just came over to get a few things I need."Miley said looking nervous.
"No. Come in, it's your house too you know." I said dryly.
"I can come back another time."Miley said looking uncomfortable.
"No, you drove all the way here. Come in." I insisted, still staring at her. Miley nodded and I moved out of the way to let her in. I felt my face turn red when I noticed how messy it was. Now she knows what I have been doing for the last ten days. She quickly walked towards our bedroom. I followed her carefully, I wasn't sure if I could be around her. After a couple of minutes I slowly went into our bedroom. Miley was on the floor packing some of her clothes.
"It's very clean in here."Miley spoke up. I watched her as she folded her red dress she wore on our two year anniversary.
"Yeah. I haven't been here in much." I finally answered. Miley looked a bit uncomfortable at this.
"Listen Miley." I said after she finished packing."Can you at least tell me why? It's been killing me, what did I do wrong? I need to know, please Miley." Miley stared at me for a few minutes, which felt like hours.
"Lilly, it's not you. You did nothing wrong."Miley said looking nervous.
"Who are you in love with?" I asked not caring that she was starting to tremble. To my surprise she came up to me and hugged me.
"He's watching."Miley whispered in my ear before giving me a kiss on the cheek. Before I could react she left.
Hey guys, sorry for the long wait. Honestly I've been swamped with so many projects, thankfully I'm done with most of them. And summer is in two weeks for me so updating will be easier. I'll try to see what I can do, but you can except quicker updates once school is over. I know this chapter is kind of short, but I decided it was a good place to leave off. Thanks for all the reviews! I'm not sure how long this story is going to be, I'm trying to think of what else I can put in. But yeah leave a review and let me know what you think. If you want to leave any ideas, or anything you want to see happen let me know and I'll see what I can do:).. I have the main plot of this in my head but can include some ideas for future chapters. I'm currently trying to think of something that can make this longer and have a few ideas so that's also why updates have been slow. Haha sorry for the rambling. Thanks for reading:)