Edward's mind went blank for a second. He was horny as hell and didn't trust himself just yet with her. However did not know what to think about having her watch him either. He picked up on her shaking when he looked back at her. Not from being nervous, but from the cold of her wet hair and the floor.
Reaching behind him he grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her, doing the same to one around his waist.
"Lets move all this to the bedroom." He smiled at her and they gathered their things. Making sure no one was waiting outside the door, they made it to his room safely.
He shut the door and locked it behind them, watching her as she sat down on the daybed still wrapped in the towel. Slowly he moved toward her and smiled. Stopping about two feet in front of her he slid a hand down his chest as he looked into her eyes. His hand stopped when it reached the towel. After thinking about it for a minute he decided to leave the towel on to tease her.
Bella watched him from where she set loving what he was doing. She couldn't help but smile at him touching his chest and his teasing. She reached out to try and steal the towel from him, but he stopped her gently.
"No, you said you wanted to watch." He smiled at her and took a step back as he snaked his hand under the towel. Taking in a deep breath he slid his hand over his hard on and shut his eyes. He couldn't let himself see her reaction just yet, plus it felt good with the release of pressure. She could not see anything yet since he was still teasing her by keeping his hand under the towel, but he growled and thrust his hips lightly, it felt amazing.
Bella was speechless. The feelings he was creating within her from his actions were unexplainable. She bit her lip and it took everything inside her to not just pull him to her and take advantage of him. His growl made her press her legs together to help release some of her own ache.
A moan escaping her lips is what made him open his eyes to look at her again. He took his free hand and slowly moved the towel and let it fall to the floor. Never stopping the motion of his hand on his erection.
She was finally able to take in the sight of him touching himself and gasped softly. Her heart was about to pound out of her chest at the excitement and how much he was turning her on.
He grinned at her, not noticing how much he was enjoying having her watch him till then. He continued to stroke himself a little faster now and moved closer to her. He sniffed the air and took in a deep breath at the new wave of her arousal. His eyes fell shut and he groaned loudly. "You trying to kill me?" His voice was raspy and soft as he tried to speak.
Bella sat up and leaned closer in his direction. "I want you so bad...." Her hands gripped the side of the bed to keep herself from ravaging him.
Edward moaned and went to her. He let go of himself and leaned down to place his hands on her cheeks as he kissed her deep and hard. She instantly wrapped her arms around him, not willing to let him go as she kissed him the same. He moved them so she was laying on her back with him over top of her as they had been in the bathroom. Edward really wasn't paying attention to what he was doing and roughly placed a hand on her breast and squeezed as he kissed down her neck.
Bella gasped in pain at his touch, but at the same time it sent a wave of pleasure across her body. She reacted by gripping his hair hard enough to pull his head away from her neck to look at him.
"Just take it slow and concentrate." Her words were soft, but serious. He nodded, after being turned on by her grip in his hair it was hard to take things slow. He had to though for her. Shutting his eyes to clear his head he continued.
Placing his hips between her legs he looked up her. She caught his eyes and smiled, thrusting her hips up to barely brush against his hard on. Just enough to to where he could feel how wet and ready she was for him.
Edward fist his hands on the bed and gasped at her touch. Slow and careful, slow and careful, is all that was running through his head. He wasn't going to screw this up. He dipped his head down to press his lips against hers lightly as he moved his hips to place the head of his hard on against her slick opening. Bella moaned into his mouth and thrust her hips up to make him slide in. Only to be stopped by his strong hand holding her hips down to the bed.
"Slow.." He whispered and shut his eyes to regain control. Kissing her again as he thrust his hips forward carefully, sliding in further with each thrust. He finally stilled his body when he was fully inside her. He was shaking from holding back and from the pleasure, she felt amazing. Bella placed her hands on his shoulders and slid them down his arms to feel his muscles as he moved. Moaning softly at the sensation.
"You ok?" He wasn't going to move again until she was ready. The thrusting of her hips was good enough for him and kissed her forehead as he set a slow steady pace.
Bella forgot about the world. She didn't care if he hurt her at this point, all she could focus on was how wonderful he was making her feel at that moment. She wrapped her arms around his neck to kiss him, in the process thrusting against him harder. A loud growl escaped from his throat at that, only making Bella react with clinching her muscles against him.
"Fuck..Bella.." He dropped his head to her shoulder and return his own harder thrust to meet hers. His free hand found her hip and he pulled her even closer to him, making him go even deeper. He could not explain the sounds she was creating, but it was driving him crazy being so close to his ear. He lifted his head and without slowing he moved the hand that had been on her hip between them. Gently finding its way to her clit and rubbing lightly. Bella moved her arms so they were stretched out over her head as she arched her back up and moaned loudly.
Edward about shot his load then at how sexy she looked. He pressed his hand harder against her since he was so close, wanting her to reach her climax before him.
It didn't take long before she was bucking her hips against him and moaning his name as she came.
Squeezing him even harder inside her as he tried to continue thrusting at her wild movements. He managed to hold back until she calmed, but never stilled his hips.
Once her head cleared and she could see again, she noticed the look of desperation on his face. His body was shaking and his thrust were slowing, thats when she picked up on what was happening. She sat up slightly pushing his hips back enough with her hands to have him slide out of her.
"Bella please..." His voice was raspy as he pleaded and she knew what he wanted. Without question she nervously reached up to take his hard on in her hand and stroke. His body jerked and twitched as he found his release, groaning her name even louder than she had his.
Bella noticed the slight lose of control and the look on his face when he came, knowing he would need a minute to calm down before moving to him. His hand met hers on his shaft and stopped her from moving. She didn't say a word.
Edward finally opened his eyes after his head stopped spinning. Noticing she had not said anything, unaware of his change she had seen. "You alright?"
"Maybe that is what I should be asking you." Grinning she moved his hand that was still holding hers to kiss it lovingly. She still wasn't afraid of him, he proved himself with this one.
After she kissed his hand he moved it to stroke her cheek as he moved to kiss her passionately. "I love you so much." He whispered as their lips parted. He realized then the extent to how much he cared for her. Sure he felt that way before, but after this it only grew stronger. His actions only made him see how much his love for her overpowered the monster within him.
Bella's struggled to hold back the tears that were threatening to run down her cheeks. She had never seen his face so soft and full of love. So honest and nonthreatening. "I love you too. More than even me saying that could show."
He pulled her to him then. Wrapping his arms around her tightly, not enough to hurt her of course just enough to let her know she was his. She couldn't fight back her tears any longer as her body pressed against his. Knowing he could feel them she didn't dare lift her head to reveal the blush that would cover her face at her embarrassment. She just closed her eyes and enjoyed being close to him for as long as possible.
He sat their with her and stroked her hair. Moving finally when he couldn't stand the mess he created against them any longer. Gently pushing her to sit up he quickly cleaned the mess and got dressed. Her joining him in the getting dressed part since he had everything cleaned up before she could ask to help.
She smiled at him taking the time to wipe her tears away then. He was instantly back wrapping his arms around her as he tried to help kiss away the remaining tears.
"You're perfect." Was all that she could say.
Only too soon was the weekend over and Monday morning arriving. Bella sat in the car silently as Edward drove them to school. Not only was she still dealing with her injuries healing fully, she now had to worry about Mike and Charlie at school. She only had one class without Edward and Mike was in it, so she didn't think it would be that bad.
Regretting getting out of the car, they walked into the building together. She watched Edward's face as others passed since she couldn't read minds herself she had to settle for his facial expressions. She was greeted by a few of her friends as always, trying her best to avoid Mike as he walked by. It didn't matter anyways since he stayed on the other side of the hallway glaring at Edward.
The day dragged on slowly and once again found herself alone without Edward and Mike as a partner.
Bella sat with her head on the desk trying her hardest to ignore Mike's rambling. His constant insults toward Edward. Wondering what she saw in him and that she shouldn't be with him because he might attack her like he had him. Pretty much anything you could think of that someone would say to try and make a point why they aren't right for you. Eventually she turned her head to look out the window while still laying it on the desk, but he never shut up. It really was hard not to just yell at him to stop, but didn't feel like being rude.
Her head only rose again when the over head intercom called her to the office. Mike instantly offered to walk her there like she wasn't old enough to find it on her own or something. Sighing she gathered her things and left the room with him trailing at her heels.
Before rounding the corner down the long hall to the office Mike stopped her. He wasn't really polite about it either. Blocking her off with an arm in front of her and forcing her back against a locker as his other arm enclosed her.
"What are you doing?" She glared at him. He wasn't exactly being mean, but his approach could of been less threatening.
Once again he continued asking the same questions he had before in class. Bella rolled her eyes and tried to move away from him, but he didn't move his arms. That surprised her.
"Mike, move." She reached her free hand up to try and remove his from the locker behind her. He didn't budge.
"Why is it so hard to just give me an answer?" He still wasn't being mean, other than not letting her go. His voice was still calm and normal and non threatening.
Growling slightly with irritation she snapped at him. "For one he doesn't pull shit like this, now move." She tried to duck to move under his arm, but of course he wasn't allowing it. His swift movement to block her caused her things to get knocked out of her hands and fall to the floor. She sighed heavily.
"Come to my party. Get away from him and hang out with some friends." He made it seem like he was having a normal conversation and nothing was strangely awkward about him holding her captive there to listen.
"I'd rather not. Now can I go?" She stared at him.
It was his turn to glare. Finally changing his mood. "Not until you agree to go."
"You can't be serious." This was getting ridiculous and she was really late now for whatever they needed her in the office about. She was able to move fast enough this time to duck under his arm and get away from him. Not caring about her things at the moment.
"Wait." Mike reached out and grabbed her jacket from behind to stop her. Only making her cast slip out from under her feet and fall backwards. She landed on her back hard on the floor, it knocking the air out of her. She had no idea what hit her at first until Mike was over top of her trying to help her up and apologizing.
"Bella I'm sorry... I wasn't.... I Didn't...." He had no idea what to say to her as she slapped his hands away at him trying to help.
"Mike stop!" His actions and their position only brought back bad memories from the last time she was with Charlie. She felt trapped and her mind was not acknowledging the fact he was trying to help her at first.
"I'm only trying to help you." He tried again.
"Just stop!" She shoved him away from her and managed to sit up. Finally catching her breath. She quickly turned to look at Mike angrily. "Stay away from me." She was serious and turned her head away to pick up her things. She noticed him walking off back to class out of the corner of her eye as she stood.
Once standing she finally took in the quality of the pain she felt in her back. Groaning she continued on her way.
Bella looked up as the bell rang. She had not even made it to the office and wondered exactly how long Mike had kept her there talking. Opening the door to the office she walked over to the desk and set the note down. She had to make it quick because she knew Edward would be waiting for her.
"What's this about anyways?" She asked the lady at the desk.
"Your father is here to see you. Said he was bringing you something you needed for biology" Smiling she went back to helping the other students who were waiting in line.
Thats when she saw Charlie walking from the back office in her direction with the principal following.
Without thinking she turned and walked out of the office.
"Bella, hold up." Charlie called as he ran to catch up with her.
She did not turn to him, just wished that he would disappear and really wasn't there. The thought was broken when he caught up and grabbed her shoulder to stop her. She sighed and was forced to face him when he stepped in front of her.
"I'm sorry Bella, just listen to me for a minute." He pleaded.
"Yeah how many more times am I going to hear that today? Lets just not. Ok?" She shut her eyes trying to control her emotions. What else was going to go wrong today? she thought.
"Just give me a chance to expl-" She cut him off by shooting a glare in his direction and shouting.
"Explain what?! I don't want to hear about how sorry you are! or how it's mom's fault you're a drunk. You have a problem and I don't want anything to do with you until you get things figured out, just leave me alone." She turned her head to try and hide her tears. No matter what she said or how she felt she still lost her father and feared things would never be the same between them. She was certain he was going to say he had changed and things were different, but she couldn't trust him just yet, she needed time.
Charlie stood there silent, stunned. He wanted nothing more than to pull her into his arms and tell her everything was going to be ok, but he was the one she feared this time. He was in a slight case of denial.
Thinking it was Edward who was turning her against seeing him. Not wanting to admit he really was the problem.
"You have to come home." He said, still trying to convince her.
Edward was surprised when Bella wasn't in the classroom when he got there, worried something had happened to her. After speaking to the teacher and finding out she had gotten called to go to the office he set off in that direction. He finally spotted her in the hall way by the office and quickly met up with them.
Not liking the fact she was with Charlie and they were yelling.
"I really don't think I do." Bella looked up at Charlie still with tears in her eyes, letting him know she was serious.
"I don't see that happening either." Edward spoke from behind Bella as he approached, growling slightly.
Charlie just glared up at him. "You have no say in this. I think you should go to class."
He was in instant defense mode at that. Shaking some with his frustration with him all together. "I have more say in this than you think. She isn't going anywhere with you." He wrapped his arm around Bella protectively.
Charlie started on then about how he could get his family in trouble for keeping her there. How he was her father and by law he could make her come back home.
That just enraged Edward and Bella felt him tense against her. "If you come near her or my family. I have no problem letting everyone know how you beat the shit out of your daughter because you are a sorry excuse for a father and can't put down the fucking beer can."
It was Bella's turn to tense then flenching at his words. Once again scared of him, not of what he would do to her, but to Charlie. She turned in his hold to face him and try to calm him down so there wasn't anymore of a scene to be created.
He couldn't help but be angry at him and still to this day did not understand her trying to defend him in any way.
"Bella." Charlie called again from behind her.
Sighing and breaking her attention away from Edward she turned to face him once more. "I said no." She took Edward's hand and turned to leave, this wasn't the place or time for this discussion. To her surprise she was stopped by Charlie grabbing her free hand, only to be countered by Edward's hand on his just as fast.
"Let her go." Edward glared at him. He knew he couldn't do anything here in school and really did not want to have anything bad with the law in the town either, but he wasn't going to let Bella be forced to do something she bluntly didn't want to do.
Charlie laughed at him. "and what does a boy like you think you are going to do about it?"
Bella quickly turned back to Edward as she jerked her arm free from her dad. Knowing that wasn't going to strike him well. Those weren't words you threw at someone who was obviously pissed off at you. As soon as his eyes narrowed and he stepped forward toward Charlie, she grabbed the front of his shirt and tried to pull him in the opposite direction. "Edward don't"
Of course she could never over power him, but he didn't fight against her and went willingly.
His hands made fist and his jaw clenched as he went with her. His whole body shaking from holding back.
"I'm going to kill him." He spoke threw his clinched teeth as they made it outside.
"No you aren't" Bella stopped once outside and let him go, facing him to try and calm him down even though he had reason to be mad. "It wont make any of this any better."
"I can't deal with it. You have no idea how worried I was to not find you in your classroom and then to find you having a fight with Charlie at school. Why do you care so much?" He wasn't mad at her, but he was also being stopped from taking his anger out on the person who deserved it.
His words stung her back. She was speechless and really had no idea why she cared so much at this point.
Charlie broke her spirit and her heart and all the trust that a daughter could have in a father, yet she was still defending him. "I don't know.." She spoke softly as she kicked herself for letting tears build behind her eyes again. After closing her eyes tight to try and fight back the army of tears she turned and walked toward the school parking lot. Bella could feel him following her even though his steps were silent. She stopped at his car only to be greeted by his cool body pressed against her back and his arms wrapping safely around her. She shut her eyes again and turned her head to kiss one of his arms.
No matter how angry he was she always came first. In the instant to make her happy or to feel safe all other thoughts faded away. He dipped his head down to kiss her neck and rub his thumb against her hand that had gripped his arm. "I only want to do whats best for you. It's hard to control my anger toward him." His words were soft and honest.
"I'm not mad at you." She turned her body to face him and wrap her own arms around his body. His words were able to fend off the tears that had been trying to escape. Nothing else ever seemed to calm her so fast.