The cinderblock wall would surely leave a pattern on my back.

Eric crushed my naked body against the wall of the shower with such speed and force I would have died if I was human. His mouth latched on to mine and gripped my hips. I responded with the same animalistic hunger, wrapping my legs around him and allowed my cool tongue to dance with his. Fingers traveled into his wet hair but as my legs tightened around his waist he ripped my hands from his hair and pinned them about my head. I pulled away with a gasp as my new fangs came out for the first time. That was weird feeling. The lust in our bond never changed as Eric took in the new addition to my face. He smiled, showing off his own fangs as he did so he released his hand from my wrists and brought his figure to my face. His eyes suddenly filled with care his thumb traced over my upper lip and curled it back slightly. I could feel a pang of guilt he felt but didn't care, I still wanted him. I darted the tip of my tongue out, grazing over his thumb. That got his attention. Eric let out a primal growl as I locked my arms around his shoulders; I leaned forward and ran my tongue across his fangs. I felt a purr vibrate from me still chest as the tip of his penis brushed past me numb and pressed on my entrance.

Sookie Stackhouse, may God have mercy on your soul.

Oh the hell with that.

Eric licked my fangs in a teasing fashion and let his hands grip possessively onto my hips.

"My Lover."

Eric thrust into with such force my head would have cracked against the wall if I had not been locked onto his mouth. I cried into his mouth, having him inside me was the most extraordinary feeling. I could feel every inch of him thrusting inside of me, every sensation I would have had as a human was amplified. My hands gripped onto his shoulders and my nails were digging into his skin. I never broke from his mouth; I guess there is no need to come up for air when you both don't breathe. A moan vibrated from Eric's mouth into mine as he continued to pound into me with vampire speed. I could feel my walls tightening and I knew I was close. Eric broke from my mouth and looked into my eyes, never slowing.

"Look at me, lover."

"Eric, oh god…."

I cried out as I came, staring into two blue flames. As I was pushed over the edge I latched onto his neck, letting his sweet cool blood flow down my throat. I released and rocked back in to Eric's final thrust. Eric shouted out something in a language I didn't understand and sank his fangs into my neck as his cool seed fill me. He drew very little blood from me but as he did so I felt a pang come from inside. It was need, hunger? He pulled away from my neck and reached to turn the water off. He was still inside me when I pulled him down for one more kiss. His tongue dipped into my mouth and he moaned at the taste of our blood together. He pulled out of me and set me feet on the ground.

"My Sookie, we taste even better together."

I would have blushed if I could.

We dried off and got dressed. I looked through my pile of clothes, there was a burgundy tank top with lace trim, dark washed jeans, black open toe heels and a little black jacket, all from Tara's Togs; all mine! They were mine- from my house! I stood there in my underwear wondering what Pam said to Amelia. Amelia! My eyes shot to Eric as he snatched my tank top out of my hand. I was calm again when he placed his hand on my shoulder.

"No, she didn't say anything. The witch thinks we are in New Orleans to help the King on something that was brought to us short notice."

He said king with such disgust and rightfully so. I took the top from Eric and pulled it over my head and grabbed my jeans. He pulled on his jeans and his black tee shirt as I finished getting dressed. Eric went to the door as I began to pick up the scraps of my old clothes.

"Leave it."

I looked up at him; his hand was open to me as he stood in the doorway.

"You clean up after no one (except him), now come."

I dropped the scrap and went to him. He took my hand and closed the door. As we walked down the hall to his office I heard something and stopped. There was a heartbeat behind the door to his office. It vibrated through the door and into my body. Eric gave me a stern look.

"Eric, please. Isn't there another way?"

He turned his body to me and looked at me in disbelief.

"What did you say?"

"I don't want to hurt anyone, please don't make me."

Was I begging? I ached inside so badly but I could never kill anyone.

Eric took a step towards his office and put his hand on the knob. I hurried to him and wrapped me arms around his chest begging him not to open the door. I could hear the girl's thoughts, she was drunk and glamoured. I could hear Pam speaking to her.

"How can you make me eat someone when I can hear their thoughts?"

Eric let out a chuckle.

"My Dear One, we will not let you kill this girl, you need human blood and I can't have you starving yourself because of their thoughts. Most fangbangers love when we feed off of them, though you may not feel that it justifies the act I cannot have you refusing meals. You will go grow mad with hunger and attack someone."

I winced at what he said and he let out a laugh.

"You are not a monster Sookie, don't ever think that. You as a newborn have shown more control than some vampires who have been around for ages. Now please, let me help you and stop fighting."

He kissed my cheek and opened the door.

Pam was sitting on Eric's leather couch with a petite, raven haired girl no older than me. She was a fangbanger and had the marks to prove it. I hated to say it but see he bite marks and hearing her explicit thoughts about Pam made it easier.

"Sara this is Sookie, Sookie please come meet my new friend."

Pam purred out her words as Eric led me to sit next on the other side of the girl. Eric sat behind me. I knew she was glamoured, she didn't even notice Eric, which was hard to do for any woman.

"Hi, I'm Sookie."

I was too young to glamour anyone. From what I had been told it takes a few years to learn. The girl smiled but quickly brought her attention back to Pam.

"Now Sara, I have some good news, Sookie here is new."

"As a vampire?"

Sara's southern drawl made the word vampire come out vamper. Pam looked at her intently and nodded.

"Well that's great."

"Yes, it is and I am so happy for her but I would be even happier if she fed."

Eric reached past me a swept the girl's long black hair away from her neck. When he pulled back he set his hand on my shoulder, giving it a little rub. I could feel the calm spread through my body but I couldn't help but stare at Sara's newly exposed flesh. I could see her pulse dance underneath the skin of her neck.

"You know it would make me so very happy if you gave yourself to Sookie."

Pam touched the girl's cheek as the girl obeyed and tilted her neck, exposing even more to me. My fang slid down as I looked at Pam, she shot a small smile of encouragement. But I just couldn't believe what I was about to do. Eric's other hand traveled to my waist and gave a little squeeze. The moist cool air of his breath felt amazing against my ear as he spoke.

"Lover, I can feel your hunger. Don't be shy, she wants this and we will not let you kill her. Now drink."

I gripped the girls shoulder, eyeing her teasing pulse one last time and sank my teeth into her neck. The girl gasped at the pain as I moaned in delight. She was thick, warm and sweet. With each long pull of her blood me ache began to subside but a found myself unable to stop after I felt full.

"Sookie, you need to stop now."

I heard Eric's soft voice but I found myself unable to stop.

"Sookie"

He spoke more sternly and gave the back of my neck a squeeze. I found the strength to pull away, letting out a sigh of satisfaction. The girl felt forward onto Pam. She looked less than pleased as she lifted the girl and walked out of the room. I leaned into Eric for a moment and let out a sigh of relief.

"You should have seen the look on Pam's face."

"Why?"

"She was so shocked that you were able to show restrain like that. Newborns often show no control."

I twisted my body to face him; his lips were on my immediately. Eric kissed, licked and sucked every remaining bit of blood.

"Don't make fun of me; she will be ok, right?"

Again with the weird looks. Eric looked at me like I was crazy.

"She's fine."

I looked away from him not knowing what to say. I was happy that I seemed to retain more human qualities than most but it made me self conscious. I was doing my best to cope with all of this. The back of his hand brushed across my face. I looked back at back.

"Is there something wrong with me?"

"No. You are perfect. You are simply progressing much faster than a naturally vampire. Castro was right."

I flinched at that name, I would never forgive that man for everything he had done to Eric and I. regardless of how I was coping with my new life I would never forgive him for forcing Eric to take away my own. It made me sick to think that the soul reason for all of this was for his benefit. Being involved in the vampire world as a human I knew that I had no choice but to obey my king.

Eric rubbed my back; I knew he could feel the conflict inside me. We were closer than ever now. He had almost all of me and I drank a large portion of him.

"So now what?"

"What do you mean?"

"What will happen to everything in my old life? What will happen my house, friends, Jason? What do I tell Sam?"

"Well it will be different for you. You can keep your house but you will move here. We will find a caretaker for your property, perhaps Amelia since she is already living there. You mustn't worry too much about the human in your pervious life they will be dealt with if necessary. Jason will manage and I have someone notified of the change shifter of you job change."

"You make it sound so easy."

"Actually no, you are more difficult that most cases. With Pam we simply left London. Since I am sheriff here I can't do that."

I felt nervous even asking what he would do about me fea side but I had to.

"Niall?"