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If you told me last month that I would be sitting on Eric black leather sofa after feeding off a fangbanger. I would have thought you were nuts. Three years ago I didn't even know that vampires existed and now I was one. I had been changed by order of the king. Eric, the only vampire I knew I could trust as a human made me less than a week ago.

I felt the need to reflect as I sit here full and satisfied. There is no feeling of hunger as a human that can compare to the need to feed as a vampire. True Blood only fills you, like a diet shake there is no enjoyment in drinking synthetic nourishment. But I was proud that even after only a few nights I was able to survive off of a bottle and not a human. The humanity I had as a human was still very much alive in me and it hurt to not only hear them think but also know I could harm them. It made me feel like a monster.

Eric was very proud of the restraint I was able to possess at such a young age and he knew the king was right with everything he had said. Castro's motives may have been warped but there was no denying I was progressing at an extremely unnatural rate. Eric said I should plateau soon and it will take a long time if I ever reach the same level as him.

Fangtasia is closed now and Pam and Eric are discussing out trip to Florida. Felipe is on holiday there and after our surprise visitor last night Eric felt compelled to meet with the king. Our plane would be leaving soon but I said nothing since Eric seemed calm as her continues to speak to Pam about tax forms. I was happy we were leaving town but not excited about who we were visiting. Last night I hurt someone and tomorrow night Pam would do the same. Tomorrow night, while Eric and I will be laughing and dancing with the king, she will be in Bon Temp informing Sam of my 'change'. My heart ached to even think about it and I felt like a coward knowing I wouldn't be the one to break the news.

"Sookie this is not a choice for you to make, Sam will know and I am even offering a waitress to him while he finds a replacement. I am only doing this because he was important to you and you still have connections in Bon Temp. He will know."

Eric's words still echoed in my head as my thoughts went to Amelia. She had barged into Eric's office when we arrived last night demanding to know everything. Apparently she had tried to locate me at the hotel we were supposed to be at so she took matters into her own hands and tried to find me.

"I was so worried; I couldn't help but think the worst. You could have been dead."

I was dead and after a long island and few deep breathes she saw me clearly. Eric told her everything, well his version of everything. She was sad and angry and confused and she wanted to kill Felipe de Castro. A box of tissues a cocktail later Pam had her sign an agreement to keep quiet about everything and a contract that stated she could stay in my house as long as she takes care of the house and grounds. Of course Eric included a hefty allowance each month, you know for Windex and lawnmower fuel. Tray picked her up at the end of the night. As I said my good bye she turned one last time as if she would never see me again. I really hoped she was wrong.

Pam sat down next to me as she handed me my jacket. Her closeness freed me from my thoughts.

"Cheer up Sookie, you're going to Miami."

I smiled and stood as Eric slipped on his coat. Pam was in high spirits, she liked taking over when Eric was out of town.

"I forgot to thank you for the clothing you bought, it was nice not having to worry about what to bring."

Pam smiled back.

"I can't take all the credit, Eric had his input as well and you never know what the occasion may require of you. And having a closet the size of his would be a terrible thing to waste."

I let out a light giggle. I enjoyed it when Pam shared and now that I was vampire she tended to share more often.

"At least that's one thing I can look forward to on this trip. I may have a fake smile plastered on my face but at least I'll look good doing it."

"You always look good."

Eric came from behind and placed his hands on my shoulders, giving them a little massage. It felt amazing. Pam just smirked. Just then we heard a honk of our driver. Eric would have driven but we had no idea how long we would be gone.

Eric grabbed our luggage stood at the door.

"Pam, be gentle on Sam. Okay?"

She just rolled her eyes.

"You're going to miss your flight."

I nodded and kissed her cheek before I met Eric.

***

We arrived as Casa Diablo just before dawn. The beach front hotel was the beautiful and was the number one vampire hotel in the state. Eric didn't unpack anything, after he blocked the windows he was all over me. Was surprised at how frantic I was as well. I ripped his dress pants clean off him and only paused to a moment to send an apologetic look. He didn't seem to mind one bit as he did the same to my skirt and blouse. We needed each other so much in those short moments we didn't even make it to the bed.

The cool tile floor felt amazing one my back as Eric trusted deep into my core. My fingers laced in his hair as our eyes locked onto one another. We found a rhythm and wrapped my legs around his waist. Eric let out a low growl and plunged in even deeper. He felt incredible and I knew he was just as desperate for release. With each deep, strong penetrating stroke I inched closer and closer to the edge.

My fang had been drawn for quite some time as I let out a low moan and growl. Eric smiled and pulled all the way out. His fangs extended as he slammed back into me. He sank his fang into the soft flesh of my neck tossing me over the edge. I cried out as my muscles clenched tightly around his member. Still lost in my orgasm my mouth found his neck and I bit. He broke from my neck and let out a roar as his cool seed spilled into me.

A few moments later we were both had our backs on the tile floor. We stared up at the softly painted ceiling still lost in a hazy calm only Eric sex could bring. I broke the silence and let out a giggle. Eric let out a hmph before scooping me up and setting my on the bed. I let out another giggle. He arched a brow as he looked down at me. I was crawled under the sheets and propped myself up on my elbows.

"I guess me little plan worked, you seem to be in a better mood."

He turned out the light and crawled in bed. I curled up close to him and found my nook. I loved the way he held me was we slept. His limbs surrounding me, I felt completely safe and loved. I craned me neck up to look into his eyes, and I was still unable to wipe the smile off me face.

"I think that would have improved anyone's mood. I like it when you roar and I love it when it's because of me."

He smirked at my honesty.

"I don't think I'm the only one who let out animalistic noises. I believe I hear a very impatient growl earlier."

I nudged my face against his granite peck and let out a tiny purr. His face found my hair and drew in the scent.

"Mmm that's better."

He gently pulled his face up to mine and brushed his lips across both cheeks before finding my lips. His kiss was soft and loving and I returning gently matching his love through our bond. We both lay there for a moment and as the warmth of our bond intensified I also felt the pull of my vampire body and mind straining for slumber. Our lips lingered for a moment and them Eric whispered into my mouth.

"You must sleep now."

I nuzzled back into his chest as he stoked me hair and whispered in his ancient words.

""Lappar min förälskelse, mitt barn, min saknad… mig ska uppehället dig för evigt."

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English translation: "My love, my child, my missing piece…I will keep you forever."

A/N: I know this chapter was short but I felt it was important for Sookie to sit and think about everything that has happened.