Rest of school went sloow, and I never got my fockus back. Not that I had any intressts in geography but I usually could fockus easily. But not this time.
I went again and again over the lunch thing in my head. What in the name of god had happened? Why was I so stressed about meeting that guy again?
I was really sure that I just couldn't let myself start to like him that way just yet, or not that much. I wasn't the type to start likeing someone just be looking at them. I was more into personality. Only thing I've heard him say is "Hey."
I walked outside and took a deep breath. Finally, school was over for the day. I could go home and think about stuff better in peace.
"Hey Katt!" I jumped up out of shock. Was someone calling me? I had never been called that before. I liked it, I had always wanted a nickname. And Katt was way better than other things I have been called.
Daniel ran to me and stopped when he reach me. "You don´t mind me calling you Katt, do you?" He asked playfully.
"Sure. No problem." I answeard him equilly playful. He had obivously hoped I didn't like it. Typical big brother.
"So… Weird day today, huh?" He kicked a stone that had been beside him and started walking back home.
"Yeah, but just a little bit." I couldn't deny it.
"Sorry about Seth before, he's well… Lets just say that he made a big discovery today and he wasn't like he's used to be." He said that with sarcasm in his voice and I felt like I was missing some inside joke.
"But anyways… Were the kids nice to you?" He asked to lighten the air and to change the subject.
"Yes they were. I think me and Mel will be good friends." I added the last part to see his reaction.
"Uh… Yeah, she seems, nice." He stuttered awkwardly.
"Mhm, don't you think so?" I asked him teasingly to make up fore the joke about the name. I could be a typical little sister too.
He looked at me and I could see that he was going to get his payback later.
"Haha. I won't say anyone this. Promise." I giggled to lighten his mood.
"You better not!" He mumbled and looked then to me and smiled. I was forgiven.
I was already starting to like Daniel a lot.
Then we were back to the house –I just couldn't call it a home- I went straight to me room.
I finished all my assignments before diner and was starting to worry about the free time I had after dinner. Spare time and me didn't fit together. Because in spare time you have a lot time to think about things that you had lost and remember memories that made you sad and crushed dreams.
"Katt it's dinner time!" Daniel called. I heard he walk to my door and stopped there, he was obviously thinking if he should come in or if he should knock.
"Come in!" I called. I heard the doorknob turn and his head peek in.
Then he stepped all inside, He was so big that my room was almost full. He looked curious around and stopped at my pictures on my table.
"Um… Are those…? " He didn't finish the question but I guessed what he was going to ask.
"Yes… These are my mom and dad." I smiled a little and nodded when he reach forward took look at them more closely.
"I'm so sorry." He whispered while he looked at the photo of my dad and my mom.
"Yeah.. So am I…" I said almost crying.
"Ah Katt." He said and looked over to me. I knew it wasn't fair to make him feel bad over this too but it was hard enough to keep the memories away when I'm in school.
He walked to me and smiled comfortingly. "It's ok now though right? Now you have mom and dad, and me and Se…" He stopped on the last word before I could figure out who he was talking about.
"But anyway… Diner is ready. You up for going down and eat?" He walked out of my room and almost closed the door behind him.
I walked out behind him and mrs. Sunel and mr. Sunel smiled both to me.
Diner was not as awkward like last time, we could laugh and chat happily about first day of school. Me and Daniel both shut up about lunch though.
I was very tired and full after the day and I had falled asleep around 10 p.m. without crying myself to sleep, for the first time in a month. I had a weird and colorful dreams. My dreams happened in the wood. I was walking around and suddenly a big chocolate brown wolf came to me. I wasn't scared to it though. He was friendly and the eyes… They were so dark and so familiar eyes… Where have I seen them before?