(Okay, this is the first three chapters in Bella's POV. I get to unravel the mystery of Bell, who, in this story takes on my personality! So you get to see what I would do if my best friend confessed their love for me! Enjoy!)

BPOV

Edward was hunting, and I missed him. I was reading Wuthering Heights for lack of nothing better to do. I can't do laundrey -- no clothes to wash; I can't so dishes -- vampires don't eat meals like humans, and Esme would never allow it; No chores to do -- once again, Esme would have the vampire's head who made me do chores; Homework -- Edward finished it when I was asleep one night. He was right -- he knows my handwriting better than I do. Scary.

I read the same paragraph for the tenth time, and just like the nine times before, my toughts drifted.

I sighed.

Alice looked at me. "Bored yet?"

I smiled. "Yes and no." Yes because I knew what was going to happen in my novel, and no, because I couldn't wait for my favorite part. Instead of trying to explain this, I simply said, "I can't focus because I miss Edward." Alice -- I think -- drew in a sharp breath at my boyfriend's name. What the hell?

I tried to focus on my book, but I felt two eyes staring at me. I looked up. Alice was watching me very intently. Eek. What was she looking for? A sign? And if so, what kind? She looked at me, licked her lips, then sighed for about the fifth time in ten minutes.

"Alice?" I asked tentativly.

"Yes, love?" She mimmicked Edward's voice.

I giggled, then remembered my mission.

"Why do you look at me, lick your lips, then sigh?"

"Oh, no reason," she tried to smooth, but I wasn't having it. I could tell that she was lying by the pain in her voice.

"Alice, don't lie!"

She sighed, but in defeat. "I need to say something."

She has my attention. I put my book down, then nodded for her to continue.

"Bella . . . I love you." Well, duh silly! I cracked up.

"I love you, too, Alice. What's this about?" I asked.

She shook her head, as if say, she doesn't understand. Well, of course I don't understand. "No, Bella, as a girlfriend!" She cried. Her voice broke form the pure emothion behind the words. I knew they were true.

I stared at her. How could this happen? How could I not notice? I carefully went over the last few week's activities. Seemed to me that she acted the same. I felt my face become blank.

"WHAT?" I finally choked out after a few minutes.

CHAPTER TWO

BPOV

"I love you," Alice murmured. when she said that, I felt something stirr deep inside. What the hell?

"Why?" I asked. I didn't want to know, but I had to. I asked it so gently, for fear of Alice was going to disappear in a cloud of smoke. Why did she love me?

She looked up at me (her head was bowed with shame, I pesume) through her long, think eyelashes, eyes smoldering. "I- I-I don't know," She finally stuttered. "One day you were my best friend, andt the next day I loved you," she tripped over her words, excuse the irony. What kind of explination was that? What the hell am I supposed to say? 'I love you, too?'

"I don't . . .I don't know . . . what . . ." I was confused. I couldn't form a coherent response. I only knew one thing, that was to get out of here. I stood, and quickly ran away.

My thoughet were jumbled. I wanted Edward. I wanted to run into his arms and tell him everything. I wanted him to make it better.

I knew Alice was following me. I knew that she was trying to stop me when whe grabbed my elbow. I stpped, but didn't face her."Bella!" she cried, and I heard the tears that she could never cry, and I heard the paic of her words. I heard how distorted her voice was with agony. I faced her. Whatever emotion was on my face caused her to recoil.

"Don't touch me!" I hissed with every ounce of malice i could gather through my shock. She dropped my hand -- not in defeat, but hse was surprised at my action. I never spoke like this.

I looked at her, seeing the pain on her face, he pain became mine. I'd always loved Alice, and never questioned how until this moment. "Why?" I cried, "Why, Alice?" Why did you have to ruin my future? I was so sure of everything, and Alice had to go and mess it up. I was feeling completely different than the girl I had been not five minutes ago. Why me? I wanted to ask. Why did you ruin my life? But I couldn't get the words to form. After she'd hurt me, I still can't bring myself to hurt her.

"Bella, I'm sorry! I really don't understand. All I know is that I want to be in Edward's position. I want to be your everything! I want you!" her voice was soft by the end of this, but it sill had the same effect as her screaming it. I was curious.

I took a step forward. Then a few more to the point to where we were two inches apart. I imagined myslef kissing her. It would be good. I imagined the way she tasted. Would she be like Edward? "I don't know," I said aloud, to answer my question.

"I do," she whispered seductivly. It sent chills down my back. I touched my foirehead to hers.

"Alice, do we have to?" She nodded, bumping her forehead with mine.

"I love Edward, you know that!" But do I? I don't remeber what I said after that. I collapsed in a pile. She started petting my hair -- I was too upset to care.

"Shh, love. It's okay." Okay?? This is everything but okay, I wanted to scream.

"Don't call me that!" I managed to get out. "Don't," I begged, voice sore from the three octives it had risen. I stayed like that for a few minutes, then I looked up to her. "Tell me you're lying, alice. Tell me this is a sick joke that Emmett told you to play on me!"

I waited for her to smile, to laugh and call me silly, to tell me that I was over dramatic. She shook her head. The last little tiny shred of Hope I had disappeared. I stood, wiped my hands, and looked my former best friend in the eye. I didn't want to leave Alice, but if she honestly felt this way, then I would remove myself from this situation, so no wars are started.

"I love you, Alice," yes, "but not as a sister." as a friend, and nothing more. "I'm sorry that I can't return those feelings. You know me better than that, love." Or you should. "I'm leaving. I don't know hwere, so don't try to find out." I looked up. I needed her as she needed me. But in two completely different ways. I attempted to smile, but I have a feeling it came out as a grimace, or maybe nothing at all. I don't know. I was numb now. I felt nothing.

I put my hand on her cold, hard, beautiful cheek. She leaned into it. "Goodbye, alice." I've left my heart with you, take care of it.

I ran out of the house, and to my truck. I jumped in it, and pused it t sixty. I wanted to see Jake. I cried to whole way to La Push.

When I arrived at the invisible line that seperated me from Alice, I drew another line. One that only Edward and Jake are allowed to cross. I pulled up to Jakes house, and hopped out of my truck. I didn't bother knocking; the house was as much mine as theirs. I didn't see Billy, but I heard snores. I investigated it, and it turned out to be Jake's. I went to his doot\r, and peeked through the crack. He at least had boxers on, so I opened the door. He filled the whole bed. Poor guy -- er --werewolf thing? God, Idk what to call him anymore.

I didn't want to wake him, but I wanted to be held.I climbed on top of him, and put his arm around me. I soon became too hot, and pulled off everything except bra and undies. Jake wouldn't care. We had been bathed together as children. He was my best friend. Soon, I found myself drifting to sleep.

Too soon, way too soon, I was awoken. Jake was stirring. I tired to sit up, but I was too dazed to do anything.

"Bella?" Jake asked. I couldn't talk, so I smiled. "What are you doing here?"

"Hold on," I mumbled. I think I mumbled, I don't know. I was too tired.

"'kay," he said.

After a few minutes, I could talk.

"Omg, I'm so sorry, Jake. You looked so comfy, and I wanted to be held, and I was tired . . ."

Jake laughed. "It's okay, Bella. So what happened?"

"Alice cofessed her love for me." I pulled my face into something which showed my feelings.

Jake just held me. Once again, I fell asleep in Jake's arms.

CHAPTER THREE- ENGAGED?

BPOV

This was agony. I was packing. I had to get away from Forks. Edward was beside me.

"Bella?" He asked.

I turned to him, and cried. I jumped in his arms and cried. I'd never cried so hard in my life. I just sobbed into his shoulder, getting rid of everything right there.

Then, I kissed him. It was so urgent that not even he could resist. He kissed back with the same passion. No one else would ever talke the place of Edward.

He did something that surprised me. He licked my bottom lip. I pulled back, staring at him icredulously. "What-" he kissed me, using tongue. I knew I had to be careful of his teeth, so I sat still, letting him enjoy it.

Pretty soon I couldn't stand it. I moaned from the pure ecstacy. He pulled back, grinning. I smiled sheepishly. "Sorry. I have a feeling that didn't help."

"No, it didn't. But at the moment, I don't care." And with that, I was lying on my bed, Edward pinning me. I couldn't feel his weight, just his body. He attacked me, again, but gently. Once again, his tongue begged of entrance. I decided to play with him. I clamped my lips shut. But little did I know that he had a trick up his sleeve.

He took one hand and slid it down my waist to my thigh, then he brought it back up, causing me to whimper. That was all he needed. His tongue was in my mouth, more aggresive than last time. Next thing I know, I have nothing but my bra and panties. Edward had nothing but boxers. My heart started to accelerate. Edward smiled his crooked smile, and was on top of me again. This time, I kissed him. I made shure not to touch his teeth.

We were under the covers. How did- OMG Edward had no clothes on, and niether did I. He looked at me, seriously. "Are you ready?"

I nodded.

Five years had passed since that fateful day. I missed Alice, I truly did. I was married to Edward, and we had two children. They didn't kill me, like all the myths said they would. Huh.

Edward and I had gone to Isle Esme for our honeymoon, and we stayed there for five years. But, I wanted to move after my children died of some rare disease. The pain was too much.

One day, I woke up to the Volturi. They took Edward away. Said I could have him back in three years. I didn't believe them.

I tried to move on.

I found a guy named Edward. He looked like Edward, and even talked like him. I was hanging out at a night club when I saw her. She had dyed her hair blonde, and had extensions.

Edward gave me this stuff that temporarily stops my heart, and makes it seen like i'm a vampire. Just long enough to talk to Alice, or convince the Volturi not to kill me . . .

We had a skik, the second Edward and I, and I would make out with him, and he pretends to give me a ring, and I talk to Alice.

It was the day -- or night -- I was supposed to see Alice. I drank the potion. "Ready?" He called. I nodded.

I was sitting there, waiting for Alice, and then I saw her. I started making out with him, and I pulled bacek.

"I take that as a yes?" I nodded furiously. He slipped the ring on my finger. I noticed that Alice was running away. I started to panic. I wanted to talk to her.

She kept running. "Alice, please," I begged. "I'm not a fantasy, I'm the real , come back." She turned. I took her by the elbow and explained.

After ten minutes of talking, I kissed her.

(OKay, peeps that was just to explain everything. OMG i have the worst cold ever!

Last night, I was talking to one of my reviewers and they are going to write a story with me. I would really like if one of you would like to write a story with me.

hey, guess what? I have other stories. go to my profile and chec them out.

Also, you guys need to vote on my poll. Once again, you need to go to my profile.

1)the guy was somebody that was a lot like Edward, but the real Edward is with the Volturi. He may or may not come back, who knows?]

2)Bella is human. It was a potion that made her heart stop, and turned her skin hard. The real Edward made it so the Volturi wouldn't kill Bella

3)Edward's children didn't kill Bella like Nessie did. That part of BD really upset me.)