Max POV

I walked into the lobby only to find that the flock were all standing there. Staring at me and my band mates. "Me thinks we're caught." Zack said.

"Thank you Captain Obvious." I replied.

"Your welcome." he replied. Then the band and I all laughed. Angel ran up to me and hugged me and the band, saying "You guys were great." Angel, me, and the guys were like a second family. But the flock is always first in my heart.

"Sorry to stop this little love fest you five seem to be having, but what the heck is going on here?" Fang asked just as we heard the announcer say that we had won the award for best album.

"I'm sorry Fang we'll talk about this at home." I yelled over my shoulder as we ran out of the lobby.

We ran down the middle isle and the crowd all cheered like they thought this was planned. We were all so excited to have actually won a big award. The guys argued over who would say the awards speech and somehow decided on me. Very random.

"Well we would like to thank our families and friends, and our record company, for helping make our dream possible. Thanks also to our fans, we wouldn't be up on this stage, accepting this award without your support. And a special thanks our muses. They know who they are." I said. "Hopefully not." Emmet whispered to me. I smiled. Me and the band walked back to our seats arm in arm laughing at something Emmet did. We passed the flock and Tyler released my arm to let me put two fingers behind my back. It was our sign for wait. Jeb taught it to us.

The flock talked and they agreed to stay for the rest of the award show. I was okay with that, it gave them less time to think of ways to interrogate me. Fang kept shooting me and the guys glances. We were being a bit obnoxious, but not so much he had to look at us angrily every five seconds.

maybe he's jealous. Or maybe he's upset you kept this from him, your best friend. Thank you voice. Oh my Edward- yes I've read Twilight, I'm obsessed, and I'm on Team Edward- the voice was kind of right, he's pissed because I kept this from him. And hopefully he'll never find out why.

"Max, it's show time!" Tyler said. We got up and went backstage. I went to the girl's dressing room, and they went to the guy's. I really hate that I have to change for every musical number and the red carpet. We were performing 'Fences', it's about me and Fang at the school when we were nine. After I sing it the guys and Angel have to calm me down, I practically go into hysterics. We agreed to sing it because it was the closing and it meant I would have time to calm down. I closed my eyes and prepared to sing a song I knew would have Fang shocked, but not as shocked as he would've been if he had have to heard 'My Heart'.

I'm sitting in a room

Made up of only big white walls

And in the halls

There are people looking through

The window in the door

They know exactly what we're here for

Don't look up just let them think

There's no place else you'd rather be

By now Fang had understood what the song was about. He was glued to his seat, his face impassive as ever but his eyes were scared, remembering the bad times at the school.

You're always on display

For everyone to watch and learn from

Don't you know by nowYou can't turn back

Because this road is all you'll ever have I

was scared too, but the school wouldn't do anything on national television.

It's obvious that you're dying, dyingJust living proof that the camera's lying

And oh oh open wide

This is your night so smile

Cause you'll go out in style

The song ended and Angel was already at the steps, comforting me with the guys. We got to my dressing room and found Fang. He gently push the others away from me. I got Angel to take them out of the room. Fang could take care of me, he's been taking care of me. That's why I love him so much. I know what your thinking - Max knows her feelings! Why aren't they together yet? - well he doesn't know my feelings, and I'm not telling. Yet. I'll tell him before it's to late. If it's not already to late. He comforted me, telling me they wouldn't get to me, and doing what he always does to comfort me.

"Thanks, I'm better now." I told him. He flashed one of those rare smiles, and I smiled back.

"But you're not off the hook yet. I'm still angry, and we're still talking about this at home. With and without the flock." He said.

I smiled. I felt a little bad, but I didn't want to ruin the moment by telling him I wouldn't be home till one or three. In the morning. You know, the after party is the fun part. Me and the guys do some funny stuff. We're inseparable, and the parties are pretty clean. Not like Angel could come, but Ella probably could. I might take her next time.

But you'll have to talk about everything eventually Max

Thank you, Voice.