Disclaimer: I sadly own nothing. All credit for the characters and series goes to Tite Kubo. I'm just the weird fangirl who came up with this story

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"Hey kid," the teal-haired man said as he scowled at me, "where's the shop keeper?" What a stupid question. Of course he was inside. It was after store hours, but that old coot rarely ever went out.

"Inside," I replied, disinterested. I didn't feel like talking to this guy. He didn't seem friendly, but who cares? Not me, that's for sure.

"Well, aren't you a little prick. What's with that look on your face, huh? Want to tell me what your problem is?" his scowl turned into a grin, and a cocky one at that. This guy seriously pissed me off.

"Yeah, you," annoyance laced my voice. God damnit, why'd this bastard have to show up and rile me up? My day couldn't get any better. Hopefully, no worse at least.

His eyes narrowed at my response. I guess he didn't like it. He started walking toward me, and I kept my place. No way would I back down to him. "So, you have a death with then?" he spat as he reached out and grabbed my shirt. I just smirked. Who the hell did he think he was?

He didn't like that either. I got punched in the cheek. Sure, it hurt like a bitch, but why give him the pleasure of knowing that? I spit out some blood, and then looked right back at him. I think my persistence made him mad; I got another lovely wallop. I started coughing after that for some reason. The fact that my cheek was probably broken now didn't help that situation.

"Had enough yet?" the man asked me, while yet another smirk started to form on his face. I kept coughing, but no way in hell was I going to let him get away with that. There was only one way to do that at the time: I knee'd him where it counts. His eyes widened as he gasped before he collapsed onto the ground.

I laughed to myself as I watched him clutching himself. My coughing stopped, and I started to walk away. I'll get Renji's memento some other day, when this bastard isn't around.

Suddenly I felt claws digging into my chest. I turned my head and saw that damn teal-haired freak. I don't think I've ever seen someone so utterly pissed off. Before I could open my mouth, he used sonido and I found myself in a bedroom. What the fuck?

He didn't give me time to question his actions. Before I knew it I was thrown onto the bed so hard I had the breath knocked out of me. Who the hell is this guy? He whipped off my belt and tightly tied my hands to the headboard. My hands started to go numb. I'm no doctor, but I'm pretty sure they're not supposed to do that.

The man was looming over me, his knees on my thighs. Damnit, now I can't punch or kick him! What the hell is he doing to me anyway?! Is he a fag? Hell no! No one but Renji is allowed to do anything like that to me! Don't make me bite things off!

"Grimmjow," he said to me. My internal ranting stopped and I looked at him in confusion. "My name, dumbass. You'd best remember it, because if you say someone else's name you won't be helping your situation. I need to know how good I am, even if it is by a little fuck like you."

Shit. Shit shit fucking shit! What the hell have I gotten myself into? Sure, this Grimmjow was high on the looks scale, but who would go so far as rape? The thought made me shiver, which in turn made him smile.

Grimmjow didn't waste any time as he undid and removed my shirt. He looked over my chest for a second until he flicked my left nipple. That hurt. I grit my teeth slightly, but I really shouldn't have done that. It just made him do it again. My hands were straining against my belt. My legs were useless. I'm screwed. I am truly royally fucked. Fantastic.

My arms started to tremble as I thought about my situation. I really should work on that. Annoyed, Grimmjow grabbed the base of my arms and bit slightly above my collarbone. I gasped in pain as I tried my best to overthrow this S&M pervert. It didn't work though. It only made him bite harder. The pain started to become unbearable. My eyes started to water. Why me?

I knew I was bleeding. I could feel him sucking on my neck. Why did it have to hurt so good? I cursed myself for that comment. Finally, Grimmjow let go of his lock on my clavicle and ran his tongue up my neck. His tongue, covered in my blood. Gross.

He looked up at my face when he finished with my neck. My moist eyes half closed, breathing hard…How'd he do that? I didn't even like him! How as he making me so hot! I was frustrated, but it didn't show. I knew it didn't. That just frustrated me even more.

That bastard just smirked at my discomfort. Or maybe because I looked like I was enjoying myself. That's just sick. How could anyone enjoy being exploited like this? Especially unwillingly. And by a man, no less! Renji…I'm kind of scared…I don't want this guy to touch your place…

A tear rolled down my red check, which had started to swell. My face hurt…but, really, that was the least of my concerns. "Aw, the brat who talks big turns out to actually be a big pussy? What a shame," Grimmjow said as he leaned closer to me, "now I think I'll have to be harder on you." His hands let go of my arms and he moved off my legs. I still couldn't move them though. His knees had cut off my circulation. The rush of blood also carried back stabbing pain. Great.

Grimmjow pulled off my pants as I grimaced. Some things were just too much for me. This was one of those things. My boxers came off next. I lay on the bed naked while Grimmjow looked my over. I don't even know what happened to my socks and shoes. But damnit! Stop thinking about irrelevant things! I felt my legs being lifted up, and I quickly looked down. Grimmjow had put my legs on his shoulders, and was now rummaging through his pockets. What he pulled out definitely didn't make me feel any better. No condom. Of course not. The jewel he had brought out was a cock ring. Gotta love that son of a bitch.

I yelped when he grabbed my dick and tried to put on the ring. Too small. Grimmjow growled when he realized that his plan had been ruined so quickly. I don't think this is going to turn out well for me. Annoyed, he took out his frustration on my ass. Two fingers really hurt when you haven't had them back there in a while. My legs started to tremble, and I did my best to keep myself from moaning. He wasn't exactly gentle back there, so I have no idea how a moan was even possible.

He didn't do that for long though. I almost sighed in relief when he pulled his fingers out, but then I remembered what came next. What a horrible realization. In a second he had pulled himself out of his pants and was pushing against me. I cried out in pain as his shaft plunged into my most intimate part. He's bigger than Renji, that's for sure.

"Hey brat, you've done this before, haven't you?" Grimmjow asked as he started to move. There was no way he was actually expecting me to answer him, right? So I didn't. He didn't care though. He was getting into his rhythm. I hate myself a lot for saying this, but it was actually starting to feel good. That's not the way it's supposed to go. I guess it has been a while but still. What the fuck!

Grimmjow started to pick up the pace, and I started panting. Not good. Not good at all. I was already choking on my moans. My panting now makes my moans audible. That gives that fucker Grimmjow the satisfaction of knowing he did this to me. The moment he heard my first moan, Grimmjow took one of his hands off of my leg and shoved a couple of fingers into my mouth. I bit him. He rammed into me so hard my head hit the headboard. Hell that hurt. On both ends.

I learned that I'd best not do anything like that again. Thinking back on it, what was I hoping to accomplish? Did I expect him to stop raping me, to go home crying to his mommy? I'm a dumbass. He hit the nail on the head when he called me that. I'm not just that though. I'm also unfaithful. How in the world could I have ever let another man do this to me? I'm sorry, Renji. It's only been a week, and already I'm in bed with another…

At least his fingers were helping to hide my moans. I suddenly got the idea to suck on them. That would close my mouth and keep unwanted sounds in. I closed my mouth around the other man's digits and proceeded to suck. However, my effort was to no avail as he quickly pulled his hand away from me. "No cheating," he panted gruffly.

Thankfully my torture didn't last for too much longer. Grimmjow started to pant heavier and his pace quickened. Without even bothering to pull out, he came in my ass. I never did get used to that feeling. I shuddered as I felt it inside me, but now all I could think about was how thankful I was now that it was over. Grimmjow pulled out of me with sweat falling from his face. He was lucky though, at least he didn't have it all over his body. I was envious.

"Well, I guess not even I'm good enough for you, huh? You didn't even come," Grimmjow said as he undid my belt. He looked me over one last time before turning to leave. "You're no fun at all." He was right. I didn't even come. For that fact, I was both relieved and saddened. Exhausted, I fell asleep in the disheveled bed.

"Ichigo," his voice called out. It sounded sad, and was tinged with remorse. I ran toward him without a moment's notice, but no matter how far I ran, I couldn't reach him. "Ichigo, do you still love me?"

"Of course I do! How can you even ask me something like that, Renji?"

"I have a feeling that you're lying to me again Ichigo…I don't like this feeling…"

"Renji, don't be stupid! There's no way I'll ever forget you! You're irreplaceable. You should know that."

I wasn't running anymore. I had given up on trying to reach him. Was what he said true? Was I really starting to let Renji slip from my heart? I'm a terrible person. I hate being alone, and yet I'm starting to forget the person who was closest to me. How could this be happening? I could only think of one reason.

"That bastard didn't even bother to take off his clothes…" I whispered as I looked down at my feet.

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Ooh! Interesting situation Ichigo has gotten himself into, ne?

A little nonconsensual smex going on here! Love it or hate it, whatever the case, I enjoyed it ;p

This chapter wrote itself pretty quickly, so who knows when ch. 3 will be up. Sunday? I won't make any promises. Just expect soon, I guess :)