when I first talked to her she was with Nathan and she had that bitchyness of hers but
I couldn't do anything about my feeling when she was with Nathan and I can't do anything about it now that she is with that guy. The thing is I want to be the guy that has her heart, knows everything about her. The one where she will look at with those beautiful green eyes of hers and look amazed by the guy I want to be the guy she loves and someday marry instead im the guy who is her friend who let her slip out of my hands and into somebody else's hand. I want her back. I want my Blondie back it's not going to matter whether I stay or go with us because im going to love you forever Lucas Scott. She is still the person that I want next to me when my dreams come true. I want her to be Mrs. Peyton Scott. I still love her with all my heart and I always will. I have always had a dream of Peyton. Suddenly I heard the door come open and I saw her walk in.
"Hey you home" Brooke Asked
"Yeah im home" Peyton answered
"Hey Peyton "Haley said "who is this"
Haley asked showing the picture to Peyton
"Oh…him" Peyton said
"Who is he" Nathan said
"He is my boyfriend" Peyton responded and I suddenly felt my heart break into a million pieces and like I was about to die. She's dating someone…who is not me… I could have assumed that was her boyfriend but her saying it out loud hurt so much more.
Because now I know it as a fact then just assuming that it was her boyfriend and now I have no chance of getting her back I want her back and for me to never let her go…again
But I don't know how to prove to her that I still love her. That I want her back more than anything in the world .
"what does he do" Brooke asked
"he directs movies" Peyton said
"how long have you been going out" Nathan asked
"About a year"
"do you love him?" Nathan asked
"yes I love him"
And with her saying that I couldn't listen to some more.
I want her with me.