okay i read online that it's common for a twin to die, it said that the dead twin was kept in the womb and came out when the other twin was born. i don't know if it's the same for 2 month olds, i read it on 5 month olds, so bare with me.

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Jason held Kelsi's hand tighter. The couple nodded their heads. The doctor took a deep breath and let it out slowly. "I'm sorry to tell you this, but the babies….."

"the babies aren't good. It looks like one of the babies has died."

Kelsi's eyes widen in fear, "what?"

Jason looked at Kelsi in worry, "Kels…."

Kelsi shook her head, tears falling down her face, "no, it's can't be true!"

The doctor sighed, nodding his head sadly, "when we did a ultrasound there was only 1 heartbeat, the other baby isn't moving."

Katy stepped forward, "the other baby?"

The doctor gave her a smile, "the other baby has a strong heartbeat."

Emily sighed in relief, "so we shouldn't worry?"

The doctor shook his head, "she will need to be monitored meaning she's a high risk."

Frank frowned, "is it common for a twin to die?"

The doctor nodded his head sadly, "it is very common. I'm sorry about your lost."

Jason pulled Kelsi to his chest and let her cry over him. Jason looked at the doctor in pain, "what about the other baby?"

The doctor wrote in her file, "we're going to have to have to leave the other babies body in her womb."

Kelsi shook her head, "no! you have to get it out!"

Katy looked at her daughter in worry, "baby you need to calm down."

Kelsi shook her head, "how can I calm down? I just found out one of my babies died!"

Ted sat down on his daughters bed and pull Kelsi to his chest, Kelsi started slamming her fist down on her dad's chest, "why daddy! Why did one of my babies have to die?"

Emily rushed to her son's side, pulling him into her chest, Jason started crying. Frank and Christy watched in shock. Alex glanced at the doctor, "is it safe for the other baby to be in there?"

The doctor nodded his head, "since the baby is young it is safe. We need to monitor Kelsi, she can't be under a lot of stress. Her stress is affecting the baby."

Jason pulled away from his mother, "so your saying that the stress she's been going through could have killed the baby?"

The doctor sighed, "that could happen, or all the nutrients were going to the other baby. It's hard to tell."

Jason stepped away from his mom, looking at Kelsi is regret, "it's my fault the baby is dead. I put you through so much stress." Kelsi refused to look at Jason, crying harder into her father's chest. Jason started walking toward the door.

Emily looked at her son in shock, "where are you going?"

Jason shook his head, walking out the room without a word. Christy and Frank exchanged a look. Christy looked at her mom, "we'll check on him. We'll be back."

Emily nodded her head, "make sure he doesn't do anything stupid."

Christy and Frank left the room, seeing Jason down the hallway they ran after him. Frank grabbed Jason's arm, "what are you doing?"

Jason pulled his arm out of his brother's grip angrily, "just leave me the fuck alone!"

Christy shook her head, "we can't do that Jase, you just found out you lost a child. You're not thinking straight."

Jason glared at his sister, "I am thinking straight, look at what I've done to Kelsi! I knocked her up and she lost a baby because I left her! She was stressing over me and I wasn't there! What's going to happen when I leave in a week? My girlfriend is going to worry about me!"

Frank looked around, seeing all the nurses glaring at them. Frank looked at his brother, "let's take this outside before they kick us out."

The siblings walked over to the elevator, getting in they rode it down. Walking out they headed outside. Jason took his pack of cigarettes out and put one in his mouth. Frank reached over and took one. Jason took out his lighter and lit both their cigarettes. Both men inhaled deeply. Christy frowned at them. "what are you two doing? When did you start smoking?"

Jason glared at her, pulling the cigarette out of his mouth he blew the smoke out slowly. "it shouldn't matter to you if I smoke or not! It's my fucking body!"

Christy hissed at him, "it may be your body, but I want you to be there when your son graduates and not die from lung cancer!"

Frank blew the smoke out, "calm down Christy. Smoking helps relieve some of the stress. This is better than drinking. It's not something we both do everyday." Christy shook her head at them in disgust. Jason looked off in the distance. Frank looked at him in worry, "what are you doing to do Jase?"

Jason shook his head, "I don't know, I can't quit this mission, it's something I can't get out of."

Christy frowned at him, "what about Kelsi and the baby?"

Jason looked at his sister in anger, "I DON'T FUCKING KNOW!"

Frank stepped between the two. "calm down. Christy he just said he doesn't know." Looking at his brother, "can you talk to your commanding officer?"

Jason looked away, "I tried, he said there's nothing they can do about it. I have to leave by the end of this week. I have to return back to base or I become AWOL."

Christy pushed Frank away, "Then become AWOL, your girl needs you!"

Jason shook his head sadly, "I can't….."

Christy slapped Jason across the face hard, "I can't believe you! Your job is more important than Kelsi and your family?"

Jason's hand went to his cheek. Glaring at his sister angrily, "you don't think I know that? It looks like I don't care, but I fucking do! You don't think this is fucking hurting me? well guess what Christy, it's fucking killing me!"

Frank watched from the side in worry. Christy glared at him angrily, "prove it, go AWOL!"

Jason shook his head, "I can't do that."

Christy looked at her brother in disgust, "then why don't you fucking leave right now! Apparently you don't care enough about Kelsi to be there for her!"

Frank's eyes widen, looking at his sister in shock, "Don't Chris!"

Christy glared at him, "what? He's the one who's willing to leave his pregnant girl!"

Jason glared at his sister in anger, "you know what, fine I'll leave her! Apparently I'm not good for her! All I've been is nothing, but heartbreak for her!"

Frank shook his head at his brother, "don't say that Jase! Kelsi needs you!"

Christy shook her head at Frank, "no she doesn't!"

Frank hissed at his sister, "shut up!" Jason turned away from them and started walking away. Frank ran after him, grabbing his arm to stop him, "don't do this Jase."

Jason kept his back to his brother, "she doesn't want me. she wouldn't even look at me Frank. It's better if I leave."

Frank shook his head, looking at his brother in sadness, "she's hurting right now Jase. she does need you." Jason pulled his arm loose, he continued walking away. Frank turned to glare at his sister in anger, "this is all your fucking fault Christy!"

Christy glared at Frank, "it's nothing but his fault! He's walking away from her out of anger, what kind of man is he?"

Frank pointed at his sister in anger, "you hit his buttons right! What happens if he really does walk away from Kelsi? What happens if Kelsi gives up and loses the other baby? Can you live with that on your conscious?"

Christy looked at her brother in anger realizing that he was right. The siblings stood there glaring at each other in anger.

PARK…..

Jay squealed in laughter, yelling out, "higher uncle Chad."

Chad chuckled, pushing Jay higher on the swing. The group watched in amusement. Gaby's eyes wander over to the hospital. Seeing Jason walking up to them in anger, he eyes widen in worry. "Jase?"

The group glanced over to where Jason was. Troy and Zeke exchanged looks in worry. The girls felt their breaths getting harder. Jason stopped in front of them, pain in his eyes. He muttered out. "we lost a baby."

The girls hands went to their mouths in shock. Lance looked at him in worry, "the other baby?"

Jason felt tears stinging his eyes, "the other baby is fine, Kelsi's considered high priority."

Lance walked over to him and hugged him. Jason broke down crying on his shoulders. Jay saw his dad, looking at Chad, "I want down."

Chad grabbed Jay's swing and brought it to a stop. Jay jumped off the swing and went to run to his dad, but Chad stopped him and picked him up. Jay struggled in his uncle's grip. Chad shook his head and whispered, "not yet Jay, your daddy is in pain."

Jay looked at his uncle in confusion, "why? Where mommy?"

Chad watched the group in pain, "your mommy is in the hospital still with your grandma's and grandpa's……your brothers or sisters are in trouble."

Jay's eyes widen in fear, "they okay?"

Chad shook his head sadly, "no. they're in trouble."

Jay's eyes wander to his dad who was crying on Lance's shoulder. Looking at his uncle sadly, "I miss daddy."

Chad nodded his head in agreement, "we all miss him."

The two watched the Jason pull away from Lance. Jason wiped his eyes and muttered, "sorry Lance."

Lance nodded his head, "it's all good man, what are you two going to do?"

Jason shook his head, "I don't know, she wouldn't look at me. I just got into a fight with my sister right now."

Lance frowned, "why?"

Jason looked at him in regret, "we're leaving in a week…..I won't be here for Kelsi. She wants me to AWOL."

Lance's eyes widen in shock, "you can't. if you do you'll get into a lot of trouble."

Troy watched the two soldiers talk in silence. Zeke was trying to comfort all the girls. They were all crying over him, Troy sighed in defeat. Walking up to the two men, "Jason you need to go on that mission."

Jason looked at him in surprise, "you think I should leave her?"

Troy shook his head, "no, but you have to. The sooner you leave the sooner you can get back."

Lance nodded his head, "he's right. It may sound heartless, but when we signed up for this we knew what we were getting ourselves into."

Jason glanced over to where Jay and Chad were. They were watching silently. Jason walked over to them, "hey Chad, mind if I talk to my son privately?"

Chad nodded his head, putting Jay down, "go talk to your dad. I'm going to check on your auntie Taylor."

Jay nodded his head, both walked Chad rush over to Taylor and pry her off the poor Zeke who had the women all over him. Jason walked over to his son, getting down on a knee, he smiled sadly at his son, "hey, I missed you." Jay nodded his head, looking at his dad shyly. Jason opened his arms, "come here." Jay threw his body at his dad. Jason engulfed him in a hug holding him close to his body. Jason started whispering in his ear, "do you know how hard it was for me to leave Jay? It broke me to leave you and your mom."

Jay nodded his head in his dad's chest, "I know daddy, I'm sorry I said I hated you."

Jason nodded his head, "I know you were mad, I'm not mad at you son."

Jay sniffled in his dad's chest, "mommy okay?"

Jason stood up, carrying his son, he walked over to a bench. Sitting down he pulled Jay onto his lap and sighed sadly. "mommy is okay….."

Jay closed his eyes, "brothers? Sisters?"

Jason felt his heart clench, "we lost one."

Jay opened his eyes and looked at his dad in lost, "lost one?"

Jason nodded his head sadly, "one of your brother or sister died. They weren't strong and died. Your mommy is taking it very hard."

Jay's eyes started watering. "mommy in pain?"

Jason sniffed, his voice started cracking, "yeah mommy is in pain and so is daddy. I can't lose you guys, you're my family." Jason pulled Jay's more into him.

Jay held on to his dad tighter, "I love you daddy."

Jason nodded his head, "I love you too little one. I need you to do something for me when I leave."

Jay nodded his head, "what daddy?"

Jason looked down at his son, "take care of mommy for me. daddy has to leave soon and as much as I want to be here I can't. make sure mommy takes care of herself and you be a good boy."

Jay nodded his head, "okay daddy."

Jason lifted Jay's head to make him look at him, "this doesn't mean I don't love you two. It's daddies job that takes him away. Once daddy comes home I'll find something that doesn't take me from you two."

Jay's lip started quivering, "I miss you."

Jason nodded his head, "I know. I miss you two terrible. Can you do that for your daddy?"

Jay nodded his head, "I will."

Jason held his son close to him, the two of them stayed in this position quietly. Content in being close to one another. The gang had clamed down and were all in their own little world.

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