A/N: I know its sad but there's a big realization coming up soon and the real reason for Harrison's madness!! ^^ There will be a happy ending you guys, no worries. SOng is by DJ Sammy!

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Oh thinkin about our younger years,

There was only you and me, We were young and wild and free

Now nothing can take you away from me, We've been down that road before

But thats over now, You keep me coming back for more

Baby you're all that I want, When you're lying here in my arms

Im finding it hard to believe, we're in Heaven

And love is all that I need, And I found it there in your heart

It isnt too hard to see, We're In Heaven

Chapter Six----Heaven

Harrison seemed to be stuck in his own reality and went separately to Edward, Carlisle and Severus, gripping each of them in turn. Severus was trying irritably to administer potions to the boy but he was relentless as if he were on a mission. He was whispering a few things that Edward barely caught so soft they were breathed.

" Teddy…Arturo, no…Number twelve Grimmauld…falling…fly away, baby…"

In a vicious 'CRACK' they were overwhelmed by the sensation of being pulled through a tube and suddenly, their feet hit cobblestone. Edward knew they were no where near Forks now. The smells were completely different, the sights as well. They were in a city now, dark and raining. In front of them was a rather shabby looking house that seemed to have Severus stiffening at his side.

"Grimmauld Place…?" The man breathed in shock as if barely daring to believe his own eyes.

Harrison led them slowly inside, still mumbling to himself.

"Molly's cooking breakfast, better come downstairs…I won't let you take him…Teddy, no…Dumbledore…fly away, darling…"

Disturbing questions were beginning to arise from Harrison's words. Where were they? Severus obviously knew but he had yet to enlighten them. The door creaked open and not a soul or a whisper was heard inside. It was empty as a catacomb. The place was massive, somehow defying the laws of nature and containing more space inside than it should have based on it's size.

There were rooms upstairs, looking for all effects like contained apartments, with their large windows overlooking the main hall. He could see various hallways and doors branching off of the main thoroughfare but Harrison didn't take one of them. Instead, he walked jerkily to a big stain on the floor that had Edward cringing on the inside. It took him a moment to realize that his husband was clutching something in his hand.

The locket. It was open now and on one side, Harrison and Edward smiled up at them, on the other was Teddy's smiling face, his mismatched eyes crossed and his hair a bubblegum pink as he gummed on a lollipop the size of his head. He clutched the picture, tears spilling from his wide emerald eyes. His poor Teddy...Harrison fell to his knees, his legs giving way at last and looked up at his mate, his tears spilling forth like a flood.

"What did I do?" He gasped, grasping for that place inside his mind, tearing at the maze that protected those unreachable memories.

Edward watched him sadly. How was he supposed to help him? How could he tear apart that kind heart in such a way? Just a few words would send his mate spiraling forever out of anyone's reach. In this case, ignorance truly was bliss. He wished he didn't have that growing suspicion...

Harrison's trembling, thin pale hand touched the dark stain on the floor and those tears spilled faster although the teen seemed unaware of them. There was so much hurt and pain and guilt built up inside the small teen that it nearly brought Edward to his knees. Was Harrison remembering? Somewhere inside, Edward hoped not.

He used to wish for Harrison's memories to return but not he realized that if he was even close to being correct, it was going to destroy him in the worst possible way. Carlisle and Severus stood by with the necessary potions and medications in case something happened, both attentive but alert.

"Teddy...Teddy Bear...Go to sleep now, baby...I'll keep the monsters away..." The teen gave a horrified shudder and Edward gripped his frail shoulders hard enough that he knew that it was going to bruise.

Harrison's jaded eyes finally looked up at him from where he had been rocking himself on the stone floor.

"What happened, Harry? Tell me what you did." He pressed, making the tiny boy tremble.

No wonder Alice had been so distant and reclusive lately. She had seen this horrible pain. What had kind hearted Harry done that had made him feel like he didn't deserve to live? What was it that had pushed him to the brink of insanity? Edward prayed that he was wrong. He wished he didn't know.

"What I did?" Harry breathed with a small frown.

"Tell me what happened to Teddy. You wanted to save him from the monsters, from Arturo, remember? Who hurt him? What did you do?"

Harry's gorgeous, fractured eyes widened and his breath caught in his throat. His fingers trembled as he brushed the blood stain in a small caress, curling in on himself.

"Had to save him...I couldn't let him hurt my Teddy. Go to sleep now, baby...it's ok...Dumbledore and the monster were coming to take him. They were going to hurt him...Hush now...put him to sleep," Harry let out a broken sob and looked to the third story broken window that showed where their room had been in the once Order Headquarters, three long years ago, "Go to sleep now, baby...it's all going to be okay...and jumped...fly away, angel…"

This seemed to be the last straw for the teen and he broke down. Carlisle stood in sad horror while Severus's dark eyes were filled with pain for Harrison and for poor little Teddy. Harrison had meant for them both to die together. The greatest sacrifice he could give. Teddy had died. Harrison had not. It took Edward a long time to make sense of the words that he was saying in between cries but he finally realized what it was.

"Don't be sad…I'll always protect you."

Edward watched Severus's face crumble and he looked as if he were going to vomit.

"I'd heard Arturo mention it, but I never thought that Dumbledore would actually…Oh, Merlin!" The man gasped, covering his mouth as if he wished he could keep his own horrors inside his body.

Carlisle turned to him quickly, desperately seeking a confirmation of his suspicions.

"What? Tell me!"

Severus glared furiously at the ground, his eyes looking as if his heart were breaking for the boy sobbing hysterically in Edward's arms. The vampire was whispering to him softly.

"Let it out, precious…It's okay to cry. Just cry it out. You'll feel better after…" It seemed almost blasphemous to say such words which held such little meaning.

"Arturo was a monster of the highest degree. He got his kicks from little kids, if you know what I mean."

"Sweet Jesus…"Carlisle whispered in abject horror.

"He gave all of his children as well as his own service to the war effort to help bring down Voldemort. In return, Dumbledore promised Teddy to him. Harrison was already devastated from killing so many of the children he knew only as his fellow classmates on the battlefield. It would have been a simple thing to just declare him unfit to care for Teddy but the alternative was giving him to Dumbledore who had already promised him to a sadistic vampire pedophile. Dumbledore's influence was so widespread at that time that there would have been nothing anyone could do. So Harrison…He just wanted to protect him…He must have heard Dumbledore coming to take him while Teddy was sleeping so he picked him up and…Harrison didn't fall and he wasn't pushed out of the window. He jumped. He tried to end his own life to save the only loved one he had left from a fate much worst than death. He intended for them both to die all along…"

Now nothing can change what you mean to me, There's a lot that I can say but just hold me now

'Cuz our love will light the way

Baby you're all that I want, When you're lying here in my arms

I'm finding it hard to believe we're in Heaven

And love is all that I need, And I found it there in your heart

It isn't too hard to see, We're In Heaven

Now our dreams are coming true, through the good times and the bad

I'll be standing there by you, we're in heaven

Love is all that I need, And I find it there in your heart

It isn't to hard to see,

We're In heaven

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