Let me start by saying
How much you mean to me
How much I appreciate
Everything you've done for me
I would never be able
to thank you enough
For all the things you've helped me through
Without you it would've been so tough
I knew all along how you felt
And I didn't know how to handle your emotions
I was glowing on the outside and everyone saw it
But on the inside I still couldn't understand myself
My heart blocked, refused to connect with my thoughts
I thought I knew how I felt, but it was always on and off
And after a while
I guess it started to show
Everyone knew how emotionless I had gotten
And our bond, it became so weak
I honestly tried to hold on
But I knew there was a reason for how I felt
And after a while I began to see it, began to understand
So now that I myself see the truth
I need you to see it too
I'm going to finish by saying
I'm sorry I've wasted your time
I'm sorry I've wasted your emotions
I'm so sorry to have led you on like this, it wasn't fair
I would never be able
To thank you enough
For coping with everything I've put you through
Thank you.
And I'm sorry.
