Let me start by saying

How much you mean to me

How much I appreciate

Everything you've done for me

I would never be able

to thank you enough

For all the things you've helped me through

Without you it would've been so tough

I knew all along how you felt

And I didn't know how to handle your emotions

I was glowing on the outside and everyone saw it

But on the inside I still couldn't understand myself

My heart blocked, refused to connect with my thoughts

I thought I knew how I felt, but it was always on and off

And after a while

I guess it started to show

Everyone knew how emotionless I had gotten

And our bond, it became so weak

I honestly tried to hold on

But I knew there was a reason for how I felt

And after a while I began to see it, began to understand

So now that I myself see the truth

I need you to see it too

I'm going to finish by saying

I'm sorry I've wasted your time

I'm sorry I've wasted your emotions

I'm so sorry to have led you on like this, it wasn't fair

I would never be able

To thank you enough

For coping with everything I've put you through

Thank you.

And I'm sorry.