Hello! I have heavy writer's block with "Carlisle & Esme: Love Bites When You're A Princess", so I'm going to write a quick, one-chapter fanfiction about my take on what happened when Carlisle changed Esme. Enjoy! :-D
~Carlisle's Point Of View~
Esme Platt was lying on a hospital bed, unconcious. It was surprising, I knew her as a happy sixteen-year-old girl.
But, here she lay, an unconcious, grown woman. I was stalling, trying to bring my mind away from what I knew I had to do.
But would it be right?
She obviously jumped off that cliff intentionally. Did she want to die?
But, even if she did, I would be saving her life. Just like Edward.
Only, Edward was dying of disease, he had no say in it. But Esme, she threw herself off the cliff by her own will.
Would it be right? Would it be right? Would it be right?
The same question haunted my mind until the decision hit me like a bolt of lightning.
I needed to do this. If I let this beautiful creature die, I'd wallow in pity and blame for the rest of my lifetime. It would never end.
Carlisle, what if you can't stop?
The voice of my mind asked.
Carlisle, you need to do this. You'll never forgive yourself if you don't.
The voice of my heart spoke up. That struck something.
This was a decision between mind and heart.
My mind went with the most obvious questions to stop me, but my heart told the honest truth. The truth that would make my decision.
I inhaled deeply, and leaned in to Esme's ear.
"I'm so sorry." was all I could muster up to say. She stirred a bit, and I knew it was time.
I craned down, and bit down into her neck.
It felt so wrong and so right at the same time. I was made to drink blood, but it was going against my nature.
Stop. Stop, Carlisle.
This time my mind and my heart spoke at the same time. It brought me back to reality, and I pulled away immediately.
Esme was still unconcious, but her heart and pulse rates were getting faster by the second. After a few minutes of watching her, pity and sadness filled me enough to remove the taste of her blood.
It pained me to see her in this state, but I knew it was for the best. Everything would be alright in the end. She would be alive, and we would go our seperate ways. That pained me even more.
Could I possibly be falling in love with Esme Platt? The same question flooded me.
I soon came up with the same answer: I was in love with her.
I had always felt that it was wrong for a vampire to even befriend a human, let alone fall in love with one. But, technically, she was no longer a human. So, I suppose that wouldn't be a problem.
~3 Days Later~
I hadn't stopped thinking about Esme since I bit her. And, 3 days later, her beautiful eyes fluttered open.
"Dr. Cullen?"
Yay! Everything turned out alright! :-D
I originally made this a quick, easy, one-shot, but if you think I should make another chapter, tell me! :-)
Here's my playlist for this:
Twilight The Score CD:
Track 1- How I Would Die
Track 19- In Place Of Someone You Love
Track 8- The Most Dangerous Predator
Track 14- Bella's Lullaby
Track 21- Edward At Her Bed
Hope you enjoyed it! :-)