So, I am abandoning this story, sorry if you were reading it : /
Its just that Ive been going through a lot lately, and I cant write this story anymore. I just got out of a relationship with a girl I was absolutely in love with. I found out she was cheating on me the entire time we were dating, and when I asked her about it and she lied to me. I had to find out she was by her other "girlfriend."
I am trying to be her friend at least because I don't want to lose her, but its hard sometimes because she makes it difficult, and my heart keeps getting in the way because of how sad I feel about us being over. But Im going to Disneyland soon with a friend of mine to clear my head for a while, I think its going to get better, but who knows right now.
Thank you if you were reading my story or if you read this long stupid note.
Hope your life is going well,
-Alyssa (aka Babycakes/Jesus)
P.S. I might start a different story, or something before I go back to school, it all depends on how long it takes for the pain to stop.