Ahhh I didn't put a note when I first posted this, but now here it is! hehehe
Again a big thank you to Divinely Insane for betaing my fic!!
Well here it is my third chapter! I think the rating might go up a little bit, but we'll se with some passing time hehehe
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It was finally Saturday night and he had never felt more nervous in his entire life.
He was now facing the irrevocable path into becoming what he had always dreamt of.
And all he kept thinking of was that he didn't want to; he could live on being who he was right now. But as the spacious art gallery filled in with people smiling and congratulating him about his work, he saw the unstoppable approach of something he could not run away from anymore.
Music was faintly playing as a background, but the humming sound of people conversing was louder and so the notes and lyrics got mixed in with the chatting sounds.
Naruto could hear a "…I really like this place, is…" blending in with lyrics of "…Tsuki no hikari de taitei no koto ha utsukushiku mieru kara..." (1) and a guitar playing as background. If other's had been in this situation, he would be enjoying this, but as it was, he could only think of the eyes inspecting his work intently.
-"You okay?"- asked someone from behind and Naruto turned to find a glass of wine being extended to him: -"You look tense"- added the owner of said voice and a small almost-not-there smile graced his lips.
-"I am tense"- mumbled the blond as he took the offered wine and downed it in one go.
-"It'll be okay"- the other answered back as he too took a sip of his own glass.
-"Thanks Sasuke"- mumbled Naruto looking at a couple inspecting his collage on kisses.
The raven followed his eyes until they found what he was looking at, the couple having already moved as a group of friends made their way in front of it.
-"Why did you leave a space in the middle of it?"- asked Sasuke as he took yet another sip of his wine. Thank God Sakura had offered her help with the organization; otherwise there would be drinking, maybe vodka, or worse, tequila…
-"I didn't find it…"- murmured the blue eyed man in hope of the other not listening, but the raven did listen…
-"The perfect kiss you mean? You didn't find it?"- asked Sasuke and his eyes were glued to the floor even when Naruto searched for them.
-"Yeah… I did look though… but, I guess it just didn't happen…"- said Naruto and his blue eyes searched any change of expression in the marble-like features of the other male, but when he found none he averted his gaze somewhere else and briefly wondered why he had been looking for it in the first place.
-"Yeah… maybe if you wait a little longer it'll happen…"- whispered Sasuke and his dark eyes, very subtly, looked at the blond through the corner of his eyes.
The rest of the night Naruto was besieged by a bunch of complete strangers asking him about his work, what had he been thinking when taking a certain picture, where had he gotten his inspiration from… And so he had failed to notice dark eyes following him around the room.
-"When will you tell him?"- asked the female as she approached the lonely raven observing his housemate being dragged around by a woman much too tactless to Sasuke's taste.
-"Tell him what?"- asked Sasuke, turning towards Sakura's emerald green eyes twinkling with mischievousness.
-"Play dumb then, it fits you just fine"- commented the female offhandedly as her eyes followed Naruto being dragged to his next collage: -"Have you seen the last collage? The one you "helped" him make?"- She asked and placed her empty glass on one of the near by tables.
-"No"- was the curt response the raven gave her and Sakura could easily tell he was trying to take importance out of her question, when in reality he cared a lot.
-"So I guess you haven't seen the PICTURES he set in the middle of it"- she said and then as swiftly as she had come, left to catch up to Lee, who was currently looking at some of the pictures of the scars collage Naruto had made while at the hospital.
Sasuke looked to the farthest northern area of the room; most of the crowd was gathered around Naruto while they listened to the blond give his explanation on one of the collages, which one was it, Sasuke could not tell from where he was standing.
As he strolled leisurely, well as leisurely as a man on crutches can stroll – definitely not going in the direction of the collage Sakura had commented, if so, it just so happened to be on his strolling path –, he wondered why had the female put such emphasis in the word PICTURES and what would the pictures be, as in plural, if Naruto only placed one as the center; but when he came to stand in front of said photos, he understood why.
Two pictures: one he recognized as his own, where the sign read: "I wanted to kiss you…" and right next to it you could see a tan hand holding a sign that read: "I wanted to kiss you… too…"
Faint music could be hear on the background; the group, on the complete opposite direction, busted into laughter at, very likely, a funny remark made by the blond photographer; not very far from where he was standing a couple was sharing a very passionate kiss; and far off in the distance a crashing sound was heard… But to Sasuke's senses there was nothing else, but this picture right in front of him… just this moment, just for today… maybe tomorrow he could go back to being the selfish bastard he was known as, tomorrow he would go back to make fun of Naruto, tomorrow he would go back to his almost-not-there smirks… But right now, right now, he was going to smile to his heart's content… He too…
Sasuke, Naruto and Sakura left for their place at around 3 in the morning, after everyone had finally left and they had manage to pick up some of the mess people had left.
-"Thanks guys for being there"- slurred Naruto as he tried to reach for Sasuke's shoulder, but ended up somehow grabbing his waist: -"You are so thin… such thin waist…"- mumbled the blond as he squished a little too hard on Sasuke's hip bone.
-"Naruto"- grunted the other, but he wasn't sure if it was an annoyed grunt or some other kind of grunt as tan hands decided, on their own, to travel onto southern more sensitive regions of Sasuke's anatomy.
-"He's really funny when drunk!"-commented Sakura as the blond started nuzzling his face at the raven's side.
-"Yeah, is rare for him not to… hold… his liquor…"- Sasuke manage to said, but further opinions of him were silenced as Naruto's left hand brushed on the raven's groin.
-"Now, now Naruto, be a good boy. You're going to make Sasuke cum all over himself"- chanted Sakura and reached for the blond to get him in a most upright position.
Said female was carrying Sasuke's other crutch, as he had given it to her in favor of helping a stumbling Naruto all the way to their apartment, but it wasn't an easy task.
The comment got her a pointed deadly look from the referred Uchiha, but just making the comment had been so worth it, besides she had quite develop an immunity to those sort of glares.
-"I had seen him drunk once before"- commented Sakura after she placed one of the blonds' arms around Sasuke's neck: -"One time, when we went to Kiba's birthday party and you didn't want to go"- and she let herself smile at the memory of it: -"You know? You could ask him anything right now, he's one of those true-teller drunks"- and as she said this their apartment building came into vision.
-"There's no need for that, he's already quite honest about himself"- said the raven as he tried to readjust the weight of the blond he was carrying: -"He shouldn't have accepted all of those drinks"-He commented as he eyed the stumbling male, alcohol glazed blue eyes looked at him and then to Sakura.
-"Yeah, but that's his personality. He can never say no"- answered back the female and pushed the entrance door open and held it for the raven, carrying Naruto.
-"Yeah, he can't. But that's why we're here right now, ne?"- said Sasuke as he pushed the button to call for their elevator and tried to readjust his crutch, but failed… Those damn things! He'd get rid of them if he could.
-"Yeah, he can never say no…"-commented Sakura lost on memories of her own, memories of a past that would hurt her forever, but she had heavens to thank for the presence of these two in her life, because in case her nightmares caught up to her she could always turn to Sasuke and Naruto and let them be her anchors.
The ding of the elevator woke the three of them up from their own dazes and so they stumble inside with a drunken Naruto clinging to both of them.
Once they were in the elevator, Sasuke made sure to place Naruto against one of the lift's walls, but the blond kept on clinging to him for dear life giggling and mumbling unintelligible stuff about pictures? Words? And… but when Sasuke tried to lean towards the blond to listen to his incomprehensible monologue, he notice Sakura's green eyes on him, and so he moved away.
-"Now, now, Sasuke-kun there's no need to be shy. After all we are family, ne?"- commented the female slyly with a smirk on her red painted lips.
Silence settle as Sasuke decided not to say anything about the comment.
Naruto was snuggling against the raven's chest and Sasuke was able to catch only snips of his grunting, something that sounded like "Atatakai" and then "I like… mumble, mumble… he's so soft… mumble, mumble… he smells good…" reached Sasuke's ears, but this time he did not try to listen into the alcohol induce soliloquy, but only allowed himself to enjoy the warmness that was Naruto's embrace.
It took him a little while to notice the look Sakura was giving them.
It wasn't a look of fan-girlism or one of mockery; it was actually quite comforting to see her, she seemed to be so content, so serene, almost as if watching her two precious sons taking a peaceful nap after a long day.
The raven directed his eyes towards the electronic screen; they still had 10 more floors to go.
-"When did you notice?"- asked the raven as quietly as he could so as not to startled the woman, but also in hopes of not being heard and not have this conversation that he knew he could not avoid forever.
Sakura's eyes widened only slightly at the question, but other than that her serene expression didn't change one bit.
-"At my birthday party"- she stated and then noticed Naruto smile and mumble something against Sasuke's chest: -"When did you?"- She asked and finally made eye contact with dark eyes.
-"I guess about the same time…"- answered the raven letting that ever mysterious aura he possessed, surround them.
She was about to ask how, why, and all those questions she had saved for when Sasuke grew some balls and finally said it, but noticed a purring noise coming from the blond.
-"Is he purring?"- asked Sakura eying the blond more intently in search of something wrong.
-"Yes"- answered the raven and rolled his eyes not sure if he was annoyed by the blonds' antics or if the sound was making weird things happen to his stomach, - "He does that when he's drunk… he claims he's a cat"- said Sasuke and then half lidded blue eyes made contact with his.
-"Sasuuuuke… I'm a caaat...!"- Exclaimed the blond and purred some more: -"Nya nya! Neko-chan! 'm a japaaanesse neko! Nya nya!!!"(2)- He said in between giggles and then started rubbing himself against Sasuke.
-"Neko? Nya nya? Is this the little perverted things you do when I'm not home?"- asked Sakura and again that mischievous glint appeared in her eyes.
-"Shut up!"- deadpanned Sasuke and the woman was saved from further hurt when the doors opened finally having reached the 23th floor.
-"Here Naruto"- said Sakura amused: -"What did I tell you about making Sasuke cum in his pants?"- asked the female and tried to pull the blond out, with little success.
Naruto only backed into the corner and hissed – more like tried – like a cat at the woman's efforts.
-"Sasuke help me!"- pouted the female looking at the smirking raven and then at the hissing blond.
-"Okay, okay"- said Sasuke after gloating a little at Sakura's failed attempts.
He stood at the elevator door looking at Naruto's blue eyes, the hissing stopped and the "Nya nya" restarted. Sasuke caught himself staring too intently into deep blue eyes.
-"Come here kitty, kitty"- said the raven bending a little while still holding his crutch.
At this, the blond crawled on all fours in the general direction of Sasuke, still stumbling and swaying a little. Sasuke backed towards their apartment entrance.
-"I should take a picture of this!"- exclaimed Sakura when she saw Naruto on all fours walking towards the raven: -"Who knew you two were so kinky!"- She giggled and went for the door to open it for the three of them.
-"Shut up! You have some dirty laundry I could expose on you too"- said the raven this time sounding a little more angry.
Sakura eyed them both as a very drunk Naruto crawled towards Sasuke tumbling with his four legs.
-"How did you know you had to do that?"- asked the woman, curiosity getting the better of her.
-"He did the same at your party"- commented Sasuke absentmindedly as Naruto finally caught up to him and climbed on the sofa Sasuke had managed to sit on.
-"Is he actually gonna lay on…"- but Sakura didn't got to finish her question as she saw the blond do the exact same thing she was about to ask.
Now Naruto was no lithe fluffy little cat, no, he was a big man. He wasn't fat, but he wasn't quite light, he did have some muscle in him and he did exercise, but damn! Was the little bastard heavy!
-"Are you gonna allow it?"- asked Sakura almost not believing her eyes; Naruto was now curled on Sasuke's lap, purring and nya-nying to his life content: -"Why do I even ask, of course you are gonna allow it! You want it! It makes me wonder if YOU put something on his drink to get him this way… Oh you kinky little devil!"- said Sakura chancing a small pat on the raven's head, but received one of the infamous Glares of Death, from the Uchiha®.
-"Go make some coffee to sober him up!"- Commanded Uchiha and Sakura ran – yes, she ran, in her own house… because Sasuke is that scary – to the kitchen to get the beverage.
Sasuke sighed a sigh that was a mix between tiredness and frustration and… groan… Yeah, Naruto and his devious little attempts at being a cat.
Sasuke looked down on his lap to find blue eyes already inspecting him.
-"Ano ne, Sasuke? Neko makes nya nyaaaa…"- slurred the blond and grinned with satisfaction: -"Am I your neko?"- asked Naruto and all of the sudden his tone sounded serious and a little sober, but if not for the light swaying and the fact that blue eyes were unfocused, Sasuke would have thought the question to be just as serious as it had sounded.
-"Yes Naruto, you are my neko"- answered the raven and watched as the other happily purred in his lap and did another series of nya nya's.
But the innocent happy watching stopped when the blond decided he wanted to purr in Sasuke's neck and then his ear.
-"Neko ga suki desuka?"(3)- asked the blond slurring the words, but his Japanese accent was quite good and Sasuke briefly wondered if Naruto had been practicing lately.
-"Yeah, I like… nghh… Naruto"- answered Sasuke, but at the exact same time he was speaking the blond had decided he wanted to lick Sasuke's left ear, quite a sensitive area of his anatomy.
-"Nya nya?"-asked Naruto and the raven felt rather stupid at the fact that he just thought of those stupid onomatopoeias as a question.
As the fair skinned man was about to tell the other male to just stay still, a very "innocent" hand found its way right next to Sasuke's family jewels. Naruto pushed himself to something that resembled a sitting position on the raven's lap.
-"Boooku waaa Sasuke ga daiiiisukiiii!"(4)- exclaimed the blue eyed male stumbling with his own words, but keeping eye contact with the raven, or as much eye contact as he could manage.
-"Why aren't you sober?"- asked Sasuke, but not really to the blond, because he knew he wouldn't answer him, but he voiced the question nonetheless.
-"Wouldn't you wish that"- Sakura entered the room with a pot of coffee and three mugs: -"Here Kitty, have some coffee"- said speaking to the blond as he eyed the mug disdainfully.
-"It's milk"- murmured Sasuke to the blond and that had him leaping to the coffee table where the mugs had been placed.
Naruto started slurping the coffee the same way a dog, or in this case a cat, would do it.
-"Watch it honey, you're gonna scald your tongue"- warned Sakura, but she only received a "nya nya" and a pout so she let it be.
The raven sighed again letting his head rest on the back of the sofa while he closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose in a pitiful attempt at calming himself.
Sakura placed another mug in front of Sasuke.
-"Drink some too, it'll help you"- she said while observing Naruto and then back to Sasuke's tired features.
When Sasuke came back from whatever place Uchihas go to calm themselves, he looked somehow more tired, more sad and more lonely than he had ever looked, or so thought Sakura as she watched the raven stand from the couch, and grabbing his crutch, made his way to the dining room window; the untouched coffee mug still on the living room coffee table.
For a couple minutes the only thing that could be heard was the slurping sounds Naruto made while "drinking" his coffee.
-"Say Naruto, why don't you go cheer him up?"- commented Sakura to the drunk man in the floor and with her head she pointed to the window Sasuke was looking through.
To this the blond answered with a "nya nya", yet again, and made his way, still in all fours, over to the raven by the window.
When the drunk man finally reached his destination he purred some more and rubbed himself against Sasuke's legs.
-"Stop that Naruto"- said the raven, his voice sounding somehow sad and tired: -"Here, let's get you to your room"- and he extended his hand to Naruto who took it without hesitation and clumsily stood up with the help of the other. Sasuke led the way to the blonds' room while the other pouted and nya nya'ed some more.
-"I'm not sleepy"- said Naruto as he and the other male entered his dark room. Sasuke turned on the night lamp guessing the other light would be too much for Naruto right now.
The fair skinned man struggled some more with the intoxicated male while trying to convince him that "cats too needed to go to bed at some point". Sakura watched amused by the interaction, until Sasuke looked at her with a warning look.
-"Is just too funny!"- She commented and pointed to the blond with her head while said blond was having a fight with his shirt.
-"Help me! After all I'm a cripple"- said Sasuke as he made his way to an almost shirtless Naruto, muffled noises could be heard from behind the not-all-the-way pulled off shirt.
-"And stop all the fun! Never!"- giggled the woman, but made her way towards the two males and helped Sasuke with the struggling blond.
When Naruto had finally disposed of his clothing, now came the hard task of putting some on; and it was proving to be far more difficult, since he seemed to have gone back to being a cat and decided that cats did not need clothing, thus he, A CAT, didn't need any.
-"Just leave it. He can sleep in his boxers"- said Sasuke as he seated himself on Naruto's bed.
-"Yeah, and you can sleep with him and when he wakes up and finds himself in boxers… hahahaha, that would be so much fun!"- commented the woman in between giggles.
Dark eyes were busy traveling over an exposed tan body curled up in a ball in the middle of the room, still purring and nya nying every once in a while.
-"Help me get him to bed and call it a night… or more like a day"- said Sasuke as he eyed the alarm clock on Naruto's night stand, the glowing green numbers informing him that it was way past a decent hour to be doing this sort of babysitting of his "brother".
Finally they managed to get the blond in the bed and left him to his luck after a whole five minutes elapsed and he fell asleep right on the spot.
Sasuke and Sakura finally let a sigh of tiredness leave their lips when they closed the door to Naruto's room.
-"How can he keep up with the act for so long?"- asked Sakura stretching a little and cracking a few of her back bones.
-"Well, he's an art major after all"- commented the raven as he too, cracked his neck a few times.
-"I still think it would have been fun if you two woke up in the same bed with just boxers on"- commented the female amused at the idea while making her way to her bedroom.
-"Maybe, if you are good, one day you'll see it"- answered back Sasuke feeling a little carefree at the moment and so allowing the statement to leave the confinements of his mind.
"Oh I do hope so!"- she added, and flashing the other a grin, closed her door while yelling a "Good night" through her closed door.
When he reached his own door and grabbed his door handle he stopped and looked towards Naruto's door and when he saw his again felt like he hated doors a little.
The next morning, at around 10 am, Sasuke was woken up by a blasting of music on the room next to his and a yell from the female occupant of the apartment.
-"Naruto! Turn that thing off! Damn it with you! Aren't you supposed to have a hang over or something?!"- shrieked the voice of Sakura through the living room area reaching Sasuke's ears just as a muffled sound.
-"But I'm not!"- exclaimed the blond and then the music was tuned down a little: -"I just got a little tipsy"- came the reply and Sasuke smirked at the statement.
-"Tipsy is a little bit of an understatement. You were shit-faced!"- and there she went again with the yelling – What is it with woman and their yelling? Men are not deaf, just a little stupid – and the banging, preventing Sasuke to further his attempts at getting back to sleep:- "Do you even know what you were doing last night? You behaved like a complete…"- but further than this, the raven could not hear; he just heard a muffled shhhhh on the other side of the room and then some whispering.
Now, he was definitely not eavesdropping, they just happen to be too loud on the next room.
He gathered some snippets of the conversation: "Did he get mad?" and "Did I really?" and then the female interjecting with a fit of giggles and a "It was so funny" and "Here kitty, kitty" followed by yet another fit of giggles.
Sasuke's ear was now glued to the wall adjacent to the other room listening too intently for it to be considered just an overhearing of the conversation.
-"Do you think he's awake?"- murmured the male on the next room.
-"I don't know, I guess no; otherwise he would be here bitching about your music and stuff, my guess is he's sleeping like a log"- commented Sakura and the springs of a mattress could be heard and then footsteps: -"You should apologize to him"- she said and Sasuke could tell she was already by the room's door frame.
-"yeah… I will… when he wakes up…"- answered Naruto and again the sound of a springs' mattress could be heard, and then the blonds' voice moved farther from the bed, somewhere near the window: -"You know how cranky he gets in the mornings"- came the playful comment that got yet another giggle from the woman.
-"Yeah, we know!"- she said and then her foot steps could be heard walking away towards the kitchen area and the door being closed soon right after.
Sasuke felt slightly offended at been thought of as bitchy in the mornings, certainly he was not quite the morning person, but he wasn't bitchy… was he?
Naruto tuned the music up, but just barely, and Sasuke wondered if he was trying to be quiet so as not to wake him up… Well, a little too late for that…
The raven heard the first notes of a guitar filtering in. It was one of his favorite songs; Naruto had learned how to play it a few months ago and he had listened to the song quite a lot.
The fair skinned man sighed and let his forehead touch the coolness of the wall and he found himself staring too intently at the weird patterns in the walls as he inattentively listened to the shuffling in the room next to his.
He was starting to doze off as the guitar and lyrics were reaching the ending part, when the song came to a stop and a new guitar intro started and a masculine, very well tuned voice echoed through the walls.
Kaa-san doushite
Sodateta mono made
Jibun de kowasa nakya nara nai hi ga kuru no? (5)
Sasuke recognized immediately as one of Naruto's personal favorites. It was originally singed by a female, but Naruto had fallen in love with the lyrics and adapted it to his voice.
Hinata, Naruto's first girlfriend in high school, had learned the song and usually sang for him… Sasuke wondered if the blond was singing this specific song because he was missing her.
Barabara ni natta KORAAJU
Suterare nai no wa
Nanimo tsunage nai te
Kimi no te tsunaida toki datte...
The raven smirked at the fitting of the words… Indeed a collage had started it… and Sasuke tried to speculate if it was going to end in a collage as well.
Be my last... be my last...
Be my last... be my last...
Douka kimi ga be my last...
As Sasuke heard the blonds' voice play with the notes and his sultry voice cried out in a mournful manner at the end of the chorus. The raven again reflected in what kind of emotions were washing over the blond at the moment for him to want to sing this specific song.
Nare nai doushi de yoku ganbatta ne
Machigatta koi wo shita kedo
Machigai dewa nakatta
Naruto's voice came up and down at all the right moments as if the song was a rollercoaster of emotions. The raven wanted to evoke that image of the first time he had heard him sing this song, at Hinata's birthday party, while looking at her with loving caring blue eyes.
Nanimo tsukame nai te
Yumemiteta no wa doko made?
Indeed… How far could this dream go? Was he just fooling himself with emotions he could not even comprehend and was just so eager to name them and give them a receiver?
Naruto's wailings brought him back from that sad and lonely place to where he always went when he felt fear and doubt; somehow Naruto always evoke braveness and security on him.
With my hands With my hands
With my hands With my hands
Watashi no te de be my last...
The raven looked at his own hands and wondered what had he done with those hands…
Why was he feeling so contemplative all of the sudden? Maybe it was the blue eyed man singing his soul out that got him so pensive.
Itsuka musubareru yori
Konya ichijikan aitai
Nanimo tsunage nai te
Otona butteta no wa dare?
And that was when Sasuke realized a few tears had slipped his eyes…
Those treacherous emotions he could not control! He had control over everything in his life, he had a good job and a great living arrangement, he got to spend a lot of his time with people he loved and cared for, he had a great "family" and all the money he needed to spend every once in a while on futilities of life… But still, but still…
Why couldn't HE be his last?!?
The last person he saw when going to bed, the last person to hear his voice, the last person to ever hold him in his arms…
He didn't even knew when it had happen, one day he was the brooding angst bastard every one knew and loved – or hated, most likely – and then the blond had come waltzing into his life, like he owned the happiness in the entire world and was his to give to whomever he desired.
And he gave it to Sasuke…
He gave him smiles and laughter and music and blues and pinks and cherries and tomatoes and vodka and notes and lyrics and… and all the things he could have lived on without having, except when he got them from the blond, he could not denied he wanted them.
Naruto's voice unknowingly accompanied Sasuke's secret pain…
And when the last string of guitar echoed through the walls, the last remnant of unshared pain made his way out in a last sob that was accompanied by Naruto's last pleading wailing.
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(1) …Because, in the moonlight, the usual things can look so beautiful... This is a fragment of Hachigatsu no Serenade by Suga Shikao
(2) Neko is cat; nya nya is the onomatopoeia made by cats, at least according to the Japanese.
(3) Neko ga suki desuka? Means: Do you like cats?
(4) Boooku waaa Sasuke ga daiiiisukiiii!!! Is the drunken from of Boku wa Sasuke ga daisuki!!, which means something like: I like Sasuke a lot!
(5) Mom, why is that
the things we were brought up with
are destroyed by ourselves, as the days keep coming?
The collage breaks into pieces
but it's not thrown away
There's nothing in my hands
even when you're holding them...
Be my last... be my last...
Be my last... be my last...
Please you have to be my last...
Unknown friends told me to do my best
But this love was a mistake
No, it wasn't a mistake
There's nothing to grasp with my hands..
how far will this dream go?
With my hands With my hands
With my hands With my hands
With my hands, be my last...
Rather than being together some day,
I would be with you tonight, just for a hour
Who is the adult,
whose connected hand is still empty?
This is a song by Utada Hikaru called Be My Last