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Becca POV
I walked into John's room and didn't know what to expect. I walked in and all the lights were off, but I didn't see John. I walked in a little further and look around, but still didn't see him. I was mentally slapping myself right now, because I knew he would forget or find someone to be busy with right now. The night that we had together was a long time ago and I was an idiot for thinking that he would actually talk to me about anything. I just wanted to be civil for Randy, but John was making that difficult. I just sighed and turned to leave when I ran into John. I was a little scared at first, but I looked at him. I couldn't tell if he had been drinking or not, but it didn't matter, I was leaving.
"I am glad you decided to come talk." He said and I nodded.
"Yeah, well, I figured you were out screwing the first piece of ass you found." I told him and started to walk past him. He grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him.
"You really know how to push my buttons don't you?" he asked me. I didn't smell alcohol so that was one good thing.
"It works both ways, John." I told him as I tried to get free, but he held me against him.
"Why did you want to talk John?" I asked him as he slowly wrapped his around me and pulled me to where my back was firmly against his chest. I would have loved to be this close to him at one time, but not anymore.
"Because, Becs, we need to get along." He said and I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"You think, John?" I asked him.
"Look, I am sorry, for always being an ass and making fun of you, but the truth is I can't stop thinking about you." He told me and I was just ready to get out of there.
"I am sure you tell every girl that." I told him and look at him over my shoulder.
John POV
I had my arms around her and was holding her tightly to me. I loved the feeling of her in my arms and had no idea what I had done when I let her go a few years ago.
"No, I don't tell every girl that. I usually tell them they are hot, or they have a nice ass, or something along those lines." I told her.
"Ah, the Cena charm, you make them believe you want them, use them, and then just throw them away. Well, maybe not every girl, at least that is what you did to me so I might be a little bias." She told me and I was getting annoyed.
"Look, Becs, that night was amazing and I know it seems like I used you, but I didn't. I liked you a lot then, but you were just Randy's little sister and us having a relationship wasn't going to work. Randy would have killed me and so would your dad. You were supposed to be focusing on becoming a nurse so I did what I thought was right." I told her and gently nuzzled by nose behind her ear.
"John, that is all well and good, but you didn't clue me in. We had sex and then you just leave. You didn't tell me it was over, until Randy came home one day saying you and Liz were back together." She told me and I knew I had done wrong there.
"Ok, so that was a mistake, Becs and I am sorry. Would you take me back if you could?" I asked her.
"You know, if you had asked me that about a year ago, I probably would have, or even six months ago, but now, no. I have Phil and I like him. I don't even think I would take you back if I wasn't with him. You use people and it's not fun, John. I wasn't surprised when you were with Liz because you two used each other and no one was surprised when you got engaged to her. She used you and you used her so it worked." She told me and I was annoyed because I didn't use people.
"Becs, I will tell you again, I don't use people!" I told her and gently kissed her collarbone.
"John, stop." She said.
"Why, you know you want it, how long has it been since you have gotten any pleasure?" I asked her.
"Since you." She whispered. I was a little shocked because I was her first and she hadn't run to anyone since.
"You haven't?" I asked her.
"No, John, see proof that not having sex for awhile doesn't kill you, so it's not essential to living." She said sarcastically and I smirked.
I just held her in my arms even when she began to struggle a little bit. I continued to plant small kisses on her shoulder and neck, but she was resisting.
"I can't believe you didn't run to Hardy." I told her.
"John, Jeff is just a friend." She said and I smirked.
"Yeah, but he always wanted you." I told her and began to suck on the spot between her collarbone and her neck.
"Stop, John." She said and I just gently nipped at the same spot to get goose bumps to appear.
"Why? You are enjoying it." I told her.
"John, unless you want Randy to know that you stole his little sister's virginity, I would stop." She told me and she had pushed a button again. I grabbed her by the arms and turned her to face me. She was looking at me and waiting for my to say something, but I didn't.
Becca POV
I was waiting for John to let me go, but he didn't. He kissed me with a lot of force and I was trying and push him off. I finally pried his lips off mine, but still couldn't get out of his grasp.
"I thought you were going to do this for Randy?" I asked him as he just pushed me against a nearby wall.
"I am and for me too. I have always liked you and you are the only person I think about when I am with a girl. I didn't think that you would be that good or stay in my thoughts this long. I had to tell you how I still felt or I wouldn't be happy with myself." He said.
"John, I am with Phil. Go back to Liz." I told him. He just smirked and went to kiss me again, but I moved my head and be latched onto my neck.
"Stop, John, please. I don't want you to mess things up with Phil." I begged him and felt him smirk. I was glad when he pulled away, but only to be tossed onto the bed and he pinned me down.
"No, John, this isn't you." I told him because he never wanted to hurt a girl.
John POV
I wanted Becs so bad at that point, but she was to worried about Phil so I decided to remind her what I could do. I pinned her to the bed and was glad that she had shorts on because I ran my hand up to the edge of her undies. She was fighting me and I was smirking because I knew she couldn't get out of my grasp.
"Becs, shut up." I told her as I kissed her again and she didn't give into the kiss.
"Stop, John, please." She told me.
"You know, last time, I believe it was don't stop, John." I told her and I knew she was getting more upset with me.
"Damn it, John, this isn't funny." She said.
"No, Becs, you know it's not. I don't think so either, because we need to learn to get along and keep our comments to a minimum. Randy is the reason that we are here talking and yet we have resolved nothing." I told her as I nose began to brush down the side of her exposed stomach.
"John, that won't resolve anything either." She said through gritted teeth.
"Yeah, it will. I will show you what you forgot about." I told her.
"Like what?" she asked and she was still struggling and getting more pissed by the minute.
"Like how much you miss me." I whispered in her ear as I slid a finger down her center and she gasped.
"Ok, seriously, John, stop. I will just keep my comments to myself and not come around you anymore." She said.
"No, because I like you, Becs, I do; and I want you around. I just don't want you with Phil; I want you for myself." I told her.
"John, its' not going to happen. We didn't work. Please, just stop." She told me.
"Please, just promise me one thing, Becs?" I asked her.
"What?" she asked me with a strained voice, because I still had my finger applying pressure to her clit.
"That you won't totally disappear and will still act civil around me. I should apologize for keeping you like this, but I wanted you to know how I felt." I told her. She nodded and I gently kissed her. She didn't respond, but quickly got up with I let her go.
"Ok, so civil, right?" she asked as she back into the door.
"Yeah, civil, and keep our secrets." I told her and she nodded before she ran out the door. I smiled when she left because at least I had gotten her wet. She was the only person who made me hard every time I looked at her and the only person who made me crazy. I just didn't want her with Phil. I needed some help to get her away from him and I had to regain her trust. I called up the one person who owed me a favor and could help me.
Becca POV
I quickly left John's room and was going back to mine. He was right because I still did want him and he was the one person who fueled most of my thoughts, but I liked Phil now. I wanted the relationship to work with him because from what I knew he was nothing like John.
I was walking back to my room when someone grabbed my shoulder and made me jump. I turned to see Matt (Evan) and he was smiling.
"Sorry, to scare you." He said and I gave a half smile.
"It's ok, did you need something?" I asked him.
"I didn't know anyone was still up, I was making sure you were ok. I saw you and thought something might be wrong." He said.
"No, I was just talking to a friend." I told him.
"Ok, good, well night." He said.
"Night, Matt." I told him and walked into my room.
I showered and laid down to sleep. It was after 1 am and I was tired, but John was still in my head.
Phil POV
I was about to go to sleep when Matt (Evan) texted me. I looked at it and got up to go to his room. I knew it was something if he wanted to talk at 1 am. I went to his room and went in.
"Hey." I told him.
"Hey, sorry to catch you so late, but I met Becca in the hallway coming from John's room." He told me.
"I thought she was with Randy." I told him.
"Look, I don't want you to think she is cheating on you, but she looked upset so maybe Randy and she got into it with John." He told me. I nodded and knew there was no way she would cheat on me with John.
"Thanks, I will check on her tomorrow." I told him and went back to my room.
I fell asleep a little later wondering if Becca was really ok.