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Stacy POV

I met up with Becs the next morning to have a girl's day; we were going to do everything. We first went to the spa to have massages and our nails done. We were getting massages and talking about everything.

"Did you really get in a fight with Barbie yesterday?" I asked her and she laughed.

"No, I didn't. She kissed Phil and I shoved her out of the room." She said and I laughed.

"I think you and Phil are very cute together. I always thought you and John were better, though." I told her and she laughed.

"Funny, you are one of a few who know about that." She said and I knew I was. They didn't tell anyone and Randy just now found out from Becs.

"I know and I know he still has feelings for you." I told her and she sighed.

"Yeah, well, I like Phil now. I don't mind being friends with John, but right now I am with Phil." She told me and I knew she was right.

"I know, but just be with whoever makes you happy." I told her.

"Thanks, Stacy and thanks for being there for Rand." She told me. I really did like Randy and we had stayed friends after the break up. I wanted a second chance, but right now I just wanted Randy to get help.

We finished the massages and went to get our nails done. I loved having fake nails and convinced Becs that Phil would like them. We got them done and then Becs wanted to get a piercing. I didn't have a problem with going, so we went and she got her tongue pierced.

"You are talking funny." I told her.

"I dwont care." She said and I was laughing at her because her tongue was a little swollen.

We went shopping and bought new clothes. I missed hanging out with Becs because she was always with Randy or Phil. We finally got back to the hotel in time for me to go practice with Shane (Helms).

"We need to do this again." She said as I hugged her.

Becs POV

I went up to my room and knew that Phil was at an autograph signing so I was doing nothing. I changed in to shorts and a t-shirt and laid down. I was so bored so I walked down to John's room and knocked. He opened the door and smiled.

"Wanna hang out?" I asked him and he let me in.

"Sure, come on." He said and we sat down to watch TV.

I was having fun watching family guy with him. I had forgotten how much fun I used to have with John.

"Let me see." He said after a few minutes.

"What?" I asked him.

"I know you finally got it pierced, come on." He said and I stuck out my tongue. He just laughed at me.

"You have been threatening to do it for a long time." He said and I smiled.

"Yeah, well, I wanted to and I finally got up the nerve to." I told him.

We just kept talking and ordered room service. I got soup because I couldn't really eat anything; we ate on the floor and John was joking it was a picnic.

"Why did you change?" I finally asked him and he just looked at me.

"What do you mean?" he asked me.

"Why did you change? You used to be John Cena Dr. of Thuganomics, did care who you told off, and did what you wanted to; but now you are John Cena Hustle Loyalty and Respect. I mean, John, when you first started you gave respect, but you also didn't care whos toes you stepped on. You went from R to PG, what happened?" I asked him.

John POV

I was with Becs and she wanted to know why I had changed. I knew I had, but I didn't realize it until now. I mean the WWE was now PG, but I didn't realize that I had lost so much until she asked me.

"I did it because of the WWE." I said and I knew she wouldn't believe it.

"Nice try." She said and I just looked at her.

"You." I simply stated.

"Huh?" she asked me.

"You, I changed because of you. I knew if I changed then you would stop liking me." I said and she just looked at me.

"I wish you hadn't." she said.

"What?" I asked her.

"John, I liked you for you not your character. I know it may sometime be hard to differentiate, but I did. I loved the softer side of you and at the same time how you connected with the crowd. I loved it because I got the John Cena who never got angry, who never raised his voice, but still stood up for what he believed." She said and I just looked at her; I never realized that she really did pay attention.

"I am sorry, I didn't realize you paid attention that much. I always you thought I was the same on and off camera." I told her and she just gave me the most annoyed look.

"John, I really did pay attention. I didn't like you because you were John Cena, WWE Superstar, or my brother's best friend. I liked you because you were the guy who grew up in Mass, who can't stand it when people don't smile, who can't do anything unoriginal, and who isn't anything but himself." She told me and I felt really stupid.

"I tried to change to get you out of my head, but instead I just sold out." I whispered.

"You also never really paid attention either." She said to me and I just looked at her.

"Becs, would you have ever left me?" I asked her and she sighed. I knew she was waiting on us to have this conversation, but now she didn't want to have it.

"Honestly, John, no; I never cared what anyone else thought." She said.

"I am sorry for how it turned out." I told her and she bit her bottom lip. I knew she was holding back tears and other emotions.

"You're just now sorry?" she asked in a sarcastic tone.

"No, I was sorry a long time ago, but I couldn't tell you." I said.

"Then why now?" she asked me.

"Because, my feelings never went away, and I always pushed them away when I saw you. I couldn't do that anymore when I saw you with Phil. I don't want you to be with him because I miss you. I miss how your hair smells like strawberries or lavender, how you smile whenever you see Randy because you love your brother that much, or how you moan a little every time you eat chocolate because you like it so much." I told her and she had tears in her eyes.

"I wish you could have realized it earlier." She whispered and got up. I wasn't going to let her go without telling her everything not now.

"No, wait, I want to finish this conversation." I told her and grabbed her wrist. She just looked at me with tears falling down her cheeks and let me lead her over to the bed. We both sat on the bed and I sighed.

"I left you because Liz came to me one day and told me she was pregnant. I had slept with her right before we got together, so it was possible. I felt stupid and hated it because I had you, but I had to do what I thought was right. I made up the excuse that you were too young and promised Liz I would take care of the baby. I got back with her and about two months later she told me she lost it, but by that time you hated me. I just stayed with Liz because I made myself think I loved her. I didn't know what else to do and then I wanted to get married, so she was an easy option. I was fine with it until you came back around all the time and I knew I wasn't going to be happy until I had you back. I know I can't have you right now, but I still love you, Becs. I have never stopped and I probably love you more now than we were dating. I miss you every day and I know I was an asshole to you, but it was to try and distance myself from you. I can't do it anymore and I can be friends if it means seeing your beautiful face once again." I told her and she just looked at me.

"I wish you would have told me that sooner." She said and I knew that I should have.

"I am sorry that I didn't." I told her and looked down. I sighed as I felt her hand on my cheek and closed my eyes.

Becs POV

I was so confused now because I liked Phil, but I had never stopped loving John. I hated John, but I loved him at the same time. I put my hand to his cheek and just looked at him. He had finally told me the truth and I was glad. I just sighed and did the one thing I didn't think I would do ever again; I kissed him.

I brought my lips to his and brushed against them. He had an instant reaction as he pulled me to him. I wanted to fight it so bad, but at the same time I had missed his touch. He was nothing like Phil and I didn't know what to do. I ripped myself from his grip and moved off the bed in one quick motion.

"I am sorry John, I have Phil." I said and ran back to my room.

I walked into the bed room and Phil was sitting on the bed. I walked over and straddle his lap; I brought my kips roughly to his. He wrapped his arms around my waist and looked at me. I wanted him and I needed him to make me forget about John.

Phil POV

Becs walked in and attacked me. I wasn't complaining, but something got into her.

"I need you." She growled and I was very turned on.