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Becs POV

I just stared at john for what seemed like an eternity. He was still inside of me and I never felt closer to him. He leaned down and placed a soft kiss on my lips. I arched my back to return the kiss and I felt him get harder. I giggled a little and looked at him; he looked a little embarrassed.

"Sorry." He mumbled and he pulled out. I moaned at the lost of contact and he just looked at me. I knew I looked like a mess, but I didn't care. I felt so much love from him in the past hour that I didn't care what I looked like. I let out a sigh as I closed my eyes and I could hear him in the bathroom.

John POV

I was in the bathroom, staring at myself in the mirror. I knew I still loved her, but I felt horrible because she was with Phil. I sighed and peeked out to where she was laying. She was perfect and beautiful. I leaned back against the door as I felt myself get hard. I hated myself at the moment because I loved her so much.

I finally gave in and slipped another condom on. I walked over to the bed and pulled her up. She was standing there looking at me and I just kissed her. I felt her arms wrap around me as I kissed her like I always wanted to. I moved my hands to cup her bottom as I picked her up. She wrapped her legs around me as I broke the kiss and looked at her.

"Please." She whispered and I knew I didn't have the will power to say no.

I sat her on the dresser and entered her in one motion. She was still so wet and tight. I watched her eyes roll back as I started to thrust in and out of her. I wanted this one to be hard and rough because we both needed something like that. I shifted her legs and threw them over my shoulders; she moaned loudly when the angle changed. I had a hold of her hips to keep her where I wanted her at and I could go as deep as I wanted.

I was slamming in and out of her and she wasn't objecting. I kept changing the angle and she was moaning louder. I knew that we had to be quiet or I would be asked question about who I was with that night.

Becs POV

John felt so good a second time and it was rougher than the first time. He was slamming into me and I was having hard time being quiet. I felt him drop my legs and bring his lips to mine as he continued at a fast pace. I was so close and I almost couldn't take the feeling.

"John, please." I whined into his lips as he slammed into me even harder.

I buried my head into the crook of his neck as I felt my orgasm take over. I clamped down on his shoulder in order to be quiet and he came right after me. I laid my head on his shoulder and tried to catch my breath. I knew that I would have bruises on my hips and a few different places on my back, but I didn't care.

John slid out of me and laid me back down on the bed. I just curled up and waited for him to come out of the bathroom. I felt him lay down behind me and wrap his arms around me. I felt safe and loved.

"I love you, Becs." He whispered to me before we both fell into a deep sleep.

I woke up the next moring and looked over at John. He was lightly snoring and very cute. I thought about all the ways he was different from Phil. He didn't have the tats, the piercing, he was more cut than Phil, and I still loved him. I was so confused and I knew that had messed up.

I watched him for a few more minutes before lightly kissing him and getting my clothes back on. I watched him for another minute before scribbling a note and silent leaving. I knew that John would understand, but I still hated that I had to leave.

I walked in my room and Randy was waiting for me. I felt busted, but I knew that he wouldn't be too harsh on me.

"Um... hi." I told him.

"I just hope it was consensual." He said and I cracked a smile.

"Yes." I said.

"So?" he asked me and I looked at him. He held up my hand and I saw my ring that Phil had given me.

"I don't know. I love Phil with everything, but the past few weeks have been distant. I don't want us to be distant and…" I was saying.

"I don't want you to end up like me either." He said and hugged me.

"Go shower cause we have to leave in a little bit. Oh, I called Stephanie when I realized you were staying with John last night. We are driving." He said. I knew that he was doing it to give us time to talk, but man he sucked to go on road trips with.

I showered and we grabbed all our stuff and left in a rental. I was glad it was an SUV because I wanted the room with all our stuff. We were driving about 2-3 hours from Sacramento to the next city, Fresno.

I was driving first and we drove for about an hour before Randy got talkative. I knew I needed to talk about it, but I didn't want to.

"So, what are you doing to do?" he asked me and I sighed.

"I don't know. I don't know what to do, what if we just had a one-night stand, again. I mean what if I leave Phil, who really does love me, but is just having issues, for John and it doesn't work. I am alone and I gave up a real love." I told him.

"I know how you feel. I gave up my real love for Sam and it didn't turn out so well, but I got my real love back. I am not saying that Phil will want you back, but you can't regret whatever decision you make because it made you happy when you made it." He said and I nodded.

"What would you do?" I asked him and he sighed.

"Don't make an decisions, yet, other than to tell Phil or not. You will have to decide who you want more, are closer to, and everything else here soon. I would think about it, first, oh and Becs, don't tell Phil if you are going to pick him." He told me and I nodded.

Randy POV

I felt bad for Becs because John was her first love and now she had Phil. He made her happy, but you never forget your first love. We talked a little more and I told her I would support her through anything.

We got to the hotel and she was going to hang out with Matt (Evan) that night. I was glad because she needed to be away from John. I loved the guy as a friend, but I knew that he had crappy timing.

John POV

I woke up the next morning and Becs was gone. I knew that she would be, but I was still sad. I grabbed all my things and got ready to drive with John (Morrsion). The Fresno show was a super show and I was glad. I had a match, but it wasn't a big one since my nose was still messed up.

We were driving there and I took my t-shirt off cause I was hot. The air conditioner was messed up I the rental. I took my shirt off and Morrison was laughing at me.

"What?" I asked him.

"Who marked you?" he asked me. I quickly glanced at my shoulder and I could see the hickie that Becs gave me from the second time around. I smirked and shook my head.

"A girl." I said and rolled his eyes.

"I know that, was she hot?" he asked me.

"Yeah, but whatever it was just a one-night stand." I told him and he nodded. I had to accept that it was a one night stand, but I didn't want to. I knew that she had Phil and we were just going to be friends. I was going to hold out hope, but I wasn't going to hold out much hope.

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