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Becs POV

Randy and I got to the arena in good time and I was glad that we had driven because it gave us time to talk. We got there and went to the hotel. I was sharing a room with Randy that night because we were only staying one night. I knew that sharing with Randy would also keep me out of trouble. I was going out with Matt tonight, so I wasn't really worried about privacy. We picked Cody and Ted up and went to the arena.

I was in the arena, texting Phil, while Cody, Randy, and Ted were messing around in the ring. I wished Phil was here, because I wouldn't have done what I did, but I was also glad I could think about the wedding. I was now having thoughts on if I wanted to marry him or not. I knew that Phil loved me and I knew that John loved me, but who did I really love. I was sitting there when someone sat next to me. I turned to see Stacy and I hugged her.

"Hey." She said.

"Hey, how are ya?" I asked her.

"Good, Randy wanted me to check on you." she said.

"Yeah, I am fine." I told her.

"Are you having second thoughts?" she asked me and I nodded.

"Please, don't tell anyone." I told her and she nodded.

"It's ok, it's scary to think if you are making a mistake or not." She said and I nodded.

I talked to Stacy for a while and I was glad that I had talked to her. She helped me by just talking to me.

Randy POV

I saw Stacy talking to Becs and I was glad; I knew Becs needed a girl to talk to about it. I walked to the back and I saw John go into his locker room. I walked into his locker room and he looked at me. He immediately put his hands up because he thought I was going to hit him.

"I am not going to hit you." I told him and he still looked a little leery of me.

"You're not?" he asked.

"No, I can't get mad if it's what she wanted, she did want it, right?" I asked him.

"Yeah, I didn't force her to do anything." He said and I nodded.

"Thanks." I told him and he looked at me funny.

"Huh?" he asked me.

"Thanks, for finally doing the right thing." I told him and he still didn't get it.

"What?" he asked me.

"You finally told her how you felt without forcing it on her, without making her mad, and you gave her a reason to stop a think about it all. I know that Phil loves her, but I haven't been happy with him lately. He seems mean and unappreciative of her; you showed her what needed. I wished you wouldn't have slept with her, but I guess she needed it." I told him and he nodded.

"So, you're really not mad?" he asked me and I just smirked.

"Nope, not yet." I told him and he nodded.

"What did she say?" John asked me. I knew that he cared about her and that he wished he had never given her up. I knew he would take care of her, but I also knew that she needed to make up her mind on her own.

"She wasn't to upset at herself, but don't get your hopes up." I told him.

"I am not, but I just want her to be happy." He said.

I talked to him a few more minutes before going back to my locker room. I walked in and Becs was on the phone with Phil. She sounded happy and I felt bad for her. I knew that she loved them both and she was going to have a hard decision to make.

Phil POV

I was in Chicago dealing with my Dad. He had gotten in some trouble when he was drinking and I needed to take care of it. I missed Becs and I hated to be away from her. I knew that I hadn't been the nicest person to her and that I needed to apologize. I just didn't want her to have to deal with my problems. I knew that she was coming to Chicago tomorrow and I had a surprise for her.

I was going to see some old friends tonight and my ex was going to be there. I knew I loved Becs, but I hoped that I was strong enough to be around my ex, without doing anything stupid. I knew I loved Becs, but I was still human.

Matt POV

The show went good and I went to get Becs after the show ended. We were going to hang out tonight. Phil had asked me to keep an eye on her and I was happy that I got to hang out with her. We have gotten closer since I had helped her out when Randy was having issues. We left in my rental and went out to grab some food. I knew that something was wrong, but I wasn't going to push it if she didn't want to talk about it.

"You ok?" I asked her as we ate.

"Yeah, just thinking." She said and I nodded.

"You rethinking your decision?" I asked her and she looked at m.

"Look, I may be Phil's friend, but I don't want you to be unhappy either." I told her.

"It's scary to wonder if this is the person you are supposed to spend the rest of your life with." She told me and I nodded.

"Just remember that you have to be happy too." I told her and she nodded.

We ate and we were walking around.

"Let's see a movie." She said and I agreed.

We were the only ones in the theater and we had fun. I was glad that she was having fun, but I hoped that she made the right decision. I knew that Phil could be a hard person to deal with at times and he didn't have the best people skills. I just wanted for them both to be happy and I knew that it would be interesting when she went to their home tomorrow.

Phil POV

I woke up the next morning and my ex, Allison, was wrapped around me. I didn't drink and I still slept with her. I felt stupid and I didn't know what to do now. I loved Becs, and I had fucked up. I just didn't how to tell her and she was coming home today.

I quickly left and went back to our house. I just sat in the kitchen and cried because I didn't know what to do. I was sitting there when I felt her surprise rub against my leg. I picked up the little kitten and just held it. She loved cats and I had gotten her one that would be ours, but now I didn't know.

I finally moved when I realized that I had to pick her up in an hour. I showered, grabbed the kitten, and drove to the airport. I knew that I had to tell her what was going on, but I didn't want to lose her. I was screwed.

Becs POV

I left for Chicago and I was thinking on the flight. I needed to talk to Phil about our future, but I didn't know how to do it. We had talked last night, but we both seemed distracted. I didn't know what to do anymore. I loved him, but did I want to marry him?

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